I wanted to tell Bucky that I was in love with him so badly at the park. I just didn't have the guts to say it. Why was I scared to say it? I felt like kicking myself the entire ride back to the cabin to get our things. At least I got to see Bucky pick up a heavy ass motorcycle as if it were a kitten and put it on the bed of his truck. Everyone that spent the night at Pepper's cabins were already at the Avengers new compound even everyone from Wakanda. I was happy that Morgan and Pepper's parents were there. Morgan ran up to me and hugged me. It took everything of me to not to break down and cry as I held her.

"I missed you Sarah."

"I missed you too."

"I still remember the last dance routine that you taught me."

"Oh really that's great. I would love to see it."

"Ok."

Pepper had a big smile on her face as she watched Morgan look for her song. She started dancing right away once it was on. Morgan looked so cute dancing. I joined in with her after a while. We had so much fun dancing. Bucky even danced with her for a while. He is really good with kids. It wasn't hard for me to imagine him playing with the kids in Wakanda. Then I started daydreaming about Bucky playing with kids that looked like us. Wow… I'm still trying to get over the fact that he asked me to be his girlfriend. I know that I'm being very optimistic about daydreaming of kids that look like us. I'm allowed to dream right. It was nice talking with Pepper and her family. I'm glad that she will have her parents with her this week. I haven't seen her break down and cry yet since I got to New York. I'm pretty sure that she did earlier this week.

Morgan tugged on my shirt and wanted me to bend down so that she could tell me something. I bent down to her level.

"Is Bucky your boyfriend?" she whispered.

"Yes he is," I whispered back to her.

"Good... I like him."

I gently giggled and looked up at Pepper. She smiled back at me like she knew that she was going to ask me that. I'm going to have to tell Sam that were dating later tonight. I wish that I could take a few days yet I'm pretty sure that the picture that guy took of us would get around quickly. He did identify us as a happy couple. I'm pretty sure that rumors will fly. Most pictures that fans take of the team spreads like wild fire. It's crazy to think that it was rumored that I was dating Rhodes just because we were out together. He's almost old enough to be my father. Bucky helped saved the universe and is no longer brain washed by Hydra. Social media may just flip out. I guess I'm prepared for that. I'm more prepared for that then telling Sam that Bucky and I are now dating when he didn't want us to. Oh well… he has to realize that we are good for each other and that I'm not afraid to be in a relationship with someone that PTSD. It just so happens that that person is 100xs stronger than the average person. Sam's a VA counselor so he should be more understanding. Or maybe he's seen all of the issues with the people he councils and is just scared for me to go through anything. I just wish that he would be more optimistic about this. I'm in love with him… do I'm willing to deal with dark times if they occur.

I forgot that I was hungry while we were there. Bucky mentioned that he was going to get some food from somewhere and asked Pepper for any suggestions she told us about one of her favorite restaurants that she orders from frequently. My stomach started to growl quietly while she was explaining her favorite dishes from there. Pepper said that it was close to the Avengers compound and that she would cover our bill. It was nice of her to pay for our dinner. The food should be ready for us to pick up by the time that we get there.

Bucky and I took a few pictures and hugged everyone before we left. The sun was going down when we walked to Bucky's truck. He had already put all of our luggage in it a few hours ago. I took a picture of the top of the trees because the sun set looked so pretty. I asked Bucky to stand still so that I could take a picture of him with the trees and sunset in the background. The picture came out really nice. I'm going to have this one printed and framed. Then he took a picture of us by extending his arm out. His was way longer than mine anyway. He turned and kissed me and took a picture of us kissing. I may just use that for my background on my laptop.

Bucky and I walked to his truck and he opened my door for me. He lifted me to get inside and it took me off guard at first. I could have used the foot step to get in but he just lifted me to the seat as If I only weighed one pound. Wow… this really feels like a dream that I'm dating him now. I'm dating Sergeant Barnes. It may feel like a nightmare once Sam finds got in the truck and turned it on. I glanced over the dash board and was impressed due to how modern it looked. I wondered what extra modifications it had since Shuri had something to do with it.

"It's so nice in here. I feel like I'm in a jet."

"Thanks. Shuri is proud of it."

"Again, not an old man's truck."

Bucky chuckled and drove off.

"I've never driven anything this big before. Was it an adjustment for you?"

"No not really."

"It looks fun to drive."

"Do you wanna drive it to the restaurant?"

"I would love to but I'm too sleepy for that."

"Are you sure that you're up for watching a movie if you are that tired?"

"Yeah," I said a bit high pitched giving away that I was too tired.

He gave a slight smirk as if he didn't believe that I wouldn't fall asleep during the movie.

"You know you can take a nap on my sofa after we eat then watch movies," he suggested.

"Well that sounds good too."

Bucky took my hand to hold it and slightly squeezed it. Then he brought it up to his lips and kissed the back of it. He was so romantic in just the simple gestures that he did. I kept on thinking of Bucky asking me if he could taste me later. I would absolutely die if he ate me out. I noticed how wet I was just thinking about it. Just the thought of him doing that to me was driving my senses crazy. I had to calm down and think of something else. I looked at the dash board to distract myself. I was thinking about trading my Jeep Cherokee in soon but nothing new could ever compare to this. T'Challa is very generous. He gave Bucky a truck and a motorcycle. If I had money like that I would make sure that all of my friends and family were comfortable too.

"My sofa is really comfortable."

"Huh?" I said being brought back from my thoughts.

"For you to rest on… my sofa. I was saying that it's comfortable."

"Oh… yeah thanks. I really feel like I need to rest."

If I didn't feel so tired I would ask Bucky if I could drive to the restaurant. Bucky squeezed my hand and I gently smiled at him. I loved his gestures. I want to remember this day forever. I'm definitely saving the flower that he gave me. And he's so good with kids. Morgan was having so much fun dancing with him. I'm so glad that I have it on video.

"You know Morgan really had fun with you today. You're…. really good with kids."

"Thanks. Yeah she's a fun kid. Steve and I had a ball playing with her before you and Sam came up."

"I remember you saying that you played with the kids in Wakanda a lot."

"Yes… and I miss them. They are probably all big as hell now since five years past since I've seen them. Well most. I was told that a few blipped."

"Yeah… It's crazy to even wrap your head around it. Some blipped older siblings coming back looking younger than their younger siblings. I saw a story on the news where one two year old twin blipped… now the twins look 5 years apart."

"Wow."

I extended my hand in Bucky's direction. He placed his hand into mine and I brought it up to his face and kissed the back of it. He gently smiled at me. I started to notice just how hungry I was because I felt a cramp then my stomach growled. I was ready to eat a big dinner and just go to sleep for a few hours in Bucky's arms. The few hours that I slept in Bucky's arms near the lake was one of the best feelings that I've experienced. I still want to pinch myself because all of this feels like a realistic dream to me. Bucky and I talked about our favorite foods which was making me even hungrier. My stomach growled yet it was too low for him to hear since the radio was on. I was making a mental note of everything that he loved so that I would cook for him while I'm here. I wish that I was able to take off longer than a few weeks. I can only stay in Wakanda for one week because dreadfully I'll have to go back to work. Uggg… I hate my job. I might just ask Pepper if there are any job openings in Stark industries or Happy's company. Bucky seems confident that Pepper would give me a job. Plus I would be closer to my brother and the rest of the Avengers. I can't rack my mind about this now.

It didn't take that long for us to get to the restaurant. I was anticipating a full stomach, a few orgasms, and a deep sleep. Hopefully that wasn't too much. Bucky pulled up into a parking space close to the entrance. He placed the truck in park and leaned over towards me and kissed my cheek.

"I'll be right back ok."

"Ok."

He went to open his door. I wanted to kiss him so I stopped him. "Wait… you forgot something."

He turned to me with a slightly confused look on his face. I motioned my index finger for him to come closer to me. Bucky automatically smiled and leaned over in my direction.

"What did I forget," he asked.

"This," I said as I ran my fingers through his hair and deeply kissed him.

"Mmm... be careful. You have no idea of how you affect me."

I pulled away from him to look at his face. His nose flared and he took my hand and placed it on his dick. It was rock hard. Wow. My bad.

"Ooh sorry."

"See now I have to wait a while to go in."

I giggled.

"I'm so sorry. I didn't even think of that."

"Women are so lucky. They can be horny as hell and no one will know. Men… we have no way to hide it really."

"Well I'll know next time," I said with a grin.

"You just like being bad."

"Maybe."

Bucky made a deep sigh and closed the door since it was getting cold. He stayed in the truck with me for a few minutes to wait for his dick to get soft again. Now I'm going to be hungrier because I had to kiss him like that. He leaned his head back on his chair and closed his eyes.

"Is there some special technique you have to… fix that?"

"Yes... concentration. Shhh," he said laughing.

"Ok ok. I'll be quiet. "

I didn't say anything to him as he sat there with his eyes closed. I was wondering what he was thinking of to make his dick go down. After a minute he took another deep breath and opened his eyes.

"Now keep those lips off me for now," he said jokingly.

"Ok ok I'll behave."

"Thank you. You can be bad all you want once we're at my place."

"I plan to."

"Wow… ok I can see how that was my fault. I need another minute now."

"Oh my God Bucky," I said laughing. "You know I can go get the food."

"No no that's ok," he said laughing.

Oh my God I'm going to starve if this man's dick doesn't go down.

This whole moment was so funny to me. I started to laugh along with him. Tears started to form in my eyes. I will definitely write about this in my diary.

"Whooo ok I'm fine now," he said as he wiped a tear from laughter out of his eye.

"Are you sure?"

"Yes."

I decided not to even look at his dick to check just in case that would make him horny again. I didn't want to take any more chances. I'm hungry.

"I'll be back," he said.

"You know it may not be as fast as you think if they recognize you. Sam has people coming up to him all the time because he's The Falcon. Before we came here and he had to drop off his rental car… everyone in there was talking to him and hugging him thanking him for helping save the world. It might be quicker if I just go."

"That's ok Baby. I have to get used to it sometime. I won't be long."

"Ok,"

It took Bucky around twelve minutes to come back. It wasn't that long so maybe people didn't stop him. He looked so good to me walking back to the truck. Damn after he eat his food he needs to eat me. A chill went through my body as I imagined the erotic thought. He reached the truck and opened up his back door to put the food in. It only took a few seconds to smell it and it smelled so good. He opened his door and got inside.

"So how was it… did people recognize you?"

"Yes. I took a few pictures with people and a lot were thanking me. I'm surprised that I was able to get out in the time that I did."

"Well… my hero is loved by many."

Bucky gently smiled at me. My attention was taken away from his face because I noticed flashes in my peripheral vision. We both looked out the windshield and noticed people inside the restaurant standing at the window. All of them had their phones out taking pictures and probably video. I know how excited people get when they meet and see the Avengers. I just want Bucky to have some time to be at peace since he just got back here. But he said that he has to get used to it. I know it's never going to die down completely. It's not like he just saved a cat out of a tree. "Wow," I said quietly. Bucky waved hi and they all waved back to him. He gently chucked and put his truck in reverse to back out of the parking space. "People love you Bucky." I love you too. I just don't have the guts to tell you that now. "As I told you before… you are a hero." He gently smiled and drove to the exit of the parking lot. There were a few cars going by so he couldn't drive yet. I placed my hand on his thigh and said I love you in my head. He turned to look at me and deeply kissed me. "Oh my God… you don't know how much you affect me," I breathed. Bucky bit my bottom lip and ran his fingers through my hair and kissed my neck. A horn beeped and startled me. There was a car behind us waiting to exit and it was clear for Bucky to go. "Oops," I said then giggled. Bucky drove off on to the street.

"You just can't keep your hands off of me can ya?" Bucky playfully said.

"What?" I said laughing.

Bucky put his hand on my upper thigh and slid it up. My pussy clinched and I quietly gasped.

"I'm just checking on my order for my dessert later."

"Oh… it's ready," I said with my voice trembling. Oh my God I can't wait until he eats me out.

"I'm sure it is."

I lost my train of thought looking into his eyes. That seems to happen a lot. I was just so happy that I was going to spend the rest of the day with him. Bucky stopped at a red light and squeezed my thigh.

"What are you thinking about?" he asked.

"You."

"What about me?"

How was I going to answer that… What was I going to say? That I'm deeply in love with him and only known him in person for a little over twenty four hours.

"Well… everything about you. How you make me feel."

"Oh… and how do I make you feel?"

Bucky turned down the radio. I gently smiled though I was very nervous in explaining my feelings for him.

"Well… you just make me happy."

"You make me happy too."

The car behind us beeped their horn because the light changed to green. I giggled thinking of how many times this is going to happen on our way back to his house. Bucky drove off with a smirk on his face.

"Dude you need to pay attention to traffic more," I said playfully.

"Well that's kind of hard to do when all I want to do is pay attention to you."

"Well you're going to have to. I'm not a Super Soldier… I will get hurt if we crashed. You won't."

"Ok ok. I'll get us home in one piece."

A shiver went down my spine from hearing him say get us home… as if it was ours and just not his. My stomach started to growl again. This time he heard it because the music was lower.

"Aww Baby… you're hungry. You can eat in my truck."

"Oh that's ok. I can wait until we get to your place."

"Well it won't be long. Hang in their kid."

"Kid?" I said then laughed.

"Yeah kid," he said laughing. I'm a senior citizen remember."

"Well that is true."

I inhaled because the food smelled so good. It wasn't helping how my stomach felt because it was making me feel hungrier.

"Wow that sure smells good," I said.

"Yes it does. Hey why didn't you eat more during breakfast?"

"Oh... I wasn't sure if I would get sick on your bike. I was nervous so I decided not to eat much."

"Oh… So did the bike ride scare you?"

"At first it did. Then I just got used to the feeling."

"I noticed that you were squeezing me tighter every time I made a turn."

"Well I didn't want to fall off," I laughed.

"You were not going to fall of my bike Sarah."

"I'm sure it happened to someone… somewhere?" I laughed.

Bucky just smirked and shook his head back and forth. Of course he doesn't have fear of falling off a bike. That would feel like nothing to him.

"I am probably one of the best ridders alive… with the exception of Steve."

"Oh really?" I teased.

"Yes really," he smiled.

"Ok."

"Well I'm glad that you got used to ridding my…. bike."

Oh the pause. Why I he teasing me now.

"Oh… I got used to it alright."

Bucky chuckled.

Once we drove on to the Avenger's property everything started coming together on what people were explaining to me. There was a security gate similar to the one at the destroyed compound. When Sam became an Avenger he told me that deliveries were handled differently due to security. Even groceries were handled by a private company ran by Happy Hogan. Once we passed the gate Bucky told me that a few engineers from Wakanda were going to make a force field covering the entire property this week. I didn't have that many questions because Steve told me years ago how there was a force field dome protecting Wakanda.

"It's going to be similar to Star Trek," Bucky added.

"Oh you've seen Star Trek?"

He chuckled.

"Yeah and all of the Star Wars movies too."

"Oh… ok."

"Hey you know I've seen a lot of movies in Wakanda. T'Challa and Shuri love action and science fiction movies. So I've seen all the really popular ones like Transformers, Back to the Future, The Matrix-"

"Oh my God. The Matrix is one of my favorite movies."

"Yes they were good."

"I named one of my old cars Trinity."

"Really you did," he laughed.

"Yeah. It was black like her trench coat… so it was a fitting name," I said smiling.

"That's so cute."

"What other movies did they show you?"

"Umm… All the Superman movies. A lot of James Bond movies. All the John Wick movies. I saw a few dramas like The Note Book and Benjamin Button. Shuri thought that was a good movie for me to see due to him aging backwards. Oh the Titanic was great."

"Oh yeah… wasn't that around your era?"

Bucky laughed.

"Close. The real ship sunk in 1912. I was born four years later."

"Wow… you are really robbing the cradle Barnes."

"Ahhh and the old jokes start again," he laughed.

"That's one of my favorite movies too. I'm so mad that Jack died. Plus that door looked like it was big enough for the both of them."

"Shuri says the same thing too," he said laughing.

Bucky drove past the main building that was still under construction. It looked similar to the first one.

I'm pretty sure that the Stark's were only thinking of growing and not starting all over when they bought this land.

"Wow its nice here," I mused looking out the window.

"Yes it is. The houses are down there after this turn."

I don't know why I started getting nervous thinking about being alone in a house with Bucky. Maybe because I was super horny and he made that comment at the park about eating me out. It's odd that he was nervous about last night and zoomed out of the room fearing he would lose self-control and now wants to eat me out. I mean did he gain that much self-control in a few hours? He was able to grind against my body at the park without hurting me… so maybe he has. Oh shit. I was starting to think that my feeling of nervousness was more of excitement. Both really.

Bucky drove by a few houses then drove his truck up into a drive way. The houses seemed similar and only a few differences between them with color and design. All of them had front porches.

"This is me for now."

"I like it."

Bucky turned off his truck then walked across to my side. I reached behind the seat and got the bag of food. I opened my door myself and Bucky had his hand out to help me step down. This truck was definitely designed for taller people.

"Oh thank you."

"You're welcome."

Bucky reached behind the seat and grabbed our bags. I took a glance around the street to check out the houses. I didn't know if my brother's house was two doors up the street or two doors down.

"Which one is Sam's house?"

"Oh down there," Bucky motioned with his head since his hands were full with our luggage. We walked to his door and he sat the bags down to open the locks. Once he got it opened I followed behind him. It was very nice. It needed some pictures on the wall and maybe an accent wall.

"It's really nice."

"Thanks. It's a big transition for me. As you know I liked staying in my hut more than the castle."

"Well It's beautiful. I can probably find you some things that will remind you of the lake in Wakanda."

"Wow that would be nice."

"Wakanda is probably the best place to shop for your temporary home."
"This is true," he chuckled.

"I looove to decorate by the way."

"Oh… well you can just show me all the ideas that you have. I'll be your blank canvas."

Bucky looked down at my hand and took the bag of food from me.

"I'll put this up."

"Ok."

I watched Bucky walk down the house into the kitchen. Wow I didn't realize how much I would enjoy just watching him in his new home. Bucky took off his jacket and hung it in the closet. I walked over towards him and took off my jacket and he hung it for me.

"Do you want to take a quick shower with me? I'm sure that blanket left some of me on your stomach."

"Oh… Ahhh," I said a bit baffled. I was slightly taken off guard.

"It's just a shower... with a 106 year old man that has a hard time of keeping his hands off you."

"Well you make it sound creepy," I laughed. "Say… it's just a shower with your new boyfriend that loves making you feel good."

"I like that too," Bucky laughed.

"And… I've never seen you fully naked."

"You saw most of me."

I bit my fist playfully. "Yes… those calves and feet though." Bucky laughed.

"Oh my God you're funny. Yes, you finally get to check out my legs and feet."

"Cool."

I felt my stomach growl again. I knew this shower wasn't going to be as quick as he thought. The both of us totally naked and wet. No this wasn't going to be a quick shower at all.

"Umm… I'm kinda starving."

"Oh we can eat first then. I'm a bit hungry too. I eat a lot," he chuckled.

"Well you definitely will have a large choice of food to eat tomorrow. I'll probably start cooking around 8 a.m. to help Sam. I may have to go to bed earlier tonight so I won't fall on my face. I've been up for longer than 24 hours."

"Ok. I won't keep you up late. Damn I'm sorry you didn't get any sleep. I would have tried my best to help you."

"I know."

"You should have got me."

"Well… I have you now."

Bucky smiled and leaned down and kissed my forehead. I followed behind him and placed my pocket book on one of his dining room chairs. My eyes widen a bit when I saw his kitchen. It was really beautiful and modern. Stainless steel appliances, six burners in his stove, and marble counter tops with a large marble island. He even had a smart fridge with panel on it for ordering food. It reminded me of my dream kitchen. I automatically pictured myself in here cooking for him when I visit. Bucky washed his hands. I washed mine after him and he handed me a paper towel.

"Thanks."

"You're welcome. I do have popcorn for the movies."

"Ok cool."

Bucky turned on some music and started to put our food on plates to warm up. It was a really old song. I heard it before but didn't know who it was. I took a stool and sat at the marble island and watched him go in the fridge to take out some juice.

"This is nice. It sounds familiar… who is this?" I asked.

"Oh it's Ella Fitzgerald and Louis Armstrong."

"Oh… Ok my great grandparents loved them."

"Ahh… I can play something current if you want."

"Oh no that's fine."

"White grape juice ok?"

"Sure, I love that."

Bucky took a seat next to me when our food was ready to eat. He shared some of his food so that I could taste it and I did the same for him. While talking to him I kept on imagining myself cooking dinner for him and how he would love my cooking. I love cooking so much and it would make me even happier if I got to cook for him a lot. Both my Grandmother and Aunt taught me how to cook really well. I figured that I could visit him on the weekends or he could come down to Maryland to see me. This wasn't really going to be a long distance relationship because we lived only three hours away. Still I felt the pain in not being able to see him every day once we got back from Wakanda. So in a way it would feel like a long distance relationship to me. I wanted him so much that I didn't want to go days without being with him. It's so crazy how fast my heart got emotionally attached to him. It was like I was missing him before I had to miss him.

I wanted to save some of my food for later if I got hungry. Plus I didn't want to feel too full just in case we got into some strenuous activities I only ate about half of my food while Bucky ate everything. I guess he was right about having a big appetite. He asked me if I was done and I said yes. Then he put my food in Tupperware and put it in the refrigerator. Bucky rubbed his stomach looking satisfied.

"That was good," he said. "I'll have to order from them again."

"It was. You know I can't wait until you try some of my food tomorrow at the cook out."
"So I have a little chef in my presence?"

"Yes… yes you do," I laughed.

"Well I can't wait. I'm sure everything is going to be amazing. Steve told me that you could really cook."

"Oh he did?"

"As much as he talked about you… yes," he chuckled.

Thanks for looking out for me Rogers.

"Steve loved when he came to your house for parties and dinner. Even said that you would do well if you ever decided to have a restaurant."

"Well I do love cooking. It's one of my passions besides dancing and singing."

"Well… you should follow your passions. You're very talented."

"Thankyou. I kinda tried with my dance studio… but you know what happened with that."

"I'm sure you'll have another one one day," he said with a big smile.

"Maybe one day." I definitely know that I hate my current job now yet it pays the bills.

I stood up from the stool and Bucky swept me in his arms and spun me around once. I squealed out of excitement for being spun then laughed. He started to sway my body and we danced to the music. It was Nat King Cole Unforgettable. I knew this song by heart. I would sing along with my grandfather. Plus my mother and I used to sing it. Bucky shocked me when he started to sing the lyrics. Wow he sounded so nice. I guess that he was just too shy or uncomfortable to sing last night. I joined in and he stopped to listen to me. His eyes gazed at me with a smile. He looked so adorable. He later joined in and sang along with me. I rested my head on his chest when only music was playing. The swaying was so relaxing and was making me sleepier than I was. I knew that I definitely would have to take a long nap if I wanted to stay awake during the movie later. Bucky still swayed with me when the next song came on. I think that I heard it before ages ago at my grandparents' house. Bucky started to sing the first words. My heart jumped and I looked up at him. "I love you… for sentimental reasons. I hope you do believe me. I'll give you my heart. I love you… and you alone were meant for me. Please give your loving heart to me and say we'll never part." The way he looked down at me when he sang made my eyes misty. My mind spun on the words of the song wondering if he was just singing them to me or he wanted to sing them to me because that's how he felt. Bucky was looking at me so passionately it made me think that he wanted me to hang on every word of the song. I blinked and felt a tear fall. One side of his mouth curled up in a smile. He stopped singing. I noticed that we were both breathing harder as the music faded out for me in the background. I started to feel a bit dizzy. I wanted to tell him that I loved him. Bucky leaned down and grabbed the back of my head and hungrily kissed me. I jumped up and he supported my weight in a split second allowing me to wrap my legs around his waist. He turned and pressed me up against the wall and started licking and kissing me all over my neck "Bucky," I moaned as I gripped his long hair. "Ooh… Oh my God." Bucky slowly unbuttoned my jeans and slid the zipper down. I gasped as his fingers started to dance inside me. "Mmm… I can't wait to eat my dessert," he breathed in my ear. Oh shit. I felt like I almost jumped out of my skin. He noticed that my body jerked just from hearing that and he gently smirked. Bucky started to deeply kiss me again. I moaned in his mouth. I wanted to tell him that I fell in love with him earlier this morning in the woods. That my senses went crazy and couldn't hear anything but us and that I felt dizzy and felt like I had an outer body experience when he kissed me and made me come for the first time. Bucky gently bit my lip and held the sides of my head and gazed into my eyes. "I love you," he breathed. I inhaled in broken breaths stunned by his sweet confession. I felt tears well up in my eyes. He does feel the same way as I do. "I love you too." He passionately kissed me and started walking out of the dining room still supporting my weight. He walked towards the steps and effortlessly carried me upstairs still kissing me.

"You're mine," I moaned.

"Yes… I am," he breathed.

Bucky carried me to his bathroom and I slid down out of his arms. It was beautiful and looked like a picture in a magazine. I pulled my shirt over my head and he started to kiss me again tugging at my jeans to slide them past my hips. Once they dropped to my ankles I stepped out of them. I looked over to his Jacuzzi and my eyes widened a bit. Wow that must be sexy to have sex in. "I see you gazing at my tub. Do you wanna take a bath?" I didn't know how to answer that quickly because I kept on picturing him kissing me up against the shower wall. Then pictured him kissing me while I sat on his lap in the tub. Decisions decisions.

"Ahhh… Shower."

"Shower it is."

Bucky took off his clothes and turned the water on. I gazed at his full naked body in amazement. Even his calves and feet were beautiful. I don't think that I was exaggerating because I was in love with him… his body looked perfect; not one corn or bunion on his feet. His dick was also rock hard and that made me a bit nervous seeing how big it was again. Bucky grabbed two luffas and gently took my hand and led me inside. I didn't even care if my hair got wet. I would just deal with having spirally curly hair later. We kissed in the shower for a few moments just letting the water run over our bodies. He ran his hands through my wet hair letting his tongue sensually attack my mouth. I moaned due to sensations. I swear his kisses are the best that I've ever had in life. Bucky then took the two luffas and put some body wash on them. He handed me one and I started running it over his arms and chest. "Turn around," I softly said. Bucky turned and I started caressing his back. I watched the soap trickle down his back on to his ass. Damn his ass looked so sexy that I wanted to bite it. Bucky turned to face me and gently smirked. He put his hands on my hip and guided me to turn around. Bucky started to slowly move the luffa all over my body. He started with my shoulders then moved down to my breast and then my stomach. His mouth stayed on my neck the entire time kissing and sucking on my skin. "Damn you're so sexy," he breathed in my ear. He caressed the luffa over the front of my pussy and I gasped. Bucky turned me around to face him and he put the luffa on a hook on the shower wall. His lids were low and heavy and he looked so fucking sexy. I grabbed the body wash and put some in my hand then reached out for his dick. I started to softly caress it. His eyes closed and he groaned at my touch. He moved closer to me and started to kiss me while deeply massaging his fingers into my back. "Bucky," I moaned. I gripped his dick a bit tighter and started to move my hand up and down his shaft. "Fuck that feels good," he moaned. His knees buckled for a split second and he easily got his balance back. "Ahhh… Ohh… Shit… Sarah," he moaned. I stood on my toes and started sucking on his neck then gently bit it. I started to rub my thumb over his head after every time I fully stoked it. "Oh God," Bucky groaned. He leaned down and hungrily kissed me. I picked up my speed and his breathing hitched.

"Yes Baby," I moaned. "I want you to fuckn' come on me."

"Oh God."

I started twisting my hand while jerking him off. My eyes stayed glued to his beautiful face. I loved the facial expressions that he was making.

"Fuck! I'm gonna… Oh Shit. Baby I'm gonna come!"

"Come for me," I moaned. Come all over me."

Bucky started to come and squirted all over my stomach and pussy. He kept his hands balled up in a fist at his side. I looked back down at my body because it looked so fucking good. Damn he really comes a lot compared to my ex's. His come felt so hot against my skin as I watched him drench me. "Oh my God… fuck!" he groaned. Bucky continued to moan and groan as his come covered me. Damn I wanted to know what it felt like for him to come that hard inside me. I wanted to taste him again so I took a finger and ran it across my stomach then sucked my finger. His eyes widened for a second and he gave me a sexy smile. "Damn," he breathed. Then he wrapped his arms around me. Bucky bit my neck the kissed me with his come still in my mouth. Having him kiss me with his come in my mouth turned me on so much that I felt a gush of wetness. "I love how your come taste," I moaned. Bucky hungrily looked me up and down. "I want my dessert now… I need to taste you," he breathed. The next thing that I knew he had lifted me up and placed my legs over his shoulders with one arm in the center of my chest keeping me pinned to the shower wall. He immediately started licking and sucking. "Oh my God," I moaned out loudly. "Shit!" Bucky was making me dizzy yet I didn't have a fear of slipping or falling because I knew that he had me securely in his extremely strong arms. Then he started moving his tongue extremely fast... faster than any normal man would be able to do. I screamed at the top of my lungs as I gripped his wet hair. He made me come so hard and he kept on going not giving me time to recover. He made the sexiest muffled groans in between my legs. I felt a strong gush as I climaxed that I've never experienced before. My entire body started to tremble. I started moaning out his name while I hyperventilated. "Oh Bucky… Bucky! Oh my God!"

I've had oral sex in my life before yet nothing compared to this. I might as well have never had oral sex before because what he was doing to me felt like it was something else. I couldn't help but scream like crazy. The acoustics from the bathroom made my screams even more intense. I came again and he continued eating me out without giving me a break. My entire body couldn't stop trembling. I was having a full body orgasm. The pleasure was damn near unbearable. I felt like I was going to faint if he didn't stop. "Bucky… please… stop," I panted. He quickly let me slide down to the shower floor keeping me from falling completely because my legs had no strength to stand. I tried my best to catch my breath but I started to hyperventilate even more. "Breathe Sarah. Calm down. Look at me breathe." I tried my best to slow down my breathing. I was just getting dizzier and felt extremely weak. "Baby look at me." Bucky started to breathe slowly and I tried my best to copy him. I took a few slow deep breaths.

"Oh my God… Oh my God… Buck... Bucky… Oh shit. You… made me come… so hard. What did you do to me?" I said out of breath.

"I swallowed a lot of your come… that's what I did."

Bucky continued to embrace me while I tried to calm down my breathing. I still felt really dizzy. If he makes me come this hard again I swear I will have a heart attack. Oh my God. My body was so relaxed that I felt like he seriously drugged me. All I wanted to do was lay down and go to sleep. Bucky softly kissed me on my lips and I tasted myself.

"You taste so fucking good," he breathed.

"Oh my God you taste so good too."

Bucky gently smiled at me and moved my hair out of my face.

"Did it feel good? he breathed.

"Painfully good."

He grinned at me with a satisfied accomplished expression. Then he bit his lip. I love when does that. It turns me on so fucking much.

"Damn your come taste so good."

"I do."

"Yes."

Bucky took a finger and stuck it inside my pussy. I gasped from the sensation and he gave me a sexy smile. He brought it up to my lips and slowly smeared my come on my lips. I licked my lips and he gripped my ass with both of his hands. He leaned down and licked my lips then licked the side of my face. He moved his mouth to my ear.

"I can't wait to fuck you," he breathed.

"I wish it was now," I said with my voice trembling.

"Me too… trust me."

Bucky deeply kissed me making me feel dizzier. I imagined him inside me and how wonderful that would feel. "Mmm," he moaned. "I want to eat that pussy daily."

Oh shit I thought as I lifted an eyebrow.

"Oh my God Bucky. My legs feel so weak like I can't even stand. If you let me go… I swear I will fall straight to the floor."

"I take it that you enjoyed yourself," he said as he gripped me tighter for support.

"You… you. Oh my God. Baby." I pulled his head down so that I could kiss him. "I… I love you."

"I love you too. Now let me get you to bed so that you can rest. You look like I drugged you."

"I swear I feel like you did."

"Ok I'll get you my robe so you won't be cold and get your bags from down stairs ok."

"Thank you," I weakly said.

Bucky lifted me and carried me out the shower and sat me down on the small bench in front of a vanity mirror. I still felt extremely dizzy and tried to ground myself by holding on to the sides of the bench. He took his blue robe and draped it over my shoulders. Then he kneeled down in front of me and ran his fingers through my hair.
"Are you ok?" he asked softly.

"I… I never felt like that in my entire life."

Bucky gently smiled at me.

"I'm glad that I could give you that experience. You came so much. I thought that I was going to drown for a second," he said then smirked at me.

"Well I know CPR… I would have saved you," I said laughing.

Bucky laughed a long with me.

"That shit was so sexy… and the way your entire body was trembling."

"Yeah… I know. I never had a full body orgasm before." I jerked having an aftershock from thinking about it.

"Well get used to it Baby."

Bucky deeply kissed me and I moaned in his mouth. I couldn't believe that he was mine… and that he made my body feel that amazing. I remember how he said that he also loved hearing me call him James when we were at the lake. "James I love you," I moaned. He shivered for s second then pulled his lips away from mine.

"Damn… I love hearing you say my first name. I love you too. You have no idea of how that made me want the fuck the shit out of you right now."

"Oh wow," I breathed.

Bucky gently kissed my lips then caressed my face. "Hopefully soon Baby," he said softly. I gently smiled. My eyelids felt heavy because I was so relaxed from coming so hard plus I haven't slept in a day.

"Baby you look so sleepy," he said as he moved my wet hair from my face. "Let me get you to bed. I'll be right back ok."

"Ok."

He kissed me one more time then stood up. Bucky looked on the floor and saw my phone half way out of my jean pocket. He bent down and picked it up.

"I'll bring this down stairs for you."

"Ok thanks."

Bucky grabbed two towels and walked out of the bathroom. Of course I watched him leave looking at his muscular ass. Shit he's so fucking sexy it's ridiculous. I don't even care how he's so good at oral sex. He needs to make a demonstration video or something to help other men out. I turned to face the mirror to look at my hair. It's going to look like Scary Spice all big and spirally when it dries. Especially if I don't put anything on it. I'm too tired to do even that and I'm definitely not blow drying it straight. Oh well Big hair I don't care it is.

Bucky came back up shortly still naked with my bags and a bottle of water and one of his T-Shirts. His hair was just damp and his body was completely dry. I guess he did that in his bedroom when he got his shirt.

"I figured that you would be thirsty. All that moaning," he chuckled.

"Thanks," I said playfully sarcastic.

He chuckled and opened the bottle and sat it on the vanity table along with his T-Shirt.

"Thanks."

"No problem. You can wear my T-Shirt if you want to."

"Oh ok thanks."

I dug in my bag and took my deodorant and put it on. Then I put my arms through his robe. It felt so warm and cozy. I picked up the collar and brought it to my nose and inhaled. Mmm… it smelled like him.

I thought about my hair and sighed out of frustration. Ok I'll put some lotion and hair gel in it so I won't look crazy in a few hours. I went back in my bag and took out my demi brush and my hair products. I was really too drained for all of this. I reluctantly raked my hair with cream and gel. I was too tired to blow dry it so it wouldn't get on his sofa. I'll just bring a towel down stairs with me. Maybe I'll wrap my hair with it on lay it down on his sofa. I started to continue to brush my hair and Bucky smiled at me. I knew this had to be new for him since I was the first black girl that he ever dated.

"I like how your hair gets wavy when it's wet. Steve showed me of few pictures when you had your hair big and curly. Do you wear it like that often?"
"Sometimes. I usually just blow dry my hair and wear it straight."

"Oh ok. It's pretty both ways."

"Thank you."

"You're welcome. Hey have you ever had your hair in braids... like Shuri?"

"Yes, a few times."

"Cool. You know the kids in Wakanda used to braid my hair."

"Really," I said smiling.

"Yeah… I let them play in my hair all of the time. They got a kick out of it because my hair texture was different. I know Shuri has some pictures of my hair like that." Bucky chuckled. "I'll text her to send them to us."

"Ok cool. You know at times I think it's crazy that I have the phone numbers of a King and a Princess."

"Well both of them are the most down to earth people that I've met. They are like family to me."

"I see that... the way that you were at the cabin. And they are hilarious."

"Yeah they are. I can't wait for you to get to know them better."

"Me too."

"You know it will be easier for you to get dressed in here. I don't have any furniture in my bedroom. Not even a chair. I'll probably order some tonight. I definitely want you in a bed if you decide to spend the night soon. I can have one here by tomorrow."

"Wow that would be nice."

"Yes… it would. I would love to have you in my arms while I sleep."

Oh wow.

"I would love that too."

Looking at his beautiful naked body wanted me to stay as easily accessible as possible. I looked down at his muscular legs and smirked.

"Hey Bucky."

"Yes?"

I bit my fist. "Those calves though." He started to laugh.

"I'm glad that you like my calves."

"And your feet too."

"Why thank you," he said still laughing. "You've finally seen me completely naked."

I grinned at him as he shook his head and left the bathroom. Bucky came back in a few seconds later with a white T-shirt in his hand and wearing a pair of navy blue boxers. Wow he really does love the color blue. I grabbed my lotion out of my bag and took my arms out of his robe. I started to rub it all over my arms and legs. I decided that I was too tired to do my entire body. Bucky was just staring at me while I was putting lotion on. He had a sexy smirk on his face. He was probably proud of making me come so much. Damn he looked good. I'd rather have him rub lotion on me.

"Hey… can do me a favor and lotion my back?" I asked.

"Sure… I'll make myself more useful than just staring at you."

I chuckled.

"I can't help myself… you're so beautiful and sexy."

I instantly started to blush and felt butterflies in my stomach.

"Thank you. You're not so bad yourself," I said smiling. "Actually..."

"What?" he asked softly.

"Well… you're beautiful to me too." I gazed at his body. Even his scars on his shoulder near his metal arm didn't turn me off. "You're the sexiest man that I've ever been with."

"I am?"

"How could you not be," I said smiling.

"Wow thank you," he said gazing in my eyes.

Bucky walked over towards me and picked up my lotion. I let his robe fall off of me and started feeling tingly before he even touched me. He got behind me and warmed up the lotion in his hands. He placed his hands on my shoulders and started massaging them. "Wow that feels really good. But Bucky if you make me anymore relaxed I'll be in a coma." He gently chuckled. "Ok I'll give you a massage latter." He bent down and put lotion the rest of my back then wrapped his arms around me from behind and started rubbing lotion my stomach in a sensual way. I closed my eyes and softly moaned. "Your touch feels so good," I breathed. Bucky kissed the back of my ear then licked it. I shivered. Then he kissed the side of my neck. He moved his hand down lower and caressed the skin on my pussy. "Mmm," I moaned. I knew that I wanted to give him a full sensual body massage later. I've seen enough videos on how to do it. I wanted to please him so much. He let his fingers go farther down and slid in between my lips. I gasped.

"Ooh Bucky," I moaned out.

"I would eat that pussy everyday if you would let me," he breathed in my ear.

Holy Shit. I turned my head to face him. Damn he looked so sexy and he was all mine. "Baby… I would suck your dick every day as if it were my job." Bucky grabbed me by my hair and deeply kissed me. I didn't even know how easy it would be to suck his dick since I've never had anything that big in my mouth. I was willing to try my best though. All I could probably do was suck his head and lick him up and down and use my hands.

"Oh my God I love you," he breathed.

"I love you too. I can't believe I get to say those words to you out loud."

"I swear my heart explodes every time I hear you say it."

"I love you."

Bucky made an explosion sound with his mouth while motioning his fist opening up near his chest. I giggled. I love his sense of humor. I quickly pecked him on his cheek and smiled.

"Hey, are you warn enough… your nipples are hard."

"They could be hard for other reasons."

"Ok ok," he laughed. "Here put my shirt on," he said as he stood up.

I wiped the lotion off my hands on to my thighs and he handed me his T-Shirt from the vanity table. I pulled it over my head and over my body.

"Damn you look good in my shirt. Please don't put any panties on."

"Oh… Umm… ok," I stumbled thinking of the sexy reason why. Shit.

I was a bit giddy that I wasn't going to be wearing panties. I could be naked in seconds. And I clearly planned on being naked again with him later. Bucky looked me up and down and his nose flared. I wondered what he was thinking about. I could probably imagine it had to do with sex. He bit his bottom lip and my pussy clinched. He looked so frickn' sexy.

"It was sexy watching you make yourself not naked anymore."

"Oh, you like watching me not get naked?"

"Yes… and getting naked. Both... turn me on."

"Wow so I just can't get dressed in front of you or nothing will get done."

"Pretty much."

I giggled. Bucky lifted me in his arms and I wrapped my legs around his waist.

"Let's get you to sleep," he breathed in my ear.

"Oh I need a towel for my hair so I won't mess up your sofa."

"I already put one on it."

"Oh."

"I think strategically darling."

"I see that."

Bucky kissed my neck then my lips and carried me down the stairs. Once we were near his chaise he gently laid me down. I needed at least two three hours of rest because I never went to sleep last night. I knew that it wasn't going to be hard to fall asleep because I couldn't even keep my eyes open for long.

"Oh my charger," I said as I reembraced how low my battery was getting."

"Where is it?"

"It's in my pocket book. I left it on the dining room chair."

"I'll get it for you."

Bucky walked in the living room and came back with my pocket book. He handed it to me and I took out my charger. "Here let me," he said. I handed it to him and he plugged it in and connected my phone to it. Then he put on some modern relaxing music and got behind me. Wow he knows about Sam Smith. I was impressed. Latch is one of my favorite songs of his. Bucky placed a large throw blanket over us and kissed my neck. Then he wrapped his arms around my body.

"I love this song," I mused.

"I do too. It reminds me of how I feel about you."

"Wow," I softly said in amazement.

"I'm latching on to you," he quietly sang in my ear then squeezed me tighter to his body.

Wow I love this man so much.

"Mr. Barnes."

"Yes Sarah?" he breathed.

"I really love you."

"I really love you too my sweet Sarah. Now rest and get some sleep."
"Ok," I said weakly.

Bucky snuggled his body on to mine. I knew that I would be knocked out at any moment. I needed sleep. The seasonings in the food tomorrow counted on it. I started to pay attention to the song in the background. Tears filled my eyes because Bucky said that the lyrics were the way that he felt about me. I started to pay attention to the sound of him breathing behind me. I never knew that hearing someone just breath could make me feel so comforted. It's going to be so hard for me to go back to Maryland and have to wait days just to see him in person. I'm so in love with him that I want to wake up next to him every morning. Am I crazy for even thinking like this? My cousin Amber and her husband knew that they wanted to get married after only two days of knowing each other.

I didn't bother wiping the tears away and just let them soak into the towel under my face. I really don't want to go back home after Wakanda. But my life is there… my job that's getting on my last nerves because I have a bitch of a director… my home. I'm going to miss Bucky so much… even if we see each other two time per week. My heart will be in Upstate New York so of course I want to be near something so vital to me. Bucky's love is important to me. I just have to figure out what I'm willing to do or what he's comfortable with because I don't want to miss him. I silently cried for around three songs. Each one that played was extremely emotional about love. Ed Sheeran's song 'Kiss Me' was now on. Bucky softly groaned in his sleep and held me a bit tighter. Just knowing that he was probably dreaming of me and wanted me closer to his body made me feel even more emotional. "I love you," I whispered quietly not wanting to wake him. He may have heard me in his sleep any way because he quietly groaned again and pressed his dick closer to my butt. After a few more songs I couldn't identify what was playing anymore because my mid was drifting. I was completely relaxed in Bucky's arms and with love in my heart I drifted off to sleep.

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