HINATA

I can't believe my mom just saw me making out. That doesn't count as making out but whatever. My mom shouldn't have seen me kissing a guy but a teammate. What the hell? I don't even know how we got here. It honestly felt good to be in his arms. The kiss was so emotional. Kageyama stumbles over sitting on my bed looking down at his erection that is still present. I take a deep breath.

"Um….." I stammer. "I-I'm going to go talk to my sister okay. I-I will be right back." I quickly walk out the room although I'm still hard. I know my mom went back downstairs. I walk into the hall bathroom to get myself together. Kageyama is gay? I mean…I had no idea….. Does he like me? How long has he liked me? What do we do? Fuck. I run my hand through my hair trying to get my mind to focus on the conversation I need to have with Natsu. She is my little sister but that doesn't mean I want to have this sex talk. After about 15 minutes I make my way to Natsu room. I knock on her door.

"Yeah," she yells. Great. She's still mad.

"It's me," I reply.

"Who else would it be?" she replies.

"I'm coming in," I tell her before opening the door. She is sitting at her make up vanity I brought for her 16th birthday. She has her arms folded clearly frowning.

"I'm sorry if I upset you Natsu," I say softly. She glares at me in the reflection of the mirror.

"You embarrassed me!" she replies. "In front of your new teammate."

"I lost my temper and I'm sorry," I apologize. "I told you no boyfriends. Then to see you are sending this guy pictures….."

"You had no right to go through my phone!" she exclaims. Now I get mad all over again.

"I'm still your big brother, an adult!" I say with much base in my voice. "You will show me some respect. Turn around so I can see you properly." Natsu turns around slowly in her chair. I can tell she is surprised as I barely ever had to yell at her. She caused me to go there. "Natsu, I love you. I know you are growing up. I trust you, it's them I don't. I don't want anyone hurting you or taking advance of you. That photo you sent could be used against you." I walk closer to her as she covers her blushing face.

"I really like him…" she mutters.

"I would hope so," I reply. I grab her desk chair rolling it over to her. I sit down in the chair. "You shouldn't have to do stuff like this to get him to like you." Natsu removes her hands.

"I know….." she mutters. "I wanted to one up Minah who was closing in on him."

"He should want you for you," I reply. "Not some revealing picture."

"He asked me to be his girlfriend." she says proudly. Oh boy…..

"Did you tell him you can't have a boyfriend?" I ask firmly.

"No…" she mutters.

"Please tell me you didn't accept his offer?" I question. Natsu shifts her eyes away from me. I bite my lip to keep from cursing. I sigh. "Have you done anything intimate with this boy?"

"Shoyo!" she cries. "God…"

"Seriously Natsu," I reply. "This is significant. I need to know." Her face turns red letting me know she has certainly done something.

"We didn't go all the way," she admits lowly. "We have done some things." I run my hands over my face.

"How long have you known this boy?" I inquire.

"His name is Jungkook," she says. "He's an honor student, super tall, really cute. I have known him the whole past school year. We started to get close at the end of the school right before summer vacation. That's why I wanted to go to the gokon. He was going to be there!"

"So you tried sneaking out after I said no," I reply.

"I didn't want Minah to get him!" she exclaims. "I didn't even get out of the house. Jungkook left when he realized I wasn't there. Since I was grounded for two weeks, I couldn't even message him. I had to wait…then we were texting…..sent some pictures…"

"Natsu," I sigh. "Can you promise me you will wait to have sex?"

"Wait!" she exclaims. "I mean…I haven't but…..but….." She clearly wants to have sex but I need her understand you can only do this once. There is no going back. She would have to worry about so much more with birth control and then STD's.

"Look, I want you to understand how everything changes," I explain. "I'm a guy, a gay guy but it still hurt to know the person I gave my all too didn't work out. I really wish I just waited for marriage." Natsu looks sad for a moment.

"You regret being with Sakusa and Yaku?" she asks.

"I do," I reply not even flitching. "I wish I waited…" I think about Kageyama. Kissing him back there had me certainly wanting to go all the way. For that being our first kiss together it felt so intimate.

"Can I ask you a question?" asks Natsu.

"Sure," I reply. Natsu lip forms a tight line.

"Are you and Kageyama a thing?" she asks.

"W-why would you ask me that!" I exclaim. Natsu giggles like the schoolgirl she is. She crosses her leg before leaning forward on her hand.

"The way you guys looked at each other," she replies. "Plus you growled at me when I was greeting him."

"I did not growl!" I defend. I mostly didn't like how she appeared to be interested in him. He's too old for her.

"Uh huh," grins Natsu. "He is cute." I chuckle.

"This is nothing I want to discuss with you," I reply.

"Oh come on," she replies. "I'm going to be 18 this year."

"I know but this is not proper," I reply. "Plus, Kageyama and I have some things to figure out."

"Not sure what there is to figure out," she replies. "You guys love each other." I can't hold back my flushing face any longer. It does feel like he loves me, but I thought that about Sakusa and Yaku too. "Awwww so cute." Natsu pinches my cheek as I slap her hand away laughing.

"Back to the matter at hand," I reply. "Will you wait?" Natsu shifts her eyes before looking back at me.

"Yes," she mumbles.

"Good," I reply standing up. "The next time I come to visit I want to meet this Jungkook. I won't tell mom that he is your boyfriend for now." Natsu eyes light up as she jumps from her chair.

"You mean it!" she exclaims.

"Long as you keep your promise to not have sex or sneak out of the house," I reply. "I want you to be careful okay." Natsu nods her head more than happy that I am letting her have a boyfriend. "No more naughty photos."

"Don't say it like that!" she exclaims. I hug Natsu kissing her forehead. "I have to get back to the building for curfew." Natsu giggles.

"Welcome to my world," she says. I roll my eyes. "Will you tell me more about you and Kageyama? I kind of like him."

"Maybe," I reply. I hug Natsu once more before leaving her. I head into my old room seeing Kageyama pacing. He looks over at me when I walk into the room. "Hey…"

"Hey," he replies. "Everything okay?"

"I'll explain in the car," I reply picking up my sister's phone. "We have to get going."

"Yeah," he replies. "I know but didn't want to rush you."

"It's fine," I reply walking out of my room. Kageyama is close behind. "Mom!"

"Everything okay Shoyo?" she asks appearing at the bottom of the stairs.

"Everything's fine," I replied. "I had a nice talk with Natsu. She shouldn't be giving you any further problems."

"Thank you," says mom hugging me. "I tried talking to her, but you know how your little sister can be."

"I do…" I reply. I am honestly wanting to put Natsu on birth control, but I don't want to encourage her to have sex. I keep this thought to myself. "I love you mom. Thanks for dinner. I will try to come back soon."

"I keep telling you not to worry about me!" she exclaims. She gives me a tight hug.

"Thank you so much for everything," says Kageyama.

"You're welcome sweetie," she replies. "Don't be shy, give me my hug." I hold in a chuckle as mom proceeds to squeeze the life out of him. "You boys have a safe drive back." I nod sliding on my sneakers as Kageyama does the same. I wave goodbye to my mom before heading outside. I release a deep breath. Kageyama pats me on my back softly.

"It will be okay," he says. "Let's get home." Home? He makes me feel more than fluffy hearing that. I pull out my car keys turning off the alarm. At least I have this Natsu thing settled for the most part…..now to talk to Kageyama about this kiss that happened. I pull off down the street. "Natsu seemed okay when we were leaving."

"She is," I reply focusing on the road. I can still talk but I dislike driving at night. "She has a boyfriend."

"Really?" asks Kageyama. "Isn't she a little young for that?" I chuckle.

"Glad to know you feel the same way," I reply. "I took your advice and told her why I wanted her to wait." I sigh. "Natsu and this boy have done some things. She didn't go into details, but I am thinking she sucked his dick or something."

"That is so awkward," mutters Kageyama. "Sadly, I think you're right. Do you think she will wait to go all the way?"

"I hope so," I reply. "God, I hope she believes me when I told her my truth." I clear my throat. "I also wanted to talk about what happened between us…"

"I know," he replies before sighing. "I um…..I don't regret the kiss at all." I can't stop the smile that spreads on to my face.

"I'm going to be honest," I reply. "I didn't plan on kissing you. I haven't been in a relationship in a long time."

"I understand," says Kageyama. "Nothing has to change between us. We are still teammates, still friends. We just had a little moment." A little moment? God, I wanted to have sex with him. He was hard as fuck. He turned me into a panting sweaty mess. This is more than some little moment.

"It felt like something more to me," I admit trying to hide the hurt in my voice. Kageyama grabs my hand that is not on the wheel.

"I didn't mean to offend you," he says softly. "I liked what happened. I wouldn't mind it happening again. I know we are on the team and winning should be our focus right now." He isn't wrong.

"Of course, winning should be our focus," I reply. "Besides, we still need to nail that quick strike combo."

"We will," says Kageyama. "Tomorrow." I glance at him as he smiles back at me. Maybe…..just maybe this could work out. I can't believe the guy I couldn't stand ends up being someone I can count on more ways than one. We get back to the training building with only 20 minutes to spare. I am so glad to be back so I can lay down. The training today is catching up with me.

I walk over to my draw pulling out my night clothes. I pull my shirt over my head becoming aware of Kageyama. I look over my shoulder to see him removing his own clothes. I watch his back muscles work as he slides into a pair of light flannel pajamas. Damnit. I turn my back to him putting on his night shirt. I remove my bottoms sliding on my sleeping shorts. I take a deep breath pulling back my covers.

"Hinata," says Kageyama. I'm too scared to even look at him right now.

"Yeah…" I say softly. Seems like the room goes quiet. I feel like I just stopped breathing. Kageyama makes his way over to my bed. He leans down close to me.

"Can I kiss you again," he suddenly whispers in my ear. "I'm sorry if this offends you. I….I want to kiss you goodnight." I bite back a moan.