HINATA
I feel like an idiot for thinking it was okay to rub the foam on Kageyama back. I forget some guys aren't comfortable with that kind of touching. His muscles were stiff as hell. I honestly think his whole body could have used a massage. I was only going to use the form roller where I could. God I can't forget the look on his face. I continue down the hall to our room. Kageyama is walking towards me with a towel, tee shirt, swing trunks and flip flops. I guess he is going to the hot tub after all. Kageyama glances at me I immediately look away. I get to the room beeping my way inside. I stretch my arms above my head yawning.
"Shower time," I tell myself. I head to my dresser grabbing my sleep clothes knowing I am in for the evening. I take my clothes with me into the bathroom. I turn my music on my phone glad to be alone for a little while. I sing along to the kpops songs blasting from my phone as I shower. I move quickly ready to enjoy my free time while I can. I grab my laptop before sitting down on my bed. I open it up when the phone rings. "Ugghh…." I reach over to my nightstand grabbing my phone. "Hello."
"Hey sweetheart," greets mom.
"How is training?" asked mom.
"Tough," I replied. "That's to be expected. They have invested so much into our team this year."
"I am sure you boys will do great," exclaims mom. "They have always chosen such great players. Just like they choose you." I blush as my mom is so proud of me. She has always supported my dreams in playing volleyball. I wouldn't trade her for the world. "I miss seeing you."
"I know," I reply with a sigh. I usually see my mom at least 2-3 days a week. "I may try to visit you this upcoming weekend if I am not too sore."
"I know this is your career," she replies. "Don't worry about me. I know you will see me when you can. You may want to come see us soon. That Natsu is getting out of hand."
"What happened?" I asked sitting up on my bed.
"She tried to sneak out of the house!" exclaims mom. I get so mad hearing this. I know it was to go to that damn group date. I told her no. I even told her why. You think she would be understanding. Clearly my sister is hitting that rebellious teenage stage.
"Are you kidding me?" I asked.
"No," says mom with so much hurt in her voice. "I caught her before she could go out the window. Shoyo I don't know what to do."
"I will talk to her," I replied. I shake my head so disappointed in my little sister. I don't understand why she is in such a rush. There is nothing that great about dating in today's time. After my few relationships went south, I decided it was best to focus on my career. Plus, the guys also didn't like keeping the relationship under wraps. One threatened to expose me, but I had something far worst on him. The only thing that stopped him from destroying my career.
"Don't talk to her today," says mom. "Just let her be for now. It is still fresh as this happened last night. I did ground her for the next two weeks."
"Two weeks…." I say slowly.
"Yes!" exclaims mom. "I need her to know this behavior is not to be tolerated." I nod in agreement although she can't see me.
"I know Natsu wants to grow up so fast," I mutter. "I am not saying she can't live her life. I want her to finish her 3rd year before focusing on a relationship."
"I know sweetheart," says mom lovingly.
"Where is she now?" I ask.
"In her room pouting," she replies. "I took her phone, TV, and laptop. She only gets her phone when she is going to school." Wow. I never had been punished like that. I don't blame mom at all. I talk with mom a little bit more about where I am living and how that is going. I end the call surprised that Kageyama isn't back yet. He will hang out with others from time to time, but it is exceedingly rare. If he does, he isn't gone that long.
"Hmm….." I reply opening my laptop. Should I read some manga? I'm not sure yet. My mind wonders to Kageyama. I almost want to know more about him. I pull up his high school and he went to Karasuno. I had no idea. I went to school there but fell out of touch once I graduated. I go to the school's volleyball Facebook page. I look through old posts and I can see Kageyama in a few pictures. He is frowning in every single picture. He is also in the background a lot. Not once did I see him interacting with his team mates outside of game play. He is tagged in one photo. Wait, he has a Facebook?
I click on his name taking me right to his page. His profile picture he has his back to the camera as if he doesn't want to be seen. His page doesn't have much. He barely as friends on here. I look at what few pictures he has and there are none of his parents. I see Oikawa in a few pictures and Akaashi in a few. Akaashi went to another high school, but they know of each other. One picture captures Kageyama eyes perfectly. He looks happy in this picture but there is a volleyball in his hand.
"Why are you so unhappy?" I ask myself out loud. I go to Oikawa page where I see pages and pages of pictures. "Why am I not surprised." I roll my eyes but go through his feed before looking more at his photos. I can see Oikawa is a social butterfly. He is very close to his family, his teammates, his classmates. Jesus, he looks like he was so popular. I see this picture someone took of Kageyama that has my mouth dropping.
Kageyama is pulling up his shirt to wipe the sweat from his face. I am sure Kageyama didn't even know this picture was being taken as Oikawa is standing next to him and appears to be talking. He is covered in sweat letting me know they were most likely training. His abs are breath taking letting me know how much he works out but also watches what he eats. He must be very disciplined.
"Mm….." I hum to myself as my eyes travel his body. He is so attractive. If not for his attitude I am sure he would have had plenty of girlfriends. I glare at the screen looking at him in those shorts almost choking on my own spit. Is that a dick print? I whimper before licking my lips. Fuck I'm getting aroused looking at his picture. I click off the picture. I'm not attracted to Kageyama. I'm sensitive due to the fact I can't easily masturbate here. I glance at the door before looking at the bathroom door. This would be a good time….
I head into the bathroom closing the door. The lotion is already in the bathroom as I feel uncomfortable being naked in front of him. I lock the door before grabbing the lotion. I sit down on the toilet lid pulling out my erect dick. No, it didn't go down. Only release is going to get it go away at this point. I pour the right amount lotion into my right hand. I sit down the lotion before slowly stroking my length.
"Hahhh…." I groan. It has been way too long. I'm not in a relationship and I don't have meaningless sex. It is me and my hand more often than I would like to admit. I moan as the pleasure travels my body. I keep my hand moving at a nice pace. I toss my head back breathing hard. I do miss being able to feel this with someone. Sex is incredible when it is with someone you love. The pleasure could be even more heightened. I begin to wish I could have my toys with me. I probably would have been climaxing in less than 5 minutes. I begin to rock my hips softly into my hand. I glance down at my dick continuing my strokes.
I moan. My eyes close as my left hand travels underneath my shirt. My left hand makes it way to my right nipple. I can hear my voice hitting that pitch it always does when my nipple is touched. I begin to rub my pointer finger lightly over my nipple causing my body to shudder. I whine with my desire building. My eyes flutter as I think about Kageyama abs. Don't think about him like that. He's your team mate…..he's straight…he's cold….he's cute….. My voice squeaks as I can't help it.
My hand begins to pick up the pace as my pleasure increases. I bet Kageyama makes the best faces though… When he is not frowning that is. I have seen him when he sleeps and it the only time, I have seen him frown free. He looks so peaceful and happy. I whimper knowing I am getting closer. I wonder what kind of kisser he is. I bet he is rough, aggressive…..applying the right amount of pressure. Maybe even leaving passion marks along my skin…..
"Oh my god…" I mutter as my groin tingles. "Hahhh….aah…" That's it. I'm getting there. I imagine Kageyama kissing my skin leaving lovely bite marks along my skin. He is fucking me just right. "Nnngghh…" He's hitting my spot… "Hah…..haa…aaagghhh…." I cry out as my climax washes over me. God yes this feeling…. I moan lowly as I ride my wave of pleasure with my body spasms. My cum wets my hand as I slow my stroke down. I pant lightly enjoying the effects of my orgasm. Whew that was good. I grab a tissue wiping my hand off. I toss the napkin in the trash can before spraying the air fresher we have in here. Okay now maybe I can do some reading. I open the door seeing Kageyama standing there.
"Ah!" I cry. I cover my mouth trying to figure out when did he even get here. I never heard the door. I would say I am blushing, but I know for a fact my cheeks are still red from my orgasm. Kageyama face is red making me wonder how long he was standing here. Did he hear me? Does he know?
"I need to shower," he mutters pushing past me slamming the door. I look around freaking out. I grab my phone texting Noya.
Hinata: Noya, where are you?"
Noya: I was about to go for an evening walk against my better judgement. Why?
Hinata: Let me come with you, I need to talk
Noya: Hey at least you are keeping me company. Asahi has gone to bed already. Boo…..
I chuckle grabbing a jacket. I don't give a shit about being in my PJ clothes. I am not going out in public. It's just walking around out here. No one will see me really but my teammates. I slide in my flip flops making sure I have my keys and phone. I head out the door glad that the sun is setting and it should be cool. Arriving at the lobby I look around for Noya spotting him on his phone.
"Hey," I greet stopping in front of him. He looks up frowning. "What's that face about?"
"This girl I was trying to hook up with on Saturday cancelled," he explains. We head out the door. "Damnit, I need to get some ass." I chuckle.
"You should try for a serious relationship," I reply putting my hands in my jacket pocket.
"Too young for that shit," snorts Noya. "I am in my prime. I'm going to play the field. Anyway, what's your deal? Some serious shit must have gone down."
"Not serious but certainly humiliating…." I mutter. I trust Noya with a lot of information. He never judges me. He tends to get a kick out of what we talk about even it is something he doesn't care about. "Um you know I don't just sleep around."
"Yeah," says Noya. "Unless you changed your mind on that?"
"No, I haven't," I reply firmly. I sigh. I don't know how to say this. "So I think Kageyama heard me um taking care of business."
"Are you fucking serious!" exclaims Noya. He knows exactly what I was hinting at. The courtyard is empty but you never know…..I'm not making that mistake again. I glance around not seeing a single person in sight.
"I'm pretty sure," I mutter. "He was blushing." Noya is laughing so hard. "It's not funny."
"Whatever," he replies waving me off. "Everyone does it. I'm sure even his uptight ass jacks off." I push Noya lightly.
"Don't say that about him," I reply. Noya laughter dies off. I'm staring at the walkway ahead of us glad the bugs aren't bad tonight.
"Why are you defending him?" asked Noya. "I was just joking."
"I know but it feels wrong," I reply. "I actually went to his Facebook page."
"He has a Facebook?" asks Noya in surprise.
"I know right," I reply. "He is barely on there. Something tells me that he only got it for his high school volleyball team."
"That doesn't surprise me at all," states Noya. He chuckles. "I am curious though. Did he walk in seeing you jerking off." I shift my eyes.
"No I told you he probably heard me," I reply. "I was in the bathroom with the door closed. I usually hear when Kageyama comes into the room. I didn't hear shit today. The one day I needed to."
"That would happen," says Noya. "It will be okay man. I would say just talk to him, but we know how he is." I see Sugawara and Daichi up ahead. They are in their swim wear with tee shirts. Sugawara waves. "Didn't expect to see you guys here." Sugawara chuckles.
"Same," he replies. "We were in the hot tub relaxing with the newbies. Even Kageyama." Noya laughs.
"We were just talking about him," states Noya earning a look from me. He better not tell them! "Hinata found his Facebook page."
"He has one?" asked Daichi. I like how everyone is surprised he has a page. That is how much he doesn't seem like the type. I nod my head yes.
"The owners don't have to worry about him," I reply. "He is hardly ever on there. Oikawa on the other hand." We are start laughing.
"They had to sign on those docs and get social media training," says Daichi. "Although we know that means jack shit." I nod my head as I have seen a few guys on the team previously be made an example of for posting the wrong thing on social media. "Did you learn anything about him?"
"Not really," I reply. "He is close to Oikawa and knew Akaashi prior to being on the team."
"We can tell," says Sugawara. "Kageyama looked surprised to learn that I am gay."
"You told them?" asked Noya in surprise. Daichi nods his head.
"I know they won't say anything," he replies. "They were pretty cool after that. Even asked a few questions surprisingly."
"They are pretty chill," I reply. I remember being shocked when I had learned of their relationship. Sometimes I feel a little envious because I want what they have. A best friend and a lover. "Don't worry Kageyama is fine. Quiet as ever." Noya snickers earning a look from our team members. Daichi folds his arms.
"What's going on?" he asks carefully.
"Nothing," I reply. "I'm just talk to Noya about some stuff." Sugawara smiles as if he knows I am lying.
"We will let you guys get back to it," says Sugawara. "Plus, we need to shower before bed."
"Gah," groans Daichi pulling out his phone. "It's already way past our bedtime."
"It was worth it," say Sugawara. Daichi makes this face telling me he regrets his decision to stay up. "We will see you guys in the morning." They continue towards the building as we stay on the path.
"One lap?" I ask. Noya nods his head.
"Didn't want them to know?" he asked.
"Hell no," I reply. "I barely wanted to tell you. You know I trust you with my secrets."
"Awww…" he coos. "I feel so special."
"You should!" I reply. I didn't feel right discussing the fact Kageyama has no pictures of his family. I know he is a loner but still. Something in my gut is not setting with me about it. I complete my lap with Noya finally making my way back to my room. Of course, I am nervous not knowing what to expect. I head inside to see Kageyama is in bed. Thank god. This conversation is not one I want to have right now.