Bucky held me in his arms for a while as I tried my best to calm down. He caressed my hair giving me small kisses ever so often on my face. I felt like we were in our own private little world yet we were in a state park. I was kind of scared that a park ranger was going to walk up on us and accuse us of having public sex. I also knew that Bucky could out run anyone while carrying me. So I wanted to continue to be naughty. He made me feel so amazing that I wanted to return the pleasure that he gave me. I wanted to jerk him off. I knew that I planned to do that later at some point. I felt bold enough to do it now in the park.

"Bucky…"

"Yes Sarah."

"Can I… Umm… Will you -."

"What is it Sarah?" he breathed.

I seductively smiled. "I want to make you come." Bucky's lips parted as I reached down to caress his dick through his jeans. His breath staggered as I gripped it tighter. "Oh that feels so good," he breathed. I bit my lip looking in his eyes. He looked so fucking sexy. I wanted to know what his face looked like when he came. I gripped it a bit harder. It was so hard. I could only imagine what it would feel like inside me. Oh my God I wanted him inside me even though that scared me a bit due to his size. Bucky moaned and groaned at my touch. "Oh my God… Fuck! Shit that feels good." I loved hearing him moan. It was the sexiest sound ever.

"You can get us out of here right if someone tries to catch us?" I asked.

"Of course," he said with a sly grin. "I can run pretty fast… we won't get arrested today."

I gently giggled then reached for his button on his pants. I was having a little trouble with it. I wasn't a pro at this angle. Bucky noticed that I wasn't having much luck and reached down and quickly unbuttoned and unzipped his pants. I felt my heart pounding in my chest again as he gazed at me. I slowly pulled his draws down keeping eye contact. Damn I can't get over how big his dick is. I've only had sex with two men and Bucky was bigger than all of them. I started to wonder how much it would hurt to have sex with him. I can only imagine that it won't be that easy. It still thrilled me that one day he would make me scream his name from fucking me. I never touched his dick skin on skin before so for a few seconds I felt nervous. That quickly wore off as I reached for him and softly caressed his head. "Oh fuck," he breathed as his eyes rolled back. His skin was so smooth as my thumb went in circles feeling his pre come. I wanted to taste him so I brought my hand up to my mouth and sucked my thumb. "Sarah," he breathed. He didn't taste bitter at all. It was oddly sweet. I returned my hand back to his throbbing dick. His skin was so hot. I started running my hand back and forth and he made a louder groan.

"Oh my God. Shit Sarah. Yes… Yes."

"Is this mine?"

"Yes Baby it's yours. All of me is yours," he moaned.

I decided to spit on my hand so that my hand would slide easier on him. Once I did that he started moaning like crazy. "Oh God. Sarah oh my God... Shit." I panted and moaned as I watched him make the sexiest faces. I loved how his dick throbbed in my hand and how smooth his skin was. Bucky pulled up his shirt to his chest. I guess he was giving me more to look at. His abs contacted as I jerked on his dick. He was trying not to be too loud. "Ooh… Oh God… Fuck," he groaned. I wanted to feel his hot come all over my stomach.

"Yes Baby," I moaned.

"Oh shit."

Bucky's body tensed up.

"Sarah… Sarah… I'm gonna come… Oh my God," he groaned.

"Come for me," I moaned.

Bucky started to come. Oh my God it looked so sexy. My eyes went back and forth from looking at my stomach and bra being drenched and looking at his beautiful face. "Fuck! Oh my God," he moaned. Bucky let his body collapse at the side of me twitching every few seconds still breathing hard. Wow… he came.

"I… I made you all messy."

"Not that I mind at all."

"Don't say that. I'll have you coved all over in me later tonight."

My pussy clinched due to the thought. Damn he's so sexy.

"Promise."

Bucky chuckled.

"Definitely," he breathed. "What am I gonna do with you?"

"I can think of many things."

"I'm sure you can," he said then deeply kissed me.

I wanted to make love to him so badly when get back to his place. I didn't even care if it might hurt at first. I trusted him… he probably could just go really slow and won't hurt me with his strength.

"I want to make love to you," I breathed in between a kiss.

"I want to make love to you too."

"I… I trust you. You won't hurt me."

"Baby… I can't take that chance… ok."

"Ok."

Bucky kissed my forehead then my nose and pulled away from me. He took the end of the blanket and wiped his come off my stomach and bra. I pulled down my shirt and he wrapped his arms around me. It felt so comforting. I felt so exhausted and relaxed that I wanted to just fall asleep on the ground in his arms. I didn't care at all that we were in a public National State park. It actually was too late to care anyway since he had me moaning loud enough for anyone close to hear. Bucky gently kissed my neck then my forehead. I sighed relishing in the peace that he gave me.

"I'm going to have to kidnap you for a while," he breathed.

"I'm… I'm ok with kidnapping. As long as you kiss me all day, feed me well, and let me stream all of my favorite shows."

We both laughed.

"I probably can't kidnap you but at least I get to have you all to myself at times in Wakanda."

"Yes... there is that," I smiled. "Aaaand you probably can easily kidnap me," I said then laughed.

"True."

Bucky sat up from the ground and pulled me upright. He reached for my hair and pulled two leaves out of it.

"You're turning into Groot," he chuckled then handed me the leaves.

"I am Groot," I giggled.

Bucky chuckled then stared at my lips.

"So… did you like the way that I… tasted?" he asked.

"Yes. Very much." I felt my skin heating up.

"That shit turned me on so much. Trust me. I even imagined you tasting me last night after I left you."

"Really?"

"Yes."

Bucky had a curious expression on his face. I was curious on what he was thinking about. I know that I was picturing sucking his dick and wondering if I could swallow all of him. He splattered a lot of come on me.

"Would you let me -." He paused and bit his lip. "Can I taste you when we get to my place?"

Oh shit.

"Um… Yeah… Yes," I stuttered.

"I love it when you get flustered," he laughed. Bucky then twisted his lips as if he wanted to say something. "Hey, earlier you told me that you watch a lot of porn."

"I do… to get me by and for educational purposes."

"Education purposes?" he laughed.

"Yes. It's always good to learn new things. Especially with oral sex."

I gave him the most innocent face that I could conjure fully aware that I was being bad by putting that image in his mind.

"Sarah Wilson."

"Whaaaaat?" I playfully laughed.

"So you like teasing the White Wolf huh?"

"Me… tease… never," I said sarcastically knowing he knows that's all he's been doing to me since I met him.

"You know wolves are naturally predators and very intelligent when catching their prey." I playfully rolled my eyes at him. Bucky started growling and sniffing my body like an animal; A wolf to be more precisely. Then he gently pushed me back on the ground and pulled up my shirt over my bra. He started to sniff me from the top of my panties and sniffed up my body. His nose was tickling me and I started laughing plus he looked hilarious doing it. "Stop I'm ticklish," I said laughing. That just gave him the idea to use his fingers to tickle me. "Bucky! St- Stop Bucky." I couldn't stop laughing. There was no way that I could get up and run to escape him. My legs were too weak from coming plus if he didn't want me to get up my body wasn't going to budge no matter how hard I tried. The man that my heart just privately admitted that I loved was stronger than the average man. Shit. I even tried to hold my breath for a few seconds thinking that would help me to not be ticklish. It didn't. "Ahhh Bucky!" I yelled out. "Oh my God please stop. You're gonna make me pee on myself." Bucky stopped and hovered over my body laughing at me. I was trying to catch my breath. His expression was so happy and my eyes fixated on his dimples.

"Did you just say that for me to stop or you were really going to pee on yourself?"

"Ehhh…"

Bucky's eyebrows lifted like he was going to start again. "Noo… please don't. I give up. Waving white flag. I'll grant you three wishes. I just can't take it anymore. Do you realize how sensitive you made me a few minutes ago? I'm too frickn' sensitive now man." Bucky chuckled. "Three wishes huh?" he mused. I laughed due to his expression.

"Yes… I'm an undercover genie."

"Oh you are huh? Well I know my first wish." My heart jolted anticipating his wish. "I want you to show me one of your favorite dance movies when we get to my house. I know you must have your favorites since you've been dancing since you were a toddler."

"Oh Oh wow… Well that's easy. Ok. I have so many. One of my favorite was Dirty Dancing. It's an old movie my mom loved when she was a teen. We watched it all the time together."

"Wow that's nice. Cool… I'll get some food before we get to my place."

"Oww… a movie date?"

Bucky chuckled.

"No… just us hanging out can't be considered our first official date. It has to be something special."

"Well ok. But just being with you is special."

"Dido," he said smiling.

"Now can even be considered a date."

"True… but I would like to take you somewhere special. We can go somewhere before we go to Wakanda."

"Wow… I would love to go on a date with you Bucky Barnes… in any continent."

"Good. Because I can't wait to take my best girl out to enjoy herself."

Aww he called me best girl. Steve referred to Peggy as that.

"I still can't believe that I'm going to Wakanda with you in a few days. I'm so excited about that."

"Yeah… I can't believe it either. I promise you that you're going to really enjoy yourself. There's so much that I want to show you... and do with you."

"I can just imagine."

My mind went through all of the things that he may have meant when he said do with you. Bucky kissed the top of my head then took his index finger to lift my chin so that I would look up at him. He leaned down and kissed me. "Mmm… you are so tasty," I breathed. He deeply chucked. I was wondering if he was thinking about me sucking his come off of my thumb earlier. I loved the smirk that was on his face. He looked so sexy and adorable. I wish that it was the weekend already so that we could go to Wakanda.

"So… were you going back to Wakanda to get your things?"

"Well yes. That and to relax… decompress from everything. It's been a real crazy week."

"I understand."

"I need to be able to really relax. You know how some stars walk around Hollywood and will get bombarded with fans… and if they did it in Manhattan New York it's not that much of an issue. People will let them live their lives without crowding them."

"Yeah… I've heard some celebrities talk about that."

"Well that's how Wakanda is. I can walk around like a normal person. Here… it would be just inside the compound. Steve and Sam can't go anywhere without people taking pictures and asking for autographs… and that was before they saved the universe. It's going to get even crazier now."

"It may be a little crazier now even there because you helped saved the universe… so…."

"Maybe."

Bucky made a deep sigh. I knew all of this had to be a lot for him.

"It was even crazy when we dropped off Sam's rental car on the way down here."

"Why… what happened?"

"Nothing too much out of the ordinary than what to expect now. It was very emotional for me to watch. A lot of people were crowding around him… hugging him and crying thanking him."

"Oh wow… I can see how that was emotional for you."

"I was balling crying in the parking lot. Sam had to try to consul me."

"Oh wow."

I felt my eyes start to tear up. I didn't want to start crying again. Bucky pulled me closer to him and hugged me. It's going to take some time to not get emotional thinking about all the events that just happened.

"It might just be the same for you too here and in Wakanda."

"Yeah… it might. I mean… don't get me wrong. I appreciate any love given to me. I'm not just used to all of that attention."

"I know. Well the entire world knows that you helped save them."

Bucky gently smiled. Oh my God I'm so in love with this man. I leaned into him and gently kissed his lips. He held my head and deepened the kiss. Wow… I'm kissing a man that helped save the universe. Just tell him that you love him.

"There's this water fall that I would love to show you once we get to Wakanda."

"Oh."
"Yes it's amazing. I've never seen anything like it before. You're definitely going to want to take videos and pictures of it."

Bucky looked down at his arm. It looked like he was thinking about something.

"What is it?" I asked.

"Oh… it's just that Shuri wants to look at my arm when we get back. She also wants to make me a nano suit and make me bullet proof. She's actually doing the same for all the Avengers."

"I remember her mentioning that she wanted to upgrade everyone's suits."

"That's what she meant and to give them more weapons."

"So will yours be something like T'Challa's? Will you literally be The White Wolf?"

"Hey I don't know her design plans," he chuckled. "My favorite colors are navy blue and black."

"Oh I didn't know that."

"Pretty much everything I have is either blue or black. Hey what's your favorite colors?"

"Black, red, and grey."

"Ooh… like my red panties. You're not getting them back."

"Well you owe me lingerie then," I said playfully angry.

"I'll be happy to buy you some."

I had a vision of Bucky and myself in Victoria's Secret trying on sexy bras on for him in the dressing room. Then I thought of the kinky things that he could have done with my panties that he asked for. He never told me what he did. Did he use them to jerk off too? Not knowing was killing me.

"Saaayyyy…"

"It's still classified," Bucky playfully cut me off. "That's if you were going to ask me again what I did with them."

I started to giggle.

"You can be very difficult ya know."

"I'm not being difficult," he said innocently.

I just wanted to know. He could at least hint on to something. I'm going to have to find a way to tease him tremendously since he enjoys doing that to me. I'm not sure how successful I could be when he could just decide to tickle me to death.

Bucky stood up and helped me off the ground. I felt so weak and too relaxed from Bucky making me come. I've been up for two days straight since I never went to sleep last night. I tried to play it off when I took my first steps.

"Hey you're walking like the senior citizen here," Bucky said sounding concerned.

"Sorry old man... didn't mean to steal your shine. I'm just really tired plus when you made me come… that took a lot out of me."

"I see that you're getting more comfortable with the old jokes," he chuckled. "Say no more. I'll happily carry you to my bike."

"Oh thank you."

"No problem."

Bucky bent his knees and I leaned on him. He reached back and used his arms to lift me up a bit so that I could wrap my arms around him. We started to walk back to the trail that we were on before we got to this clearing. Once we were on the trail we saw a few people walking and taking pictures. Thank God nobody wanted to go where we were. A few tourist walked by and we said hi to each other. I waited until they were out of hearing range to comment on our little non private expo.

"I'm so glad that nobody went to where… we umm… were," I whispered,

"Well I wasn't going to get us caught Sarah. I really wasn't thinking of anybody else but you at first. It didn't even cross my mind that someone would see us. When I heard you come… it just… froze time for me. Twenty people could have walked by. All I was thinking about was kissing my girl and making her come."

"Well you definitely did that Sir."

"What did I do? Say it in my ear."

"You made me come… so hard," I breathed in his ear then gently bit it.

"Damn Sarah."

"Mmmm… I wanna know what it feels like… to have you come inside me."

I can tease the shit out of him too. Bucky took a deep breath.

"Baby… I'm going to get us some food and watch some movies with you. As much as I want to… I don't even know if I can make love to you yet without crushing you. Forget my promise to Sam. I don't want to almost kill you," he chuckled.

"Ok ok ok. I'll be good."

"Thank you. Yes be good."

"Well you did start this. I'm extremely horny Sarah now," I whispered in his ear not being good like he asked.

"Oh I'll make you come again tonight… a few times."

I just made a well ok look on my face without saying a word. Bucky couldn't see me because he was looking straight ahead. "Would you like that Ms. Wilson?" he asked. I cleared my throat. "Um Yes… Yes. I would like that very much. Mr. Barnes." Bucky chuckled at my flustered response.

I really did enjoy him carrying me. Besides my legs feeling weak as shit it made me feel like a small kid again. I even snuck a few sniffs of his hair because his shampoo smelled so good.

"I can put my bike in the bed of my truck and take you to the Avengers village."

I giggled.

"Is that's what you guys are calling it?"

"No," he laughed. "I only plan to stay there a few months because I want to buy my own home."

"Oh."

"Yeah. Pepper said that I could live there as long as I wanted. I just want my own things. Privacy too. And I'm not sure how actively I will be as an Avenger."

"Well I heard that the team could live there whether they were active or not."

"I know… I just would like more privacy… that's all."

"Ok."

"I mean… though I was in Wakanda for two years I still feel like I need a break. I've been fighting nonstop it seems for 80 years… and my mind just needs a break. Especially because I'm dealing with my PTSD. Of course if they needed me for something major I would do it."

"Sounds reasonable. Do you know where you plan to look for a house?"

"Not really. Haven't had much time to think about those things… and thanks to Pepper there's no rush."

"Yeah there's no rush."

"I'll probably just stay near New York or in New York to be near everybody."

"That would be nice."

I was thinking that it would be nice if he decided to live near here when he buys a house. Maybe he prefers something even more rugged like the Stark cabins? I'm so happy that Pepper said that I could stay in one of the houses. I'll have my own privacy while Sam helps buy me a house. I still can't get over that he's buying me one. I would definitely get him a house if I was left a million dollars. I absolutely hate my current job and would love to take a break for a while and do something that I want to do. And living closer to this fine as hell man wouldn't be so bad either. Bucky made a deep sigh as if he was stressed about something.

"What's wrong?" I asked.

"Oh I was just thinking that I may have to order a bed. I wasn't really planning on it."

"Oh… you didn't want one?"

"No… I'm just used to sleeping on hard surfaces now… like the floor."

"Oh. Even in Wakanda?"

"Yes."

I was wondering why he preferred sleeping on hard surfaces. I'll ask him why later. It may have a dark reason to it as a part of his PTSD. I heard that some people do that because they feel like that don't need or deserve comfort. That's heartbreaking if that's the reason why he does it.

"Did you sleep on the floor last night?"

"Yes, I actually did."

"Oh."

"I'm going to get one though. Especially because my girlfriend will spend the night with me sometime in the near future. I want you to be as comfortable as possible."

"Oh your girlfriend huh?" I teased.

. "You did agree to be mine. So there's no confusion… meaning my lady, my girl, exclusively mine. My Shortie. Whatever you guys are calling it now," he laughed.

"Yes, Bucky. I agreed to be yours."

"Good," he breathed.

Hearing him say 'good' sent a large chill throughout my entire body and I slightly gasped.

"Are you ok?" he asked.

"Yes… Umm… I was just excited to hear you comment good about me… being yours. I kinda felt a chill throughout my body."

"Wow… you did?" he said pleasantly surprised.

"Yes Mr. Barnes."

"That's wow. You affect me the same way ya know."

"What do you mean?"

"Just how you make me feel and the chills and… Umm sexual sensations I get when I'm around you. I've never been like this with anyone."

I kissed his ear.

"I never felt this way for anyone either."

"Well I guess it's good that you agreed to be mine," he chuckled.

"I guess I made a good choice… I don't know?" I joked.

"She has jokes," Bucky laughed.

I put my mouth closer to his ear.

"I know that I made the right choice Bucky Barnes. You make me happy," I breathed. I felt his body shiver for a second.

"You make me happy too."

We past a few people on the path back to his bike. All of them spoke to us and gave us smiles. I guess because Bucky was being so chivalrous carrying me… or maybe we just looked that happy? One person did a double take when he looked at us. He was a light skinned black man dressed in red and black with a camera around his neck. The way he looked at Bucky was like he recognized him.

"Hey… aren't you an Avenger?"

"Yes, I'm Bucky Barnes."

"Wow I can't believe it. Oh my God. Thank you so much. You guys are amazing," he said as his eyes teared up.

"Why thank you."

The man shook Bucky's hand with a wide smile on his face. It was the first time that I saw someone react to him like that in person. It was probably new for Bucky as well since he's only really been at the cabin since he was in Wakanda. I paid attention to Bucky's body language to make sure that he was ok. He seemed fine yet a bit nervous due to the attention. I was used to people gathering around Nat when I hung around her. Steve also has the same type of attention. I got to see that even more when he took over the brotherly role for me. Hulk and Thor enjoy the attention more than any of them.

The man went on and on thanking Bucky and how much he appreciated everything that the Avengers have done. Hopefully this will help Bucky know how the world sees him as a hero and lessen the guilt that he has. It wasn't his fault that he was brainwashed. I really want him to realize how much so many people love and appreciate him.

"I feel so honored to meet you Sergeant Barnes. Who is this lovely lady with you?"

"This is my girl Sarah," Bucky said proudly.

"Nice to meet you," I said as I extended my hand to shake his.

"Oh my God… nice to meet you both. Hey, do you mind if I get a selfie?"

Bucky turned to look at me to see it if it was ok for me. I shook my head yes. I was surprised that he was ok with it since this type of attention was new for him.

"Sure," Bucky said.

"My wife is gonna flip."

"What's your name by the way?" Bucky asked.

"Eric Johnson."

"Nice to meet you Eric Johnson."

Eric took a few selfies. We even did a few silly ones too. I had a flash of an image of these pictures winding up on TV or social media. So many pictures of my brother and the other Avengers were a part of basic media for the world. I was even in a few of them when I hung with my brother, Steve, and Nat. They never minded because it was a part of being famous and Avengers.

"I just have to say it's refreshing to see people that don't care about race," Eric said. "You guys are so cute together. My wife is Japanese. We have two kids a boy and a girl."

"Wow congratulations. I wish you guys the best," Bucky said.

"How long have you been married? I asked.

"Ten years. My son was affected in The Blip. I… I'm just so grateful for you guys," he said with his voice breaking.

My eyes started to instantly tear. I slid off of Bucky's back and walked over to Eric to give him a hug.

"I lost my brother in The Blip too. Falcon of the Avengers. I'm just so glad that everyone is back."

"Thank you," he cried. "Wow… you're Falcon's sister. Your brother is a hero too."

"Thank you. All of the Avengers are like family to me."

"I'm sorry for your loss with Tony and Black Widow."

Oh God how was I not going to break out in a sob now. Keep it together Sarah.

"Thank you. It's hard," I sighed. "But they gave their lives so that we could live ours and I will be forever grateful for their sacrifice. Tony definitely didn't want us moping around."

Eric looked at Bucky and then back at myself. "You take good care of her Sergeant Barnes. Before I even said hi to you guys I noticed how happy you two looked. If you find someone special you hold on to them." Bucky hugged my side and kissed the top of my head. "I will. I definitely found someone special and I never intend on letting her go." My heart felt like it was going to jump out of my chest and the temporary strength that I had in my legs to get down and hug Eric was slowly leaving my body. Bucky said the word never… Like I'm going to be Sarah Barnes one day. Which I would certainly love to be in the future. Fuck I am so in love with him… even more after hearing him say that.

We said goodbye to the nice gentlemen and Bucky put me back on his back to carry me to his bike. I kept on running the sentence over in over in my head with Bucky saying that he never intended to let me go. Once we got to his bike he gently put me down.

"I told you that you were a hero Bucky and that many love you and appreciate you." He ran his fingers through his hair. I'm not sure if that one was from nervousness or not. "Bucky… people only want to show their appreciation for heroes and Avengers for what they do. You are literally a living hero in their eyes. Of course there were comic books that showed fictional heroes saving the world. Now we have real ones… and Baby… you are one of them."

"Thank you," Bucky quietly breathed then gently smiled.

"I don't mind sharing one of my favorite heroes with the world. People love you Sergeant Barnes."

"I'm one of your favorite heroes?"

"Of course you are," I said as I stood on my toes and kissed his lips.

"I'm seriously not used to that attention. I haven't been around anybody other than the Avengers and Wakandians since I've been back in America."

"I know. I just wanted to make sure that you were comfortable with it all. You know some post their pics on line."

"It was new. I was ok with it."

"Ok… I just didn't want anything to be weird for you."

"I've seen many of Steve's media pics with his fans when I was in Wakanda. So I know it comes with the territory. I'm not gonna freak out if my pic is on social media. Even though I lived in a hut by the lake I did have a cell phone," he laughed.

"Oh ok," I chuckled. "You know I've seen a lot of that when Steve and Nat hung out with me. The same with my brother. After a while I just got used to it. Saaayy… that man knows that I'm your girlfriend before Sam does. The world may know in a few hours."

"I guess we better tell Sam soon then huh?" he laughed.

"I guess so."

My brother is going to freak out or be too extra about this. He can't dictate who I can date or even who I can fall in love with. I love Bucky and nothing is going to stop me from being with him. Sam told me to only look at him as a friend and nothing more. It's way too late for that. The first second that I saw him in person… it did something to me. I reached up and gave Bucky a hug and he kissed the top of my head. "I have no issue with the world seeing that I'm happy with you," he breathed. Bucky started tracing my bottom lip with his finger. I love when he does that. "I'm happy with you too." Bucky leaned down and softly kissed my lips. Then he gently bit my bottom lip which always drives me crazy. Shit I love this man.

"Bucky," I breathed.

"Yes."

I changed my mind to tell him that I loved him. I didn't want him to say it back just as a knee jerk reaction even though I strongly feel the affection that he has for me. Plus he said that he never wanted to let me go. "I want to… I want to kiss you." Oh my God I'm such a coward. Just let the man know that you fell in love with him. Bucky lifted me up in his arms and I wrapped my legs around his waist. Simply kissing him gave me more pleasure than having sex with my ex Michael. I can't believe how intoxicating he is to me. Eric surly called it in seeing how happy we were together. Bucky grabbed my ass a little bit tighter and I moaned in his mouth. "Bucky, Oh…" I tilted my head back and immediately his mouth was all over my neck kissing, sucking, and gently biting me. After a while Bucky let my body slide down to stand me on the ground. I felt his hard dick pressed up against me as I slowly traveled down his amazing body. "You ready to go?" he asked. I bit the bottom of my lip and pulled on his shirt to come back down and kiss me. "I guess you're not," he breathed in my mouth.

Bucky kissed me deeply as my mind spun about the feelings that I had for him. I so wanted to tell him that I loved him. I was so afraid to say it out loud. All of this felt like a dream to me anyway. I've known about him for years yet only met him in person yesterday. I've heard of people falling in love quickly and it actually works out. Just the same as people who date for years and their relationship goes to shit. My cousin Amber met her future husband and was married only four weeks after meeting. They have been happily married for almost 10 years now. She told me that she knew that he was going to be her husband by the second day that she knew him. He told me that he knew that she was going to be his wife from the first day that they met. They got engaged then married after a few weeks of dating. Fairytale love has to be rare. They are the only couple that I personally know that really fell in love that quick and lasted. I've seen a few movies and TV shows where the couple gets married after knowing each other for a few days. I just got finished watching The Umbrella Academy and Luther got married within a week. My life seems fictional just due to my personal relationships with superheroes. One of my best friends is a blonde haired alien from a planet called Asgard. Banner is bullet proof when he's The Hulk, and Wanda is a frickn' witch. Would it be so farfetched for my mind to think that it would be possible to have a romance novel level relationship with a strikingly gorgeous tall muscular long hair man with steel blue eyes… that just so happens to be 106 years old that looks like he's in his early 30s?

Bucky groaned in my ear and I lost concentration of my rambling thoughts. If he doesn't finger me or eat me out tonight I will explode. "Bucky, I moaned. I'm glad that my mind can multi task while making out. I really want him to do whatever he feels he needs to do to practice so that he's not afraid of hurting me. He was able to come without griping at my body. I'm pretty- Oh my God he feels so good. I'm pretty sure that… shit oh my God. Whew I'm sure that T'Challa has no issues with this. Maybe Bucky should ask him for some advice. They are really strong yet for different reasons. I think that Bucky may be stronger because Steve told me that he beat him in a fight when he was The Winter Soldier. So maybe T'Challa won't be able to give him advice because he's not as strong as Bucky. I doubt that Steve had sex because he hasn't really dated anyone and doesn't want to. I just have to be patient with Bucky so we can learn how to do this safely.

"You taste so fucking good," he breathed.

"You do too."

Shit I want to make love to him tonight more than anything. I just have to be patient… so patient. Oh my God he just bit my neck. "Ohh Bucky." Is he trying to make me come in public again? Why is his fingers moving closer to my- Oh my God. Shit.

"Bucky," I moaned.

"I bet that pussy is soaked right now," he said in my ear.

"Mmm… yes."

This is absolute torture for me. Bucky is so terrified of hurting me or accidently killing me. Why… why did I have to fall in love with a Super Soldier?

"I want you," I breathed.

"I am yours."

I'm pretty sure that he wasn't talking about fucking like I was. Well whatever. All of a sudden I had an epiphany. What if I rode him? We wouldn't have to worry about him being too hard fucking me. Why didn't I think of this earlier?"

"Bucky," I breathed.

"Yes."

"What if I… what if I did all of the work?" I asked with a smile.

"All the work. What do you mean?" he asked a bit confused.

"I want to make love to you. What If I just rode you?"

"Sarah… you don't think that I wouldn't naturally grab your hips or thrust up harder. It still wouldn't be that safe. I have to deal with muscle memory which I know may be hard for you to grasp. Well not really because you are a dancer. You think that I can just be careful and take my time. I'm a man. I've fucked women. My mind and body will think it's the same as before and move the same. Yet I am 100xs stronger than the last time that I had sex. I do not want to hurt you… at all. So please be patient with me. It would destroy me if I accidently hurt you or worse. I'm so tortured from other things… having that type of stress on me now…"

"I understand," I said with my voice breaking.

I hugged him tighter realizing just how stressful everything was for him. I didn't want to cause him more stress by bringing up sex when he told me that he wasn't ready and the reasons that he was scared. Bucky held me tighter then started rubbing my back. He kissed the top of my head and I looked up at him.

"I'm sorry."

"Hey… it's ok," he breathed.

"I didn't mean to…"

"Baby… its ok. Trust me I want to make love to you more than anything."

Bucky leaned down and kissed me shoving his tongue in my mouth. I quietly moaned. He pulled away from me and gazed into my eyes gently caressing my face. "I know that it will be something that we could do someday," he said then gently smiled. "I appreciate your team spirit though." I chuckled under my breath.

"I just want you so much."

"I want you too Sarah."

Bucky smiled harder making his cute dimples show. I felt like I was briefly stunned looking up at him. He looked so beautiful to me with the sky behind him. I wanted to remember this image forever. I love you wasat the tip of my tongue like it has been all day. Every fiber in my body wanted to express my love for him. What was I so damn scared of? I love you James Bucky Barnes. I just need to have the guts to say it out loud. It's just a few words. Just say it.

"Wow," I breathed. That what was supposed to stay an inner thoughts.

"What?" he asked smiling.

"Oh… Umm… You're just so… You're just so beautiful to me."

Bucky's eyes quickly glanced all over my face. "Oh my God Sarah," he said softly then kissed me. "You're all I ever wanted," he breathed in my mouth then continued to deeply kiss me. He ran his fingers through my hair and gripped it. I started biting his lips then gently bit his neck. He made the softest moan. It made me wish that we were alone at his house so that I could lick and kiss all over his chiseled naked body. Oh my God his skin taste so good to me.

"You seem like you're hungry," he breathed.

"I am. Well I am really. I didn't eat much today."

"Well you can't eat me I'm not edible."

"You sure about that? I'm sure there are some things that I could swallow."

"Wow… you already have."

"I know… I can't wait to taste more."

"Okayyy. Let's get you to my house before we get arrested for indecent exposure."

"Ok," I said laughing.

Bucky smirked his lips.

"Hey… miss biter. We can get our things from the cabin and get some food. Then you can show me some moves from Dirty Dancing right? Is this a kinky movie?"

"Noooo. Well not really really. The dancing was considered… too sexy. Nothing compared to how some dances are now. It's basically… well it's like this."

I pressed my body close to his and placed his hands on my hips and gyrated a few times making sure his dick felt the pressure of my body.

"It's basically grinding or almost grinding with a space between you while dancing and caressing."

"I like the movie already."

I laughed.

"It's mostly a love story about this girl who's on vacation with her family and falls in love with one of the resorts dancers."

"Sounds interesting," he mused.

"It's a cute sweet love story. Some drama here and there. I just love love stories."

"I do too," he breathed in the sexiest tone.
I felt another chill go throughout my body. I just looked up at Bucky for a moment speechless. Just say it Sarah. Parrots are even capable of talking. Life is short. Just say it. Sarah Wilson just open your mouth… and say it. "Bucky..."