They hadn't believed him. He couldn't understand why. Sirius had done the exact same thing he had and he'd gotten off. At least Peter had been a good rat; Sirius' disguise hadn't even lasted a year.

So why hadn't they listened when he'd explained?

Was it because Sirius (forgivemesiriuspleaseineverwantedthistohappenifyouhadn'tsuggestedmethey'dstillbealivethisisallyou'refaultididn'twantthemtodieyoucan'tblamemehewasterrifyingyouknewbetterthanthatiwasneverbravelikethethreeofyouyouknewbetterforgiveme...)

Was it because Remus had switched sides? (forgivememoonypleaseyouknowididntmeanitweallknewsiriuswasthespydon'tyourememberithoughthe'dalreadyjoinedionlydidittokeepussafethiswasn'tmeanttohappendon'tyourememberhowcruelsiriuswastoushistemperofcoursehewasadeatheaterandyouwouldhavebecomeonetooyouknowyouwouldhaveiwasjustearly...)

Was it because Harry was there?

(harryharryharryhowhehatedthatboytheycouldhavelivedforeverifonlyharryhadn'tbeenbornifonlythedarklordhadn'twantedhimdeadjamescouldhavelivedforeverstupidboywhatawaste...)

Was it because Sirius was pureblood?

(thedarklordwasrighthewasalwaysrightitwasn'tpeter'sfaultatallbuthe'dshowthemhe'dshowthemallthedarklordwillreturn...)