hello fellow readers i'm so sorry i haven't been updating. a lot has happened recently that has made writing hard for me. i recently had to go back on antidepressants and its taking me awhile to adjust. November 26th was 3 years since my grandma passed and then December 3rd was 5 years since my grandma Ruth passed. when i thought i had a break my cat who i've had for 21 years passed away suddenly the morning of December 17th and i wasn't there so i've been dealing with guilt of not seeing her more often and also the grief of her loss. and to top everything off the 18th was 2 years since my grandpa passed he was my hero so its been a really hard few months. i have started back up on writing and should have more going up in the new year.