Again if you don't like smut please do not read. I'm trying to get better at this.
Their rapid breathing slows down as they hold each other close. His arms are wrapped securely around her warm body. She has an arm and leg draped across his body with her head laying on his chest.
He looks down at her and she has a small content smile on her face. He shares the same smile of satisfaction.
He's holding her so tight she's not sure she can move. It doesn't matter, she doesn't want to.
His finger draws lazily along her back whilst feeling her heart beat slow against him. They laid there in silence until he heard her speak?
"El?" She calls out to him unable to see if he's awake in her position. His chin rest lightly above her head.
"Yeah, Liv."
"You're perfect too." She says while repeatedly gliding her hand through the hair on his chest.
"Thank you." He mumbles against her kissing the top of her head. "You okay?" He asks seconds later into the silence.
"Yeah, tired" She says between a yawn. "You're really good for an old guy." She says with a small laugh.
"Speak for your self, Benson but thank you for the compliment." He says causing her to laugh a little harder.
"Yeah whatever." She answered him back her voice slowed and relaxed.
"Sleep, Liv." He kisses her forehead and soothes his hand ardently up and down her arm.
She doesn't need to hear it twice. She is already fighting sleep as is. Something she never thought she'd ever do. Many years on the force they both knew sometimes sleep doesn't come by easy. Whether it was working until the next day or the heinous cases they've seen.
Even those cases when the nearly lost each other.
He doesn't let his mind wonder there. He closes his eye and drifts off.
Hours later he's awake and he doesn't know why. Looking out of the sheer curtains the sun isn't close to coming up.
He touches the screen of his phone that is on her night stand.
2:43 am
He redirects his attention to the woman sound asleep tucked into his body. She had barely moved since they fell asleep.
His eyes ran down her body tracing over the parts illuminated by the moonlight that seeps through her curtains.
Freckles and goosebumps cover her exposed skin and he pulls up the covers over her cool body.
He really cannot comprehend why he didn't come back sooner. It could have saved them so much heart ache and he could've gave her the happiest she deserved so much sooner. He glances at her once again then relaxes when sleep finds him for a second time.
He is the first one wake. Again. Most likely because he's already programmed to be up at a certain time without an alarm. She is too but she's to relaxed and comfortable to get up. He doesn't wake her, just leaves her to sleep as long as she needs. Lord knows she is going to need her energy if he's with her most of the day.
He stops in her bathroom to freshen up before he goes to her kitchen.
She should have food, she has an eight year old boy. An active eight year old boy.
He proves himself to be correct when he sees she has a refrigerator filled with food.
He settles for pancakes and bacon.
She stirs awake and the morning sunlight pierces through her eye lids. She rolls over slightly and misses his body that's no longer there.
She knows better than to think that he just up and left. Her arms stretch over head before she pulls herself up. She rotates her neck before looking around for where ever her clothes were thrown. She knows exactly where he is when she hears plates click against her counter top. Her clothes are no longer strown about on the ground but are placed neatly to the foot of her bed. He must have put them there when he got up.
She puts them back on then heads to the bathroom the wash her face and brush her teeth. She pulls her top down slightly when she catches the dark marks along her chest and clavicle. At least they're not visible for anyone to really see.
When she is done, she goes to find him and whatever he is making. She can smell it all the way in her room.
She doesn't make it pass him unnoticed.
"Morning." She said giving him a soft smile.
"Good morning"
He watches her as she goes to sit on a bar stool. She sits and watches him as he stacks pancakes on a plate. His shirtless body in her kitchen.
"How many?" He says pulling her out of her thoughts.
He turns looking back at her pointing to the stack of pancakes.
"Uh only two. Thank you."
He slides the plate across to her before he joins in sitting right beside her.
He steals a few glances at her as they eat in silence.
"How did you sleep." He ask her when she's finally done. She grabs her plate then walks around to place it into the sink along with his.
The high color in her cheeks burn evident from his words. She knows what he's getting at. He follows behind her but keeps a small distance.
"Better than I have in a long time." She tells him and it's one hundred percent truth. With the job and a young child she's lucky if neither of them wake her up in the middle of the night.
He smiles "I can tell, you barely moved at all."
"You watching me sleep Stabler?" She ask rising an eyebrow in a playful manner.
"Not in a creepy way, but I did wake up from some reason."
She is washing their plates then feel his body pressed into her from behind wrapping his arms around her waist.
Having him in such close proximity, his lips brushing against her necks, her enfolded
In him. Makes her want him even more again.
She drys her hands then turns in his arms to face him.
Theirs lips meet and she moves with him in earnest.
"Do you want coffee?" He asks her when they pull away.
"Not right now." Her eyes move from the coffee pot to her hallway.
"We should shower." She said with a coy smile playing across her face.
She said we. As in he can join. The both of them in a shower together.
She laughs lightly when he pulls her to the bedroom with excitement.
He kisses her again then he is the one to lead them into her bathroom.
He turns on the shower adjusting the water temperature before he turn back to her.
He removed the clip from her hair what she must have put in before coming out for breakfast.
Before she can do anything he reaches for his top and she doesn't give him any resistance.
She feels the shaking in her bone as he undressed her. It's something so personal and tender that comes with him taking off her clothes. The way his hands move softy along her body as he makes his way back up.
He then undress himself then guided her into the shower first then follows suit.
He adjusts the shower head to the warm spray runs over the both of them.
He brings her into him and kisses her sensually. His hands slowly slides across her body and then rests against her cheek and it send butterflies through her stomach.
She pulls his lower lip between hers adding light pressure with her teeth.
He groans and she moves with him when she feels a hand on her hip guiding her against the wall.
Their lips start moving carelessly as of trying to over power the other.
His finger tips glide over her sides until he cups her breast. A huff breath leaves her when his lip covers her left bud.
It isn't long when she once again feels his lips descend on her.
She really thinks he can't be serious. Is he really about to do this in the shower? She doesn't think her has to so she tries to pull him back up to her. She's already so ready for him.
He does not give into her consistent trys to bring him up.
"El, you don't have to we're in the shower."
He doesn't look up at her mostly the avoid water droplets dropping directly into his eyes.
"I am well aware of that…" he say kneeling before her. He's knows at his age kneeling down for a long amount of time can really cause some problems. It concludes to his reason why he should do it as soon as possible because he's not giving up the chance.
He is not going to be here all day so he wants to please her the most and the best he can, whenever he can.
Regardless, he still really wants to. Pleasing her, pleases him and it's the same way with her.
He hears the setback in her breathing when he place an open mouth kiss against her hip then brings her right leg over his shoulder for a better angle so he doesn't disappoint. Not that her can based off the reaction he got from her last night.
"…but I still find it absolutely necessary."
And it's the last thing she hears from him before his mouth is on her.
It makes her question herself why she even tried to stop him in the first place. He had barely started but it already feels sooo goodd.
A small laugh grumbles through his throat and she shakes her head realizing she said that out loud.
His laugh also sends a vibration through her body dragging a soft moan from her.
She's whimpering above him when she brings a hand to his head.
It's only the second time he has done this but it like he knows all the right moves. He loves that she is so responsive to everything he does. His tongue swirls around in the taste of her. The taste he swears he just might get addicted to. He glides continuously along the ball of nerves aided by her wetness.
With the mixture of water from the shower and her fluids she's dripping down his chin.
He can already feel the tremors along her body and can tell how close she is. He assists her in pressing her hip further into him. Within seconds she feels the throbbing throughout her body at every single pulse point as her orgasm moves through her.
The one leg she has to keep her standing, his free hands holds to keep her steady.
He lets down leg that's over his shoulder down. His thumbs massages the muscles of her thighs until she's at ease.
Leveled with her again. She still has both eyes closed.
"Good?" He says kissing the tip of nose then her lips briefly.
It has to be some sly question to reassure him for his ego. She is still piecing herself together, of course it's good.
"Mmm more than good." She hummed on his lips.
A look of pure shock is easily seen on her face and I makes him smile. His arms are quick to grab under her thighs and lift her off her feet. She's not sure how it was going to happen but she definitely hadn't expected him to lift her.
Her arms automatically wrap around his neck. She grasps onto him attempting to secure her position. He feels her uneasiness then says "Relax Olivia." he asks her. "I've got you."
His nose moves along her neck breathing her in. He kisses lightly along her jawline to alleviate her.
When he finds that erogenous zone that makes her gasp he stays there until her head is back against the wall. Whimpering and she lets her body relax with his. He is pressed between her legs and he is able to feel the heat that's radiating from her. His sucking on her neck has her coating him, he can't help the groan that vibrates along her skin. He knows she's ready feeling her hips rotate on the tip of him that is prodding at her. He breathes a slow breath when he slides into her cautiously feeling her stretch to accompany him. Warmth sears along his body as he moves within her. The sensation came in waves along his body from head to toe and little sounds come from her.
His head moves from her neck where he can now see the dark red and purple mark he has made. She doesn't protest now but she will when it's time for her hide it at work. At slightest glance from anyone they'll be all over her with questions. Gosh how is she going to tell Fin.
He looks down at her and her eyes are close once again. Her lips are folded down and pressed together barely letting any sound escape her. The most she's giving is a few whimpers when he hits just the right spot followed by unrhythmic pants. He watches as she swallows and her throat bubbling from preventing noise from leaving her.
He doesn't know why she is trying to be quiet. There is no one here but them and he wants nothing more than to hear her whine in pleasure.
"Come on Liv, let me hear you."
His fingertips presses firmly against her skin as he aids her in sliding her lower half against his body.
Tears brim in her eyes but don't fall as he provides the friction she needs. Grinding against him she can feel the tingling build up of her climax.
"Ell…" She lets him hear her followed by moans that bounced off her bathroom wall.
She clenched all around him sending a warm smoldering feeling. The intensity passes through the both of them. Rising and building like a thunderstorm.
Her moans grew louder as she contracts around him pulling him in deeper, and releases with her. Her name is dragged out by him and she swears her name has never sounded so sexy.
Thank you all again.