HINATA

We finally arrive to the hotel. It was a quicker drive with less traffic on the road. Getting Kageyama to the room was the hardest task ever. Thank God for the elevator. "Come on Tobio, shower time." He groans as I work to unbutton his shirt.

"I just want to cuddle…..b-but you don't want that," he mutters stumbling a little.

"I never said that," I reply focusing on the buttons of his shirt. Kageyama shocks me when he rips the shirt open causing buttons to go flying.

"Y-you're taking too long," he slurs. I stare at him not believing he is this trashed. He had to have more than the shots he took before we left. When did he even have time to drink?

"Sorry," I reply. Kageyama smiles almost looking like himself.

"You're turn," he says reaching for my shirt. He doesn't grip me very well. His arm wraps around my waist pulling me against his chest. Kageyama quickly leans down.

"Tobio…." I cry as he presses his lips into my neck ripping my shirt open with his free hand. His tongue runs against my neck causing my groan lowly. "Shower. Shower! SHOWER!" Kageyama pulls away removing the rest his clothes. He stumbles a little making me move faster to remove my own clothes. Last thing I need is him falling. Kageyama is turning on the shower looking over his shoulder.

"You're super hard," he says loudly. He would be too if he was being man handled.

"Never mind that," I state grabbing his hand before helping him into the shower. "Come on, let's get you cleaned up."

"Okay," he sings. Kageyama moves to where he is under the water. I grab the washcloth and soap trying to wash him as quickly as I can. He is struggling to stand constantly having to touch the tile.

"Let me help you," I tell him. He nods closing his head leaning back under the water. I pull Kageyama away from the water. "It's not time to rinse yet." Kageyama is gazing down at me as I wash him. Thankfully we showered early so it is not so much work. As I wash his face, I realize this is the most vulnerable I have ever seen him. We need to have a serious talk in the morning. I wash my body quickly before getting out. "Brush your teeth Tobio." He groans but does as I ask. I wrap my hair in a towel before focusing on his. "I'm going to need you to drink some water as well."

"I-I'm not stupid….." he says lowly.

"Relax Tobio," I reply gently. "I don't want your head or god forbid your body to hurt in the morning." Kageyama finishes brushing his teeth rinsing his mouth out. "Go lay down, I will be right there." Kageyama slumps into the bedroom. I sigh before focusing on cleaning up the bathroom a little. My mind is buzzing on how to speak to him tomorrow. It will certainly be easier to speak to him when he is not so drunk and emotional. I cut off the light in the bathroom heading into the room to see Kageyama stroking his dick.

"I thought you would never come," he moans. Holy shit he looks sexy as fuck right now. I swallow hard with my throat becoming dry.

"Tobio…"

"I want you to fuck me," he states bluntly. I almost choke on my spit. I clear my throat walking closer to the bed.

"Not happening," I reply. "You're drunk."

"So!" he pouts sitting up. "It's not like I am blacked out or…or….like I'm not going to remember this! I will remember this. I want you. Don't you want me…" I look down wiping my eyes. I'm trying not to cry because I know he loves me. He wants to please me in every way possible. I can't help but think what is driving him. What is really wrong underneath it all.

"Tobio," I sniffle glancing back up. "I am doing this because I love you. I love you so much. Why are you doubting me?" I can't tell him that I overheard his conversation with Oikawa. I need him to tell me and in his own words.

"There are so many other better guys out there than me," he splutters. "Like I'm failure….my father said so….." His father. I climb into the bed grabbing his hands.

"You're not a failure," I tell him. "You are successful. You are 19 years old on the Olympic volleyball team. Not a back up, not an alternate, you are a part of this team." I grab his face cradling it between my hands making sure we have eye contact. "It actually scares me how much I love you. I can't…..I can't be me without you. You complete me Tobio. You're smart, funny, talented…." I chuckled. "A little blunt at times but I still love that about you." Kageyama chuckles before wiping his cheeks. He wraps his arm around my neck pulling me into his lap. I straddle him feeling his erection beneath me.

"I'm so glad…." says Kageyama with his voice shaking. "I love you…please make love to me. I want you to take me….." Kageyama kisses me causing me to groan. It feels so passionate. I whine as Kageyama hand grabs my ass. His hands are gripping me a lot firmer than he usually would. "Please….."he pleads against my lips. "Please…" He begins to peck my lips before moving to neck. He is planting light kisses on my neck making me feel so cherished. I would love more than anything to bury myself deep inside him but tonight isn't it.

"Not tonight….." I moan out as he begins to suck my flesh between his teeth. I groan deeply.

"Shoyo…" he sighs. I know he needs release, but I can't give him what he wants. I can't top him. Not when he is like this. I groan pulling away from him. I need it to connect to him physically and mentally. I grab the lube. "D-Don't leave me….."

"I'm not leaving Tobio…" I say softly. I shift my hips taking his dick into my hand. I pour the lube on before stroking him while watching his reaction. Kageyama eyes flutter as his head tilts back. He releases a guttural moan causing my inside to twitch. His voice is so wrecked. I never heard him sound like this before. Kageyama groans as he lightly thrusts into my hand. I breath heavily as I releases his dick hovering over him. Kageyama looks at me dazed and confused. I take his dick back into my hand. I make sure not to lose eye contact with him as I slide down on his dick. He cries out loudly as his muscle stretches my insides once more.

I gasp softly before whimpering lowly. My ass is convulsing welcoming my love once more. I am well stretched from earlier activities but still tight. I rock my hips slowly moaning. The pleasure travels through my body immediately. Oh my god. My eyes flutter but I don't want them to close. I want to see Kageyama. I continue to sway my hips gradually taking every inch. Kageyama hands grab my waist as he whines.

"Ohhh…." he grumbles. The desire I see all over his face right now. I kiss Kageyama with my eyes open. He appears surprised but follows my moments. I moan as he slides his tongue between my lips. I slide my tongue against his enjoy the warmth and hint of mint. He seems to like this as his hands on my waist grip me tighter. I grumble trying to keep my voice under control. "Uugghh…yes…ahhh…." cries Kageyama. He begins to thrust his hips.

My breath hitches before I yelp. He just slid deeper inside of me. I breathe heavily as my hand grabs onto his shoulder. Kageyama slides his left hand into my hair. This increases my pleasure as I am so close to him. He fists my hair lightly tugging my head back. I cry out in surprise as he has never been this rough. He places his lips on my neck.

"I love you….." he mumbles into my neck. "I love you…" He starts groaning deeply as he continues to massage his lips into my skin.

"Tobio…" I cry shuddering in pleasure. I can feel his love for me despite him doubting my love. I almost feel bad for enjoying it knowing how what lead us to this moment. I pant greatly trying to focus on Kageyama. I decide to pick up the pace a little. I begin to bounce my hips.

"Fuuucckkk…" groans Kageyama. My eyes widen as I feel his dick jerk inside of me. He's going to cum soon. Nothing like feeling that spasm deep inside.

"Oh god….mmm….."I moan before biting my lip. My eyes flutter making me gasp as Kageyama thrusts harder. How is that even possible from this position. "Just like that Tobio…..ahhhh….haa…"

"K-keep gripping my dick….." pants Kageyama. "I'm going to c-cum….nngghhhh….." I hold on to his shoulders tightly slowing down. "Shoyo…..hahh…" There it is again, that twitch.

"I know you're going to cum…." I whine. I begin to grind harder as my legs begin to shake.

"Hahh….." cries Kageyama. I bury my face into his shoulder.

"Oh Tobio…" I whimper. He plants both of his hands on my ass beginning to pull me down on his dick. "Haaa!"

"You have to cum with me….mmpphh….." he whisper his voice with intense desire. I guess this isn't good enough as his right hand slides between us gripping my dick. No way…

"Hahh….." I yell.

"Mmm….Shoyo…" he hums lowly as his hand begins to stroke me. I jolt feeling the friction. It almost feels too much.

"Ggggaahh…." I scream. "I-I'm going to cum…..hahh….hahh…..I'm going to cum…" My eyes flutter behind my closed lids as my orgasm flows through me. "Ttttoobbiioooo….aaaggghhh…"

"Oh god…." shouts Kageyama.

"Ohhh…" I grumble in pleasure feeling him release inside of me. He is continuing to thrust his hips bring me down on his dick. No mercy. I continue to rock my hips despite him driving my hips. I groan as my inside become wetter increasing my pleasure.

"Aaaggghhhh…" he bellows. "Aaahhh…..ahhh…." Kageyama finally stills his movement breathing hard. I am still laying on his shoulder happy to be in his arms. I feel him tremble before hearing him sniffle before crying softly. I begin to rub his back softly wherever my hands can touch. I kiss his neck softly.

"I love you Tobio….." I say softly. "It's going to be okay….." I let Kageyama cry it out for a moment until I finally decide it is time to separate from him. I get him cleaned up and tucked into the bed. "I'll be right back okay." I feel like I am dealing with a child. I need to clean up before going to bed. I am not in the mood to be dealing with a tummy ache in the morning. By the time I come back into the room Kageyama is asleep as I knew he would be. I climb into the bed cuddling into his side not sure where I will start in the morning.

I awake the next morning smelling something good. I open my eyes seeing Kageyama is in bed beside me. I glance at the table for two seeing chrome covered plates. I look up as Kageyama meets my glance. His cheeks begin to color.

"Morning…" he says slowly. I don't want to rattle him. I grab his hand rolling more onto my side.

"Morning," I say with sleep still present in my tone. "How are you?"

"I feel stupid," he admits. Leave it to my boyfriend to be honest. "I'm so sorry for last night."

"I know and it's okay," I reply. "I do want to discuss what happened." Kageyama laughs.

"I figured," he replied. "I ordered us breakfast. Steak, scrambled eggs with cheddar and a small side of grits." Grits is not something I have often, but I do enjoy it. Sure is a hearty meal we are having this morning. "I thought we could talk over food."

"Is it okay if we talk here?" I ask. I want him to be comfortable. Besides I'm really relaxed right now. I don't feel like moving just yet. I can tell the activities from yesterday have caught up to me. I feel exhausted.

"I'm really nervous," he admits. He shifts his eyes away from me as I sit up. I adjust the comforter in my lap before putting a pillow there.

"Come here," I say motioning to my lap. "Lay your head down and just talk to me." Kageyama stares at me before I see the emotion enter his eyes. This was definitely the right move to make. He lays his head down in my lap as requested. I waste no time beginning to stroke his hair. I hear him sigh.

"I don't know where to start….." he says slowly.

"Whatever you want," I reply tenderly. Kageyama nuzzles his face into my hand.

"Um my parents don't know I'm on the Olympic team," he admits. I am glad to know he is being honest thus far. "They think I am at college living on campus. They….they want me to be a doctor. They never supported me playing volleyball. Mom did a little, but my father despised me playing. He only allowed me because I was supposedly a kid." That is awful. Nothing like being a teen and your parents don't support your goals. Kageyama buries his face in the pillow shaking.

"It's okay," I say to sooth him. I don't like this. His anxiety is terrible right now.

"My parents want me to come home for dinner in two weeks," he explains. "It will be on a Saturday so it won't interfere with practice. I don't want to go…..I tried to tell them me and my school mate had to study. His response was to bring them to the house with our school work." He sighs. "I didn't want you to meet my parents. They aren't nice people. I don't want to put you in the position where you have to lie."

"I will be there for you," I say deciding to speak up now. "I won't lie to them. I won't tell them you're on the Olympic team." Kageyama looks up at me bewildered.

"You mean it," he says. I palm his cheek with my thumb rubbing softly.

"I do," I reply. "You could have told me this Tobio. I would have understood."

"I need to be a man," he replies. "Men don't bring up problems to their mate. They handled business." He isn't wrong there. Kageyama is still young and learning.

"As your man, you can always rely on me to help you," I tell him softly. "We will go to dinner and ensure your parents are happy."

"Thank you," he sighs.

"You know they are going to know you weren't in school," I reply.

"I plan to go in the fall," he explains.

"I know," I agree. "I just don't think you can push this off so we may need to prepare for that talk with your parents just in case." Kageyama appears extremely uncomfortable. "That is a discussion for later and not now. Calm down babe." He nods his head. "What to discuss this jealousy you have with Kenma." Kageyama blushing shifting his eyes away from me.

"Oh that…." he mutters.

"I'm not mad," I reassure him. "I was surprised more than anything."

"He's just so pretty," says Kageyama slowly. "You guys are close in height….you looked good together. Then I couldn't help but think how he would probably let you….you know….screw him or whatever." I have to keep a sigh to myself. Kageyama is new to this lifestyle. I don't believe in gender roles. I like being taken but I can also switch to appease my lover.

"Do you only want me to top you because of Kenma?" I inquire. Kageyama blushes.

"No…" he replies. "I have been thinking about it for a while. I have looked into it, but I didn't know how to bring it up." I lean over kissing his forehead.

"No need to be so shy," I reply. I enjoy seeing him being this shy. I need him to trust me. That is most important.

"It's embarrassing…" he murmurs. I chuckle.

"I get it," I reply. "Are you going to communicate with me moving forward?" Kageyama nods his yes. "I love you Tobio. You have nothing to fear with me." I lean down kissing him because he is so damn cute. He groans sliding his hand into my hair. "Food…" Kageyama chuckles.

"Yeah," he says before sitting up. He stands up and I follow behind him. "I do remember everything from last night….."

"You do?" I ask.

"Yeah," he says sitting down. "I feel like such an idiot…..I didn't mean to throw up but it hit me all at once. Was coach mad?"

"No," I replied sitting down across from him. "I told them you were sick before that happened. I am hoping they bought it. Bokuto sounded like he did. Thank god Kuroo wasn't around when that happened. I was literally on my way to come and grab you after my discussion with Bokuto. I had called an Urber prior to talking to him."

"Oh thank god," says Kageyama. "I was afraid….they would know I got trashed."

"I couldn't let that happen," I reply. "I don't want you drinking for a while though."

"I don't want," states Kageyama. We stare at each other before we begin to grin.