A/N- I would like to thank everyone for all the reviews. I'm truly blessed that you all like this next installment in the lives of Harm .

Upon entering their room; Mac watched Harm look around. "I feel like I should know this room?"

"You should; you told me when you saw it, you thought about us, and how it would be perfect. You where right; it's the perfect room for us."

"Mac what's happening to me? I keep hearing you in my head, telling me to hang on, help is on the way!"

Mac took Harm by the hand and led him over to the bed. "Do you remember anything about Sydney?"

"Bits and pieces, I remember talking you on the Ferry to Luna Park, we opened up to each other. Decided we wanted to give us a go. I remember being in a fight; with Brumby." Harm shook his head, and rubbed his eyes. He started blinking.

Mac reached for his hand, as she placed her other hand on the base of his neck; rubbing it. "Deep breaths Harm; it will pass, it has before."

He looked at her with pleading eyes, "Please just tell me."

"Oh Harm; I ..."

"Please Mac!!!"

"He shot you; in Sydney! Petty Oficer Lee shot you. It was our last night in Sydney, you wanted to make up our date, you took me out on a yacht for our own private dinner, it was a perfect night. You had on your dress whites, you looked dazzling if I do say so. We where standing on the deck looking at the view when we saw Harold, Kevin and Jenny go speeding past us. You got mad, had the captain follow them. They pulled into a small dock we pulled in next to them. As they exited the boat you took off of ours after them. I followed you. Once you caught up, you confronted Kevin, he got mad at you, you both fought. He tried to leave ; Kevin pulled out a gun, and aimed it at us. Harold jumped him they fought for the gun, you tried to brake them up, that's when the gun went off; hitting you in the side.I ran over to taking you in my arms. God Harm I thought you where going to die. Thank god a couple of RAN officers saw everything they took both men into custody, you where taken to the base."

Harm stood up off the bed, "What aren't you telling me?"

Mac signed; "P.O Lee said he didn't want to face his wife and son, he was planing on running, if we hadn't seen him, he wouldn't have shown up at the airport."

"Why am I blacking out for?"

"When you went down you hit the concrete, it caused a small skull fracture, they said from time to time you might experience blackouts, up until now, it's only happened once. You've been able to pass your flight physical."

"Anything else I need to know?"

Mac nodded her head 'No' - "How do you feel?"

"Honestly I don't know, I don't remember any of this. Why is that?"

"It's happened before, the first time you passed out it happened."

"How long did it last?"

"Just a few hours, and than you where back to normal."

"Do we know what triggers it?"

"The Doctors think it's caused by the skull fracture, last time stress brought on the blackout. As for tonight, I don't know what brought it on."

Harm rubbed his face, "I might; I was thinking about Sydney."

"Harm you need to let that go..."

He took her hands, "How can I?"

"Thank about all the good in our lives, we have two beautiful babies, friends and family that love us.Just hold on to that, don't let the past take over."

"Mac!"

"Shhhh..." She placed her hand on his lips. "I love you Rabb, I chose you; nothing will change that, got it?"

"Got it."

"Do you need anything for your head?"

"No, I guess I'm okay."

"Are you sure?"

"Honestly; No."

"Harm tell me how to help you?"

"I'm honestly not sure. I only want to feel normal, right now I feel mixed up."

"Tell you what, lay down and try and rest, if you still feel this way in the morning; we will go to the hospital."

"I'll agree to that. Will you lay with me?"

"Every night for the rest of our lives." Harm laid down in bed, Mac laid next to him, unsure now if he wanted her close to him or not. She got her answer when he pulled her to him, taking her into his arms like his life depended on her. They both drifted off.

Early The next Morning

The cry's of the twins came through the baby monitor. Mac jumped up heading down to the nursery. When she reached the door, she opened it. She looked around and screamed. Her screams echoed throughout the house.

Hearing his wife, Harm jumped up making his way down the hallway, once he reached the open door he stoped dead in his tracks. He looked at the walls, he couldn't believe what he was seeing. The words "You can't run from the past" had been spray painted on the twins wall. "Sarah take them to our room, while I call the police."