TRIGGER WARNING: MENTIONS SELF HARMING, EATING DISORDERS AND SUICIDAL THOUGHTS AND ATTEMPTS
Katie pov:
"I-i've been selfh@rming" I say as I start crying and running out of the apartment
End of pov
Logan pov:
Omg she self-h@rms? How did I not notice
I think to myself as Lucy runs down the stairs
"Did she tell you?" She asks
"Yea she did. Is that why she was acting different?" Carlos asks
"Yea" Lucy says
"And there's more" she adds
"She's also been starving herself and thinking about committing" Lucy says
"Oh my god" Kendall says
"I'm sorry Ken" I say
End of Pov
2 hours later*
Katie's in here room listening to music when Carlos and James walk in
"hey katie-kat" Carlos says using her childhood nickname
"hi" she says sadly
"Look I know you guys hate me and your probably gonna disown me and make me live back in Minnesota with mom" Katie says with tears welling up in her eyes
James and Carlos notice her tears and immediately run to her and hug her
"Kates" Carlos says
"We'd never hate or disown you" James finishes
"But what about Logan and Kendall?" She questions
"They'd never do that to you especially Kendall. He's your older brother" James says
"How do you know that?" She asks
"Because I'm right here" Logan says coming in the doorway
"Guys can I talk to Katie alone?" Logan asks
"Sure if it's fine with katie..." James says looking at me for approval to be alone with Logan
"It's fine" She says
"Ok" Carlos says and walks out
James walks towards Logan
" We'll be in the living room if you need us" James says walking out of the room and closing the door behind him
"Where's Kendall?" She asks
"Sleep" he says
"Oh" She asks
"We need to talk" Logan says softly yet sternly
"Please don't yell" She says obviously very scared
Logan notices how scared she is and tries a more gently approach
"hey Katie it's okay. You don't have to be scared" He says gently
"Look Katie, me and the guys are not mad at you at all. We are just very sad your going through this and there's nothing we can do to help you. We love you and we don't want to lose you. Please don't self harm anymore and start eating. If you ever think about suicide you can always come to me. Doesn't matter if I'm busy. I'm here for you. I love you" He finishes
"I love you too" Katie says
Next thing you know they're caught up in the moment and end up making out
"We can't tell Kendall or Lucy" Katie says
"Got it" Logan says smirking
"Sneak into my room tonight ok?" Katie says
"Ok" Logan says and walks out after winking at Katie
Katie smirks seeing his wink and he noticed her smirking
6 hours later*
It's not 9'o clock at night and Kendall, James, and Carlos had to leave for there 6'o clock flight to Minnesota to visit Kendall's mom. Logan was gonna go but someone had to stay behind to watch Katie and Logan volunteered to stay which leaves Logan and Katie home alone
"Hey Katie" Logan says walking into her room
"hi" she says
"You okay?" He asks
"I guess" she says
That's how he can tell she's lying
"What's wrong?" He asks sternly
"I feel guilty for doing this behind Kendall and Lucy's back"
"Don't be" he says
"I love you Logan" she says
"I love you too" Logan says
"I really want to be with you" she says while looking down and sounding sad
"Hey" Logan says tilting her chin up with 2 fingers forcing her to look at him
"We can date in secret" He says
She pulls him by his shirt and kisses him