Soooo. I'm sorry for outright disappearing for almost two weeks but I actually have been working on my room these days. (Stripping wallpaper, painting, installing four shelves and overall redecorating)
So to make it up to you guys I have a little one-shot for you guys as apology that the next chapter isn't quite done yet. I had a lot of fun writing this and it's very shipping centric xD
Enjoy!
Dream Alone - NateWantsToBattle/Nathan Sharp
I know I said I'd keep my distance
But you're becoming an addiction.
You gave me a taste, can't stay away
So much shit going on in my brain
The words on the page seemed to tease the redhead. These past days she had been thinking over the words of Nya once more and she realized she really did hold feelings for the Black Ninja. Though she had no idea if she could call it anything more than a crush.
Now I can feel you moving
I know that this will get confusing
I don't know the goal, but you're in control
Give me direction for playing my role
She was pretty much hopeless at this stuff. Having grown up in the ever dreary and dark Stiix, there it was more of a everyone looks out for themselves kinda situation. Or maybe not everyone, he had taken her in voluntarily after all. Well not in the beginning but it ended up that way.
I'll ride with you all night
A picture-perfect sight.
Now maybe I can't make you mine, So I'll enjoy our time.
Taking in a deep breath trough her nose, she stood up and walked over to the window to look outside. She enjoyed watching the boys' practice like this, though her eyes and mind betrayed her once again and she ended up focusing herself on him only. The words echoing through her head.
When will I say goodnight
let me know if I'll be sleeping alone
Don't deny it, teach you why
Are you in, or am I taking you home?
No reason for it
Was I drunk or did you get inside my head
When will I say goodnight
You should know, don't let me dream alone.
Though she herself was doing her best not to let it show, it would be nice if she had any indication of how he felt about all of this. About Her.
I really know that I should relax
But without you on in a relapse
Yeah, when you're away, I shiver and shake
You're a bad idea and I need you to stay
Once again, her pencil found its way back over the paper. Writing down her thoughts in one of the few ways she knew how. She hated the fact she liked thinking about him or the conversations (and many arguments for that matter.) they usually shared when no-one was around. She admitted she liked being with him more then with the others maybe sans Lloyd but he drew to her like a little brother to an elder sister, despite how they started out.
I need to feel something
Now you just leave me wondering
But you can't deny, when sparks start to fly
Are you down to throw out you and I?
She hastily stopped herself at that last line. She hadn't realized that she had written down the sentence once she actually had. This left her wondering; would she like a relationship with him? If you would have asked her a year ago she would have scoffed at the idea of a relationship with anyone but she suddenly found herself not so opposed to the idea.
I know I said I wouldn't miss this
But I'm officially addicted
But you can't deny, when sparks start to fly
I'm not ready to drop you and I
Maybe she should be the one to be more proactive, though she had no idea how. Perhaps just go-with-the-flow as Jay often put it. She felt her ears heat up at the idea though a smile graced the corners of her mouth.
I can't stay away, you're killing me
I can't help but think you're feeling me
I can't stay away, you're killing me
I can't stay away
And with that Calli let herself fall down on her hammock with a groan, Upsetting Tangle who was sleeping soundly in it. One thing was sure, she was in love with Cole.
And it was most likely going to be the death of her.
So once again i'm sorry but i hope this makes it a bit better :) I head this song and immediately this idea popped up in my head. Lyrics could be a bit off though since the official lyrics aren't released yet. I highly recommend checking it out.
On another note I also Kinda found Calli's theme song (If you could call it that) It's:
What I Believe in by NerdOut.
Though it is originally supposed to be written for the movie Wonder Woman I really think it fits. Especially with the road i want to take with Calli.
Onto some not so good news. My internship begins on monday, so i have to get up at 5 and will be home around 7 in the evening. so there isn't much room for me to actually write, maybe during the train but I have to connect my phone's internet connection to my laptop in order to do so which can be a pain... and the site I use to watch the show usually lags immensely if i do so. So I have to ask you guys to be patient. But maybe I can get some more one-shots out like these because I don't need the show to write those.
Anyhow: onto the reviews! Just one this time.
MightyShipper:Sorry I actually hate waiting as well but i hope this makes it better?
I hope you guys enjoyed this and i'll see you soon!
