KAGEYAMA
A WEEK LATER
Hinata and I have developed the best combo ever. We also were able to come up with a successful quick strike! I have always wanted to learn that, but I never hand the right partner. Now I do. I can't wait until we get to use it. After the break we will still be training in two's, but we are going to start practicing game plays. I'm super excited doing my best to stay patient. It is going to get much harder as Bokuto is putting together notes and video of the opponents to study. I almost wonder if this is what college was suppose to be like. As for Hinata… I chuckle to myself. I love him. I won't dare tell him that because he will think I'm super clingy. I'm not…..he just gets me. One by one this little guy has filled holes in my heart I didn't know was there.
Nothing more has happened between us, but I can feel his inner need as much as my own. What do I mean by that? We are always stealing glances at each other, having little touches but not taking things any further. No going to lie, I feel like I am about to lose it. I want to have sex with him so badly. I still need to research on what to do exactly. I know Hinata is certainly a bottom. I want to make sure he is satisfied in every way. What we experienced last weekend was beautiful. I know we said we would go slow but I really want to be with him. I shake my head focusing on the task at hand. It's late and I really shouldn't be in the locker room. I forgot my phone in here. I need my phone. It has my alarm on it. It's pass curfew so if I get caught, I at least have a good reason.
"Haa….." I hear making me raise one eyebrow. What the hell? My eyes scan the locker room. It is dark in here, almost unsettling. I listen closely hearing water splashing letting me know that someone is clearly getting it on in the hot tub. Remind me to never get in that one again. Why would Sugawara and Daichi choose to do it there of all places. I can't help but wonder what does it look like with two men together? I have never watched porn. It felt weird. I only saw 30 seconds before I turned it off never going back. I quickly walk over to the wall before you head into the hot tub area. I peak around the corner immediately recognizing Bokuto usually spikey hair slopping wet falling to the side of his face.
"Gaahh….." groans Bokuto snapping his hips. He starts moaning loudly. It almost sounds animalistic. "Yeah…..fuck….…." Bokuto starts humming continuing with his task at hand. I'm amazed seeing him plow whoever that is. There is nothing gentle about his movements. I can see their right leg is wrapped around his waist. I finally see a bit of dark hair appear over Bokuto shoulder. Oh my god…is that….. "Keiji….you…you feel it…" He used his first name…..
"Haaa…" he cries tossing his head back. Akaashi body is rocking due to Bokuto thrusts. "Yessss…hahh…..yesss…You're gonna….make me…" Bokuto slows his hips down making Akaashi whine.
"Like the way I'm touching that spot?" he asks.
"Katuro…..…" he groans. Bokuto begins to kiss him grabbing the sides of his ass to hold his body in place. He begins to drill into Akaashi making his body shake. That grip he has on his on his ass seems to be doing nothing. "Aaaahh…..haaa…..aaaggghhhh….."His cries of pleasures certainly gave away what was happening. I stare in amazement unable to look away. Akaashi looks high staring at the ceiling as he rides his climax. Bokuto begins kissing his neck. I spot a lazy smile spread onto Akaashi face before dropping his head making eye contact with me.
Oh shit, I quickly move away leaving the locker room. That was nothing like when I heard Hinata masturbating but this was actual sex. I got to see two men having sex in person. I sigh, I should have left soon as I heard those moans. I'm not turned on in the slightest. The only person who can turn me on is in my room right now. I get to our room closing the door quietly. Hinata fell asleep. He was waiting for me, but I guess I was gone too long. I glance down at him as he nuzzles his pillow. My phone alerts me to a text. I pull it out knowing who it is.
Akaashi: Meet me outside.
I sigh not sure if I really want to. On the other hand, I am curious to know what he has to say. I most certainly won't tell anyone what I saw. I head back out of the room swiftly. I'm assuming Akaashi is down in the lobby and he is. He is by the front doors. His hair is still wet, but he is dressed now at least with a dark blue tee shirt and dark gray shorts. I stare at him as he stares at me.
"Can we talk outside?" he asks. I nod my head following him through the doors with the cool night air greeting us. I have my key card which will allow us back into the building. "Don't worry we won't get in trouble. I told Bokuto I would be stepping outside with you." He doesn't walk far from the building but far enough. He finally turns around facing me. "You saw all that?"
"Not all of it," I admit. "I apologize. I was grabbing my phone as I left it behind."
"No need to explain," says Akaashi folding his arms. "You don't strike me as the snooping type." I breathe a sigh of relief. "Although you looked curious."
"Did you seriously pick all of that up?" I question. Akaashi nods.
"I am more observant than people think," he replies shifting his weight to his right leg.
"I won't tell anyone," I reply. Which I won't. I don't even want to tell Hinata about this.
"Except maybe your roommate," he states with a soft chuckle.
"I don't even want to tell him," I reply. I meant it. This is a teammate sleeping with the Olympic team trainer. That is a big deal. I don't want Hinata involved in this especially if things hit the fan.
"I find that surprising," says Akaashi.
"Why?" I question.
"Because you guys are together," he says matter of factly. I scoff.
"We aren't together," I reply.
"As a gay man, I know you're together," says Akaashi dropping his arms. "I can see it. Sugawara and Daichi can too. We just don't want to make you uncomfortable, so we never said anything." I begin blushing as I look down. "You haven't come out, have you?"
"No, I haven't," I replied. "It's not that I am ashamed. I just didn't realize what was happening."
"What do you mean?" asked Akaashi concerned. I sigh.
"It was confusing because I have never liked anyone," I explain slowly. "I have never been attracted to girls at all. Guys I never really paid attention to, but I know I was more drawn to them." Akaashi gives a small smile.
"It can hard to figure it out," he replies. "I mean look at Daichi. He had been with two women before getting with Sugawara."
"Seriously?" I question.
"Of course, I am," he replies. "I knew I was different when I was 3 years old. I liked this boy in my class but didn't know I was suppose to like girls." Akaashi rolls his eyes. "I just learned to keep those thoughts to myself."
"Yeah," I reply. "Things are getting better though. The world is changing."
"In some places of the world," he replies. "My parents refuse to allow Bokuto in the house. I'm not allowed to talk about my relationship around them."
"You guys are in a relationship?" I ask. Akaashi blushes as he begins to smile.
"Yes," he replies. "I love the hell of that man." I can see it. He looks so blissfully happy.
"Can I ask how did this start?" I inquire. Akaashi nods.
"When I was 6 years old," he replies. Huh? He begins to laugh. "Bokuto lived in my neighborhood. He was always practicing volleyball at the park in our neighborhood. I use to watch him. He is the reason I started playing."
"Oh," I reply.
"Yeah," he replies with a look in his eye letting me know his emotions run deep for Bokuto. "He kind of always had this big brother concept with me. He is 9 years older than me after all. I told him I loved him when I was 12 years old. He laughed at me. He said I was too young and knew nothing about love. He didn't take me seriously until I was 17 years old."
"Why then?" I ask.
"I refused to date anyone who wasn't him," he explains. "I continued to tell him that I loved him. When we started dating, I didn't think for a second, I would make the team. Kuroo, Bokuto and management make the decisions on who is going to be on the team. They obviously saw something in me they liked."
"I had no idea you guys were a thing," I reply. "How are you guys so good at hiding it? I don't want people to know about me and Hinata." Although Hinata and I aren't officially a thing Akaashi, Sugawara and Daichi were able to see that we in some kind of way. I don't want anyone else knowing.
"It's going to take some work," he replies with a sigh. "Since your love is new it can be hard to pull that back."
"I never said I loved him," I reply.
"You don't have to," he says with a small smile. I can't help it as I smile back him. I love Hinata. "Thanks for keeping my secret, our secret. I don't want Bokuto to lose his job behind me."
"Agreed," I reply. I would hate for that to happen. "Um since you know about Hinata and me can I ask some intimate questions." I cover my face for a moment blushing. "I just want to be sure he enjoys me you know….."
"I would hope so," says Akaashi. "Who's bottoming?"
"Hinata," I reply. "I mean I haven't tried it yet, but I wouldn't mind." Akaashi rubs his chin.
"Well it depends," he says after some thought. "If Hinata is going to bottom you want to ensure the muscles are loosened. I know Hinata would probably make sure that is the case as well as cleaning the area." I nod my head. "It's a little hard to explain but the prostate is usually located about 2-3 inches inside. If you were to use your fingers most of the time poking down will make contact. In some cases you would need to curl finger up instead." Holy shit he knows so much. "Most of the time if you can locate it with your fingers, it is easier to find with your tool. Communication is also important. I can't speak on the pace or stroke Hinata would like. Me I personally like it rough most of the time. Sometimes I like the slow tender feels too." Jesus…. Akaashi laughs. "You will be fine Kageyama."
"You think so?" I ask. "It's my first time and I want everything to be perfect."
"Your first time," says Akaashi. "Oh man. That can be scary. I'm lucky to ever have been with Bokuto. He made me feel comfortable and loved. I hope the same happens for you too. Hinata looks very patient and understanding."
"I don't want him to know….." I mutter.
"Why not?" asks Akaashi. "He won't judge you. I know he won't."
"I don't know," I reply. "I think I feel like he will baby me." I fold my arms remembering how Hinata wants his little sister to wait. I am only 2 years older than her. He might want me to do the same. "He's five years older than me and has already been with other guys. I have a lot to live up to."
"You are already starting off on the wrong foot," says Akaashi. "Don't think about those other guys. Hinata is not thinking about them or comparing notes. I promise you that. Sugawara said Hinata had bad luck with his previous relationships. I don't know the details or anything, but Hinata is being careful with his heart. It's why they were surprised you two got together."
"That makes the both of us," I admit. "I wasn't trying to, I really wasn't." Akaashi nods.
"When do you plan on making your move?" he asks.
"I don't know," I reply. "We are doing our best to focus on the games ahead. I know it's getting harder and harder to stay away from him physically."
"God I can imagine," says Akaashi. "If I was sharing rooms with Bokuto I know we would be fucking every single day." I begin to laugh because after what I saw tonight that doesn't surprise me. "I can't lie it's nice to be able to talk to someone about my boyfriend." I smile at Akaashi.
"Same," I reply. Hinata is not officially mine, but something tells me it is only a matter of time. Akaashi glances at his phone.
"Shit we have been out here for a while," he replies. "We can talk more tomorrow if you want."
"I'm good for now," I reply. "Thanks." Akaashi nods. We walk back to the building heading inside. I get back to the room thinking about everything Akaashi said. I want Hinata to love me as much as I already love him. I don't want to trick him into loving me. I want him to love me for who I am and know I feel the same way about him. I get dressed for bed telling myself to relax and let things flow naturally.