A/N: I'm sorry about taking a long time to update. I hope you all read my note. I'm dealing with some personal things at the moment. But I thought I should live up to my promise and update. I hope you all like it. Please note that this will end with Santana and Rachel together. It won't be soon, but it will happen. I don't think that's believable. If you stay with me I promise not to disappoint you. Please read and review and tell me what you think about this update. Until Next Time Enjoy!

Chapter # 6

~Rachel's POV~

As my eyes slowly begin to open, I look around confused at my surroundings. I know that I'm in a hospital, that much I'm sure of. But I was certain there is a woman sitting next to me. She sounded like Santana, but I guess I was just imagining that. A doctor comes and checks my status and then warm smile appears on his face when he notices that I was awake.

"Mrs. Lopez-Berry you're finally awake." Mrs. Lopez-Berry? What the hell?

"How long have I been out?" I asked him.

"For approximately 3 weeks." Wow not bad considering people in comas for months.

"What happened to me? Why am I here?" I questioned the doctor.

"You were in a bad car accident Mrs. Lopez-Berry." Again with the name! What the hell is going on?

"My head hurts very badly."

"Well that's to be expected you did suffer from a concussion."

"How long do I have to be here?"

"Well now that you're awake I can finally do some test and other things, but it should take no more then 3 days." Santana walks in and was completely taken by surprised.

"Oh my God baby you awake! How is this possible? When did this happen?" Did Santana just call me baby?

"Mrs. Lopez-Berry just woke up this morning, about 20 minutes ago."

"Oh my God, I thought I lost you forever." She kisses my hand and I pull it away.

"Mrs. Lopez-Berry do you remember anything?"

"The last thing I remember was being at a party with my boyfriend Finn Hudson and we were having an argument about something. other than that no clue, it seems a bit blurry like I'm missing something." Santana hang her head low and cry.

"Rachel you have been my wife for 7 years, how can you not remember that?"

"Yes I admit I did have a small crush on Quinn. But other than that I'm with dating Finn I'm sorry I just don't remember being married to you Santana."

"I'm Santana Lopez-Berry and you're Rachel Lopez-Berry. We have 2 kids together their five years old."

"I'm sorry I still don't remember any of that."

"The kids will be here any second can at least pretend to remember them? I don't want to break their heart?" Before I could answer two kids run towards me.

"Mommy, mommy you're a wake!" The boy said.

"How was your nap mommy? You slept for a very long time?" The girl said.

"It was fine, but my head hurts a lot." The doctor must have left the room when we were talking.

"Well that's to be expect concussion at least that's what the doctor said." I guess these are my children they look exactly like me and Santana. But it's impossible, Santana hates me.

"Did we make you sad mami is that why you're here?"

"Oh no honey I was in a bad car accident at least that's what I was told."

"What's that mami." He looks over to Santana for the answer, but I answer the question for her.

"It just means I got hurt, but I'm feeling much better now that I see you guys."

"Mommy we made this painting for you, we hope you it."

"I absolutely love it, you guys did awesome job thank you so much."

"See Noah I told you she would like this one." So the boy's name is Noah okay got it.

"Yeah you're she did Adrian." the girl's name is Adrian. Okay that's great now I know my children's name.

"We love you so much mommy."

"I love you more."

"How could you not, I have the Lopez charm." Lopez charm? Why does that seem so familiar.

"Mom guess what?"

"What?"

"Adrian and I we start school tomorrow."

"Really that's great."

"Yep they're going to kindergarten." Santana spoke up.

"Wow how exiting." They looked down as if something was wrong.

"What wrong guys?"

"I wish you could come tomorrow."

"Me too mommy."

"Santana umm do you have an iPad or something?"

"Yeah I do."

"Do I have one?"

"Yeah it's in your office at home."

"Great then we can FaceTime and I can watch them go to school. It would be like I'm there, when I can't be."

"Yeah that's would be great."

"So is that okay with you guys? Because mommy can't leave for a few more days." A smile big as ever appeared on their faces.

"That's would be awesome. I love you mommy."

"Yeah I love you too mommy."

"I love you guys too."

"Never leave us again, we missed you."

"I promise I'm not going anywhere."

"Are you coming home?"

"I can't honey. I have to stay with your grand father. But you can come and see me everyday."

"Why mommy?"

"Because your grand father is a doctor and he has to look after mommy until I'm 100% all better."

"Okay mommy you promise we can come every day."

"Yes, I promise and if you can't come then, you can Face Time me or call. I will always pick up for the two most important people in my life."

"Okay mommy." A tall blonde and shorter blonde walks in.

"Hey Rachie are you okay." This is Brittany. I could never forgot her, not in a million years.

"Yes Brittany I'm doing okay."

"Quinn!" I say kinda rudely and she looks hurts and I'm confused as to why, when all she and Santana has ever done was make my life a living hell.

"What did I do Rach?"

"Oh it's Rach now? Not man hands, RuPaul, treasure trail?" She looked shocked again.

"Why would I call you that. I have done so in what 10 years."

"You're not lying are you."

"No, Rachel I'm not lying. I apologized to you on Christmas Eve 10 years ago. I was having a hard time dealing with the fact that I was stuck in that wheel-chair for Christmas. When you grabbed a wheel-chair and sat in it until January 2nd. You said we can spend the holidays together."

"I said that?"

"Yeah and that was the day we became friends. I know we were already friends, but I never really believed it until that day. I mean always I knew you were a good person, but I was just afraid that had I let you in, you wouldn't have liked the real me." It was my turn to be shocked.

"I would have like you no matter what Quinn. I have a confession to make... I actually had the biggest crush on you in high school. I just thought I never had a chance, so I started dating Finn."

"Finn? You stopped dating him over 9 years ago." Santana spoke up.

"Brittany can you take the children to go get some food please." Santana told Brittany and she nodded and took the kids to go get something to eat. When Noah ran back in the room.

"Mommy do you want something?" I smiled.

"Oh no honey."

"Oh okay." He said looking sad.

"Actually can you bring me some strawberry ice cream." He had the biggest smile I ever seen.

"Okay mommy I will." Then he ran out and hall and down. When he was out of sight.

"Okay now that the kids are gone, what the hell is going on?"

"She lost her memory and she doesn't remember the last 7 years of her life." Santana said sadly.

"Is this true?"

"Yes, while I don't really remember marrying Santana or even having children. I feel a strong attachment to those kids. I feel like I need to be around them."

"There your children Rachel." I smiled.

"I believe you." Santana got up from her sit and kind of looked mad.

"So, you believe me when I say these are your children, but you don't believe me when I say we've been married for 7 years?"

"I'm sorry Santana, but I just need time okay. The kids know I'm there mother and even though I don't remember when they were born and some things about them. I know I will try my hardest to remember everything I forgot. I will try be the best mother I can be to them, because I have too. They have known for 5 years that I'm there other mother and I'm not just going to shut them out, because I don't remember them. That would be wrong and hurtful."

"What about me though? You're shutting me out and guess what Rachel it's hurts okay. Do you have any idea how I feel?"

"How you feel? What about me Santana? I wake up from a coma I've been in for a long time and to find the woman that made my life a living hell is you calling me her wife and I have two kids calling me mommy, when I don't remember any of it. Not to mention you hated me all though out high school and you never had one nice thin to say about me and you now you want me to believe that we've been married for 7 years?"

"First of all Rachel, I bullied you along with your biggest crush Quinn here, because I was in love with you okay. But, I was scared of what people would say, how they would react and what would happen to my popularity if I came out of the closet and said I was gay and in love with you. I apologized for that before we even went out on our first date and you forgave me. But first the love of my life gets into a car crash in which she almost dies from and I wait for a long time for to wake up and when she does she doesn't remember our life together. Second she admits to having a huge crush on our best friend Quinn and bonus she still thinks that she is dating that dick- douche Finn Hudson, the same man that outed me in front of the entire school and all of Lima, when it broadcasted all over the TV." I was shocked.

"Finn wouldn't do that."

"He did. Your sweet Finn is the reason why I was homeless at 17 years old. I had to move in with you and your father."

"I ..."

"You what? You don't believe me? Ask your father! I was so broken that you used to cuddled and sang to be so I would stop crying."

"You crying now I know your lying."

"I cried every night for a month. I just lost everything and that's how we became friends. You broke up with Finn when I finally told you everything that happened and you slapped him when he called me slut and bitch. One night we kissed and you didn't speak to me in weeks and when you did, you admitted that you were gay and had feelings for me."

"That's doesn't sound like me."

"Well it is. Then we went out and on Christmas Eve we had sex and you gave me your virginity. We graduated and moved to NY. You went to NYADA and I went to NYU. I became a hot shot lawyer and you made it big with your broadway remake of the classic musical Funny Girl. You were cast as Fanny Brice and on Christmas Eve a couple years later I proposed to you and you said yes. We were married for 2 years when we had the twins. You were out getting my anniversary present when you were got in a car crash, that fucked up my entire world. Only now because the love of my life doesn't remember our life together. She just sees me as this big bullying bitch that ruined her life."

"I'm sorry." I really was. It broke my heart to see her crying so hard like this.

"I'm going home, I still need to buy some things for the kids first day of school tomorrow." She sniffs.

"Okay remember bring my iPad first thing, so I can be with them as they asked."

"Okay."

"I will remember Santana. I am going to try my hardest to remember our life together. That's why I'm going to live with my dad in Lima. Maybe starting for point A will lead me back to point B which is you."

"What? How am suppose to bring the kids when they want to see you?"

"It should be like a 2 hour train ride from Lima to New York or you could drive. I don't know search for it on Google and let me know. We will figure something out." Just then the kids came running in and Noah hands me my ice cream and I eat it.

"Mami why are you sad? Mommy's okay see..." My daughter points to me. My daughter ... Wow that's the first time I ever called her that. See I'm already working towards restoring me memory.

"Oh I know honey, but I'm okay really I am baby. Lets go so mommy can rest and I can get things ready for school tomorrow."

"Don't forget to bring mommy's iPad okay." My son Noah says. My son and daughter, wow I can't believe I actual have children.

"I won't now say good bye."

"Bye mommy."

"Bye mommy." I hug them both and kiss them on the fore head a d when I do a bright light flashes before my eyes and I see lips kissing the top of two kids heads and then nothing else... What the hell was that? That's was weird. Anyways I let go of them.

"Bye guys." With that said they left the room.

"Bye Rachel."

"Bye Santana. I will get my memory back." She nods her head and leaves the room. Quinn and Brittany leave as well after saying their goodbyes. I lay back on my bed with my hands behind my head,

"I will remember, I will!" I say to no one but myself as I drifted off to sleep. I have to remember. At lease I hope so and I pray that my memory isn't 100% gone.

A/N: So, this update was hard to write because it broke my heart to write Santana's part. I know you all want Santana and Rachel to be together right now, but that's not how I see it. I read stories where they rush things and I don't want to do that. They will be together in the end. That I can promise you. The finchel stuff will be brief. I know some if not all of you don't even want Finn in the story. But he has to be in it, because it helps Rachel remember things. He plays an important part. But anyways I hope you liked it. Tell me what you think or want to happen. I love reading you guys ideas. Would you like more of the kids storylines or less and focus on Pezberry? I personally like the kids parts, but what about you? Please read and review. Until Next Time See You Later!