Hey! Thanks for all the reviews and favs and follows. I was not really satisfied with last chapter so I updated it. Hope you enjoy this one. Also I am going to write in Tris' Pov from now on except for one or two chapters near the end.

Tris POV

From the time Four ran off during the dinner all I can think of is that we are soul mates but the resounding no is not leaving my mind. I always wanted that didn't I? I wanted to have a soul mate, a love as true as the one my parents share. I was ecstatic from the moment the tattoo formed and glowed on my skin and on his but my every hope, every dream about my soul mate I ever had went down the drain when I saw the panicked look on Four's face seeing me as his soul mate.

I question myself thinking 'Am I really that bad that Four does not want me as a soul mate? That he walked off before he even got the chance to know me? Or does he have someone else already, a girlfriend, a wife? Did he not feel the instant connection as I did with him?' And that is when I realize that of course Four would not want me as a soul mate. I am nothing special just a petty little girl who is not even pretty and has a body of a fourteen year old.

I see the shocked look on Hana's face but also a look of understanding. I turn to see Christiana and Uriah both staring after the door with the same shocked expression and then Christiana glances at me with a look of pity and tells me that we should head back to the apartment. I don't talk and look down, not wanting the pity Christiana's gaze holds but also taking the time to process everything that just happened. Uriah offers to drive the two of us back and we silently climb into the back seat of the car and drive back home. Both Christiana and Uriah look like they want to talk to me but they don't and I am grateful for that.

When we reach the apartment building, I get out of the car and start to walk to the elevator just wanting to get to bed after this eventful day but Uriah's arm stops me. Christiana looks at Uriah and then tells me that she will be waiting for me upstairs. After Christiana leaves, Uriah starts talking.

"You know I have known Four for a long time now-", but I cut him off before he can make me feel worse about this situation, "Uriah stop."

I started walking away from him before he could think to respond. I walked straight to the elevator ignoring the doorman, Gregory, greeting me and pressed the button for my floor not listening to a word Uriah was trying to say to me after he chased me all the way to the lobby and I let the elevator door shut before he could even try to enter. I walked in the apartment I shared with Christina not bothering to look at my roommate's face knowing it would be nothing but pitiful and just went straight to my room and closed its door, starting to unpack the rest of my luggage and put them in its right place.

I hear a banging at the door, and hear Christina call out in a voice that is both annoyed and amused, "Let me in or come out of there Tris, we need to talk."

I fall down on my bed putting my face on the pillow and say "no" but it comes out muffled. Christina does not stop knocking and tells me that we need to talk it out. Annoyed at the constant knocking and yelling from the other side of the door I open it reluctantly and let Uriah and Christina in and going to my suitcase to take out the other clothes and start putting them in my closet. I would not have done this until tomorrow if everything had gone well and Christina knows that I need a distraction and that is why I am doing this so she says, "she is throwing a tantrum" to Uriah.

"I can hear you Christina, and stop with the pity face both of you."

"Well how are you feeling Tris?" Christina asks me and all I can do is shrug because she knows that I wanted the kind of love my parents had but the gene is so rare now, only 10% chance of it being passed down that I had made my mind that even if I do not find my soul mate I will live happily.

"I don't know" I say honestly at last because that's true. I am confused mostly I decide because I have read all those novels and seen those movies about soul mates and what just happened seemed like a scene straight from one of those and its overwhelming. Do I want a soul mate? Hell yeah, its pretty cool about how the numbers add up and that it was almost impossible for the two of us to meet in our lifetime but we still did. But I had been prepared to live my life the normal way and fall in love like that too. Four… well, I liked him and seem to have a connection with him but I had only just met him and was not ready to get into a relationship with someone I barely knew, especially when he seemed dead set to be the mysterious type and didn't look particularly happy to have her as a soul mate, revolted actually being the word I was looking for.

He just fled from the Pedrad house never looking back and honestly I was a bit surprised by how much it hurt. It felt like a blow to my already low confidence about myself but I shook my head and tried to put myself in his shoes and understood that he may not be ready to be in a relationship with someone he only met today and barely spoke a few words to just because the universe has decided that I am meant to be with him.

But feelings of frustration aside and underneath all that hurt and confusion I feel elated because I have a soul mate.

"Nice tattoo by the way" says Uriah and I look down to the thing on my hand that it the root of all of this.

"Did it hurt when you got it?"

"No," I say, annoyed.

Christina pauses and says "It was a real shock" and I mutter that her commentary didn't make it any better.

"He freaked out because you were all up his business-"I say but Uriah interrupts and says "No, that was not why he freaked out. It was because his parents were soul mates but their bond faded away and his mother died because of it."

It is silent for a while and then Uriah speaks again and says "he does not share much about his life to anyone and I would prefer it that you keep it that way. And Tris please give him some time to think about all of this."

Can anyone suggest a name for this chapter?