It has been several weeks since Jon gave birth. Eddie had gotten a vasectomy a couple weeks after the birth and was finally recovered from it. Jon was feeling better as well, the antidepressants were doing their job.
One afternoon, Jon and Eddie were chilling in the living room watching the twins while they had their tummy time. Jon looked at Eddie and smiled. "I think I want to apply for a new job. I just don't feel like I fit in at the bar anymore."
Eddie was confused at Jon's words but didn't argue. "Where were you thinking?"
"Maybe a gym or something similar?" Jon guessed.
"If that's what you want to do, then go for it. I'm sure Joey will understand." Eddie smiled.
Several weeks later, Jon had started his new job, he was a personal trainer at Blackpool Combat Gym, a fitness gym owned by a man named William Regal.
After showing him the facility, William looked at Jon. "You're already gonna have your first client. I have a customer coming in and he needs a new personal trainer. His name is Bryan Danielson. He will be here in about an hour. That should give you enough time to get ready for him."
"Yes sir." Jon said with a smile. He spent the rest of that hour preparing his area for Bryan. When he saw the man walk through the door he was speechless. The man was good looking, he certainly didn't look like he needed a personal trainer. Jon shook the thought out of his head, knowing he had a fiance and two children at home. He proceeded with instructing Bryan to do various workouts, biting his lip as he watched the shorter man sweat and workout. Goddamn it was making him horny. After he finished with Bryan, he clocked out and headed home. As soon as he got home, he went to find Eddie. He was as hard as a rock and he needed some relief. He finally found Eddie in the nursery, rocking the twins to sleep. "Meet me in the bedroom after you get them to sleep. I need you. BAD." He said. He gave the twins each a kiss on their forehead before heading to the bedroom. Eddie smirked, this was the first time they would be having sex since Jon gave birth. The twins were nearly 3 1/2 months old now so it has been long overdue. As soon as the twins fell asleep, Eddie laid them in their cribs and headed to the bedroom. He noticed Jon laying in bed, naked with a blanket covering his lower half. There was an obvious tent in the blanket. He smirked, removing his clothes and getting in bed with Jon. He had barely gotten in bed when Jon climbed on top of him and kissed him deeply. "Mm...I need you...so fucking bad." He mumbled against Eddie's lips. He felt his length twitch with anticipation. Eddie flipped him over so that he was on top. "Hm...I wonder what has made you so horny?" He mused as he began to prepare Jon's entrance. Jon moaned as he felt his hole getting stretched. "It's just been so long. It's been on my mind a lot lately." Jon said as he began to grind against Eddie's finger. He felt Eddie insert a second finger and groaned loudly. "Fuck Eddie..." He moaned.
"Tell me what you want." Eddie mused, beginning to lube up his own hardened length.
"I want you to fuck me." Jon answered.
"As you wish." Eddie smiled, positioning himself and pushing into Jon. He began thrusting, listening to his lover moan. Jon's dick twitched as Eddie kept thrusting. "Permission to touch myself?" Jon asked Eddie.
"No, you may not." Eddie smirked.
"Fuck." Jon moaned.
"Let me." Eddie said, reaching around and grabbing Jon's length, stroking it in time with his thrusts.
Jon felt himself getting close. "I'm gotta cum." He warned Eddie.
"Not yet. I forbid it." Eddie grinned, thrusting into Jon extra hard.
"Jesus Christ, Eddie!" Jon cried out. Without warning, he began to cum hard, his seed shooting all over his chest.
Seeing his lover cum so hard sent Eddie over the edge and he began to climax himself, cumming hard inside his fiance. He pulled out of Jon, panting as he came down from his high. "Holy fuck." He mused, laying next to his lover. Jon cleaned himself up and kissed Eddie again. "That was amazing." He then thought back to earlier. The reason he had gotten so horny was because of another man. He instantly felt like shit. He noticed crying and said, "I'll go feed the twins, you took care of them while I was working. It's my turn now. You just rest up."
Eddie nodded, turning the TV on. He did think it was odd how Jon came home from his new job horny as fuck, but he shook the thought away. He told himself that it was just Jon getting his sex drive back after giving birth.
Meanwhile, Jon was in the kitchen, preparing some formula for the twins. He felt like shit. Their wedding was in less than 3 months and he was starting to get feelings for another man. A man that he didn't even know if he was gay or not. He shook his head and carried the bottles up to the nursery, feeding the crying babies. He felt tears stream down his face as he fed his children, something he hadn't felt since being put on the antidepressants. He quickly wiped away the tears and finished feeding the twins. After laying the twins back down, he couldn't bring himself to go back to the bedroom. He sighed and headed downstairs, laying on the couch. It wasn't long before he had fallen asleep.
A few days later, Jon was scheduled to work with Bryan again. He sighed, he wasn't sure how to tell the man his feelings. Hell, he didn't even know why he was having feelings for his client. Was it actually love? Or was it just lust? He still loved Eddie. As he was heading out the door to go to work, he gave his fiance and children each a kiss. He still felt horrible about a few nights ago. As he made the drive to work, an occasional tear fell down his face. When he got to the gym, he headed right to the bathroom to wash his face. After he was done, he went to meet Bryan. "Hey, how's it going today?" He asked his client as they began the workout. "Honestly? Not so good."
'What's wrong?" Jon asked curiously.
"My boyfriend broke up with me this morning." Bryan frowned. Jon however, felt a flutter inside his stomach. He was one step closer to admitting his feelings for Bryan.
"Did he have any reasoning?" Jon asked.
"Not really, just that he didn't love me anymore."
"What a piece of shit. What's not to love about you?" He bit his lip. Did he really just let that slip out?
Bryan chuckled. "I'm glad someone thinks I'm worthy of love. After it happened, I was feeling so depressed. But what you just said made me feel better. Thank you."
"Not a problem." Jon smiled.
When they finished their workout, they headed into the locker room. Without warning, Jon felt Bryan push him up against the wall. He was about to fight back when he felt Bryan's lips connect with his. He was stunned for a second then pushed Bryan away. "I can't, I have a fiance." As much as he wanted to continue kissing the shorter man, he knew he couldn't. He couldn't hurt Eddie like that. He already was feeling guilty for having feelings towards Bryan.
Bryan blushed and began to apologize. "I'm sorry, I don't know what came over me."
"It's fine." Jon said. "Honestly, I like you in that way...but I can't hurt my fiance like that. We're about to get married in a few months."
"I understand. I will back off. But just in case you change your mind, here's my phone number." He showed Jon the phone number on his phone and Jon put it in his own phone, then showed Bryan his number. After that was finished, they parted ways. Jon clocked out and headed home. He sighed sadly as he walked in the door. Eddie noticed that something was bugging Jon. "What's wrong?" He asked his fiance.
"It's nothing." Jon mumbled before rushing upstairs. He locked himself in the bathroom, where he let his tears finally fall freely. How could he let this happen? He was in love with two men at the same time. After the tears stopped flowing, he headed back downstairs to join his fiance. "You okay?" Eddie asked, concerned.
"Yeah...just had a rough day today." Jon lied.
"Wanna talk about it?" Eddie asked, rubbing his lover's thigh gently.
"No, just want to snuggle. How are the twins?" He asked.
"They're napping. I just put them down right before you got home."
"Good." Jon mumbled, resting his head on Eddie's shoulder.
"Jon, I hate to ask, but have you been taking your antidepressants like normal?"
Jon snapped his head up. "Of course I have been. Why would you even ask that?"
"Because you're acting depressed again and refuse to talk about it." Eddie said.
"And I told you already. I had a fucking rough day at work. And I would rather not relive the day by telling you why it was rough."
"Jon. It's not healthy to keep everything bottled up."
"I'll do what I damn well please. I don't need your approval." Jon growled, getting up.
"Where the fuck are you going?" Eddie asked, a little pissed off himself now.
"I'm going for a drive, before I say something I don't mean."
Jon stomped out of the house, getting in his truck. He pulled his phone out and dialed Bryan's number.
"Hello?" Bryan answered.
"It's Jon. Can I come over? I just got in a huge fight with my fiance."
"You didn't tell him about our kiss, did you?" Bryan asked.
"No. He asked me if I was taking my meds normally. Which I have been. I just lied and told him I had a rough day at work. But he wouldn't stop trying to get me to tell him why. I have nobody else to turn to."
"Sure. I'll tell you my address." Bryan then proceeded to tell Jon his address and Jon began the drive over to Bryan's house.
Once he got there, he knocked on the door. Bryan let him in. He noticed Jon's puffy eyes and frowned. "Come here. I got you." Jon walked up to Bryan, who pulled him in for a hug. Jon rested his head on Bryan's shoulder, feeling more tears fall. He then pulled away just a little bit, looking into the shorter man's eyes. He felt himself begin to kiss Bryan, who kissed him back. Jon moaned into the kiss, feeling himself get hard. "I shouldn't be doing this.." He mumbled against Bryan's lips. "But I want to."
Bryan began to fumble with Jon's shirt. Jon moaned softly as he felt Bryan caress his abs. "You're so fucking sexy." Bryan moaned against Jon's lips. Jon began to pull at Bryan's shirt, then at his shorts. He moaned when he saw the obvious erection beneath Bryan's boxers. "Fuck...I'm so hard." Jon admitted as he felt Bryan remove his shorts and boxers.
"Me too." Bryan admitted, beginning to stroke Jon's length.
Jon moaned softly. "I need more. I need you to fuck me. Please..." He pleaded.
Bryan nodded. "Let's take this to the bedroom then." He guided Jon to the bedroom, where they both laid in bed. Bryan began to prepare Jon. "I've honestly never been on top before.." Bryan admitted. "I'm excited to see what it feels like." He said as he slowly pushed into Jon. Jon moaned, stroking his length in time with Bryan's thrusts. "Holy fuck, Jon. You feel amazing." Bryan moaned. Jon moaned as Bryan sped up his thrusts. "Fuck, Bryan. I'm gonna cum.." Jon moaned.
Bryan nodded, giving a really hard thrust. Jon cried out as he began to cum. Bryan reached his climax as well, moaning as he came. He then pulled out of Jon, collapsing next to him, panting. Jon looked at Bryan, then at the clock. "Fuck, I gotta get home.." He said, rushing to get his clothes on. He couldn't believe he just cheated on his fiance. He gave Bryan one last kiss and said, "I want to do this again, but I can't break up with my fiance..."
"I totally understand. Until you're ready, we can just be friends with benefits. I want to do this again as well."
Jon nodded, waving bye to Bryan before heading out to his truck. What the fuck did he just do? He sighed as he drove home. When he got in the house he notice Eddie passed out on the couch, about 5 or 6 beer cans on the coffee table. He panicked when he heard the twins crying. "What the fuck, Eddie?" He said, shaking his fiance awake. "You decided to drink while you were home alone with the twins? What the fuck is wrong with you? Jesus!" He rushed up to the nursery to check on the twins. They both had blowout diapers and were screaming at the top of their lungs. Jon grabbed them out of their cribs and rushed to get them in the tub. "I'm sorry, sweeties. I'm sorry your dad is so irresponsible. Dada's got you now." He finally got the soiled clothes off the twins and laid them in each baby bathtub. "Eddie, get your fucking ass in here and help me!" He called out. It took a few minutes but Eddie finally arrived at the bathroom. He helped bathe the twins and helped to get them dressed in new diapers and onesies. "Do you think you can manage to get their bottles made?" Eddie nodded, heading down to the kitchen. He returned a few minutes later with two bottles made. Knowing that Eddie was probably too drunk to check the temperature of the milk, Jon tested it on his skin. Surprisingly it was the right temperature. He sighed and held both babies while he fed them. "Get the fuck out of my sight." He said to Eddie. "I can't believe you did this, Eddie. How long were they crying before I got back? Oh right, you don't know because you were passed out drunk. That was very irresponsible of you, and I'm fucking pissed. Can I even trust you to watch them while I work or do I have to find a daycare?"
"I'm sorry, Jon...I just...the fight..." Eddie stuttered.
"The fight that you started?" Jon asked, scowling. "Just get the fuck away from me. I'm so goddamn pissed off at you right now. You can sleep on the couch tonight."
"But..."
"JUST GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY SIGHT!" Jon shouted, scaring the babies.
Eddie rushed out of the room. Jon noticed the babies crying again and tried to soothe them. "Shh...Dada's sorry for scaring you. It's okay." Once he finished feeding the twins, he rocked them to sleep then laid them in their cribs. He then headed to the bedroom, where he cried himself to sleep.