Elena continued to throw herself into some moments of her past life. It was a succession of nightmares before she met Katherine. She was clearly in bad shape and she lightened because of that dangerous creature of the night.

And the immortal stole their precious moments together.

Stefan was not her first love but Katherine was. She was her savior, she made her forget all the misery, she was reborn because of her. It was her first time too.

Katherine prepared a romantic dinner, she even cooked herself lasagna and complete with a bottle of red French wine. And for the dessert a chocolate cake with strawberries and Chantilly. After slowly they were tipsy with the atmosphere and some champagne. And the bedroom was amazing, the doctor did not imagine that her lover was so romantic. Red roses everywhere, candles making the piece warm and cozy. She felt like a queen when the vampire lifted her up in the bride style and put her slowly on the silk bed. The older woman never rushed, she always kissed her with love and tenderness. She touched her when she was allowed it, she knew she was not ready to be naked easily, to lose her virginity fast. She needed to be protected and secure inside her brown eyes' immortal soulmate, there was always care. And after it was the happiness that was, she never considered to deserve it. The only pain was her life companion. And when that suppose bloody 'demon' came into her life, she was terrorized to lose her again. All the feelings she lost in the past become stronger and stronger as if she never lost them and with the one, she had now, it was like a fire.

"I love you, Lena." Katherine before leaving her put on a pendant with a ring, the one from her mother, and grandmother. Elena always had it, it was her precious treasure, and she never knew why, but now she understood. Gilbert was petrified because of compulsion; she could not move but only watched and heard the last confession, tears simply rolled on her cheeks. "I can't stay with you because someone is chasing me… she wants me to be her toy forever, I can't be free. She can decide to end my life if she is bored. She will kill you to make me suffer and I won't be able to stop her because she creates me. If I could… I would kill her to let you live freely but I can't. I have to protect you no matter what. I was selfish to fall for you in my situation. I am sorry…" She finally saw all the truth she buried inside, Katherine left her because of that strong blond vampire Rebecca and not for any other reason, Katherine loves her and she does too. Because her soulmate was crying when she used the compulsion to make her lose memory, she felt her heart being ripped apart from her rib cage. She hated her lover to remove all her happiness in a few seconds and she just came back as if nothing important happened? How dare she plays with her feelings? Was she an actress? She won an award!

The doctor suddenly lifted herself with a heavy breath. She caught some air inside her lungs. Her head was spinning as if she had drunk several glasses of strong alcohol. She closed her eyes when the light blinded her view. It was a weird sensation.

"Oh gosh… Ka…Katherine… I know you can't be a real bitch when you want…" The brunette called in despair and remembered what the last one did to her. She put her hand on her injured neck but there was nothing. And she clearly felt the bite on her bone. Intense and painful. It was not a nightmare. Her lover tried to kill her. But if she really wanted to do it, she would be buried right now.

"Katherine…Katherine…" She continued to search for her but no positive reaction. Was she with that psycho Rebecca? The coldness surrounded her, as she was left alone on the street? She looked around and fell from the auscultation table. Metallic sounds resonated. Scalpels? She finally noticed the room… it looked like a morgue? She went to her first years of school, so she easily recognized them. Her stomach did a flip … she realized she was naked and a big cut was between her breasts to her tummy… she was open… she could not inspect more, all the information she learned in biology popped up in her mind, she only wanted to vomit but could not. She saw her white skin. No way…

She was dead? Slowly her big cut ended to close itself nevertheless she endured great pain. She clenched her jaws and make her lip bleed with her sharp teeth.

She growled like a salvage animal. She was furious. She wanted to kill herself and Katherine did not allow and now she was a lifeless corpse? What right she had to make that choice! Her emotions were a terrible mess. Love, hate, despair. The mix was not good. The emotions were killing her damaged soul.

The betrayal. The missing. The inner conflict was suffocating. She screamed her frustration and hold her burning head between her palm. She hoped to make disappear all that hurt. Why? Why her? WHY!

Without a doubt Katherine did kill her; she was an undead like her. But how? She could not know how and when she did that nasty trick. The newborn stood up and weakly walk. She scanned if there were some clothes, and she took a medical gown from a chair near a desk. There was a badge with the name of Doctor Monson. Probably the one who did an autopsy on her body.

She shivered. The situation was incredible and terrible. The grown was large size but it did not matter, it hid her enough. She had to escape before a witness arrived. A dead woman coming back to life after an autopsy is impossible and it will provoke a problem.

Unfortunately, when Gilbert opened the door, the poor doctor Monson was not coming back at a good moment, the ex-human was craving food. She was so thirsty. She needed it to release the beast inside her. She only followed her primal instincts. She jumped on her prey and devoured it.