I softly groaned as I started to wake up and shifted my body. Wow how long was I a sleep? I opened my eyes and his living room was dark with only a few dim lights and the light from the TV. Bucky was sitting on the sofa near my feet.
"Hey sleeping beauty. You were knocked out cold for over three hours."
"Oh wow… that long. I really needed that."
"I'm glad that you're rested. Are you hungry… do you want the rest of your food?"
"No I'm not really hungry. Thank you… but I'll eat some popcorn."
"Cool I'll go make it."
"Thank you," I said stretching.
If I knew where it was I wouldn't have mind making it myself. I'm definitely in the guest phase of our relationship or he's just that catering. I guess in time I could be the one to pamper him in his house when I visit New York. Bucky stood up and took a few steps away from the sofa. I had a strong urge to pee and I wasn't sure if he had a bathroom on this floor. His house was definitely big enough to have one.
"Hey… do you have a bathroom down stairs?"
"Yes, it's right there," he said as he pointed to the door before the dining room.
"Oh ok."
Bucky started to walk towards the kitchen. I followed behind him until I got to the bathroom. Even his half bathroom was modern and beautiful. I didn't close the door all of the way because I felt there was no reason for that type of privacy. The man's face has been buried in my pussy. After I finished peeing I washed my hands and looked at myself in the mirror. I'm glad that I did put hair lotion in my hair because it really looks cute. I had a flash of an image of Bucky washing my hair one day. I always thought that that was sexy. I've never had a man other than a hairdresser at the salon wash my hair. I dried my hands a bit and put some lotion on them. Then I fluffed up my hair a bit. I remembered when I dressed up like Scary Spice for Halloween when I was a nine. My other girlfriends dressed up like the other group members. I have to show Bucky those pictures. I spent all day trying to perfect an English accent. I noticed a small vase with a plastic daises in it on the sink. I smirked and picked it up and started dancing and quietly lip singing to Spice Girls Wannabe.
Yooo, I'll tell you what I want, what I really, really want
So tell me what you want, what you really, really want
I'll tell you what I want, what I really, really want
So tell me what you want, what you really, really want
I wanna, (ha) I wanna, (ha) I wanna, (ha) I wanna, (ha)
I wanna really, really, really wanna zigazig ahhhh
I was having too much fun reminiscing on my childhood silently moving my lips to the words and dancing around Bucky's bathroom. The vase suddenly slipped out of my hand and hit the floor making a big clanking noise. Oh shit. I guess my hands were still slippery from the lotion and them not being completely dry.
"You ok in there?" Bucky called out.
"Yep."
I heard Bucky's footsteps come closer then he was at the door with a concerned look on his face. "Sorry I dropped your vase." I looked down and saw that it wasn't broken completely. It just had a chip out of it and I felt bad about it. Hopefully it didn't have any sentimental value to it.
"I'll get you another one," I said as I put it back on the sink with the chipped piece right next to it.
"Oh no problem. I thought that you hurt yourself or something."
"It was basically or something. Ahh… I was using it as a mic to silently lip sing in."
"Really," he said laughing.
"Yes. I guess I got carried away and was having too much fun. Plus I put lotion on my hands. Singing and karaoke are ingrained in my brain," I said then laughed. Bucky smiled and shook his head. "Have you heard of the Spice Girls?" I asked.
"Yes… but I'm not really into their music. Neither was Shuri and T'Challa… and most of the modern music that I've heard was from them… or suggestions from your brother or Steve."
"Oh ok. Well I dressed up like the black one with curly big hair when I was a kid for Halloween. My other girlfriends dressed up like the rest of the group. I have pictures on my phone. I can show them to you.
"Oh wow… I need to see this."
"Ok."
We left the bathroom and I sat on the sofa and started to flip though the TV channels. Bucky went back in the kitchen to get the popcorn. After a few minutes Bucky came back in the living room with a large bowl of popcorn in his hand. He sat it down on the coffee table in front of us.
"Thank you," I said as I reached for a handful.
"Welcome. Hey do you want juice, water, or soda?"
"Umm… Soda."
"Is Coke ok?"
"Sure thanks."
I stuffed my mouth with popcorn and Bucky chuckled. I was too comfortable around him to eat popcorn in a girly first date type of way. I ate it like I would if I were home with my best friends or a dark movie theater. I realized that my right hand was going to be greasy if I used it on my phone to show him the Halloween pics. I wiped my hand off on my thigh and looked up at Bucky who was gazing at my thighs.
"You can lick the butter off of my thigh later."
"Yes Mam. It would be my pleasure. You must have read my mind," he said then chuckled."
God I love him. I looked down at my phone and saw that I got a text from Shuri.I clicked on it and saw that it was the pictures that Bucky asked her to send when the kids braided his hair in Wakanda. Oh my God he looked so cute with his hair braided.
"Aww Bucky… Shuri sent the pictures with your hair braided. Those kids did a good job."
"Yeah we both got the text while you were sleep. They are the best and are so smart and funny. I'm so glad that you will get to meet them."
"Aww… I'm looking forward to it."
"They are going to love you. All of them love to dance and sing."
"Aww… that's nice. Do they speak English too?"
"Yes."
"Oh ok."
"I'll still teach you a few phrases in Wakandian to say to them."
"Ok," I said smiling.
Bucky took out his phone and told me all of the names of the kids that were in the pictures. He even told me all of their interest. I thought that it was sweet that he knew so much about them. He even had this look of excitement and admiration when speaking about them. His demeanor was giving me a warm fuzzy feeling that made me want to be with him even more. Especially after seeing how he interacted with Morgan earlier today. He's so good with her. They both acted like they knew each other for years and Bucky was so comfortable acting silly and making her laugh. It's easy to see how he was with the kids that he spent a few years with. I had to control the intensity of my grin because I was daydreaming of how good Bucky would be with kids if I was so ever lucky to have them with him. I know my brain is just going through multiple of scenarios about our relationship. Plus I was being extremely hopeful just due to how I felt about him. Bucky did tell the guy at the park that he never planned on letting me go. So of course my imagination would run wild thinking about being with him.
After a while I was completely daydreaming while he was scrolling through his pictures because I couldn't keep the thought of him eating me out in the shower. How was I going to concentrate during this movie when I just want to ravish him and have him do the same to me? Just some of the dance moves from the movie will probably have me thinking of sex. My daydreaming got interrupted by Bucky mentioning something about one of the pictures about Shuri.
"Humm?" I asked.
"Shuri is helping Imani learn a lot of things in her lab. She's extremely smart."
"Oh wow."
"And she's really good at it already.
"Wow… that's amazing. She's such an awesome role model."
"Yes… she is. She… Well both T'Challa and her are so grounded and casual."
"I see that."
"Hey… you said that you wanted soda right? Sorry… it totally slipped my mind once we started looking at the pics."
"Oh that's fine. I really enjoyed looking at all of the pictures and hearing your stories about them."
'Yeah… I can't wait to see them later this week. I didn't realize until now how much I really missed all of them."
Bucky cleared his throat and his eyes looked like they were getting misty. He kissed my forehead then stood up.
"I'll be right back."
"Ok."
Once he walked away I gently sighed. Seeing the love that he has for those kids and knowing that they missed him when he was gone for five years really made me feel emotional. I looked down at my cell and took it off the charger. I wanted to look for my Halloween pics yet I started to flip through the pictures that I just saw on Bucky's phone. He looked so happy. I paid attention to some of the huts in the back ground. Before I was just looking at the kids. I noticed that there were designs around the door and fabric on the doorway hung like a curtain. I wished that the pics showed the lake that Bucky was talking about. I text back Shuri telling her thank you for the pics. I finally started to look for my Halloween pics so that Bucky could see all of my crazy costumes. I got a text back from her saying you're welcome.
I found the pictures and chuckled under my breath. Bucky came back in the room with two large blue cups with lids and straws. It reminded me of my cup at home with Steve's shield on it. They market the Avengers so much here. It's even worse overseas. "You know that cup reminds me of my Captain America cup that I have at home with Steve's shield on it." Bucky chuckled as he sat down.
"Really you have a cup?"
"Yup I have his cup," I laughed.
Bucky laughed at my little rhyme.
"Well Steve did show me some of the stuff they have with the Avengers on it."
"Crazy right."
"It's a little surreal… but Steve was on posters a lot in the 40's."
"Yes the world's superheroes are more famous than the ones in comics and movies now."
"That is true."
I looked back down at my phone and quickly found the pictures that I was looking for. The first one was a side by side picture of Scary Spice and myself. I had the exact outfit that she had on. "Here I found them," I said as I handed my phone over to him. He placed the bowl of popcorn on the coffee table with one hand and took my phone with the other. Bucky said 'Aww' when he saw my picture.
"Oh my God you are so adorable," he said then chuckled.
"Thanks. I bet you were an adorable kid."
"My mom thought so," he said laughing.
"No you were definitely adorable. How could a gorgeous man like you not be?"
"Stop… what are you trying to make me blush," he laughed. "Shit T'Challa and Shuri had their kicks with that yesterday."
"I knooow… and you looked soo adorable. I couldn't take it," I said grinning.
"Oh God," he said still laughing.
"I bet all the girls had a crush on you in school."
Bucky wiped a tear from laughter away from his corner eye.
"Steve would tell you that they all did… but I didn't notice that. Well when I got to high school it was more noticeable. I grew a few inches over the summer and started to lift weights more than I usually did. My dad wanted me to be able to defend myself against anyone... even some one bigger than I was. Plus he was really into working out and lifting weights because he was in the military."
"Oh. Ok."
"You have some little cut muscles over there yourself," he said as he squeezed my upper arm.
I laughed and made a muscle.
"Well they used to be even more cut. I haven't lifted weights as frequent as I did a few months ago. I still try a few times a week. I've just been so stressed out with work."
"Well… you'll be less stressed once you quit. What exactly went on? You told me that only your friends were harassed."
I deeply sighed. There was too much to tell.
"Well… it's just a very toxic environment. There's clear favoritism to people who don't do the same high quality work as others. It's mainly our Director Ana who's a sexist jerk and inappropriately flirts and have sex with multiple male coworkers."
"Oh Wow. That's terrible."
"Yeah… she hires men to new positions that have only been in the current one for a month or two without any degrees or experience while there's people that have been working there for years with degrees and higher reviews. Example… someone working there for years with a MBA college degree was looked over for someone who just got there with a high school diploma. He wasn't even that much of a good employer. He had a dick… so that got him hired."
"Shit. Thai's… That's really fucked up."
"I know. The few men that reported her didn't get any justice and others are just afraid to say something so they can keep their jobs. Some men just sleep with her because that's how pitiful they are. Some are even married. Her secretary reported all the shit that she was doing that was in addition to her messing around with the staff and HR believed the director and the secretary got fired. It's a cluster fuck there."
"Cluster fuck?"
"Oh... that just means it's really messed up. Sorry, I forget that you may not know all of current slang in America."
"Oh no that's ok. There's a lot I'm still not totally caught up with. Wow she must be very unhappy with her personal life, evil, or mental."
"She's actually all."
"Wow."
"She's said racist things to coworkers. She said, "You people" and made this poor Asian woman cry. She rolls her eyes at people when she walks around. She's very unprofessional."
"I don't understand why she hasn't been fired? If enough people complain rather than a tiny few… something has to happen."
"Bucky… she's fucking the CEO of the company. Nothing is going to happen to her... except for probably karma later on in her life."
"That's just crazy."
"Yes it is. She's threatened one of my male coworker to sleep with her or she would fire him. He didn't so she fired him for being one minute late. And I know for a fact many are 5… 10 min late all the time and nothing happens to them."
"Oh Wow."
I don't think that I can remember all the crazy shit that she did. I can at least tell Bucky what I do remember.
"She even kept our department hostage after we had an earth quake and the entire company got an email that the building was going to be closed due to safety and inspection reasons. I went into her office because other departments were leaving looking at us like we were crazy because we were still working. I told her about the email which I'm positive that she knew about. She told me," Yall leave when I say yall can leave." HR had to come to her office and demand that she let the department go. We even had a gas smell that was in the building and the fire trucks were outside and other departments left. She and other managers were walking around telling people if they leave early that it would be an incident. Meaning it would count as something that could get you fired if you have enough of them. People were throwing up and getting migraines. I threw up in my trash can three times and just left. I later found out that a coworker got so sick that the ambulance had to come and take her to the ER. Then someone told me that they later got an email telling them that they could go. This was after every other department in the building had left. They probably heard that people were still in there."
"That shit is just crazy. I can see how your job stresses you out. Yes you need to quit."
I sighed.
"That's not even the worse."
"Something worse than all of that?"
"Yes. My friend... her son got shot three times."
"Oh my God," he gasped.
"He didn't die. He was critical for some time. She asked for time off through email and was approved. She even had a copy of the email… and the director turns around and tells her that she never gave her an approval. Then we see the janitor at my coworker's desk with a key trying to get in her stuff like a few didn't know what he was trying to do. After a few days when she came back she came to my desk with tears in her eyes. She was fired. I already knew what was up. I said Anna? She shook her head yes. I immediately started to cry at my desk and hugged her. That was so fucked up on what she did to her. I think the fact that I can't stand her presence stresses me out even if I'm not aware of it. Her energy… is just so negative."
Bucky's eyes looked misty and shook his head back and forth like he couldn't believe that someone did all of that.
"Oh my God that place is crazy. So Sam doesn't know all of that."
"No… not yet. I told him about 20% of it."
"Wow… well you definitely don't need to be in that environment at all. I'm sure Happy can get you a job in his company… or just don't work at all and use the money from renting your house out."
"Yeah."
"And Pepper already told me that she would let you stay in one of the houses in the compound. I wouldn't mind at all… if you stayed with me."
"Stay with you?" I breathed almost inaudibly. Wow is he serious?
"Yes… or one of the other houses. Since Pepper said you can stay you don't have to worry about living with Sam. You will have your privacy. Sam may not like the idea of us moving in together so soon. But you should at least move into one of the houses here. I can… I can even help you with expenses if you can't rent the house right away. Baby I don't want you stressed out. As your man whether it's been two days or a year… I want to protect you from all bullshit. That place is just crazy. I love you Sarah. I want you to be happy."
Tears instantly filled my eyes. "Wow… I… I love you too." I was still a bit stunned that he asked me to move with him. I was trying my best to get my thoughts together. Bucky picked me up from the sofa as if I weighed one pound and hugged me as I wrapped my legs around him.
"I love you Sarah," he breathed in my ear.
"I love you too."
He pulled down his boxers holding me with one arm and started lifting me and sliding me down on his body making his dick slide on my clit. Oh my God he felt so fucking good. I gripped his hair and screamed in his neck. "That's right Baby… let your man make you feel good," he groaned in my ear. My legs instantly started trembling.
"Oh God you are… Oh God you are. Shit… Buckyyyy!"
"Umm hmm. Say my name."
"Oh… Bucky. Ooooh Buck- Bucky! Ooh… Ooh… Oh my God."
Bucky laid me down on the sofa and started licking and kissing me down my body. He stopped at my belly button and looked up at me with hungry eyes.
"I'm ready for some more dessert."
"Oh God," I panted.
I didn't know if I could take that again if he did the same thing. I felt like I was going to faint earlier. His tongue moves too fucking fast. I immediately started trembling because I was nervous about feeling like I was going to faint again.
"You're trembling… are you scared?"
"No… just nervous. I seriously felt like I was going to pass out in the shower. Please don't do that thing when you make your tongue go super-fast. Is that… from your abilities?"
"Yes Mam."
"Ok," I panted. "I… I don't think that any woman can handle that much extreme pleasure at the same time."
"Ok. You know we have medics on the compound right," he said smirking.
"Barnes. Medics… specialist… I'm not trying to pass of from strong ass orgasms from your super-fast tongue."
"Ok Baby," he said chuckling.
"Thank you." I took a deep breath. "Umm… Can you make sure that you get all of the butter off my thigh?"
"Whatever you wish," he breathed.
Bucky moved down my body and looked up at me. "You may need to grab a pillow for your screams. I'm still going to make you come hard as shit." Holy fuck! Bucky started to eat me out and finger fucking me at the same time. I had to reach for the pillow right away because it felt so good that I had to scream. His tongue wasn't super-fast like it was during the shower yet it still was better than my ex's. When I came it was just as strong as it was in the shower. The orgasms that he gives me are so amazing. I feel like my body explodes and my breath is taken away. I tried my best to pace my breathing. Bucky sat up and pulled me into his body. I was able to pace my breathing better sitting up in his arms. Oh my God the orgasms that he gives me are so much bigger than I've ever had with anyone else.
"Are you ok?"
"Yeah… I'm ok... I just need … to catch my breath," I panted.
"Baby do you have asthma?"
"No I don't have asthma. I… have a man… that's trying to kill me… with orgasms," I said out of breath.
"Ok," he said then gently chuckled. "Sorry… I want you to be able to breathe."
Bucky held me for a while and gently caressed my back. I kissed his neck then looked up at him. It was like I briefly couldn't believe that I was in his arms.
"I just love how you sound when you come."
"Oh really," I said with a grin as I gently pitched his dimpled chin.
"Yeah… it's so fucking sexy."
"Wow… well you make me come harder than I've ever did in my life. It's more than just physical with you… I'm not sure how to explain. The way you make me feel… it's just… I really don't know how to put it in words clearly without it sounding confusing. With you… everything is on a different level. I guess because of that… everything is more intense… everything."
"Wow," he breathed.
"Baby… you have no idea of how strongly you affect me. My body has never felt like this before."
From his expression it looked like he was in awe from my answer and just gazed at me. I wanted him to know that it felt like he was meant to be mine. Of course I want him to feel good and wanted. He blows my mind when he goes into detail on how much he loves me and how I make him feel.
"James Buchanan Barnes… you are amazing. I love and care about you so much. At times it's overwhelming that I feel this deeply for you… in such a short time. It's like it's too good to be true. Even your kisses alone make me feel like I'm having an outer body experience. You make me feel so loved… and all I want to do is take care of you... protect your heart and be the passion and calm that you desire."
"Sarah," he breathed. "I'm in love with you so much. My heart 100% belongs to you."
I reached my hand up to his face and caressed it trying my best to hold back tears. It didn't work because I felt my eyes tearing up.
"I 100% belong to you too. Bucky… everything about you… makes me want to be with you. It's crazy how you affect me. My body gets so many chills from little things that you do. The way you look at me… your voice… if you just simply touch me. Every time that you hold me… I just want to freeze that moment in time because… it's a sensation that I'm not used to. I feel safe in your arms… and it has nothing to do with you being militarily trained. I love… being held in your arms."
"When I hold you… I just want you to feel the same as I do. I love you and want to try my best to express that to you in every way."
"And you do," I said with my voice breaking.
Bucky placed his hand behind my head and pulled me closer to kiss him. I ran my fingers through his hair as I softly moaned in his mouth. I wanted him to make love to me so badly. I just knew that I had to be patient to wait for him to feel comfortable with taking that step because he's stronger than the average man.
"I love you," I breathed.
"I love you too Sarah."
"It's crazy… as much as I want to make love to you in the future… it kinda scares me."
"Scares you?" he said softly.
"Well… I don't know if I could withstand anything… that feels better than what you've done to me so far. Just thinking about you inside me… drives me crazy. Even though I'm nervous about it… I still can't wait to make love to you one day."
"Wow," he breathed.
"Wow is right," I said softly.
Bucky gently smiled at me.
"It feels like a dream that you are actually in my arms right now. For so long I thought of you and wished that it was a possibility that I could be the man you wanted and loved."
"Well I do want you and love you," I breathed.
"I love you too. You…"
My mouth was totally cut off from my brain. I knew what I wanted to say yet just sat there looking up into Bucky's blue eyes.
"Baby?" he said softly.
"Hum?"
"You were about to say something?"
"Honestly I totally forgot. Your eyes distract me," I said then gently chucked.
"They do," he breathed.
Was he trying to drive me crazy on purpose? Why did he have to say it like that?
"You know I can't wait to have you as my neighbor."
"Really," I breathed.
"Um Humm. You know having me as your neighbor would be sooo amazing."
"Really now?" I said smirking
"Sure… all the perks of having this next door," he said while flexing his muscles.
I laughed.
"Oh… some one big and strong to help take off the tight lids off my jars," I said in a southern bell accent.
"Why yes Mam. I'll be able to take off a lot of things for the pretty lil lady. "
"Oh… I do declare," I said then started to laugh.
Bucky laughed a long with me.
"Hey… are you ready for your movie Dirty Dancing?"
"Umm… Sure."
"Are you hungry… do you want the rest of your food?"
"No I'm not hungry. But I would love some popcorn."
"No problem. So what's this Dirty Dancing about? Is it going to make me horny and be all over you?"
I giggled.
"No it's not that type of movie. I mean some dances may be considered sexy but nothing too crazy. And if you dooo get horny… I can help you with that. You have an outlet right here sitting next to you with no panties on."
"Mmm… I love the sound of that," he said with a sexy smirk.
Bucky gave me a subtle look that drove me crazy. Then he bit his bottom lip and I was done. I was glad that his T-Shirt was long or else I would have made a wet stain on his sofa just by how wet I was. In my head I was screaming 'Please give me your baby!' I wasn't sure if that was just because of my raging hormones and the fact that I was ovulating this week. Or it could be that he's so sweet and he told someone that he would never let me go. Or it could be that he's made me come harder than I've even done in my entire life. Or it could be that I'm just plain in love with him and want to be his family one day. It could be all of those reasons. I started to feel hot like someone just put me in a steam room. Wow he affects me in so many ways just with his voice, his looks, his scent, his movements… Shit even his breathing while I'm resting.
"Baby… you ok?" he asked.
"Um… Yeah."
I guess my contemplating on why I internally shouted that I wanted him to get me pregnant one day made my silence longer than I expected.
"What were you thinking about?" he asked softly.
"You."
Bucky gently chuckled under his breath. "What about me Sweetheart?" Oh my God how can I answer that without lying? I never want to lie to him about anything. I took a deep breath to get the courage to tell him what I was thinking. I'm basically in love with this man so I hope that he wants children one day. It would break my heart if he never wanted kids.
"Bucky can I ask you a question?"
"Sure ask away. You can ask me anything."
"Do you want kids one day?"
"Yes… I do want kids and I want them with you."
I shivered. My heart felt like it was going to jump out of my chest. Wow. Bucky held my face and softly kissed my lips.
"Do you see a future with me Sarah?" he breathed.
"Yes." Oh my God Baby I do.
He gently smiled.
"I love when you shiver when I say or do things to you."
"I see that," I said with my voice shaking a bit.
Bucky bit his bottom lip and gazed at my face. Oh my God I want to make love to this man so badly. "You shivered when I told you that I wanted to have kids with you," he said in the sexiest voice. I nervously smiled at him. "Yes… I did." He let his finger softly caress my collar bone. I felt extremely flustered thinking of us making a baby one day. I couldn't help but to just stare into his steel blue eyes. My heartbeat was loud and present with the thought of him inside me. If it wasn't for the fact that he was scared to have sex with me because of his strength I would be trying to sit on his dick now. I am so extremely horny right now. Yes he made me come a few times today from grinding me and eating me out. I just want to know what it feels like to have his dick pounding inside me. A girl can dream. And the way that I'm craving him now… my hormones are making me feel like I'm out of control. Maybe it's because I'm ovulating and HE is next to me.
"Sarah…"
"Yes," I breathed realizing that I've been just gazing at his beautiful face for the last few seconds.
"Can you tell me exactly what… made you shiver?"
Oh why is he torturing me with his curiosity? "Oh," I said then smiled. Bucky started to slowly run his finger over my eyebrow then down my cheek. He traced my lips and they parted just due to me being in awe of him. He put the tip of his finger in my mouth and I licked it. "Mmm," I gently moaned. Bucky opened his mouth as if he was going to kiss me and didn't. He started to gently bite my cheek then bottom lip. He pressed his nose against my cheek then slowly licked the side of my face. My pussy clinched and a chill went through my body. "Why… did my sexy Sarah shiver when I told her that I wanted to have kids with her," he breathed. Holy shit. "Umm..." I said with my voice trembling. I was so nervous and turned on at the same time.
"She thought of you coming inside of her… and that made her pussy clinch and instantly feel... wet."
"Yeah," he breathed in a sexy tone. "Hmm… What else?"
"Oh… just how much she wants you and looks forward to practicing."
I gently smiled then kissed his lips.
"Practicing," he breathed.
"Practicing," I said with a sexy grin nodding my head yes.
"I have a feeling that this Dirty Dancing movie is going to urge me to practice."
"Well… dancing most definitely. How to move and control your hips… which will help with both goals that I have for you."
Bucky gently chuckled under his breath.
"I wonder what goals they are?"
I straightened my shoulders and decided to use my work voice for fun.
"My goals for you would be successfully dancing to a different style of music and how the precise movement of your hips will assist you with…"
"Fucking my sexy Sarah."
Whoo hooo! Yes! I cleared my throatand got myself together. His comment took me off guard. Smacked my pussy wide awake. "Yes." I bit my bottom lip and looked him up and down. His dick was rock hard making a large bulge in his boxers. Damn this man is sexy. I wished that I could just pause time and make out with him for hours. We couldn't just be on each other all day… or could we?
"Well I'm going to be fully dedicated on helping you achieve your goals Sergeant Barnes."
"Thank you. I have a very strong work ethic and intend to accomplish these goals expeditiously."
I gently chuckled and placed my hand softly on his bare thigh. I slowly moved my hand up his leg keeping eye contact to see his expression as I spoke. "I am confident… that you… will obtain all of the skills… required… to master all task at hand." I gently swirled my nails on his skin and he softly groaned. Bucky gripped my hair and kissed me vigorously. I moaned in his mouth as he leaned his body weight on me to lay down. I wrapped my legs around his waist and moved my hips in a circle. He pulled his boxers down and let his hard dick flop on my stomach.
"What does my sexy Sarah want?" he breathed.
"She wants you," I said then deeply kissed him. "She wants to please you and make you happy."
"Well you definitely do that."
Bucky took his hand and guided his dick to my entrance. For a split second I got nervous thinking that he wanted to practice now. This might hurt. I need time to mentally and physically prepare for this. He moved his dick around in circles letting my lips feel his head on all sides. It felt so damn good. "Ooh… Bucky," I moaned nervously.
"I just wanna feel how wet you are on my dick. Damn Baby. This feels so good."
"Could you… go in… just a little? I… I wanna feel you."
"Just the tip huh?" he chuckled under his breath.
"Yes. Practice… right."
I felt like begging him to go inside me yet I knew that he had his reasons for not trying to have sex now. I wanted both of us to know how that felt. I was feeling too hot so I took off his T-Shirt and tossed it to the floor. I licked my lips and brought my hand down to his dick and started to gently caress it. Please Bucky I just want to feel you inside me.
"I trust you," I breathed.
"Baby I don't trust myself with that right now."
"I just want to feel you. You don't have to go deep or… move. I just want to feel your head inside me. You're so big… we should at least do that so it won't hurt that much when you are ready."
Bucky made a deep sigh. I moved my hand off of his dick. It looked like he was split on considering my request. Well I was really hoping that he would. He leaned down and kissed me. "Sarah… as tempting as that sounds. I know… I know I'm going to want to fuck you. One centimeter will kill me and I would want to go soooo much deeper. So… I don't think that's a good idea." I made a murmuring sound and started to deeply kiss him. I wanted him to change his mind. How was he even going to practice having sex? I gently ran my nails across his ass and he moaned in my mouth. He started groping my body. "Please… I just want to feel you," I said in between kisses. I reached out for his dick again and started to caress it up and down. His eyes rolled back and he made a quiet groan. He sounded so sexy.
"Just... a little," I panted.
"Ok," he said softly.
Bucky held his dick with one hand and moved his head in a circular motion against my lips.
"Oh my God," I moaned."
"You're so fucking wet."
He slowly pushed himself inside me.
"Oww," I broken breaths.
"Sarah?" he said with alert.
"No I'm ok. I'm ok."
My heart was pounding. Once his head was inside me I knew that it would definitely hurt the first time that we have sex. I couldn't believe that he was inside me. Even though it was just his head I felt amazing as I felt him stretching me. Bucky was still as he looked down at me. He looked so sexy. I rolled my hips and he made a loud gasp and pulled away from my body.
"Oh God… I'm sorry," he said quickly.
"No… that's ok. Don't apologize," I said breathlessly.
"Oh my God that felt so good. I had to pull out. I wanted to go deeper the second you moved your hips."
I ran my fingers through his hair and pulled him down on me so that I could kiss him.
"It still felt amazing the few seconds that you were inside me."
"Oh my God… Oh my God I want to fuck you," he breathed.
"Me too. One day… One day Baby."
My eyes started to get misty knowing that he had visions of accidently hurting me. I was torturing the both of us by wanting to practice by doing something... anything. We both have to be very patient. Whatever he feels is the best way to practice I will do for him. This didn't work out so we can try other things.
"I love you," I said with my voice breaking.
"I love you too Sarah."
Bucky started kissing me all over my neck and down to my breast. I ran my fingers through his hair as he licked and kissed my stomach. He looked up at me and gently smiled.
"If you don't mind… I would like to make you come again."
"Oh," I moaned. "I don't mind at all."
Bucky smirked and started his path back down my body. "Damn you're so fucking wet. He started caressing my inner thighs which made me tremble. He slowly licked and kissed my legs. "Ooh… Ooh Bucky," I moaned. He gripped my hips and pulled me closer to him. I gasped because it took me off guard. Bucky's nose flared and he bit his bottom lip.
"I seriously can eat this pussy daily."
"Oh Bucky," I moaned.
He leaned down and started licking and kissing me externally slow. I guess he was trying out something new. It was definitely working. I immediately started moaning and screaming as he ate me out. He felt so amazing as I tried my best to not be that loud. The pillows could only muffle a little of my screams. I wasn't sure how sound proof these houses were and I didn't want his neighbors hearing me. "Bucky!" I screamed as he made me come. I was completely out of breath as he kissed up my body making me jump from each tickling kiss. He got behind me and hugged me in his arms. "I know that's not what you originally wanted. But until I can be inside you… I'll be extremely happy making you come in any way that I can." I turned my head to face him and he kissed me. "Trust me… I wish that I was able to stay inside you and just slowly go deeper." I shivered remembering how it felt.
"It… well you just felt too good. My willpower just completely left my body once that sensation hit me like a bomb."
"I guess you're not up to practicing that way."
"Baby… I can't even answer that question right now. A part of me is screaming hell yes we can try that again."
"And the other part is screaming hell no?"
"Yeah… so I need to get my shit together than huh?" he said jokingly.
I gently chuckled.
"No Baby… take your time. I'm not going anywhere."
"No?"
"Un Unn… staying by your side Sergeant Barnes... where I belong."
"I like the sound of that."
Bucky started kissing me and groping at my breast. He was playing with my nipple and it started to tickle. I giggled in his mouth.
"I just love how they get rock hard when I touch them. Are you sure you're not cold."
"No I'm not cold," I said laughing.
"You should put my shirt back on. Your nipples may take an eye out."
I smirked my lips at him then reached on the floor for his T-Shirt. Bucky sat up and took a sip of his soda. It reminded me of how thirsty I was from all of my moaning so I reached for my soda and I drank half of what was in the cup. Bucky gently chuckled looking at me. He stood up and did a little dance. It looked like he was copying a move from the new dance that I taught Morgan today. "Whoo hooo. Work it Baby," I called out. He flipped his hair being dramatic. I'm glad that I wasn't drinking because I would have spit my soda out seeing that.
"Well," I said laughing. "You look like a promising dance student."
"I am. I already know how to dance."
"True. You know how to cut a rug. I'm going to show you how to do other styles of dancing."
Bucky sat back down beside me with a large grin on his face. I loved seeing him smile. I need a cheesy pic of him grinning to have for myself.
"So you really enjoy teaching dance don't you," he asked.
"Well yeah. I love it. I had so much fun with my students when I had a studio."
"You're good at it too. I liked how Morgan caught on to what you showed her today."
"Well thanks. Plus Morgan is just a mini genius like her father."
"Yes she is."
I had a memory of the studio and all of the kids warming up in the mirror. Aww I miss that.
"I miss teaching though. It was one of the best feelings. All of my students were so nice. I was really bummed out about losing the studio after The Blip. I couldn't afford the rent anymore. Hopefully one day I'll be able to rent one again."
"You will," he said then kissed my forehead.
"I loved watching you dance with Morgan today."
"That was fun."
"I have so many pics of her growing up. I almost cried the first time that she called me Aunt Sarah. Pepper had told me that I was family because I was part of the Avenger's family. She used to call my brother Uncle Sam. That just sounds funny due to the other term of Uncle Sam."
"I can see how that would sound funny to people."
"She calls him Uncle Falcon now."
"Aww that's so cute."
My phone buzzed and I looked down at it. I got a text from one of my friends asking how I was doing. I sighed and remembered all the crazy conversations that had a few days before Sam and I came to New York. I quickly texted her back that I was fine and would text her later when I wasn't busy. "I feel robotic trying to explain what happened with The Blip and war," I said then rubbed my temples. "I should make like a blanket statement template and just add names," I said then nervously laughed because it all was crazy.
"Yeah… the past week well last five years have been crazy," Bucky said then held me closer to the side of his body.
"Yes… I'm glad that the world always loved and had hope due to the Avengers. The government… not so much because they wanted to limit their freedom with the Sokovia accords."
"Yes… I know. That was crazy."
"Even when half of the team didn't want to sign it they were still literal heroes that helped saved the planet. Officials bitched because a part of Sokovia was floating in the air and some unfortunately got killed… but if they didn't stop them Ultron would have killed literally everybody. It wouldn't have been a 50% of population like Thanos. They were trying to kill all humans. I never understood why the government couldn't see that… when wars are fought for freedom. If anything they should have been thanking them for preventing extinction of the human race."
"So true. You sound like you need to go into politics. You have more sense than some of the people in the government making all of these rules."
"Oh God… I would never want to go into politics. So much of it is corrupted. My passion is cooking and dancing anyway. Steve would be great at it though... and so many look up to him. If he wanted to he probably could be president one day and positively change a lot of things."
"Hmm… you're right. He's so noble and caring… I could see him in that role one day."
I thought of all of the Avenger's merchandise that was out. I have some of it for memorabilia purposes. Especially my brother, Nat's, and Steve's. I even have all of their high quality cosplay costumes.
"Hey…did Steve ever show you all the Avenger's merchandise that came out?"
"Yes he showed me a few things when I was in Wakanda."
"Crazy right."
"It's a little surreal but I'm used to seeing Steve on posters a lot in the 40's."
"Yes the world's superheroes are more famous than the ones in comics and movies now. There are Halloween costumes of everybody."
"I've seen pictures of the costumes."
"I even have them… just for the fun of it."
"You do," he laughed.
"Yes."
"Wow I would love to see you dressed as them."
"Of course I have pictures."
"I was hoping that you did."
I picked up my phone from the coffee table and looked for them. Bucky started to eat the popcorn.
"Ahh… Here they are. Just swipe left to see them all," I said as I handed him my phone.
"Damn, I just got butter in my fingers." He wiped his hand on his thigh and gently chuckled. "You'll lick that off for me later for me right?"
"What do you think," I said with a sexy smirk.
His eyes widened and smiled.
"I think that I'm going to be licked later."
"Yes… you will."
He took a deep breath then looked down at my phone at the first picture.
"Oh my God I love it. Have they seen these pics?"
"Yeah… of course."
Bucky's eyes lit up as he went through all of the pictures. I loved watching his excitement. I figured I would also show him the pictures of Steve and Nat when they were at my karaoke parties. Hopefully I won't get all emotional. Keep it together Sarah.
"Hey I wanna show you pics of Steve and Nat at my parties."
"Oh cool."
He handed me my phone and I looked for the album that he could scroll through. I handed him back my phone and he smiled once he saw the first picture. Wow this is going to be harder than I thought. I felt my eyes starting to sting.
"Oh Wow," he said as he scrolled through the pictures. "Look at Steve. Oh Wow you guys were having a ball."
"Yes I loved it when they came to my parties."
"This is your house?"
"Yes. Well both Sam and I own it. I love having karaoke parties."
"Your house looks nice. Did you decorate it?"
"Yes."
"I see what you mean by loving to decorate. Oh look at Nat. Oh these are good. You need to print these and hang them up."
"I know… I definitely will soon."
"Let me show you a video of that party."
Bucky handed me my phone and I clicked on it and handed him back my phone. I didn't realize that hearing her voice would hit me like an emotional brick. I was trying my best to fight back the tears. It also felt good seeing Nat happy. I've been so busy telling myself not to cry and to keep it together since I got to New York. I'm not sure if that's healthy or not. Bucky hugged my side and kissed the top of my head.
"You ok?" he asked softly.
"Yeah," I said with my voice quivering.
I knew that my eyes were getting misty. Bucky caressed my face then rested his forehead on to mine. "It's ok to cry ya know. I got you ok." I shook my head yes. He pulled me into his body pressing my face against his chest. I felt it coming and decided not to fight it anymore. So I let myself cry in his arms. He started rubbing my back. "It's ok Baby… just let it out." It reminded me of the funeral when I cried in his arms and he tried his best to comfort me. I had only known him for around an hour in person and felt completely comfortable losing it in his arms. Bucky held me tightly then lifted me so that I was cradled in his arms.
"It's not fair… none of this is," I cried.
"I know Baby. But they all died as heroes… for the people they loved. Nat risked her life so that Clint will be there for his wife and kids. Tony for the universe basically. I know it hurts… and it's ok for it to hurt. It hurts because of love. Love dictates the power of emotions that you will have for a person.
One day the hurt will be less and you still will love them the same. Grief is a crazy thing. Just know that it will get easier as time goes on and they are in heaven smiling down at you. Who knows… Tony has probably given us a couple nick name by now."
I softy chuckled and wiped my nose. I could imagine all the crazy names that Tony would call us. Bucky gently grabbed the sides of my face and kissed me.
"I love you so much Sarah."
"I love you so much too… and thank you."
Bucky gently smiled and caressed my hand. "Put your ear to my chest," he said. I looked at him confused for a brief second then rested my head on his chest.
"You hear that?" he asked.
"Your heart… yes."
"That's yours forever. Don't ever be afraid to show your emotions… when that belongs to you."
Now why would he say that? This will make me cry even more. "Bucky," I said with my voice trembling. Bucky leaned in and kissed me. The word forever kept echoing in my thoughts as I cried in his mouth. He kissed me so passionately that it made me dizzy. I wanted him forever too. The full realization of that just made me hold him tighter. Any fear that I had from loving him so quickly disappeared and I clearly saw my future with him… more clearly than I ever saw before. I imagined him in a tux… what our children would look like… being at our kids weddings… Us playing with our grandchildren. It was such an overwhelming feeling. His heart was mine and my heart was his. I knew for a fact that I didn't wanted him in my life. I've never been in love like this before. I wanted to wake up to him every morning. I am truly… severely… hopelessly… profoundly in love with James Buchanan 'Bucky' Barnes.
"Bucky," I said with my voice choked up.
"Yes Baby," he breathed.
"I… I do want to live with you. Yes… I will move in with you."
"You do."
"Yes," I said softly.
"Well then welcome home Sarah. Welcome home."