A/N: Sorry that I have not been posting a lot. I have been super busy with school.

One month later

Amanda is now three months pregnant and since she is pregnant, she is on desk duty now.

Present time

Noah was at school and Olivia was on her way to Amanda and Carisi.

Amanda and Carisi household

Carisi was at work, Jesse was at school, Billie was at daycare, and Vic was out doing stuff with her gang because the twins did not have school. At home, it was just Nyah and Amanda's home.

1:00 PM

Amanda has been sitting on the couch most of the day and since this morning, she had not seen Nyah until now.

Nyah walked into the living room wearing a NUDE Fleece Drawstring Cropped Hoodie and a pair of black Active Seamless Leggings.

"Hey baby." Amanda said

"Hey." Nyah said as she walked past her mom.

"Are you okay because you spend most of your day in your room?" Amanda said

"Yeah, I'm fine." Nyah said as she sat down next to Amanda.

"Okay, been wondering if you are ready to talk about your child and that night." Amanda said

"Oh. I really don't want to talk about that." Nyah said

"Nyah, you have been avoiding this topic for the longest. I think it time for you to at least talk about." Amanda said

"I don't fucking care what you think." Nyah said as she ran into her room and locked the door.

Amanda decided not to go after her and let her be for a while.

Nyah room

When Nyah walked into her room, the first thing she did was pull out her laptop.

And she logged into Discord to see if her best friend Dezzy was online but saw that she was not. So she was about to log out when she noticed she had a message from her friends Demian, Brigid, and Havyen.

Just a few hours ago, Abuk, one of Nyah's friends, told them she was behind an account named Zoey that had been hurting their friends' group.

Zoey is a girl that loves her but hates seeing her happy with her friends Hayven, Brigid and Demian. For the past week Zoey had been trying to mess up her friendship with Demian and just two days ago, she almost did. So she made a fake account so she could get Zoey back, but it did not work because Abuk found out that it was her and then thought that Nyah was behind Zoey.

When she opened the message and started reading what Brigid had said, she broke down.

She simply wrote back that she was not behind it.

Then she looked at Havyen and said that Havyen knows nothing about thirty-eight things, so she texted her to see if Abuk texted her and she did not see.

After she sent it, she looked at Demina Message what he said had to say hit her the hardest out of all the messages from her friends.

After reading all of that, she started texting them all with a message.

I can't believe in actually saying this, but Zoey was right about having friends that don't like me or trust me. Which means I give up on everything. Zoey was trying to show me that, but I decided not to believe it. I wished I did though, because I would not feel this way right now. After what Abuk probably told y'all, I understood if you don't want to be friends with me anymore. I Hope we can stay friends. Bye.

And she sent that to her three friends and then closed her laptop. She picked up the candle that was on her desk and threw it at the wall, then she broke down.

She was mad at herself for dragging her friends into her shit. But then she was upset at herself because she could have stopped it too.

´I hate my fucking life.´

´I hate my family.´

´I hate my friends.´

´I hate everything about.´

Nyah said that over and over until she finally stopped crying.

She started looking in her backpack for her blade, but when she could not find it, she started throwing things.

Back in the living room

Amanda was sitting on the couch when there was a knock on the front door.

When she opened it she was not surprised to see Olivia standing on the other side.

"Hey." Amanda said as she stepped out of the way to let Olivia in.

"Hey are you okay?" Olivia asked, and noticed that Amanda had tears in her eyes.

"Yeah I'm fine, just Nyah not ready to talk yet." Amanda said as she close the door.

Olivia was just about to say something when they heard Nyah yelling and throwing things.

They started running to Nyah's room.

Olivia tried the doorknob and found that it was locked.

"Nyah honey can you please open the door." Olivia said

"Go away." Riley said and Olivia could hear that she was crying.

"Honey, can you please just open the door?" Amanda tried.

"No." Nyah yelled back.

"OKay stand back." Olivia told Amanda as she kicked down the door.

When the door flew down they were shook to see the state Nyah was in.

A/N: Half of this chapter was hard for me to write because it just happened to be this week and everything.

So I might not be posting for a while because of my mental state right now.