What if Reynolds was spot on in his assessment of the ring he kept after his broken engagement as being not about love. When he tells Max how holding on to that ring was centered on his guilt, he had no idea that Max had been carrying his own sense of guilt since his first day in New Amsterdam.

Como me gusta mantener las cosas de este mundo ficticio de un color que se asemeje al rosa: en este universo no sucede lo del soborno. El mundo real ya es demasiado horrible de por sí como para arruinarles y arruinarme la vida con la ruptura de Lauren y Leyla. Esta historia se basa en la temporada 4 episodio 5, se mantienen las palabras hirientes de la madre de Lauren, pero no su d

Universo Alterno. ¿Y si Lauren y Leyla se hubieran conocido en otras circunstancias?

Sanctuary means different things for everyone; for the patients it's New Amsterdam, for the doctors & residents it's.. complicated. What happens when those you love are taken from you and your sanctuary doesn't even remember who you are? A re-imagining of Max & Helen's relationship starting from the accident. I appreciate any feedback. Rated T for now, might be M later.

Helen's POV for the incredible Decon shower scene from the episode "Things Fall Apart" This is steamy. Enjoy!

Leyla hadn't had this recurring dream since arriving in the US, she thought she had left it in Pakistan along with everything else. It has been a long time since she has been vulnerable in the presence of someone else, but can her relationship and love from Lauren help her heal from the trauma. This story explores the story behind the stuffed toy Leyla carries in her backpack.

Lauren and Leyla enjoy a lazy Sunday morning in bed before meeting Lauren's mother, Jeanie, for lunch.

When Casey started questioning the creation of a fifth resident slot at the hospital, Lauren should've seen that as a sign. Lauren Bloom should've gone home and told Leyla, but if she does will Leyla stay at the hospital, and can they stay together, or will it all fall apart?

My version of the first Max and Helen rooftop conversation after their night together.

I don't own New Amsterdam or any of it's characters. What if Lauren Bloom left Iggy's office in 1x13 and got fired.

A collection of Sharpwin snapshots

"And high up above or down below, when you're too in love to let it go. But If you never try, you'll never know." Fix you - Coldplay - Set right after Helen shuts the door in 3x14 "Death Begins in Radiology".

As he walks further away from Helen's apartment, Max feels like every step towards his own feels less like he's going home and more like he's running from it. (3.14 insert)

It's her first day on the job, and this is not how Lauren Bloom wanted Leyla Shinwari to find out about her past dalliances with her friend and colleague Floyd Reynolds.

"You think this is real?" "I've been thinking about you... All day… And I don't think that you should walk out that door" "Why not?"

She kissed her. Leyla Shinwari kissed her.

The end of their first day as a couple, and keeping it secret hasn't really gone to plan.

This story picks up right when Max left Helen's apartment, S03E14.

Set in Season 2, sometime after episode 10 'Code Silver'. Max chooses the worst possible night to stay at work.

What happened for Helen in the month break between 3x13 and 3x14?

It's been three months since the events of season 1 final episode, 'Luna'. This is day one.

This is the continuation when Helen came back from London and Max blabbered about his wedding ring. What happened after this kiss? PS This is my first #SharpWin story.

Max and Helen wake up together.

But Helen wasn't ready for this. Wasn't ready to hear Max's voice streaming through the small device, saying words she never thought she'd hear fall from his lips.

"She hesitates in his doorway and it strikes him how small she is, how much more delicate she becomes away from the hospital. Her strength shines in her eyes, but there's an affection they haven't quite named, and it keeps her still for a few seconds longer than he'd like." Post-ep for 3x12, when Max has a surprise visitor at his apartment.