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Day 45.

"So? Did you two idiots talk already?"

"Talk about what, lass?"

"Uh, about you blowing Connor, maybe? I'm not kidding, if you tell me you two pretended like nothing happened, I'm gonna hang up!"

"So, ye saw it? I wasn't dreaming?"

"Of course you weren't, Murph'! And he can't deny he wanted it too. I mean it wasn't subtle or anything… You're telling me you guys haven't talked?"

"Well… We did talk about…things. Not at first. But it wasn't awkward or anything. When he untied me, he didn't look away or look shameful or anything. I think he wanted to talk, but then our Ma called and it's like we forgot about it. Though, ye know, I like that we didn't make a big deal out of it, either. It's better that way, lass."

"But if you talked about it, maybe it wouldn't have to be just a one-time thing, you know?"

"It's what it was anyway. Ye see, he still worked up to ask me, yesterday, if I had ever done that before, so I told him I had only been on the receiving end, a while ago, on the ship. Then he asked if I was gay."

"That frigging idiot knows you're not."

"Aye, but then I could tell him that I guessed I was bi or something. It may be stupid, I know, but I had never said it like that. Not to anyone but ye."

"I know. It's a big deal, Murphy. I'm proud of you…if that's alright."

"Aye, thanks. It felt good to say it. And I asked him if he was as well, but, see, he said no. He said he'd never done anything like that. That he'd only been with girls. So…that's it."

"… I don't know. I don't know, Murphy, I still get the sense that it's different with you. You're not just any guy to him."

"Well, maybe so, in a way, but, Christ, I need to move on now! It's been long enough. And foolish enough. I mean, Jesus, he's on a date with a girl right now!"

"Really? No! God, I hate you both…"

"Nah, ye love us, Kaiah, and I fucking love ye as well. Because, still, it was fucking sensational, wasn't it?"

"Yeah, I know. I couldn't believe my eyes. The hottest thing I have ever witnessed, for sure…"

"Aye, no doubt it was. But since I was blindfolded, it still feels like it wasn't real, ye know. Like I imagined it."

"No way, with the force he used to drive into you, I'm sure your lips were bruised. I bet you can still feel him inside your mouth."

"Fucking Christ, don't say things like that! I've got to leave for work in a few minutes. I can't go with a boner the size of Big Ben!"

"Ha, so much for moving on."

"Ye can't see it but I'm flipping ye the bird right now, just so ye know."

"Haha, sorry Murphy, but I can't help it! That's all I can think about. Plus, it's only fair that you suffer too, because my Con. law teacher caught me doodling it in the margins, and I'm pretty sure he's gonna fail me…"

"Ouch… What did yer drawing teach' said about yer sketch, though? Was he mad it wasn't finished?"

"No, actually! He was very impressed! No one had finished theirs, in fact, so I freaked out over nothing… Sorry by the way."

"Don't even dare fucking apologizing…"

"Oh! And he invited me to his opening exhibition this Saturday! He said I can bring whoever I want. Will you and Connor come?"

"To an art show?"

"Pretty please…"

"Aye, I guess we could… If ye don't mind bringing us bollix to a fancy thing like that…"

"Come on, Murphy, where's your panache now? You said you knew how to be charming to everyone! And if these people are snobs, that's even more reasons for me to want you there! Don't abandon me!"

"Hehe, okay, lassie, I reckon we can protect ye from snoots as much as from junkies."

"Don't presume we won't find both there. And if worse comes to worst, we'll just steal some food and booze and take off…"

"That's a deal then! -Hey, Connor! Ye're early…- Connor's here."

"How was his date?"

"Apparently, he dropped the ball- Hey! Don't fucking take-"

"Hi Kaiah!"

"Hi Connor, how are you!"

"I didn't drop anything, it was the girl from a month ago, Laura -shut up Murphy!- we tried another time, but she said she wanted something serious, so I thought it best to end it now."

"Very mature of you."

"Right? Always a gentleman. Now, say goodbye to Murphy, he's late for work."

"Bye Murph'!"

"He says bye as well. How are ye doing, lass?"

"Well, you know, still withering away at my desk, trying to understand the first thing about Civil Procedures. It all looks like gibberish to me…"

"I still can't fathom why ye'd spend so much time studying something ye don't give a single fuck about…"

"I gotta do something with my life…"

"What about drawing?"

"Artists are usually poor, Connor… Even though, after spending time with you two, I guess I don't care so much about being rich anymore."

"Haha, aye, ye figured money doesn't bring ye joy, sex does!"

"Pfff… Well, yeah, absolutely!"

"But, seriously, if ye figured ye don't mind about money, luv, why do ye remain in law school? Why not try out for art school then? Ye might not make much, but ye'll be happier, won't ye?"

"I would be kicked out of my aunt's place, plus my parents-"

"Ye're a grown-ass woman. Ye could find a place with a low rent like ours, why not even in the building? Ye can get a small job, help pay for yer classes and all. It might be a harder life, but at least it would be one ye've chosen."

"I don't know…"

"And ye wouldn't be alone. Ye know we'd help ye. Anyway, I'm not trying to convince ye. I'm just saying ye can do whatever appeals to ye."

"I-… Thank you, Connor… It means a lot."

"Just think about it."

"I will. Promise. What about you?"

"Well, I finally got fired, so, there's that."

"What?"

"I was so distracted this morning, I fucked up. And my bitchy boss had it for me since the other night when she came over. So, it was just a matter of time."

"Gosh, I'm sorry. I'm sure you're gonna find something else soon."

"I know I will! That's not what I'm worried about. I didn't even tell Murphy yet! The fucker'll have a field day about it! He's going to harp on about being the sole bread-winner until I want to kill meself!"

"Haha, well, after you've been bragging about making more money than him for months, it'll only be fair… Tell me though, what were you distracted about?"

"Nothing."

"Come on, Connor, don't play coy now! If you don't tell your brother, at least tell me…"

"I just… I was wondering, lass… Ye don't have to answer, but…"

"You know, Connor, I don't think there's anything you can say that will shock me now."

"Ha. I guess. Ye know all about Murphy, right?"

"We've been discussing some things, yeah…"

"So, tell me… Have ye-… Have ye ever-…"

"Will you frigging spit it out!"

"Okay! Have ye ever taken it up the ass?"

"… Oh… Um… No, I haven't. Why?"

"Nothing, I just wondered. I mean, it must hurt, right? At least the first time."

"If I'm not mistaken, you've done it to some girls, haven't you? So, did you hurt them?"

"No, I guess I was careful…"

"Well, see, you just need to be extra-careful the first time. I'm not an expert but I gathered it needs some prep."

"Aye, it does. But do ye think it's the same thing for the lasses as for the lads?"

"I don't know. I don't see why not. Well, at first it should be; the hole is the same, right? But then, inside, we're not really built the same, so, probably not. I just know that there's a gay guy in my class that had been claiming around that it's a hundred times more pleasurable for a guy, because of the prostate or something."

"Well, I've been with girls that like it better there as well…"

"You wanna try?"

"Well, if ye want to come over, lass, I'll be happy to show ye what I can do…"

"Real smooth, Connor. But does that mean I get to return the courtesy?"

"Now's a good time as any to remind ye: ye don't have a dick, Kaiah."

"And now's a really good time to tell you: you're not as funny as you think, douchebag. Plus, I meant trying now. We could hang up, both kinda try on our own and give each other some…updates…could we?"

"Jesus, lass, I always forget how kinky ye can be!"

"It'd just be an experiment. So you'd get some answers."

"Ye know what, luv, I think it'd be hotter if I could listen to ye while ye do it…"

"I knew you'd be on board… But only if you do it too! Since we've established we're both…uh…beginners, here. Otherwise it's not fair."

"Okay."

"Okay? Well… Alright then."

"Ye know, there's a couple of lassies before that have tried to put a finger up there…"

"So?"

"Well, it's weird at first, but the prostate thing, it's…interesting. Though I haven't gone further than that."

"That's already farther than me."

"Aye, but I wasn't on my own, and it wasn't the only…stimulation, ye see. So, it won't be the same…"

"I believe you know where to find Murphy's lube."

"Aye, I do. What about ye?"

"I've got some lotion that should work."

"Nice. Tell me what ye're doing, lass."

"Um… I'm taking my pants off… And going to lie on my bed. What about you?"

"Same. Lying on my back. With my legs spread out, as if ye were coming in between to suck my cock. That'd help."

"Alright, but you can't touch it. Not yet. You need to pour some lube on your fingers and rub it around down there…"

"Christ, ye're bossy…"

"Yep. I'll only do the same if you tell me how it feels."

"It's…weird but nice. It's right under my knackers so they get to have some action as well."

"Cheater. Yeah, it tingles, doesn't it? Now get one inside, just the tip of your finger."

"Fuck, that's weird, lass."

"Yeah, I know, I'm right there with you, Connor. To be honest, I still don't know what's pleasant about it."

"Ye need to go a little further, luv. Make sure ye breathe and relax. Then, after ye've breached through, it's all cushioning and nice. Ye need to massage that, especially up, on the wall between yer asshole and yer cunt. It's all sensitive there."

"Hmmm, alright. See, you know what you're talking about…"

"If ye really go up there, once ye're stretched a little, ye can find the body of yer clit from there, from behind. Ye know, the little nub in the front, that's just the tip of the iceberg, lass."

"What about you, Connor?"

"Well, it's still just fucking weird. It's taking too long; I don't think I can get off like that. To be honest, the only thing keeping my dick up is the idea that ye're doing the same."

"That's the whole point. You know, the discomfort is starting to let up… It's starting to feel…good."

"Add a second finger, lass, it'll get better even."

"Only if you do."

"For fuck's sake, I have to now, right? I'm desperate to hear ye come just from that…"

"Only if you do…"

"Jesus lass…"

"You feel it too, right? I can hear it in your voice. Do you have two fingers in there? Tell me when they're as far as they can go."

"Shit, it stings. I don't think I can keep it up, luv. Ye go on without me."

"Please, Connor, don't abandon me like that, I'm so close to it… Just, pour some more lube, and don't go too fast. Just, little by little. Please."

"Hell, girl, ye're going to kill me. When have yer voice gone so low?"

"I just… I think I found it… Really far up. When I rub there…it's like it's snowballing into my whole body. Are you still with me, Connor?"

"Fuck, with that pleading in yer voice, I have to, don't I? I'm with ye, Kaiah, don't fucking stop."

"Does it feel good? God, it's so different, it's like I can feel it in my throat, ye know?"

"Aye, I fucking know. But I don't- fuck!- I-… Shit, I think I found it. It's like I poked a bundle of nerves…"

"Yeah, Connor! Do it again, I want to hear you too, please!"

"Holy Fuck! There it is! Holy shit, Kaiah, it's so fucking good! It's… It's blinding. Are ye thrusting yer fingers against it? Shit, forget that it's yer fingers, luv. Close yer eyes; imagine it's my cock that's ramming into yer ass like that."

"Of course it is, Connor. Don't stop. Feel it too…"

"Fuck! I've never felt anything like that! I don't even feel the pain, Kaiah, it's only pleasure… God, I can't go fast enough. A little harder… I think I'm going to come without even touching my cock. Fuck! It's leaking like crazy. Good fucking Lord!"

"I'm right there, Connor, I'm-… I'm coming…"

"Jesus Christ I want to touch you so bad, lass. I want to ride yer fucking climax like it's mine…"

"Go ahead, touch yourself, Connor. Don't you dare stop what you're doing, but make a fist around your dick as if it was in my ass too…"

"Holy F-…"

"Yes Connor!"

…

…

"Holy shit, lass, that was… Fuck, that was new."

"Tell me about it…"

"Haha, ye sound spent, luv; I love it. God, if ye'd seen this, I think I only stroked myself once and it was enough to send me over. And, shit, that's a lot of cum."

"So… Did it feel different from your other orgasms?"

"Completely different. Usually, it's more a release, ye see. It's exploding, outward. But this, this is like imploding. It came from the innermost part of me and it spread all the way to my toes and it raised all the hair on my head. Jesus Christ. I'm not even nearly over it yet."

"Yeah, I guess it resembles what it's like for girls. You know? Like your whole body's involved, not just your parts."

"Damn, if it's like that for ye every time, I might want to change sex after all!"

"Well, not every time. In fact, before you, no one had managed to make me feel like that at all, you know…"

"Fuck! When are ye coming back, luv? I'm going to make ye feel it over and over until ye beg me to stop!"

"Haha, thanks, Connor, trust me, I'll take you up on that offer! But what about you? Now that you know how it feels, don't you want to…I don't know…try that with someone?"

"I don't know. Maybe."

"Will you give it some thoughts?"

"Sure, luv, I will."

Not entirely convinced this one came through. Is it weird or hot? Hot or weird? Not sure ^^'