Chapter 2: I'm Sorry

After they took Yamcha, I was highly upset. I was upset that I just didn't care much about the next fight. I was slowly starting to regret my decision, but it was too late. I wonder who that blue hair girl was. Maybe I was wrong about her being his girlfriend. That got me hoping again.

Before the 3rd match, the girl came back. Turns out, I didn't hurt Yamcha too much. That's good to know. Before I knew it, Goku's first match was about to begin. Now I get to study how I was going to beat him.

But what confused me was my match with the old guy. Like he was trying to get in my head and saying awful lies about my master. He's just jealous and nothing more. Then he had the nerve to jump out the ring. How dishonorable! But when I got a chance to speak with him, he made me question things. Even go as far as doubting my master's teachings. Also, remembering the horror I dealt with under Master Tao's teachings.

The finale match was being held the next day. So Master Crane wanted to talk about how we would win. Even daring to have Chiaotzu help me cheat. What! I ended up taking a walk in hopes of clearing my head. To my surprised, I ended up outside the hospital.

I levitated to what I assume was Yamcha's room window. When I peeked inside, I was left speechless. I quickly looked away. He and that girl were kissing. I suddenly felt an unfamiliar pain in my chest and had the strongest urge to cry. So he does have a girlfriend.

I quickly left the hospital grounds and went back to the hotel. On the way back, I stumble upon a turtle charm on the floor. I couldn't help smile as I picked it up. Maybe it was a sign to not give up hope. That thought alone made me smile as I hid it away with my belongings.

That night I not only mediated on my win but on other things, like what Roshi said, and the charm. When the day came, I pulled Chiaotzu to the side and told him not to interfere with my match. "But Tien, what about master?"

"No, Chiaotzu. I want to win this fairly." With that said, we were off. During our match, Goku's behavior seemed off. I mentally spoke with Chiaotzu, and turns out master was threatening him. Damn it! What was I going to do? I wanted to win so badly, but was this right? Doesn't master trust I could win this on my own?

I still can't believe I disobey Master Crane. But Roshi was right. It just didn't feel like I even won. Master also left Chiaotzu and me. I was feeling lost and not sure what to do. But it did shock me how Goku and Roshi were treating me. I didn't feel like I deserve it.

I was about to tell Goku something when I spotted that Yamcha was with everyone. Maybe I should walk away. I started to feel strangely nervous and stuck to the spot. He's so cute when he smiles. I wish I could see it often. Then he suddenly looked my way. I was expecting his smile to fade, but it stayed.

He even walked over to me. "Hey." He was giving me a smirk, and I couldn't help return it. Without thinking, I blurted out that I was sorry for the leg. He chuckled, and my face felt on fire. "It's all good. No hard feelings." He then lightly tapped my chest with a fist.

I can't believe it! Did he just forgive me? The spot he touched felt on fire, and I was feeling light-headed. If it wasn't for my training, I might have passed out. But now he was starting to walk away. Oh no! I want more time with him. That's when I remember what I was going to tell Goku.

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After the announcer had stated the final match will be held tomorrow, I finally put down the radio. It's one thing to hear about the fighting. But I wish I was there to watch it. The nurse eventually came to check on me. Again she had her outfit slightly open, and I quickly looked away.

Thankfully she left as quickly as she came. What is wrong with me? I still fear cute girls, even more, that I'm with Bulma. Not to mention how uncomfortable I am with myself. Kind of wish I had… what's his name again? Tien? Yeah. I wish I had Tien's confidence. He's so sure of himself. I wish I was like that.

Pretty soon, everyone came to visit, and it was nice to hear their view of the matches. But they left all too soon except for Bulma. At least I was mentally ready for what usually came when we're alone. She sat next to me on the bed, and I opened my arms.

As I hugged her, she slid her fingers up and down the side of my neck. She was talking about the tournament. "Maybe if you were actually faster, you might not have a broken leg." And it begins. She went on how the match went wrong all because of me. Of course, everything is always my fault. I wish she would just shut it for once.

I just kissed her. That usually shuts her up for some time. When we parted, she slapped me. "What was that for?" She started yelling at me and saying stuff that made no sense. Like how I was probably thinking about the nurse. "No. I wasn't!" Slaps again. She called me a liar and a cheat before another slap. Then she left me alone.

With her gone, I just let the tears fall. Why can't I ever make her happy? I'm always doing something wrong. I really am useless. That night I sobbed until I fell asleep. The next day I put on a brave face as everyone came before the match. I tried to give my biggest smile as I encouraged Goku. I also notice that Bulma wasn't here. Probably still mad at me.

Once everyone left, the nurse came with the radio. Thankfully she was gone right away. The moment the door has closed, the pain in my chest returned. I tried not to cry as I set up the radio. As the tournament is about to start, I started feeling angry. I should be there. I should be cheering for my friends.

With that thought, I got off the bed and grabbed the crutches. The nurse and doctors tried to stop me, but nothing was going to get in my way. I was going to see the fight and cheer on Goku.

The match was just breathtaking. Seeing them go at it was even getting my blood rushing. So much that I practically almost forgot about my leg as I cheered. I even was able to catch up with everyone else. But Bulma was still mad at me. She'll cheer up later, like always.

I was slightly disappointed with the outcome, but it was too good of a fight to be sad. Even Bulma's mood got better. Soon we were talking outside and figuring out what to do. That was until I saw Tien.

Regardless of the leg and his rudeness, he was amazing to fight against. "I'm sorry." Uh? I wasn't expecting an apology, but it was nice.

"No hard feelings." I gave his chest a congratulations pound, which he smiled at. Wow. With a smile like that I wouldn't have thought he was such a bad guy. With that, I quickly tried to reach the others.

When he offered to buy us dinner, it was somewhat a surprise. All because he felt terrible. Launch at least took advantage of getting to know Tien. Good for her.

When we got to the restaurant, there were lots of laughs as we joked around. But I couldn't help but notice how Tien seems uncomfortable. I tried my best not to laugh, but I couldn't stop snickering. His face turning red made it even funnier. He asked what was so funny, and I couldn't hold a laugh any longer as I answered. "You." His face became even redder as we walked to our table.

I tried to pull out a chair, and Bulma automatically took it. "Thank you, Yamcha." She flashed a quick smile before addressing everyone else. I just rolled my eyes and got the next chair over. Without missing a beat, I was already joking around. After ordering, I had to use the restroom.

I just finished washing my hands when I bumped into Tien. I was about to say something, but he beat me to it. "I want to properly apologize." For some reason, my face felt hot, and I couldn't look at him. I ended up breaking eye contact and fidgeting with my fingers. That was until I felt a heavy hand on my shoulder. My face became hotter. "If there's anything I could do to make it up to you, please let me know."

Then he left, and I suddenly felt cold. I wonder why. That was so strange, but I push the feeling away and left the restroom. When I got to the table, I was surprised to find Bulma a little too friendly with the waiter. But I just ignored it and sat down.

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I can't believe this! He's laughing and being even cuter. The fact he's looking my way as he does has my face on fire. Then when I asked what's so funny, he burst into a fit of laughter and said it was me. What was I doing that got him like that? I have to find out. He has the most amazing smile and laugh.

When we got to the table, the blonde girl still won't leave me alone. I even saw when Yamcha was pulling out a chair, and the blue hair took it. What confused me more was how nobody was saying anything.

After we ordered, Yamcha stated he was going to the restroom. Maybe now I could try again to make a better impression. It took me some time to get away from Launch and in time to catch Yamcha washing his hands. Now, what was I going to say to him?

When he turned, he practically bumped into me. Thankfully he didn't fall back. Here's my chance. "I want to properly apologize." He looked away from me and was bending his fingers together. He's seriously super adorable right now, and I just want to kiss him. But I can't; he has a girlfriend. I place a hand on his shoulder, and he jumped a bit. Stop being cute! "If there's anything I could do to make it up to you, please let me know."

I then quickly left. Any longer and I might have done something I would regret. When I got back, I noticed that Bulma was speaking a storm with a waiter. It's probably nothing. The moment I sat down, Launch was all over me. I didn't want to be rude and tell her to leave me alone. At least master Tao taught me to be friendly to females. Even though they can be scary at times.

When Yamcha got back, everyone didn't seem to mind. Before long, Goku rushed out in search of his other friend. Most of the group went along with him and left Yamcha and me alone. He looked sad and even pouted. Damn it! It's my fault he's not able to go with his friends.

After the battle was over, I ended up at Roshi's island with everyone else. From what everyone has said, Chiaotzu could be brought back to life. If so, it would be best I stay. I couldn't imagine a life without my dearest friend, who been through the worst with me.

While Bulma mop over those weird stones, Yamcha was resting on the couch. During this whole event, his leg healed enough to not have a cast. Yet, today he was wearing something very tempting. It showed off his incredible legs and butt really well. Even the shirt he wore looked good on him.

But what confused me was how he went about without a care in the world. Does he not know he makes that outfit work for him. He would sometimes walk to Bulma to let her know to trust Goku would come thru for us.

Eventually, Bulma stopped mopping and was all over Yamcha. I usually left the room and ignored them. They even started to make out on the beach, and it pissed me off. They should get a room. Launch eventually tried to kiss me, but I ran away. What is the deal with these girls?