Title: Discovering Sexuality Side Fic 2
Fandom: Transformers
Pairing/Characters: Bumblebee
Prompt: hurt
Drabble #: 180
Date: September 21, 2012
Word count: 357
Next pairing: Morgan, Hotch
AN: And another thought. These drabbles are good to getting my thoughts out.
Rocking on his wheels, Bumblebee let his processor settle into a more relaxed state as he kept tabs on Sam in the vacation cabin. His young charge…friend…lover had burnt the last picture of Sentinel the day before and was happy, truly happy.
He supposed that it was time for him to get rid of his own hurt in his own way.
Running a quick scan over his memories and processor, he found nothing wrong with them. After that was done, he started from the beginning of his memories, eh very slowly went through them, pausing every so often to really run over this memory or that memory before moving on. Several were pulled while others with Sentinel were changed, the large mech fuzzed out of the picture.
Once he was done with that, Bumblebee created a specialized folder and placed the memories into it. Locking the folder, he tucked it in with the other memories that he had long ago dealt with but had no desire to go over them anytime soon. Those folders were labeled 'Pre-nuts Megatron' and 'Ex-lover Starscream', heavily locked with several layers of passwords and codes.
Once that was completed, Bumblebee ran another full scan over his processor to smooth out any bumps and cracks. He was done not long after that, his sensors pinging on Sam as he walked out of the cabin and down the hiking trail. Rocking on his tires again, he settled down on them, his body groaning as he wondered just how he was going to be able to fully move on past the betrayal Sentinel.
But the words that Sam had spoken the night before made him rumble slightly and sooth his worry.
"I may have been hurt, used…betrayed, but I can't let it haunt me, Bee. I need to pick myself up, dust off and move on with my life. I have no doubt that there will be others to turn on me in my very long life, but I also know that there will be those who will be by my side, always." Sam had smiled and patted his hood. "And that keeps me going."