Chapter 4: Issues Pt 1
TRIGGER WARNING: MENTIONS SELF HARMING, EATING DISORDERS AND SUICIDAL THOUGHTS
Logan and Katie are the only ones in the apartment. Lucy is hanging with Jo and Kendall, James, and Carlos are at the studio
Logan pov:
I'm reading in my room waiting for the guys to come back and Katie's in the living room watching tv. For the past 4 weeks Katie's been acting different and we all noticed including Lucy. We're all worried about her
End of pov*
3 hours later*
The guys are all hanging out in the living room with Lucy and Katie's upstairs in her room
"So Logan how was babysitting Katie?" Carlos asks
"It was easy, she didn't come out of room at all" He said
"How come?" Lucy asks
"I have no idea. Y'know she's been acting strange these past 4 weeks" Logan says
"I've noticed but I never asked because I didn't want to push her or anything" Lucy says
"Awwwwwww" James and Carlos say in unison
"Shut up. I'll go talk to her" Lucy says getting up
"Ok Luce. Good luck" Kendall says
Lucy goes upstairs and knocks on Katie's door
Lucy pov:
"Come in" I hear from inside Katie's room
"Hey babygirl" I say
"Hi" Katie says
"How are you?" I ask
"I'm fine, how are you?"
"I'm good. So listen I've been meaning to talk to you about something" I say
"And that is?" She asks confused
I walk from the door to sit on her bed
"Katie is everything ok? You've been acting weird these past 4 weeks. What's wrong?" I ask clearly concerned
Katie hugs me and starts softly crying on my shoulder
"Oh Angle, what's wrong?" I ask
She lets go of me and shows me her wrist. She's been self h@rming
"Not only that, i've also been starving myself and thinking about sucid" She says
"Omg. Do the guys know?" I ask
"No. They'd hate me"
"Katie, you've got to tell them"
"I can't"
"You can. I'll be there with you if you want"
"Stay here. I'll do it by myself"
"Are you sure Katie?"
"I'm sure. Promise me you still love me" she says
"I promise. Don't worry I will always love you no matter what" I say kissing her
She kisses back
"Ok" she says standing up and walking towards the door
"Hey" I say getting her attention
She turns around
"Don't worry, they will still love you" I say giving her even more encouragement
"Thanks Lucy" she says and walks out of the room
end of pov*
Katie's pov:
I walk down the stairs and I'm literally shaking. I make it to the bottom of the stairs and I instantly see them
"h-hi guys..." I say stuttering
"Hey Katie" Carlos says gently
Kendall whispers something into Logan's ear. Everyone heard it except for Katie
Logan looks at Kendall and nods
"Katie?" Logan asks
"yes" I say
"Come here" he says gently and opens his arms out for me to hug him
I run up to him and hug him and I start crying gently
"What's wrong Katie?" Logan asks me
I pull back from the hug and stare at the guys.
"I-i've been selfh@rming" I say
TO BE CONTINUED"