Last night's episode was amazing 50 shades of detective Halstead blue. Love them together always have.

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Soul mates 4

The Saturday after Hannah was buried, Will, Jay, Sarah and the rest of Hannah's friends met at Molly's. They sat and talked about her life and the boys.

Hayley came in to the bar at 6pm, Jay stood up so she could have his seat next to Sarah.

"Hey how are you doing" she asked Sarah, the pair had become close over the week since they met at the pizza shop.

"I'm good thank you! how was work?"

"You would not believe how much paperwork I got through without Jay pinching my pens!" she laughed as Jay put his hands on her shoulders and squeezed

"Hey I heard that!"

"Did you? oh no!" she laughed raising the beer to her lips he had given her. The night went on and the drinks flowed. Sarah left with Will and Hayley went to leave shortly after.

"Let me drive you?" Jay asked as she stood to leave. Their eyes met and they talked more words in that few seconds than all day.

"Let me tell Vanessa, make sure she is OK to get home!"

"Hey, Vanessa, can I talk to you? OK so I'm going to get a lift from Jay, are you coming or are you making your own way home?"

"Why will you be coming home?" she raised her eyes and giggled, they both laughed and Hayley shook her head "night stay safe. I mean I would love a niece or nephew! How cute your babies would be!!"

"Omg Vanessa, stop! Good night!"

Looking round she couldn't see Jay so went out the door, Jay was stood outside waiting just as she knew he would be. Stopping and taking note at just how handsome he actually was.

"Hey, you ready?" she asked.

"Yeah you hungry?"

"Mmmm yeah I could eat. Are we going to your place or mine?"

"Which would you prefer?"

"Yours, then we can have Bertoli's!"

"OK let's go, can you order so its ready?"

The drive to the restaurant was quiet they both were nervous and could feel there was a change in their relationship status. The ride to his place was even more quiet. The tension rolling round the car, as they parked and exited the car, they both blew out a breath. Going into Jay's apartment, Jay put the six pack down on the side and Hayley jumped up next to the pizza. She'd hung her coat up and slid her shoes off by the door. Jay took out a slice of pizza and ate it, Hayley doing the same, they talked and joked about Will and Sarah leaving together, both laughing and joking about how long it would be before they were together.

Jay looked at Hayley their eyes met and Jay walked closer to her, raising his hand he swept some hair behind her ear, looking down and blushing, he put his finger under her chin and gently pushed it upwards, looking at her lips and back up at her eyes, she'd opened her legs and he'd stood closer to her, slowly they inched closer together, the final push was electrifying. Their lips met, sparks flew, hands in each others hairs, roaming all over each others body's. Jay slipped his hands under Hayley's top; she shivers and a moan escape that she was embarrassed about. Pulling apart they look at each other, both knowing that they can stop now and it won't ruin their relationship but if it goes further there was no going back. As if Hayley could read his mind, she placed her hands on his hips, slowly pulling his top up, biting her lip seductively. He didn't stop her from lifting his top of his head. She ran her fingers over his abs, his muscles rippled under her touch. When their eyes met again Hayley couldn't help but smile at him. She slowly crossed her arms across her body and slowly pulled her top off, revealing her red lacy bra, some how they had started kissing again. This time they were slower, the electricity still there between them, the urgency was gone, Jay took his kisses down her throat, finding a spot below her ear that made her gasp for breath and dig her nails into his shoulder. His hands were playing with her bra straps and found the clasp at the back, realising the clasp, Jay kissed down Hayley's breast and found her nipple. She threw her head back and arched her back, pushing her breast further into his mouth. He palmed the other breast with his hand and swapped breasts to the other nipple bringing another moan from Hayley. Jay popped the nipple out of his mouth, his eyes meeting Hayley's, she smiled, "Jay, take me to bed!!" she managed to whisper.

"Yes Mam"

She slid off the side and he pulled her into his bedroom, He turned looked at her and kissed her again. Her hands found his belt with nimble hands she undid his buckle. He turned her so she had her back to the bed, slowly he kissed her again, slowly they lowered themselves down on to his mattress. Undoing her jeans, he slid them down her legs, her red lace panties had him hotter than he'd ever felt. They continued kissing, Jay's hand slowly slid down her abdomen under the front of her pants. She gasped and her hands held on to him, he quickly found her clitoris. Arching her back of his bed she moaned as his fingers worked their magic. He hovered over her as he watched her body quiver with excitement. Slowly he slipped a finger further down her hot folds, entering her core, adding another he curled his finger up and hit her sweet spot. He could tell she was so close she just had to let go, he pulled a nipple into his mouth, bringing it to a peak, swapping for the next one his name rolled of her tongue, he ran his nose up the side of he throat, and whispered

"Let go for me Hayley, come for me, please!"

Her core pulsed around his fingers, her legs shook and she moaned his name as she came around his fingers. He was so turned on, his cock strained against his boxers. She was still breathless as he removed his fingers, he hooked them around the side of her pants and slowly pulled them down her legs. She sat up on her elbows and watched as he slid his jeans down his legs, licking her lips at the sight of his cock. Slowly Jay climbed over Hayley, kissing her again as he settled between her legs. He looked it her eyes to make sure she wanted to continue, she nodded and he slid into her, slowly at first so not to hurt her, she was tight. He inched his way inside her, he felt like he was home. As the pace picked up Jay and Hayley souls became more entwined, with each push into her Jay felt his love for her grow, as if he wasn't already so in love with her. Their positions changed several times, they kissed and nibbled at each other, each claiming the other as their own. At the final few thrusts, they both came together, both sweaty and exhausted from the activities. Jay lay on his back and Hayley tucked into his side both lazily drawing patterns on each others bodies.

"Hey are you OK?" Jay asked.

"I hate to sound corny, but I feel amazing! It's been a long time since I saw you as just my partner. Jay I'm so in love with you it hurts to look at you sometimes, not physically, but you take my breath away, the butterflies in my stomach and chest are killing me. I thought that they would have stopped now but, they still there, the feeling is still there. I love you Jay, you don't have to say it back I know it's too soon, but like I say, it's been a long time,"

Jay had turned towards her, leaning on his elbow he slowly landed his lips on Hayley's, slow and steady he pulled her into a kiss.

"Its been along time for me too, when you were sent to New York, I felt like my world was going to stop turning. A piece of me was missing, Will was a day away from buying me a plane ticket. I love you so much. Nobody has ever made me feel like I do when I'm with you."

They spent the night wrapped in each others arms, they mapped each others body's out every freckle and bump. Hayley spent extra time kissing Jay's scar from when he was shot a year ago, tears fell from her eyes and she sobbed, he shushed and held her tight. All the emotion she felt that week bubbling to the surface, she could finally let it go and was free to tell Jay how she was feeling.

"When you were taken, I was a mess, I knew I had feelings for you, I just couldn't tell you and ruin what we had at work. When I was sat waiting for you to come out of your surgery, Vanessa said that she was sorry and she couldn't imagine what I was feeling. My reply was that it was hard. And she said of course its hard you love him! I was stunned, that she could tell and I wasn't hiding it as well as I should have been. I was going to tell you when I picked you up. The phone rang and I lost my nerve. Now I realise that i have wasted all this time and I feel so silly that I didn't just tell you. Vanessa has virtually planned our marriage named and christened our children and planned our retirement together"

"I knew that is what you were going to say, I kept trying to find the right time afterwards to tell you but I didn't want to spoil what we had. Will and Vanessa must be in cahoots. He was going to tell you at Christmas if I hadn't made a move. I am so pleased we have done this though, I get to hold you and show you how much I love you everyday now."

"You already do though, you buy me coffee in the morning, you are by my side all the time, I know from one look that you know what I'm thinking and that you have my back. I really would follow you blind Jay. Always!" looking into his eyes she kissed him again and slowly they made love again. Tears rolled down Hayley's eyes as they lay down Jay looking at her with concern.

"Happy tears, Jay Happy ever after tears!" She smiled as she lay with her head on his shoulder. Both drifting into a dreamless sleep.