Chapter 5
Jason and Mandy had driven back from dropping off Emma, mainly in silence, stopping for Chinese en route. Neither really knew what to say to each other so they just stole glances like a pair of teenagers while they waited for their food. What needed to be said wasn't with words, they needed to be alone together.
They pulled into Jason's drive and made their way to his door still in silence, as Mandy shut the door behind them he put the takeout on the kitchen table. Mandy had no sooner locked the door and turned around, when Jason stalked up to her capturing her in his arms and pushing her up against the door. His arms either side of her, his mouth dangerously close to her neck, breathing heavily.
Again he repeated his move from the parking lot earlier that night, he slid one hand inside her shirt and gently began teasing her skin with his fingers. She leaned her head back against the door, enjoying the feel of his fingers on her bare skin. As she leaned her head backwards Jason took advantage of the access to her neck, kissing her slowly, nibbling, he gave a gentle bite to her neck, a nip to her shoulder and was encouraged by a moan from Mandy.
"I remember, you like that" He whispered as he made his way back up towards her ear. He gently nibbled on her ear before he began kissing his way back down her neck towards her collar bone again.
She was so distracted by his attention to her neck that she'd only briefly registered that the hand that had been stroking her under her shirt was now deftly unbuttoning her one-handed while his other hand had ventured lower towards her jeans and was gently rubbing her between her legs over her jeans causing her to moan again.
"Jason…mmm, what are you doing to me?" She could hardly get her words out before her shirt was open and the hand that had so easily removed her buttons, pushed one bra strap from her shoulder and slipped inside the cup of her bra. She moaned louder as Jason's fingers found her sensitive nipple for the first time since that night in J-Bad.
But both their minds were wandering further back than J-Bad.
"Do you remember the first time?" Jason grinned wickedly, as he licked his fingers before returning them to rub her nipple between them. "I'd never been so hard just from getting a woman off before, how you responded to me touching you. It's the hottest thing I ever saw"
As he moved his mouth to her breasts, she remembered the first time they had crossed the line between friends and something else.
(Flashback)
She had been so angry at him that she was still shaking, he had been so mad at her that he'd punched a cabinet and stormed off… and for some reason she really hated how mad they both were at each other. They'd had their differences of opinion before but not like this and it felt wrong for two people who had been so in sync and connected since day one. She knew she'd hurt his feelings even though he'd never admit that, he was hurting over Alana's death and now she'd made him think that she doubted him. But he was so damn stubborn and refused to see that she was putting the mission first, that he wasn't seeing clearly.
She had tried to focus on her work but she couldn't sit still so had taken herself off to one of the rooms they were using for supplies to try and distract herself and calm down. She was focusing on picking replacement kit, pacing up and down the rack distracted looking for the right laptop cable when she heard the door shut behind her.
She turned around to see Jason leaning against the closed door his hand on the handle. He looked her dead in the eye as he turned the lock and walked towards her with purpose "This needs sorting" he said angrily as he stalked closer.
"What needs sorting?" Mandy managed to say quietly, rage making her voice shake
Jason pointed his finger back and fourth between them "This. You. Me. Whatever this is that's making it impossible to work the way we normally can. Peoples lives depend on us being able to make this work."
"And how do you suppose we…" Mandy didn't manage to get out her full question before Jason took a final step forward, pulled her by the waist and crushed his lips to hers.
Mandy was still so angry, she wanted to push him away but she also wanted this so badly she felt herself give in as Jason deepened the kiss his hands roaming her body slipping her jacket from her shoulders. She was ready to let him do whatever he wanted with her but she couldn't, she had to stop this. She broke the kiss and gently pushed him away "we can't do this" she said breathless as she ducked under his arm heading for the door. But before she got very far Jason had grabbed her from behind by the waist. He pulled her back roughly against him as he whispered to her "you said we can't, not that you don't want to"
"Semantics" she replied simply, anger and confusion still coursing through her.
But Jason just kissed her neck, and her ear, as he whispered again. "All this tension isn't good, I made you mad, I was being a prick."
"Yes you were a prick… " she admitted as he laughed "… but I wasn't very nice either"
"Let me make this right between us…" he continued as his hands has slipped inside the hem of her t-shirt "Let me take away that tension. That's all it has to be, just a friend working the problem" he pulled her even closer to him. He was being rough, he was still angry with her, but she knew she was safe with him.
"A friend?" Mandy didn't sound convinced. Friends didn't stroke the others skin the way he was, or kiss the others neck the way he was right now.
"We've both wanted this from the first day we met, but we wouldn't allow ourselves to give into it. You know it and I know it…"
"Maybe" Mandy conceded feeling her defences falling
"For the sake of professionalism… that's why we've not done this. But maybe all this pent-up tension between us is actually making us unprofessional right now"
Jason had a point. This fire that was burning between them was anger, right now, yes, but to anyone else watching them blowing up at each other in public it was obvious there was something else fuelling the fire. And they didn't need those kind of questions from colleagues. But honestly, point or no point, Mandy had already given in to how good his mouth and hands felt on her body and Jason felt it when she finally gave in and relaxed against his chest.
"When I'm done with you, it won't be possible for you to still be mad at me…" Jason said cockily.
He had discovered how sensitive she was to his touch that day, the first time he had stood behind her in that storage closet in Mexico both of them driven by anger and unexplored chemistry. As he held her captive with his arms, held her against his body, feeling his erection growing at her back. When he kissed her neck, moved his hands inside her t-shirt and made her moan and squirm. as he'd slipped both his hands inside her bra.
How no-one had heard them she would never know, maybe they had and thought better of saying anything, because he tortured her like that for what felt like forever until he made her come, hard, over and over again, just from teasing her nipples and nothing else. She hadn't even known that was possible, but somehow he knew her body better than she did. She had begged him like some helpless girl to stop, to not stop, to keep going, she'd begged him for she-didn't-even-know-what as he'd held her arms firm in place with his biceps. She was dizzy when he'd finally turned her around and kissed her hard, pressing her up against the shelving
"Have you forgotten that you're mad at me yet?" he said as he pulled away from her mouth
Mandy couldn't speak she was still reeling and her legs were weak she just looked at him.
"I'll take that as a no, don't worry, you'll soon forget" he grinned as he roughly unfastened her jeans pulling them and her panties down her legs before she could say anything.
He kissed her again, his erection hard against her thigh through his jeans, she found herself back in the moment, leaning into the kiss, moving her hands to his waist, she was lifting his t-shirt over his head dragging her fingers over his body. If this was the one and only time they had together, then she was going to make sure she enjoyed the full view and feel of Jason Hayes body. Jason unbuckled his belt and jeans as Mandy's hands explored further moving down to help him unbutton his jeans, feeling the shape of his erection and pushing his jeans and boxers down his legs, grabbing his ass as Jason grabbed her and pulled her up so her legs were wrapped around him and he was pinning her against the shelving unit, half leaning on one of the shelves.
"Fuck me" Mandy heard herself say against Jason's ear
"Yes ma'am" Jason replied roughly as he guided himself into her and fucked her hard against the shelves, biting and sucking at her neck he was so tempted to leave a bite there, leave his mark claiming her. But he wasn't hers to claim and the point was not to make her mad at him again by leaving a mark she couldn't hide so he dipped his head lower and nipped at the spot just above her right breast instead, leaving a little red mark and making her cry out as he fucked her faster, coming closer, feeling her come with him. He looked her in the eyes "you still mad?" he whispered as he felt her body tense around him, "No..." she admitted breathily "...you?" "Fuck no" Jason answered as he erupted and they fell over the edge together.
(Flashback ends)
Just the memory of that day plus what he was doing right now with his tongue was going to send her over the edge already. He had pushed down her bra to expose both breasts and was sucking on one nipple while rolling the other between his wet fingers. He dragged his other hand south unfastening her jeans just enough to slip his hand inside, inside he teased around her clit before dipping to where she was soaking wet.
He slid his hand out from her jeans sucking her taste from one of his fingers, savouring it before using his fingers on her breasts again, rolling her nipples with his wet fingers. She was so close to coming when he started to lick on her, licking her taste from one nipple while he played with the other between his fingers. He brought his mouth to her neck again and bit down, as he pinched her nipples. She cried out his name, "You want me to make you come now?" he teased her, whispering into her neck.
Jason was so damn horny and tempted to just pull off her jeans, move her panties to the side and fuck her hard right there against the door but making Mandy come apart like this was just so hot. He'd waited this long, he could wait a bit longer.
"That first time I made you come just from my hands on your nipples, maybe this time I'll make you come just from sucking them."
Mandy moaned her sign of approval as he went to work on her like a man on a mission.
"Fuck" she cried out, she knew this was going to be intense. But then he changed the game "but maybe I want to play with you here too, like in J-Bad" he continued to lavish his attention on one breast with his mouth, the other with his fingers but now she felt his free hand roaming lower towards the waist of her jeans
"Take them off" it was not a question, or a suggestion it was a demand. She obeyed, quickly slipping her jeans down below her hips and beyond so she remained only in her panties. His hand roamed into them now finding the spot he needed he went to work there too.
The attention was too much, her sensitive nipples had her on the verge and now his fingers on her clit expertly brought her to the edge. He stopped every time he sensed she was going to slip over into her orgasm, he removed his mouth from her breast only to tease her with his words "not yet, I want to play with you some more. I want you to beg like you did that first time"
Mandy moaned. "Fuck, Jason"
"Now that's no way to beg Mandy…"
"Please…" Mandy managed to breathe out.
Jason continued his torture "please what?"
"Please, let me come, I'm begging, I need to come I'm so close"
She could feel him grinning against her skin, as he upped his pace inside her panties, as he flicked her nipples harder and faster with his tongue and his fingers.
"Fuck Jason, please…"
"Come for me baby" he said against her chest as he gave her one final bite and flick, as she saw stars, her body quaking over and over, wave after wave he bit down on her neck as she rode out one after another intense waves of orgasm.
"I fucking love you...You're the most fucking beautiful thing I've ever seen, I never want to stop making you come like that" Jason whispered as she collapsed against him boneless, her legs weak.
She whispered back "I've never wanted anyone to fuck me the way I want you to fuck me but right now I need sleep, or food, or both…"
Jason was going to have real trouble with this erection while she slept and ate but it was a small price to pay to have her in his bed later so he decided to take a very very cold shower while Mandy slept. He carried her to his bed and gently lay her down. She curled up on her side and was already fast asleep before he had even got undressed.
