PSA: I don't own Va

Ight so I know that the Moroi have their own little form of government but we don't know all the little laws and details, so for the sake of the plot we're going to go ahead and pretend it's pretty similar to the laws we use. Also this chapter does have little more adult content I will warm you and let you know when it ends in the chapter is will be in caps I promise.

Chapter 9: Too late to turn back Now

"How does a credit card even work?" holding the shiny plastic in between my fingers and looking at Dimitri. At the end of the dinner Abe had given me a "limitless" platinum card telling me he fully expected me to use it for everything and anything I might need from clothes and baby stuff to a coke on a hard day. I have never in my life used a debit or credit card, the idea of using it makes me both excited and uncomfortable.

"Tell Lissa you have it and watch the magic unfold." Dimitri teases.

"Oh, you're right she's going to want to go shopping." Groaning, I lean against him nuzzling into his chest.

I can feel small chuckles run through his body "Is it really so bad? Go spoil yourself a little."

He's right, just like always and I know Lis will appreciate an actual shopping trip. Plus I have a few things to buy. Something dawns on me quite suddenly" Comrade I'm going to get huge aren't I? Like Whale out of water huge!"

This causes him to laugh out right" Oh, Roza. Pregnant women do tend to get a bit rounder, just remember what a miracle it is and know I think you're beautiful no matter what." he softly kisses my head burying his face in my hair. It's going to be the longest week of my life. I'm sure Lis has a massive party planned for my birthday and if not I'm sure Abe will step in. Making a mental note not to let the two of them get close enough to plan anything for me in conjunction, I face the music and call Lis, telling her about everything that's happened and my newly found credit card. I have to move the phone from my ear when she squeals. Announcing we'll be going shopping tomorrow just leave it to her to arrange it all. Of course I agree and promise to be at the van first thing. How she planned to organize and convince the right people was beyond me but I also know that if she wants to get it done it will get done. Too bad Olena is leaving tonight, she might enjoy a day out on the town. I was honestly going to miss her when she was gone. She had taken the news of becoming a grandmother well.

We had decided to tell her first since she would be leaving soon and it honestly seemed wrong not to tell her before then. We gathered for dinner in guest housing where she had managed to make a Russian feast in the tiny kitchenette. Honestly I've never seen Dimitri more nervous in my entire life. You would think he was a little boy confessing to sticking his hands in the cookie jar. Olena knew something was coming. I could tell she had the look of something is going on when are you going to tell me. Dinner was honestly delicious but I had barely nibbled feeling incredibly nauseous and that was a dead give away. Even after just a few weeks of knowing me Olena had figured out I loved my food. It felt insane to be the voice of reason for once, but Dimitri spent the whole dinner making shaky awkward conversation and it was doing nothing but turning me and Olena into nervous wrecks. "Comrade just tell her, you're making me feel all jittery with the small talk."

Dimitri gave me a tired looking scowl. While Olena smiled in relief. "We do have something to tell you mamma."His cheeks burning red. "We found out just after I woke up that Rose and I can have children." he wouldn't meet her eyes and I knew this was one of those moments where he was caught between knowing he had broken boundaries with me everyone might not understand and knowing it didn't matter because we loved each other. "Because Rose was healed by spirit.." he continued painfully slowly so I interrupted "I'm pregnant." I announced. "Sorry Comrade the baby would have been here before you finished." secretly I think he was grateful I had just spit it out.

Olenas eyes had lit up as she pulled us both in her arms and spent the next hours making sure I knew everything I could possibly need to know about pregnancy. She had in fact said a few words to Dimitri in Russian. I still have no idea what she said but from the looks of it she had made him feel a little guilty.

"What are you thinking about Roza?" Dimitris' voice pulls me back to the present.

"I was just thinking about how I'll miss Olena after she leaves."

"I'll miss her too, I can't wait to show you Russia someday."

"Comrade?"

"Hmm?" I can feel him slowly drifting as we lean against my head board.

"Do you ever wonder what it would have been like if you hadn't found us in Portland?"

His arms pull me around so that I'm facing him his hands grip my waist "I don't want to think about that. I don't want to think about never kissing you, or holding you close, I don't want to think about never having kissed you or felt your body against mine." his voice is barely a whisper as he trails his lips along my neck.

(START OF DIRTY SCENE I'LL LET YOU KNOW WHEN IT'S OVER SO YOU CAN SKIP IT IF YOU LIKE)

His kisses move deeper along my chest as he unzips my jacket leaving me in nothing but my sports bra. Arching my back I push my chest closer to his wrapping my hands in his hair. His hands brush my shoulders gently, fingering the strap of my bra. Pulling his face to mine I kiss him hard wrapping my legs tightly around his waist. His hands pull me closer pushing me hard against him, rocking my hips against his. I break our kiss only to pull his shirt over his head revealing his hard muscles. I can't help but run my hands along his bare back as he sucks softly on my neck earning him a quiet moan. "Mhhm Dimitri." My bra makes its way to the floor leaving us both bare from the waist up, his eyes spark looking into mine as he gently takes my nipple in between his lips sucking with just enough force to make body whimper for more. "Oh God, that feels good Comrade." smiling as his hands finds my other breast massaging it. I lean into him breathing heavily as a familiar warmth spreads between my legs. Desperate to feel his tongue dance with mine I smash my body deeper against his and push my lips to his. My tongue finds his dancing together as I work to undo his belt, finally it comes undone and I take my turn slipping kisses down his chest continuing down as I pull off his pants and boxers in one swift motion.

I kiss his inner thigh sucking and moving up and around kissing everywhere but, where he wants it most "Oh, Roza you're such a tease." he gasps pulling me back up to meet his lips.

I make my way up his neck to whisper "Do you want me Comrade?" before biting his ear.

"So much Roza can't you feel how much I want you?" His voice is raspy as he rolls on top of me pulling my pants off leaving me naked beneath him. Slowly he runs himself against my already very wet slit teasing me with each movement

"If you want me, take me." I moan, pushing my hips toward him "Please Dimitri?" I gasp. Finally he slips himself inside me "Yes, Dimitri yes!" breathing hard I cry out with each thrust his frantic gasps match mine as our bodies rock together, Dimitris finger rubs against my sensitive nub and I feel the sensation of my muscles tightening around him pulsing until I reach my climax breathing deep, as I ride out the waves feeling Dimitri follow not long after.

Pulling himself out he falls next to me wrapping his arms around my waist. "I love you Roza."

"I love you too." Snuggling close to him I let my eyes close and fall into a peaceful sleep.

(END OF SPICY SCENE)

Waking up next to my naked Russian God is the greatest feeling in the world, having the warmth of his body pressed against mine, his arms still holding me close. Smiling to myself I snuggle deeper into his arms. I can feel him breathing softly still sleeping. I find myself wondering what it would be like to wake up to this every morning. The moment of contentment ends far too quickly, interrupted by the wave of nausea. Shooting up I race into the bathroom still, naked and heave over the toilet until my stomach settles. My body is cold and clammy as I breath through my nose, this is getting old. The soft fleece of a blanket draps over my shoulders as my Russian God pulls me into his arms. "I'm sorry Roza, I wish I could make it easier."

"Having you here with me makes it easier." Leaning against his chest I sigh feeling my body start to relax again. "I honestly feel better now. I would love a shower before I meet Lis wanna join me?"

"Always my love."

"Good, why don't you start the water and I'll brush my teeth."

After rinsing my mouth and brushing my teeth thoroughly to make sure the taste of this morning is gone, I step into the shower with my toned Russian and repeat the events of last night, feeling calm.