Chapter 4

Olivia woke up with Amanda still in her arms. She was cute. Her blonde bangs came just above her eyes. She had these little pouty lips. Olivia kissed her forehead and Amanda squirmed until those baby blue eyes popped open. "Good morning!" Amanda blinked, "Hi." Olivia smiled, "Did you sleep ok?" Amanda nodded. "Lucy will be here in an hour. I figured…" Amanda sat up, "You don't want them to know I'm in here." Olivia pulled her back, "I don't care about that, but I do want you on time for school. I need to make breakfast, so I've got to get up." Amanda smiled, "And I'm on top of you."

They both got up and in the shower. Amanda came out before Olivia and saw a sleepy Noah come out rubbing his eyes, "Hi Amanda." Amanda picked him up and kissed his cheek. "Where's Lucy?" Amanda spoke before thinking, "She's not here yet. I stayed last night." Noah smiled, "Lucy missed the sleepover?" Amanda started thinking she was in trouble, "Come on, let's pick out a cool outfit for school."

Olivia came out and Amanda was helping Noah with his shoes. She stood at the door watching. "Noah, one bunny ear and then another." Noah got frustrated, "I can't do it. Lucy just ties them. I want Lucy!" Noah was smart, but he struggled with the shoes. Amanda smiled, "If you say you can't you never will. You're a big boy and big boys tie their shoes. Look, I will help. You make that bunny ear and I will make this one." Noah concentrated and scrunched his eyebrows together. He took his side and then Amanda's. When he almost had it, his face lit up. "I did it!" He hugged Amanda. Then he tried his other shoe, "I can do it myself."

Olivia watched him succeed and he was so happy. "Mommy look! I did it!" Amanda turned to see Olivia smiling, "You did! I'm so proud of you!" He jumped off the bed and ran. "Thank you Amanda." Olivia made pancakes to celebrate his success. Lucy arrived, "Hey, you guys are eating without me?" Olivia passed her a plate, "Never Luce!" Noah was excited to show Lucy his shoes. Lucy grabbed his hand, "Come on let's beat them to the car!" Lucy was good at getting his attention and it gave Olivia and Amanda a few minutes alone. "I want you to have a good day. Do you have your note?"

Amanda nodded, "Yes. Can I have a kiss?" Olivia sighed and kissed her lips softly. "See you this afternoon." After dropping Noah off, Lucy was dying to know what happened, "Spill it!" Amanda laughed, "We didn't do anything. I got lectured about the "dickwad" comment. I fell asleep in her arms, but that's it. She said we have to take it slow." Lucy was driving, "Can we make a stop at the precinct near school?" Lucy nodded, "Sure, why?" Amanda sighed, "I need to apologize." Lucy was shocked, "You apologize? What? I love Liv."

Amanda jumped out and went inside. She was nervous, but Olivia's voice played in her head, "Your apology should be as loud as your disrespect." Amanda held the note, "Can I see Sergeant Cassidy?" She recognized the cop, he was there when she kicked the door. She saw Cassidy come out. "Amanda? What's going on?" Amanda handed him the note, "I'm sorry for being disrespectful to you that day and last night." He looked up, "Last night? I don't want to know, right?" Amanda shook her head and turned to the cop, "I'm sorry about kicking your door." They both smiled. "Look, I made a mistake. You guys like pizza right?" They held their hands, "Of course!" Amanda smiled, "How about I send some pies for lunch. Write down what you like and I can do that." Amanda climbed in the car and felt pretty good. Maybe Olivia was right.

School went as normal and was almost over. The girls were ready for exams and with Donnelly gone and Amanda's tutoring Lucy was good. They did well picking up Noah. They had a routine and that was helpful. Amanda watched Lucy cooking, "Ummm what the fuck is that?" Lucy looked around to see if Noah heard anything. Lucy sighed, "I see Liv hasn't controlled that mouth yet. It's spaghetti squash with ground chicken. You can even choose alfredo or spaghetti sauce." Amanda frowned, "Why not just pasta?" Lucy shook her head, "Look every week Liv and I plan the meals. You never sit with us to have any input. It's good Amanda." Amanda walked away, "Whatever!"

Olivia came home, "Mommy!" Olivia kissed him, "Hey sweet boy!" She walked in and stepped on his toy, "Noah, pick up your toys if you aren't playing with them." Noah picked them up, but the attitude was unusual. "Noah Porter Benson, we don't act like that." Amanda just watched. Noah threw his toys in the toy box, "Whatever!" Amanda stepped in between Olivia and Noah. Olivia blinked, "Move!" Amanda knew this was her, "He got it from me. I'll take the punishment."

Olivia smirked, "Oh I know where he got it from, because I've never had this problem. Move, because you have your own punishment coming." Amanda moved and she didn't know what was about to happen. "Noah, come here!" Noah walked over calmly, "Yes mommy?" Olivia knelt down, "Do we throw things and act that way when I tell you to do something?" Noah shook his head, "No mommy." Olivia nodded, "Pick up your toys and sit on your stool. You need to think." Noah did everything and Amanda sat and watched him. He waved and smiled at her, then he was thinking.

Olivia talked to Lucy and came back in 5 minutes. "Come here Noah." Noah sat in her lap and hugged her tight, "I'm sorry mommy. I won't do that again." Olivia kissed him, "Thank you and I love you. Wash your hands for dinner sweet boy." Olivia stood up and kissed Amanda on the head, "Is my punishment like that?" Amanda smiled and Olivia bent down, "You wish." Amanda quickly frowned.

Dinner didn't make things easier. They all had bowls of yellow strings and the ground chicken was white. Olivia helped Lucy, "Ok who wants red or white sauce?" Noah smiled, "I want a little of both to mix it." Lucy grabbed her own red sauce and Olivia spooned the red sauce on hers. "Amanda?" Amanda swallowed hard, "Ummm white sauce." Olivia could tell she was unsure. "Do you want to taste it first?" Amanda shook her head, it wasn't the sauce, it was the squash and white meat. No sauce could make that taste better.

Noah twirled it around his fork and ate it. Lucy nudged her elbow and when she looked at Olivia her eyes were dead on hers. Olivia had no emotion, "What's the problem Amanda?" Amanda was uneasy, "Can I have pasta instead?" Noah kept eating like nothing was wrong. Olivia took a bite, "Sure if you try that and you don't like it. I'll make you some pasta." Noah smiled, "Try it Amanda. I like both." Lucy almost spit her drink out laughing. Amanda tried it and it was weird. It tasted good. She was embarrassed to look up.

Olivia just wanted her to eat, she knew it was all new, "What do you think? Do you still want pasta instead?" Amanda smiled, "No, it's good." They ate and talked. They were a family. Lucy got up to do the dishes, "Nope, you cooked, Amanda can clean up." Olivia helped Noah get ready for bed while Amanda did the dishes. Lucy asked, "Am I living on my own now that you and Liv are doing whatever?" Amanda shrugged, "I didn't think about that."

Olivia heard them talking and she hadn't thought about taking Amanda away from Lucy. "Hey, the kitchen looks good. I need to put you on cleaning duty more often." Olivia asked, "Luce, I have to leave earlier than normal tomorrow and you have clothes here from the weekend. Would you like to stay here instead of waking up early?" Lucy smiled, "Sure!" Amanda took her shower and fell on the bed with Lucy. "Liv is cool. I know she doesn't have to go in early. She didn't want me to feel left out."

Amanda went into Olivia's room, "Liv?" Olivia called, "I'm in the bathroom." Amanda walked in and saw her standing in her panties and a nightshirt. "See something you like?" Amanda smiled as Olivia walked closer, "Don't smile at me you're in trouble." Amanda followed her, "Go stand in that corner." Amanda scoffed, "What?" Olivia narrowed her eyes, "Noah did it, without any questions. You know I told you he's a sponge. He's going to copy what you do and what you say. You have to be better."

Amanda went to the corner and held up her hands in frustration. After 15 minutes she was leaning from side to side. "How much longer?" Olivia was sitting on the bed reading files, "How old are you?" Amanda sighed and turned back around. Olivia finally called her. "I'm sorry Liv." Olivia smiled, Amanda was adorable. Olivia pulled back the covers, "You know Noah got a kiss and cuddles when he apologized. What do I get?" Amanda was curious while Olivia held her, her hands moved under her night shirt. "Amanda, we aren't ready."

Amanda was frustrated and turned over. "Don't get mad, we haven't even talked about sex. I have no idea about your sexual experiences. We need to talk first." Amanda sat up, "Fine let's talk. I'm not a virgin and you definitely aren't, you have Noah." Olivia giggled, "That's why we need to talk, Noah is adopted." Amanda's face was shocked, "He looks just like you." Olivia smiled, "I'm not a virgin either, but I didn't give birth to Noah."

Olivia told her about finding Noah. She explained his mother was sex trafficked and dead. She explained his father was a monster and also dead. "He knows I'm not his biological mother, well as much as a little boy can understand. He's loved and that's what matters." Amanda asked, "Have you been with both guys and girls?" Olivia smiled, "I experimented in college, so yes. What about you?" Amanda shook her head, "No not girls. I had a crush on this guy in high school. He was two years ahead of me. His name was Peter. He was hot and athletic. He was sweet and my first. Then there was Dominick, another sports star. He was rough. I'm glad I wasn't a virgin." Olivia turned her face, "Amanda did he…" Amanda kissed her lips to calm her, "Don't go SVU on me. I did what I wanted. I haven't been with a woman though. I'm excited you can be my first."

Olivia sighed, she thought no way was this going to work. Olivia grabbed Amanda's hands and pulled them under her shirt, "Go ahead, but when I say stop, we stop." Amanda smiled wide and moved her hands slowly up to her firm full breasts. She squeezed and circled her dark nipples with her fingers. She did what she liked and what felt good. Olivia wouldn't admit it but it felt amazing. Amanda had both her hands working, "Can I kiss you?" Amanda kissed her and their tongues were fighting a war. Olivia definitely felt something. She pulled back and Amanda looked at her, "Wow!"

Olivia smiled, "Did you like that?" Amanda nodded, "So much. Liv, I think I'm wet." Olivia kissed her cheek, "That's it we're done." Amanda fell back frustrated, "Fu…" Olivia flipped her over her knee, "Finish that and get a spanking. Amanda, this will take time." Amanda smiled and so curious, "Fuck me!" Olivia rolled her eyes and popped her on her ass.