Erwin startled awake and for a long moment had no idea where he was. He was in a bed in a strange room and … and … someone's arm was slung over him, warm legs tangled in his. His eyebrows crept up his forehead. He never stayed the night with his hook-ups.
Abruptly it came to him. He was in a motel with … Levi? His breath caught and he inspected the small, strong arm draped over his ribs. Tattooed. It was Levi. Erwin recognized the cherry blossoms trailing down his forearm.
What to do? Erwin could feel his ass pressed against Levi's groin and his mind wandered.
But first things first he needed to go to the bathroom. He shifted trying to edge away but Levi's arm tensed as if to pull him closer. Erwin relaxed back and sighed. This was a position he wanted to be in, longed to be in. He had fantasized about waking up in Levi's bed and now here he was. And he had to urinate.
He tried again, shimmying out from under the arm. He had forgotten that they were in a narrow motel bed and he almost fell off the edge before he caught himself. Finally, he was free and he padded to the bathroom.
He relieved himself with a sigh and glanced over his wrinkled shirt and trousers. If he were to leave right now (not that he had any intention of doing that) he would look like the typical booty call doing the walk of shame.
What should he do? Should he wake up Levi? He did need to shower and borrow a razor. Or they could snuggle some more. Erwin preferred the snuggling option. He opened the plastic bag on one of the motel's complimentary toothbrushes as he thought.
Levi woke up while Erwin was brushing his teeth. For a moment he thought that Erwin had left but then he felt how warm the spot beside him was. Then where was Erwin? Levi heard scrubbing noises and looked left. Yep, he could see Erwin's right side through the bathroom door and hear him brushing then spitting. Levi rolled out of bed.
What he really wanted was to walk up behind Erwin and put his arms around him. Maybe murmur something sweet like "Good morning, Gorgeous." It wasn't like they had had sex but Levi remained ever hopeful. They had fallen asleep together accidentally but Erwin obviously had some feelings for Levi, right?
Levi chewed his lip as he agonized over what to do but one thing was apparent: he had to piss.
Erwin was rinsing his toothbrush when Levi stepped into the doorway. Even rumpled by sleep he looked beautiful.
"Good morning!" Erwin said.
"Uh … gotta piss."
"Oh." Erwin politely went out the door to give him some privacy. He heard him washing his hands in the sink and stepped back into the doorway. "Did you sleep well?"
Levi blushed slightly. "Yeah, Yeah I did. You?"
"Like a log. Those beds are surprisingly comfortable."
Levi stood awkwardly, rubbing the back of his neck and Erwin fidgeted.
"Wanna get some breakfast?" Levi blurted.
"I'm not in any condition to be seen in public," Erwin said apologetically, gesturing at his wrinkled clothes.
Levi pursed his lips. He had fared much better sleeping in his clothes as he just had on the jeans and tank top. They didn't hold wrinkles to speak of. In contrast, Erwin's formerly crisp khakis and starched cotton button-down shirt were a wadded mess.
"I could go get us some McDonald's," Levi said.
Erwin smiled like a field of sunflowers. "That would be awesome."
Levi went immediately and while he was gone, Erwin washed his face and hands and checked his pits then carefully arranged his hair. What should he expect this morning? Would Levi want to just socialize over food or would he want to eat and then cuddle (maybe make out!) some more? Erwin chewed his lip and tried to decide where to sit. On Hange's old bed? On Levi's bed? At the small table by the window?
Ah, yes, that was it. Levi would never eat in bed. Erwin got a glass of water—just for something to do with his hands—and sat at the table.
Levi was back in record time with two huge bags and a drink holder. "I didn't know what you liked so I got us one of everything almost." He quickly washed his hands and came back to the table. He rubbed his hands together. "OK, what do you want?"
"Big breakfast with pancakes?"
"Got it." Levi fished it out of the bag.
"Egg mc muffin?"
Levi rummaged in the second bag. "I've got about six of those … ahah!"
Erwin took the mc muffin, grinning.
"Here's some ketchup, some napkins … ah, some forks."
They ate in silence. Erwin was surprised at how hungry he was. He managed the deluxe big breakfast with pancakes and an egg mc muffin and Levi pressed a sausage egg and cheese biscuit on him.
"You need to eat. You're too thin."
"I'm overweight for my height!"
"I like a little bit of thickness. Your dad bod was hot."
Erwin went red at that and picked up the sausage biscuit.
Levi ate the eggs and sausage out of the other big breakfast and was working on the hash browns when he suddenly grew serious. Erwin noticed his face.
"Is everything OK?"
Levi shook his head.
Erwin put down the rest of his biscuit. "What is it?"
"Where are we going with this, Erwin? What's the end game?"
Erwin hesitated. Should he tell Levi what he's wanted to tell him for weeks now? What? Did he have the balls to do it?
"The truth is that I want you," Levi said, "I've wanted you since we met at Dreamers."
Erwin's breath quickened and his heart threatened to beat out of his chest.
"But I can't guarantee a relationship. I … I'm shit at relationships. Plus I'll have to leave after the movie is done." He spread his hands. "I don't know what to do."
Eren didn't hesitate a second. "Be with me."
"But Erwin," Levi said. "You don't know what kind of man I am …"
"What do you mean? Tell me then."
"I had a hard life when I was young. I did some things I'm not proud of."
"That's in the past."
Levi bowed his head and seemed to struggle with himself.
"I still do things I'm not proud of!"
"Like what?" Erwin asked calmly.
"Aww shit, Erwin. I fucked up. I … I fucked this guy …"
Erwin went very still. Yelena was one thing. He had gone out with his fair share of women in the past. Hell, he'd gone out with Yelena himself. Twice. But Levi had had sex with another man? Erwin withdrew from Levi a bit and frowned. How could Levi do that to him?
Erwin cringed with guilt. Who was he kidding? He'd also had random hook-ups with guys. Not a lot and very infrequently, but it had happened. Why did it matter to him that it was a guy? They were both bi-sexual. They both liked guys and girls.
"It was awful," Levi went on, "The whole time I was fucking this dude I couldn't see him. I was fucking inside him but all I could see was …" Levi hesitated then, picking at the hem of his shirt. He looked up miserably. "All I could see was you."
Erwin didn't think. Not at all. He simply acted. He tipped his chair over backwards standing up and bent to Levi's mouth, kissing him.
Levi reacted, returning the kiss and stroking Erwin's face.
For a second they just kissed then the position proved to be too awkward and Levi stood. He pulled off Erwin's mouth messily. "Bed?"
"Bed," Erwin repeated breathlessly.
"Are you sure?"
"I've never been more sure in my life"
Levi stood up, trying hard to maintain the lip contact and apparently Erwin wasn't fast enough for Levi's lust because he toppled the larger man onto the bed and fell on top of him.
"Levi …"
Levi kissed over every inch of Erwin he could reach, his face, his neck, his throat, and he began working on the buttons on Erwin's shirt. Gasping, Erwin helped him. Levi tackled his trousers.
"Fucking belt …"
"Let me get it."
"Nope, I got it." Levi yanked at the leather and the belt end came free … and slapped him right across the face.
"Oww, fuck!"
"Are you alright?"
"Yeah, I just …" Levi stared. Erwin was shaking. "What …?"
Erwin burst out laughing. "The look on your face!"
Levi gaped at him as he folded his arms and held his ribs. "Oh my goodness that was great!"
Finally, Levi couldn't resist. He chuckled and poked at Erwin. "Shut up you asshole or I'll tickle you."
"No, no, please don't! My ribs hurt already!"
"Aww, poor ribs." Levi proceeded to yank Erwin's shirt out of his trousers and shove it up. He kissed along Erwin's ribs, licking and sucking and bringing up lover's marks. He even bit very gently which caused Erwin to arch up and moan. He swirled his tongue around one nipple and pinched the other and Erwin gasped.
"Too much?"
"No, that felt … good!"
Levi kissed down to Erwin's belly button and pinched and rolled his nipples as he writhed on the bed.
"Ahh, Levi!"
Levi suddenly reared back and stripped off his tank top. He stepped off the bed and shimmied out of his jeans. For a second Levi just stood, magnificent, like a small god, tattoos dark in the low light. Erwin just stared, mouth open. Abruptly Erwin snapped out of it and struggled out of his chinos until Levi gripped his hair tight and brought him down for a sizzling kiss.
Grasping Erwin's shirt he struggled with the buttons. "Get this shit off. I want to see you." Erwin tried to help but Levi, in his lust, simply yanked and popped the last three buttons off the shirt. When Erwin was divested of all his clothes Levi stepped back just to look.
"Holy fucking shit, you are beautiful."
Erwin blushed cherry red at that and looked everywhere but at Levi. He heard a thump and looked down. It was Levi's knees hitting the floor. He was reaching for Erwin's cock.
"Jesus, I've been wanting to see this. Look at this monster."
Levi pulled back Erwin's foreskin and licked a hot stripe up the underside of his dick. Erwin jumped.
"Oh, god!"
"Does that feel good? You taste amazing." And then Levi had taken as much of Erwin's cock as he could manage into his mouth and was sucking hard, his hand around the base.
Erwin whined, high and needy. "Oh, Levi, Levi! Please …"
"Please what, Stretch?"
"Please, I want you."
"What do you want me to do to you?"
"I want you to … to …"
"Fuck you?"
"Yes!"
Levi stood and they kissed passionately again then Levi stepped back and turned Erwin's back to him. He took a double handful of Erwin's buttocks and squeezed and fondled.
"Get on your knees," Levi growled. "I wanna fuck that ass."
Erwin fell to his knees readily and looked over his shoulder at Levi. Levi hadn't pulled off his boxer briefs yet but now he did. Erwin sucked in a surprised breath. Levi's cock was gorgeous, fat and heavy; it had a distinct upward curve. Erwin wanted it in him right then. He rested his elbows on the bed and angled his hips, sticking his ass out enticingly.
He heard the rip of a condom package and felt cool lube being drizzled onto his hole. Levi must have had both ready. He took a sensuous moment to spread the lube and finger Erwin's ass, making Erwin groan with pleasure.
"Oh, please, Levi hurry."
The fingers plunged deeply into him stretching him and making him wild with lust. He felt Levi shuffle forward on his knees.
"Spread your legs you big ass tree. You're too tall."
Erwin chuckled and did as he was told and immediately he felt the hot head of Levi's cock running up and down his crack, catching on his hole. He whined and Levi nudged his cock up against his sphincter, pushing, stretching. Abruptly the head popped in and Erwin took a few quick shallow breaths as Levi pushed forward.
"You OK?"
"It's been a while, " Erwin confessed. "And you're not exactly small."
Levi smirked at that and pushed again.
"Gonna put it all in. You ready to be fucked?"
"Oh god yes please, please."
Levi surged forward, burying his shaft inside Erwin. The stretch and burn were uncomfortable then delightful then Levi was fucking him and Erwin couldn't seem to form a rational thought.
Levi was careful not to hurt him but he was not gentle. His strong fingers dug into Erwin's hips, leaving finger mark bruises, and he thrust hard and deeply.
As Erwin approached his release he was bucking back against Levi's thrusts and crying out at every deep stroke.
"Levi, Levi, Oh god Levi!
"Fuckin' gonna come." Levi grunted suddenly.
"Please yes, come inside me!"
"Unnh, Erwin, fuck … fuck!
It took Levi a second to ride out his orgasm and he reached around and grasped Erwin's rock hard cock, beginning a fast rhythm. It didn't take two minutes and Erwin felt his balls drawing up and the heat blooming in his groin.
"You're going to make me come! Oh, Levi! Levi!"
