Chapter 4;
Bella POV;
There they were. Three elegant leaders and twins. Carlisle painted picture quickly flashed into my head. I shivered, I wasn't expecting them to meet me in theses sort of circumstances. I mean sure, this is what you really wanted right? But this is what everything has been leading up to in the end. It was amazing, everything about them, was amazing. Their porcelain skin, and crimson eyes glistened slightly in the street light. If anything, those eyes were the most dangerous yet beautiful things I have ever seen. I couldn't remove my eyes from them, I met each eye with the same dumfound look. The middle man with dark hair, just shoulder length, who by the way was in his mid-thirty's. But he still looked amazing. He was chuckling lightly, honestly, I was so entrenched in my thoughts flying around. I hadn't realized that he was leading me to the airport in a box formation.
I looked around and giggled. This giggle was more than the pretend one I muster if Charlie, had said something remotely funny. I've just grown so tired of everything mundane. I don't know, maybe because I go out with boys who have a supernatural side. Each time ends badly, but not as bad as him. Wait him doesn't match him anymore! Why don't you come up with a condescending name for him, after all you are over him? Right? That for once brain, is a good idea. I am totally over that bastard, I let him rule me for too long. I going to break my chains, no matter what. I won't give up my chance of happiness, my chance to live for him. Because in reality, I don't want to be. I want to be the undead. I am going to become the undead. I will always will be the undead, because I died a long time ago. They just didn't notice.
In the end it was their mistake to leave me. Their mistake to tear me apart. Their mistake to bury my soul in the dark. I am the dark, I've become the dark and everything to do with it. I fell down into a dark hole that swallowed me. I'm done with this, it hurts. It always hurts. What did I do wrong to deserve such punishment. Such defiled circumstances. In the end of it all, I will end it all with my disappearance.