A/N: Hey everyone I am so very sorry about the long wait for an update. To be honest I lost my motivation to write. After receiving low reviews on a new story, I started second guessing my talent. Until I started rereading the reviews from everyone on my other stories, I realized that some stories are going to be a hit, it don't mean I should stop writing. I have this saying that I live by... Yes its from a movie, so please don't judge but here it goes "Don't let the fear of striking out, keep you from playing the game" Anyways, here is a new chapter and I hope you like it. Please read and review. Until Next Time I Hope You Like It!
~Rachel's P.O.V~
Santana and I laid on the bed just relaxing and having small talk. The kids were already sleep and was laying on Santana's chest when I said,
"Do you remember when we broke up over Brittany?"
"Yes it was the saddest day of my life. I didn't understand how I could have hurt you so deeply, until you sang stone cold by Demi Lovato. I got it."
"It took you long enough."
~Flashback to Senior Year of college~
Santana and I were fighting. At our then apartment we shared with Quinn and Brittany.
"I don't see why your so mad. I'm attending this dance with Britt because Quinn is out of town. What's the big deal."
"Do you know what today is?"
"Yeah the dance is tonight."
"Nothing else comes to mind?"
"No, there's nothing more important then me dancing with my best friend in hopes that she lands her dream job. The tour casting director will be watching. She needs me."
"What about what I need? Today is very special to me and I want to have my girlfriend there."
"This thing couldn't be moved to Sat."
"No it couldn't and would you have asked Britt that?"
"I'm not liking to jealous stone cold bitch you've become lately. You're being so secretive, and hiding things from me, so I'm sorry if you think I going to drop everything just like that."
"Why would you, I've always known you wanted Britt."
"Nope not ever."
"It doesn't matter anymore. I've already told you what today was."
"I don't remember."
"It's obliviously not important to you, so have fun and give Brittany my love."
"Okay, I'm glad you understand what's at stake here. This could change Brittany and Quinn life for the better."
"Oh yeah I definitely understand what's at stake here, I'm not sure you really do." I said with a dangerous undertone that Santana clearly missed. Then I walked out of our apartment and got into my car and drove away.
~Later that night~
Quinn shows up at the performance minutes before its starts.
"Thanks Santana I didn't even know if I would make it or not."
"Sure no problem."
"I know Rachel was mad, and you're in so much trouble for missing her award ceremony and with it also being the anniversary of your first date must be hard."
"Oh shit!"
"What?"
"I'm in so much trouble. I forgot all about those events and I was so rude to her."
"What did you say?" After Santana told Quinn and Brittany, everything she said to me Quinn and Brittany slapped her of side the head.
"You dumb ass. Brittany is a grown woman. Yes she wanted you there to dance with her ... But if your girlfriend says tonight was a special night for her, you apologize to Britt and you fucking leave with her. Or you run the fuck after her. What were you thinking."
"I appreciate you wanting to help me and being there for me. You're J my best friend and l love you, but I'm not more in important then Rachel. Just like your not more important then Quinn. You need to go make this right."
"Actually babe since she's already here and dressed just let her dance with you. The damage is already done."
"Coming to the stage doing her college of different hip hop dances of the 21st Century here is Brittany Pierce and Santana Lopez." The host of the show said,
"Now judges she is the one that I recommend for this job, but let's see how it goes. I know she will impress you as much as did for me during tryouts."
~One Hour Later~
The host of the show continues
"Okay now we are down to the following pairs. Brittany and Santana and Luke and Layla. Luke and Brittany are fighting the last spot on Beyoncé's states tour. So far they neck and neck. Tonight will change someone's life. Either a dream will die or a dream will come true. Luke tell us how your feeling right now."
"I'm feeling good Eric. Layla is a great partner and we put everything we had on that floor. Brittany is so amazing. She dances with such grace. It's like she was born to dance."
"That's really sweet. Brittany your thoughts."
"I felt like I left my heart on that floor and whatever happens... Happens. Santana is my very best friend and I'm so happy she was able to dance with me tonight. Luke is so talented. I wish him all the best."
"Okay the envelop please. Okay now after the sudden death dance battle the winner is... Going to be announced by surprise guest ... Beyoncé!"
"Hello everyone, before I announce the winner, let me just say how amazing everyone was tonight. Now the moment everyone's been waiting for ... The person joining me on my states tour is ... Brittany Pierce. Congratulations Brittany. I look forward to having you on my tour." Luke shows a sad smile and turns to walk away.
"Now wait just a minute Luke. I have an offer for you and another one for Brittany. Because of how great the both of are. I want you and Brittany to join me on European Tour starting in next year Jan 23. What do you say.
"Oh my God yes Queen B I would be honored to join you. What do you say Britt let's take over Europe together." Luke holds out his hand for Brittany to shake.
"Yes let's do. Queen B would be alright to share the states tour with Luke. He do some states and I'll do some states." Brittany shakes his had.
"Brittany no I join you next year. I appreciate what your doing, but you won fair and square and I would be honored to shared the stage with you and Beyoncé next year."
"Are you sure?"
"Yes I am."
"Okay, well then I see you next month Brittany and the you Luke next year. " Beyoncé leaves the stage as the host Eric closes the show.
"Well there you have it this wraps up season 2 of Big Break. Look out for season 3 next summer. Until then good night."
The cameras stopped rolling and Brittany went back stage gave Luke a hug goodbye and went to join Santana and Quinn in her dressing room.
"Wow baby you won the states tour and the Europe tour."
"Yeah but enough about me, we need to get Santana out of hot water."
"It's cool I'll talk to her about it."
"It's not to late there about an hour left. If we leave now we can make it."
Santana, Quinn and Brittany race over to Rachel's event. Just to find her on stage already giving her speech. Wow Rachel looked so beautiful. The host got back on stage.
"Let's here it one more time for the golden throat trophy winner for best performance by student on a major stage Rachel Berry. Rachel is a very special person with a very special talent. Her girlfriend couldn't make it tonight, but we hope she hears this beautiful she wrote for her. Welcome back to the stage Rachel Berry." Everyone clapped their hands as Rachel got back on stage. Rachel sang her song with Santana watching. After she was done, she went back to her seat and waited until the show was over and once it was Rachel made her way to her limo and was surprised to see Santana inside waiting for her.
"What are you doing here?"
"I came as soon as the dance competition was over."
"Great so how was it?"
"Good. Brittany won the states tour and a European tour with Beyoncé."
"That's great did Quinn show up?"
"Yeah about 10 before we went on."
"Is that so?"
"Yeah, she let me dance anyways since I was there."
"That's great, why are you here though. In my limo I mean?"
"Your my girlfriend and I loved my song so thanks."
"Your welcome I worked really hard on it."
"It shows. That was amazing. Happy Anniversary."
"Who told you?"
"No one, it slipped my mind and then I remembered."
"At 11:48pm? Our anniversary is over."
"I'm sorry."
"I'm sure."
"The rest of the ride home was silent. When Santana and Rachel got home. Rachel showered and placed her 3 awards in her glass shelve in her basement and went to bed. Santana soon followed. The following morning Santana woke up and found Rachel in the kitchen with her bags packed. Santana looked confused still in sleep mode.
"Rachel where are you going?" She asked as she got a cup of coffee to fully wake up."
"Can I sing you a song?"
"Yes."
"This is exactly how I feel, so please listen because I mean every word of it." Quinn and Brittany walked into the living room on there way the kitchen. Brittany stopped herself and Quinn dead in there tracks, when they heard Rachel talking and then they looked by the door and saw her bags by the door. They knew this couldn't end well. So, they sat on the couch and eased dropped on the conversation.
"This song is called Stone Cold by Demi Lovato. So here it goes..." Rachel tells Santana.
"Stone cold
Stone cold
You see me standing
But I'm dyin' on the floor
Stone cold
Stone cold
Maybe if I don't cry
I won't feel anymore
Stone cold
Baby
God knows I try to feel
Happy for you
Know that I am
Even if I can't understand
I'll take the pain
Give me the truth
Me and my heart
We'll make it through
If happy is her
I'm happy for you
Hmm, mm-mm, mm
Stone cold
Stone cold
You're dancing with her
While I'm staring at my phone
Stone cold
Stone cold
I was your amber, but now
She's your shade of gold"
Rachel breaks down and starts crying, which makes her singing that much more powerful. You can hear the pain in her voice.
"Stone cold
Baby
God knows I try to feel
Happy for you
Know that I am
Even if I can't understand
I'll take the pain
Give me the truth
Me and my heart
We'll make it through
If happy is her
I'm happy for you
Don't wanna be stone cold
Stone...
I wish I could mean this
But here's my good-bye
Oh, I'm happy for you
Know that I am
Even if I can't understand
If happy is her
If happy is her
I'm happy for you."
"Rachel was is this all about?"
"I know you want to be with Brittany. Honestly you should tell Quinn you have feelings for her girl."
"I don't like Brittany in that way. I love her as my sister and you know that."
"Do I? Because your argument didn't feel like a best friend situation. It felt like this is my opportunity without Quinn to prove I love her situation."
"What I said was wrong okay, but I don't want Brittany. She's in love with Quinn as I am with you."
"Santana you hurt me so bad. Not only did you forget our anniversary but you didn't even remember my award ceremony before my graduation. The song I won the award from Ms. Carmen and Ms. Cassandra was the song I wrote for you. 'My breath of fresh air' it took me weeks to write and find the perfect music for it. You didn't even bother to care or even remember. Oh no Britt in need of your help and everything else doesn't matter."
"That's not true Rachel."
"Really? Because you saying and I 'No, there's nothing more important then me dancing with my best friend in hopes that she lands her dream job.' Or 'I'm not liking this jealous stone cold bitch you've become lately. You're being so secretive, and hiding things from me, so I'm sorry if you think I going to drop everything.' Are you serious Santana really?"
"Rachel..."
"I wanted the song to be a surprise that's why I hid it from you but I'm the jealous stone cold bitch as you say."
"Rachel I didn't mean it."
"It's over Santana."
"No Rachel ... Please I don't like Britt like that I swear."
"I believe you. I do but it's how you did it that hurt me the most."
"I'm really sorry."
"Goodbye Santana give the girls my love." Quinn and Brittany rush into the kitchen.
"You cannot break with her because she helped me."
"I already did. By the way congrats on working with Beyonce."
"Thanks. She wanted to help me out. Without a partner, I would have been out. This chance only happens once."
"And with graduation days away, my award ceremony can never happen again. Since it's a NYADA ceremony."
"Rachel just think about it, I had a chance to work with Beyoncé. So in a way it was a little more important that I ..."
"See there's your problem Brittany, it's not more important. You and your goals, dreams and opportunities are very low on my list of things I care for. You are my best friend and normally I would walk through fire for you. But when there's an opportunity that can change my life and my ex girlfriend decided to say the hell with the important life changing event I have going on, because Brittany's event is more important. So, I'm so I'm not taking that lightly."
"Rachel what was so life changing? You won awards for singing and dancing before, why are you making it a big deal?"
First of all, I don't give a damn if won 1 or 100. The girl I'm dating, fucking, and changing my whole fucking life for needs to support me as I do her. Her lunch with the Mayor... I was there. Her award ceremony in high school for most valuable player, senior year...Guess what I was there! Her grandmother disowning her, it was me holding her for hours while she cried in my arms. It's just seems like whenever Santana or you and Quinn need me I'm there, with zero questions asked. But when I need something, it's a pause, a problem, or something you guess you can do. I mean what kind of shit is that? But I should expected that. All through high school everyone was only nice to me so we could win singing competitions."
"Rachel that's not true." Santana finally speaks up.
"Really was it not you that said...'A: Your a blabber mouth and B: We all just pretend to like you.'?"
"Yeah I did say that, but..."
"Another reason why my event was more important to me and should have been to Santana is because of Walter Mackenzie Wildfire that why. Who is that you ask? Only the best Broadway director in the game today. He's doing a remake of the classic movie Funny Girl and asked well actually demand that I take the role. He came to accompany Ms. Carmen and was blown away by my raw and natural talent. His words not mine."
"Rachel I didn't know..." Santana feelings bad that she made the wrong chose.
"Of course you didn't, because it had nothing to do with the unholy trinity. I love you girls so much and Santana I wanted to spend my forever with you, but I will not be a second chose. I need a girlfriend who makes my life changing events important as well as supporting me as I do her. It's not you Santana clearly. I'll see you around girls."
Rachel walks to the door and grabs her bags and leaves. It took a year for Rachel to get back with Santana. Santana spent months apologizing to on her hands and knees to Rachel. Rachel was so hurt that she turned her down every time. It was Quinn that got through to her. Santana was so miserable and after talking to Quinn and then having a heart to heart with Santana. Rachel took her and everything went back to normal. Santana realized she needed to be the more supportive of Rachel and so far she's lived up to it.
~End of flashback~
"You are always going to be my number 1 besides my our children."
"I know Santana ...Why did you ask me that anyways?"
"I've just noticed that I haven't always been the best wife to you and I'm so sorry. I lost you in college to me being an asshole then again to Finn when you lost your memory. It's just I can't believe how incredibly lucky I am that you're still with me."
"I'm not going anywhere baby. For better or worst. Always and..."
"That's my line."
"Santana!"
"And forever!"
"So how about we knock some of these things out with this wedding?"
"Okay, what flowers do you want?"
"I want those yellowish-red ones. I always thought they were so beautiful. Quinn can get ordained so she could marry us if she would like. I already found my dress it's so beautiful it's has..."
"Don't tell me. I want to be surprised."
"Okay, well I want Brittany, Mercedes and Tina as my bridesmaids. Brittany is my made of honor. We're going to have a back yard wedding. Our back yard is big enough."
"Okay calm down and Breath. Now as for the food were going to have baked tofu with steamed veggies as one option and grilled streak or chicken with streamed veggies and mash potatoes. There will be an open bar."
"Okay now how about the date?"
"How about Jan. 28th of next year at 5:30pm. The bachelor party will be on the 27th and absolutely no strippers. Quinn, Brittany, Mercedes, Tina and I will be leaving on the 26th at let's say 10:30am. We should arrive at the spa around 2:30pm. No calls, FaceTime, snapchat, Instagram or Facebook for the whole time we're there.
The rehearsal dinner will be on Jan. 25 at 7:00pm. We can test out the top 3 menu's and also the top 3 cakes and get that ordered. In December sometime after Christmas shopping we need to send out the invitations. Then complete a rough draft of the seating chart." Santana was writing down everything Rachel was saying.
"Okay I need to find a tux and make sure Puck, Mike and Matt have theres as well as little Noah. We meaning you need to find our little princess a flower girl dress. I need to still by the rings. I plan on buying 3 rings. One to propose to you with and our wedding bands."
"When are you going to do that?"
"I have a date in mind, but for the sake of the element of surprise, I will tell you the month and that's all."
"Sanny..."
"Take it or leave it mi amore."
"Okay I'll take it."
"Next month."
"Okay so, with that it seems like we're done. All we have left is to choose a honeymoon spot and see if Q and B can watch the kids."
"Let's call them."
"Okay." Rachel grabs her IPhone Plus off the night stand and calls Quinn.
"Hello?"
"Hey were you sleep?"
"No. We were uhh having some adult fun."
"Just say you were fucking Q." Santana shouts. Rachel slaps her arm.
"Shut up San. Sorry Quinn. We need didn't mean to impose on your personal time together, but we're getting things ready for the wedding and we wanted to know if you could watch the kids from Jan 28 - Feb 13. Those days we'll be on our honeymoon. Can you do it?"
"Yeah we got you right Britt?"
"Yeah totally." Brittany shouts.
"Okay cool talk to you later."
"Okay for sure." Rachel hangs up the phone.
"Why do you always have to pick on Quinn. You know she hates to be crude."
"She's a prude and it's not my fault. She need to loosen up a bit and simply say 'I'm getting on with my woman, so call back later.' Right?"
"You are so weird."
"I'm a badass!"
"Yep. Sure your right."
"I am."
"I believe you."
"Whatever!" Rachel kisses her pout away.
"So, we're do you want to go on our honeymoon, now that we have the babysitting situation handled?"
"I want to go to Barcelona, Spain. Or Rome. Are maybe we could spend 2 days in Spain, 2 days in Rome, 2 days in Paris and 2 days in London."
"What do we do for the second week?"
"We could spend it in Hawaii or Cancun."
"Hawaii for sure."
"Hey I want to go to Disney Land in CA."
"What about the Disney World in Florida?"
"No too close. I want to take the kids to Disney Land/ California Adventure. For 3 days and then go to Universal Studio's for 3 days. Then maybe go on a Disney Cruise for 2 weeks. I just want to have so much fun with our kids this summer, because we're going to be so busy with them going to the 1st Grade, work, planning this wedding, the Tony Awards coming up..."
"I have something to tell you."
"Okay what is it?"
"I'm pregnant."
"What? How? When? Huh?"
"I think you know how Santana."
"Yeah of course ... Umm wow and you're should it's mine?"
"WHAT!"
"I'm sorry bad joke." Santana smiles but it drops when Rachel starts crying.
"Baby seriously I was just joking. I'm sorry don't cry."
"Why would I cheat on you?"
"You wouldn't I was just being an ass. I'm so, so, so..." Rachel starts laughing and Santana realizes she was messing with her.
"Oh that was so not funny. I thought you were really mad at me."
"Of course not, you know my heart, body and soul belongs to you San. Only you."
"I really was just playing though."
"I know relax. Your not in trouble."
"How far along are you?"
"3 weeks."
"That's amazing we're going to have another baby."
"Santana kisses Rachel on the lips and hug her."
"Okay, so there's another list. We need to make a doctors appointment to get your prenatal vitamins, more books, clothes, a crib, stroller, car seat, I have to change the guess room next to our room into the nursery. Got to get some toys, stuff animals, we need to pick a name. So much to do. Oh not to mention we have to plan a birthday party for the twins."
"Nope there birthday is June 17th so we'll take our family vacation then."
"That's 2 months away."
"Yep it is."
"I love you."
"Not much as I love you."
"Always and..."
"Forever!"
"Babe it's like 2:00am. We need to get some sleep."
"Or maybe we can make love?"
"I would normally love to, but I have an early meeting tomorrow. Can I have a rain check please."
"Sure." Rachel turned to her side and Santana felt that something wasn't right.
"Baby listen to me okay, I'm 100% attracted to you. I mean your the sexiest woman alive to me and even when you get bigger, you'll still be the sexiest woman in the world. You are the only one that can turn me with a simple look. I get so hard just thinking about you. So, don't for one second think I'm rejecting you or I'm not feeling you. Because if I didn't have that meeting, I'd make love to you so good, you couldn't walk the next day. It's just tomorrow they are announcing who is the next naming partner. You know name on the company and everything. I hope it's me."
"Santana thank you for saying those things. To be honest it did cross my mind, but you quickly shut that down. That's why I love you. Can I sing you a song?"
"Yeah sure."
"It was one of our songs from High School."
"Amazed?"
"No."
"I give up."
"Why I love you by B2K."
"Wow I haven't heard that song in years."
"Yeah it just sums up how I feel at this moment."
"Okay, I'm listening."
"From day one you and I've been
friends.
Hangin out, havin fun, chillin.
Now I know at times I got crazy, silly ways and actin shady.
You peep things in me that no one sees.
You hold it down fo shizzy.
Now I have friends I thought were true but no one more true than you.
So what am I gonna do.
It took a while for me to see how special you treated me
Maybe thats the reason why I love you.
You're my heart girl.
And wit all the crazy things that I do, you're still here girl.
No one else can make me feel like you do.
You've shared my world.
Baby thats the reason why I love you.
No other girl is quite like you.
And noone has my back like you do.
Girl you're one of a kind and you blow my mind.
And I'm glad to say you're mine.
Girl you're the one that changed me from a girl into a woman.
Maybe thats the reason why I love you.
You're my heart girl.
And wit all the crazy things that I do, you're still here girl.
No one else can make me feel like you do.
You've shared my world.
Baby thats the reason why I love you.
It took a while for me to see how special you treated me.
Maybe thats the reason why I love you.
You're my heart girl.
And wit all the crazy things that I do, you're still here girl.
No one else can make me feel like you do.
You've shared my world.
Baby thats the reason why I love you.
Maybe thats the reason why I love you.
You're my heart girl.
And wit all the crazy things that I do, you're still here girl.
No one else can make me feel like you do.
You've shared my world.
Baby thats the reason why I love you.
I Love You, maybe thats the reason why I love you.
I love you too babe and thanks I needed that."
After the song, they made out a bit and then went to sleep with Rachel not feeling so insecure.
A/N: So, let me know what you would like to see next? Did you like the songs added? If so I could add more. Please read and review. Until Next Time See You Later!