TRIGGER WARNING: SELF HARM

A few hours later,

The hospital

Amanda, Olivia were all in the waiting room when Victoria's doctor walked into the living room. Fin and Kat were back at the precinct, working on the two cases. Since either Amanda or Olivia can work on any of the cases.

"So we performed a rape kit. She was rape. Her head wound did not have to be stitched up, but she lost a lot of blood. She also has a concussion. But she should make a full recovery. Right now she is still unconscious." The doctor said,

"Can I see her?" Amanda asked

"Yes, I can take you to her room." The doctor said,

Amanda looked back at Olivia.

"You good, I am going to go and look for Aniyah. But keep my update." Olivia said,

"Will do." Amanda said as she started following the doctor.

Amanda opened the door to Victoria's room. Victoria looks so lifeless. She walked over to the bed and grabbed a chair. She sat down next to the bed and grabbed Victoria's hand.

A few blocks after from the hospital

Olivia was walking when she ran into Sam.

"Oh, hey Capt. Benson, are you still looking for Aniyah?" Sam asked

"Yeah, you wouldn't happen to know where she would, would yall?" Oliva asked

"Maybe she also goes to this abandoned warehouse just around the corner whenever she is upset." Sam said,

"Thank you." Olivia said,

"Yeah, no problem." Sam said as she walked away.

The warehouse

When Olivia reached the warehouse, she carefully tried to open the door to the warehouse, but it was locked. A second later, she kicked in the door swiftly. Inside, Aniyah shot up from the floor at once and ran to the other side of the warehouse, but Olivia grabbed her around the waist and tried to wrestle her down. Aniyah put up quite a fight.

"Nyah. Clam down, it's just me." Olivia said

"Yeah, I know." Aniyah said as Olivia helped her up.

"I have been looking for you." Olivia said,

"Good for you." Aniyah said, not even looking at Olivia.

"Talk to me, Nyah." Olivia said

"I don't want to." Aniyah said,

"Okay, I can't force you to talk to me." Olivia said

"Great." Aniyah said as she finally looked at her grandmother and when she did, she noticed that something was wrong.

"What's wrong?" Aniyah asked

"Vic is in the hospital." Olivia said,

"What why?" Aniyah asked

"Her foster father attacked her a few hours ago." Olivia said,

"Oh, my gosh, is she okay?" Aniyah asked

"She is unconscious but she should make a full recovery." Olivia said,

"Can I go see her?" Aniyah asked

"Sure come on." Olivia said as they stood up and walked out of the warehouse.

The hospital

Victoria slowly opened her eyes, but the light was too bright, so she closed her eyes.

It took Vic a while to remember where she was and why she was there. As tears rolled down her face as the memories came flooding back to her.

"Victoria?" Amanda said

"Mom." Victoria said

"Vic, I'm so happy that you are okay. I was so worried about you." Amanda said,

"I'm so sorry, mom." Victoria said

"You have nothing to be sorry for. This is not your fault that this happened to you." Amanda said as she climbed into the bed and hugged her daughter.

"How about you get some more rest for now? I'm right here and I'm not going anywhere." Amanda said

"Okay." Vic said as she fell asleep in her mother's arms.

45 minutes later,

Olivia and Aniyah walked into the hospital room.

"How is she doing?" Olivia asked

"She woke up about 30 minutes ago." Amanda said,

"That's great." Olivia said as she sat down in the chair Amanda was sitting in.

Amanda looked over at Aniyah and saw that Aniyah was trying her best not to look at her.

"Come here, baby girl." Amanda said as she waved Aniyah over to the bed.

"I'm sorry for not telling you." Aniyah said as she got closer to the bed.

"I am not mad at you sweetheart, just confused on why you did not tell me." Amanda said,

"I really don't want to talk about that." Aniyah said as she sat in the chair on the other side of the bed.

"Okay, we don't have to talk now." Amanda said,

"Great." Aniyah said as she rested her head down on the bed.

Once Aniyah had slept, Olivia finally spoke.

"How are you holding up honey?" Olivia asked

"I don't know. So many things have happened in the past two days that I can't wrap my brain around everything. Nyah was pregnant and now Vic was assaulted again. It just feels like I can't protect my daughters. It's like I'm a terrible mom." Amanda said as tears rolled down her eyes.

"Oh sweetheart, don't blame yourself for things. And you are not a band mom, you are a great mom to your four daughters." Olivia said,

"How? Because Nyah would not even tell me that she was assaulted." Olivia said,

"Maybe there is a reason she did not tell you." Olivia said,

"Yeah maybe." Amanda said,

"So I'm guessing that we can't be involved with their case now. Right?" Amanda asked

"Yeah." Olivia said

Amanda just nodded her head in understatement before she turned her head to look over at her daughter.

The next day,

Noon

After Kat stopped by to take Vic's statement, they finally discharged Vic from the hospital. Amanda signed the paper and then Olivia picked her and Victoria up.

Aniyah left early that morning to go to school. Even though Amanda said that she did not think it was a good idea for her to go to school but Aniyah said that she would be perfectly fine at school and going to school would keep her mind off of everything that had been happening.

Amanda and Carisi household

"Hey, Vic, are you hungry?" Amanda asked

"No, actually I'm going to take a shower." Vic said,

"Okay, but you need to eat later." Amanda said,

"Okay." Vic said as she walked into her bedroom bathroom.

Vic's room

When she got into the bathroom, she started looking through her drawer

"Where the fuck is it." Vic whispered to herself.

After a few minutes, she finally found what she was looking for, a razor.

She undressed and looked at herself, hated everything she saw."'

She then got in the shower. She stared down at the razor before holding it up to her wrist. She was ready for the pain to go away. Slashing her wrist a few times before she moved down to her thighs. Finally, she stopped a minute later, and she looked down at her bloody wrist and thighs. Once she washed and cleaned her cuts off and made sure that her cuts had stopped bleeding. Once she was positive, there was no proof of what she had done, so left the bathroom.

She walked out of the bathroom and walked over to her bed. She decided that she would take a nap since it has been a long day.