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Chapter # 5

Rachel's P.O.V

I open my eyes to pure darkness and the first thought that crosses my mind was dear lord I'm dead. I continued to walk and yet I still saw nothing. Aren't I suppose to see like a white light or something? Well I feel cheated! Where is the white light and aren't I supposed to like super happy or something? Oh no am I in HELL?

Immediately I start to cry and shout out to no one.

"But why ... I was always a nice person. I helped the homeless, I tried too and successfully became friends with the Unholy Trinity, well all but Santana. But she'll come around. I just don't get it." I yelled crying my eyes out, sitting in the middle of nowhere with my head in my knees.

Suddenly I heard another voice and it said,

"Rachel." Great the devil is here to take me to the ring of fire.

"..."

"Rachel I know your there answer me." The voice said getting demanding.

"I..."

"RACHEL BARBARA BERRY!" It shouted and scared the hell out of me.

"Y...Y...Yes?" I Stuttered.

"Ah Rachel okay, I couldn't find you. I am very sorry for yelling. I hope I didn't frighten you to much." Okay now I'm confused.

"May I ask a question sir?"

" Just call me Samuel."

"Okay why are you being nice? Aren't you like the devil or something?" The voice laughs loudly before saying,

"Oh sweet heavens no. You're not in hell darning, you in the "between."

"Between what? Heaven and Hell?"

"There's someone coming to explain everything to you in away that you would understand."

"But who is coming?"

"..." I got no answer, so figured he was gone. So I'm in between? But he never said in between what? I'm so confused, that I begin to cry again. When I heard another voice, but this time it sounded so familiar. I happen to turn around and saw my father walking towards me.

'Yep I'm dead!' I thought, because one of my fathers died during the 9/11 terrorist attack on the World Trade Center in NY. He was one of the fire fighters, that got trapped when the towers collapsed. When they found him, he was already dead. That was by far the saddest day of my life.

"Rachel, honey do you know why you are you here?"

"No, I don't know daddy."

"Rachel you were in a bad car crash."

"Some voice told me I was in between. Am I in between heaven and hell?"

"Oh honey no, you're not dead yet."

"What do you mean by yet?"

"It's up to you."

"I miss you so much daddy. Dad became a work-aholic, I never saw him for more then a week, before he was off on yet another business trip."

"Yeah I know, I have been watching him for a while. It's so sad to see him hurting like this."

"I know."

"He moved back to Lima, Ohio."

"Yeah, isn't that the place you guys grew up."

"Actually he was born and raised in Lima, while I was in Columbus. We met in Lima when I transferred to McKinley High sophomore year."

"Daddy it broke my heart to when you died."

"I know honey, but I had to try and save those people. I knew the risk I was taking when I became a fire fighter."

"I know, I just missed you, so much. You never got to see me graduate from high school or college. You missed everything."

"I know, but think of it this way, even though I wasn't there in person. I never missed anything. I've been watching over you, since day one and I'm going to continue to watch over you."

"So, you mentioned that I had a chose in the matter?"

"Yes that is correct, because as of right now, you're in between life and death. You can go back to your life, all you have to do is close your eyes and say "I'm not ready and I wish to return to live my life." Or if you chose to die and live with me forever in the kingdom of heaven.

If you chose that one, all you have to do is close your eyes and say "I'm ready, I have lived all that I could live, done all that could done. I wish to rest now, with my father for all eternity. Then you would follow me through those doors and we would spend eternity together, while waiting on your dad and Santana to join us." He points down the hall to the double doors leading to heaven I guess.

"Santana? Why would we wait for Santana?"

"She's your wife of course. You guys been married as of yesterday 7 long years."

"Daddy you must be mistaken, I'm dating Finn Hudson and okay I have a small crush on Quinn Fabray, but I do not have have feelings for Santana Lopez."

"Oh my dear lord, you lost your memory didn't you? You have to make a chose and do it now." I really do miss my daddy and I hardly have anyone on earth that cares about me so my chose is easy.

"I choose too ..."

"Oh I forgot to tell you that you also have two kids around five years old." I have children wow I never knew that.

"I choose to live, I am not ready and I wish to return to live my life." I said closing my eyes.

"I love you baby girl, and I'll always be watching over you."That was the last words I heard my father say.

Suddenly his voice was drowned out by a ladies a voice, it seem like she was crying. I wonder who this woman could be.

"Baby please come back to me, I can't live without you Rach." That's Santana I remember that voice, but she couldn't be crying over me right? I mean she hated me always has.

"Rachel, you promised me that we would have forever." Aww Santana sure seems sad. Maybe she's finally ready to be my friend but she thinks it's too late and that's why she's so sad. Ha I figured it out. Next thing I know the voice of children drowned out Santana's voice. These must to be my children.

"Mommy please wake up. We miss you."

"We gotta be extra good for mom. She is really sad Adrian."

"Noah we have to make mom happy again." Just then I hear Santana's voice as well.

"Hey guys have you been good for auntie Brittany?"

"Yes mami." Adrian responded.

"Mami I really miss mom. When is going to wake up."

"Your mom is taking a long nap." Brittany says.

"Yeah she was very tired honey, but I promise she will wake up soon okay. Give mom a kiss and then we will go home." Wait there leaving, why can't I wake up. I have to see them, even if I don't remember them.

After I hear nothing for while, I was under the oppression that I was alone. Until I heard her voice again. Why did my father tell me she was my wife? That doesn't make sense, last thing I remember Finn and I were dating. How could I go from dating Finn to being married to Santana. This is so confusing.

Daddy I really need you right now. But I know it's way too late for that. I will wake up, I just have too.

~The Later the Next Day~

"Mrs. Berry-Lopez, it's been 3 weeks and still nothing has happened. Maybe it's time to pull the plug and maybe finally let your wife rest in peace." What the hell! Some lady wants Santana to kill me?

"I can't do that." Oh thank God.

"This isn't a life worth living. Mrs. Berry-Lopez I think it's time."

"You can't tell me when it's time for my wife to die."

"Well..."

"Have you ever been love? So, in love you feel like time stopped whenever she or he looked at you? Does he or she make your life worth living? Does she or he make your heart beat faster and slower at the same time? And you thank God everyday for making someone who seems like perfection in your eyes?

Someone that you can grow old with? Someone that makes you so happy as if you won the 42 million dollar lottery? Or you feel so bless that you get to wake up to your soulmate ? That one person who without you feel empty, because you didn't know how you went through life this long without holding him or her in your arms? Because I do! I wasn't living I merely existing, Rachel and our children are the sole reason I wake up in the morning." Wow that was so beautiful...

"Umm no I haven't met anyone like that."

"Well then how could possibly tell me to end the love of my life, the mother of my children, how could even suggest I end her life?"

"I didn't mean to upset you, I was merely saying on a medical stand point th..."

"I have heard enough for one day. Do you know how hard it is to seeing the love of your life like this? Explaining to our children why their mother isn't waking up from her 'nap'. Listen I'm going home to check on my children. Please call me if anything changes."

"Will do Mrs. Berry - Lopez." Again wow. After Santana leave I just lay there and think and the all of a sudden my eyes slowly began to open.

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