HINATA
Holy shit…..that wasn't suppose to happen. I'm not even mad. It felt good so good. Kageyama is currently in the shower. I'm laying here I bed feeling comfortable not really wanting to move. I'm not super sore but just a little. It has been a while. I can't believe I let what Oikawa said get to me. So frustrating. At least I know that Kageyama cares about me. I hear the shower turn off knowing I should get up and take one myself. I know there is no way I am training today. He walks into the room completely nude but dry. I blush looking at his body as I sit up in bed.
"Are you really flushing," says Kageyama leaning over kissing my cheek. He chuckles. "We have seen everything at this point." He moves to his draw to grab some clothes.
"I can't help it…." I mutter. "I won't be training today by the way. I am going to go for a walk though."
"I won't practice for too long," he replies. "Oikawa was texting me this morning. I figured I would give him some time." He rolls his eyes before sitting on the bed. I chuckle.
"Tobio….."I say slowly. He slides on his briefs before looking at me.
"What is it?" he asks. My mind is buzzing. So much I want to say but scared to at the same time.
"Can we be official?" I ask. "I know you wanted us to things slow…." Kageyama leans in kissing me. I'm surprised but happily return the kiss. I slide my hand into his hair moaning lowly.
Kageyama groans before parting from my lips looking down. "Of course, we can be official. I'm glad you asked because I didn't want to wait anymore. When you know you know. I want to be with you." He makes eye contact with me, and I am swooning. Kageyama chuckles spotting my happiness. I put my hands in my lap. "Maybe we can connect when I get back."
"Maybe….." I say sliding to the side of the bed standing up. I know I wouldn't mind another round. I feel like he woke a sleeping beast inside of me. Kageyama slaps my ass causing me to look at him in shock before laughing.
"I have been dying to do that," he says standing up sliding on his shorts.
"I can tell," I reply. "I will see you when you get back. Bet I beat you back here."
"I'm sure you will," he replies. I walk over giving him one more kiss before disappearing into the bathroom. I'm smiling still in shock this happened. I wasn't even looking to be in a relationship and with a teammate. Kageyama is great. I can't let him go. He's so right for me. I still want to learn more about him though. I get out of the shower heading into our room. I have to admit it is nice to not have to get dressed in the bathroom.
I lotion my body down in case we do a little something something later. My training partner next week is Asahi which I'm looking forward to. I get dressed knowing after my walk I am going to have breakfast. Kageyama probably will following his training with Oikawa. I check my hair in the mirror before heading out the room. I head down the stairs heading outside. It's a little cloudy today but nothing too bad. I hope it will be nice the night of our outing.
"Hey," greets Noya. "You doing walks now."
"Just a little," I reply. "I even took the stairs over the elevator." Noya gives a head nod liking this. "Hey Asahi."
"Hey," he says waving. "How's your morning been? I'm surprised you're not training."
"I'm giving my body a break," I reply folding my arms.
"Doing you some good," says Asahi. "You're glowing." I shift my eyes blushing because I know where that radiance is coming from.
"Asahi can you go ahead and grab a table," says Noya. "I need to talk to Hinata."
"Are you eating off the menu or placing your own order?" he asks.
"I think I will eat what they have today," says Noya after a minute.
"Alright," says Asahi rubbing his belly. "I will be eating, can't wait."
"I didn't expect you to," says Noya before chuckling. Asahi walk off toward the building. He quickly looks at me. "You totally smashed!"
"Shut up!" I exclaim as I start walking. I run my right hand through my freshly washed hair.
"I'm seriously proud of you," he says. "I need details."
"Yu," I drone. "I don't think my boyfriend would appreciate that."
"Boyfriend huh," he says wiggling his eyebrows. I cover my face as I continue to walk.
"Yes," I reply. "We didn't want to wait until after the games."
"I can clearly see that," says Noya. "So how did the virgin Kageyama do?" Virgin?
"What do you mean?" I ask slowly. He can't be suggesting what I think he is. Noya face drops a little.
"Well, I overheard him talking to Akaashi asking for tips," he replies. "Something about being nervous since it was first time. I don't know the rest since they were walking away from my good ears. I couldn't be obvious that I was eavesdropping. I honestly didn't think he had the balls to make a move." Oh my god…..I'm his first…..why didn't he tell me. "Oikawa was saying how Kageyama never even had a girlfriend. If he is gay that makes sense. Makes me wonder does Oikawa does not know his status. Poor guy. Kageyama will be okay regardless because he has you now." I guess my face is more revealing than I thought. "What's wrong?"
"I didn't know….." I mutter as my walking pace slows down. "I didn't know he was virgin."
"What?" asks Noya in surprise. "You're kidding."
"I'm not," I reply feeling emotional.
"Jesus….."mutters Noya. "Why wouldn't he tell you?"
"I don't fucking know," I reply.
"It doesn't look like he did bad," says Noya as we continue to walk. "That glow can't be faked."
"He was incredible," I replied glancing at the sky. "He made me climax twice."
"Wow…" says Noya. I nod blushing.
"That was without me touching my dick," I explain. "It's crazy to think he never done it before. It's like he knew what he was doing."
"Like I said he was getting advice from Akaashi," explains Noya.
"Akaashi gay too?" I inquire.
"Guess so," shrugs Noya. "I don't know why everyone cares who is dating who."
"You know that is the seniors," I reply rolling my eyes. I'm not sure how to feel about Kageyama discussing our sex life with Akaashi. In this case he was asking for advice, and it worked out. I blush thinking about last night. Better for me to blush than to become erect.
"Thinking about it again?" asked Noya nudging me.
"Shut up," I chuckle. "Yesterday I was upset because Oikawa was bragging about how he is Kageyama best friend. He started saying all that shit I never knew."
"Don't be so hard on yourself man," says Noya. "You just met Kageyama 2 and a half months ago."
"But we are roommates!" I exclaim. "I should know more about him."
"You guys can worry about that petty shit after the games," says Noya.
"It's not petty," I snap at him becoming annoyed. Who dates someone not knowing them?
"Jeez sorry," says Noya. "I wasn't trying to upset you." I sigh.
"I'm sorry Yu," I apologize. "I care about Kageyama. This relationship could be the one. I want to know everything about him." Noya nods understanding what I mean.
"I support you," he replies. "I know you won't let this change anything. I feel like Kageyama falling in love with you has made him better." I blush making Noya chuckle. "Get it together man. I don't want the coaches to become aware because you can't keep it together." He's right. I don't want to them to find out I am gay and dating a teammate. That can cause a lot of issues I don't want to deal with.
"I will get it together," I reply. "Please keep this between us. If the others figure it out, I don't care. I want to be shown the same courtesy as Daichi and Sugawara relationship."
"I know the team will," says Noya. "At the end of the day we are pretty much family." I smile at Noya feeling much better. I can't stop thinking about me being Kageyama first. We certainly need to have a talk.
Noya and I finish up our walk heading back to the cafeteria for breakfast. We grab some healthy items they are serving this morning. I decide to go for a bowl of cinnamon oatmeal with walnuts and a side of fruit. Noya goes for a spinach and cheese white omelet with a side of ham. Asahi is surfing on his phone. He finished his breakfast long ago it seemed. Noya lightly slaps his man bun causing him to look up. I chuckle.
"Don't mess up my bun!" he exclaims placing one hand on his bun.
"Whatever," says Noya sitting down beside me. "What's got your full attention?" Asahi blushes.
"This girl DM me on Instagram," he explains. "She seems really nice."
"Seems nice?" I question. "You aren't considering talking to this girl, are you?"
"I have already been talking to her and she seems cool," he explains.
"Does she know who you are?" asks Noya.
"A little," he explains. "She didn't know I was on the team until she went back in my photos. I mean she isn't coming off like a groupie."
"They never do," says Noya taking a bite of his ham. He begins to nibble humming in thought. "Just be careful. That is all I have to say."
"Agreed," I reply. "Besides we are going on this club promoting thing in a few weeks. You could end up meeting someone there."
"True," sighs Asahi. "I want a meaningful relationship. I'm ready to settle down."
"Why?" asks Noya. "I don't understand why you guys feel the need to settle down." I glare at Noya as Asahi caught his words. Asahi catches on quickly.
"You guys?" he questions. "Hinata are you in relationship?"
"Yes," I mutter. I know I said I didn't mind them finding out, but I'm still annoyed about this. "It's kind of new so…"
"Oh well that's great," says Asahi. "I know the last relationship didn't go the way you wanted." I hate that my relationship went south. It's why I stressed taking my time and getting to know the person. Their history, their life goals, everything. "This guy must be something special. You are blushing." Noya chuckles as I touch my cheeks. Damnit man.
"He is," I reply. Asahi stares at me.
"Okay, I will ask for details another time," he replies. "I'm just curious about this new love." Noya is grinning. I continue to blush going back to my meal. We finish up trying to figure out what we will spend the rest our day doing. I know I will be resting. I'm thinking about doing some reading to relax my mind. I get to the room getting comfortable on my bed when Kageyama walks into the room. "Hey,"
"Hey lovely," he greets leaning over kissing my cheek. I can smell the sweat on him.
"Good session?" I inquire.
"Yeah," he replies. "Oikawa may be annoying, but he is a great training partner."
"Agreed," I replied recalling how his serves hurt so badly. It knocked me off balance more times than I would like to know. I even had a few bruises at first. I watch Kageyama remove his shirt. I swallow hard. "After your shower I wanted to talk to you." Kageyama looks at me.
"I know that tone," he replies. "What's wrong?" I'm caught off guard.
"Nothing's wrong," I reply swinging my feet over the bed. He looks so disturbed. I get up walking over to him grabbing his hand. "Relax Tobio." He sighs deeply.
"I-I'm so sorry….." he apologizes looking down. I grab his chin tilting his head so he can see me.
"You have nothing to apologize for," I reply. "What made you think something was wrong?" Kageyama appears like he really doesn't want to discuss it.
"It's just the tone I heard from my parents a lot," he explains.
"Oh!" I exclaim. "Well sorry, I didn't mean it like that." Kageyama nods his head.
"Did you want to talk now?" he asks. I kiss his cheek.
"Take a shower," I reply. "It can wait."
"Are you sure?" asks Kageyama. I nod my head yes.
"I'm sure," I replied. Kageyama gives me a quick kiss before running into the bathroom to shower. I fold my arms thinking about how he responded. It doesn't set well with me. Kageyama seems like he is a good kid. I can't see him doing anything to get in trouble. Just how strict are his parents? I sit back down on my bed distracting myself with some reading until Kageyama comes back into the room. I can tell although I told him not to worry, he is anyway. He sits down next to me.
"What did you want to talk about?" he asks. I smile at him nervously. The look on his face concerns me.
"I meant it, everything is fine," I replied. "I just wanted to let you know what happened between us last night is a big deal."
"I know," he replies. "I'm an adult Shoyo. No need to baby me." I fight not to roll my eyes.
"Was last night your first time?" I ask slowly. Kageyama cheeks give him away. "Why didn't you want to tell me."
"Because you probably wouldn't have wanted to do it," he pouts. He looks down at his lap. "You were so firm about waiting until you were in a relationship. Then with Natsu you wanted her to wait so I thought you might want me to wait." He finally makes eye contact. "I knew what I wanted, and I wanted it with you." I lose my breath. "I-It felt right. What we were doing. I didn't want to stop." He grabs my hand. I am startled to realize he is shaking. I place my hand on top of his as I begin to smile.
"Tobio…" I mutter. "I don't know what to say…"
"I don't regret what happened," he says. It is very clear he wants to be me. I have no reason to doubt how he feels about me.
"Good, me neither," I say softly. Kageyama leans forward kissing me deeply. Oh my god…I'm screwed.