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Randy POV
I storm into the kitchen, scaring everyone in the process, but I can't bring myself to care as I make myself a makeshift icepack. Regardless of my mood and the shit day that this has turned out to be, it's beautiful outside, so I take my icepack and go to a seldom used part of the castle, knowing I won't be bothered there, while I wallow in self pity at my stupidity.
"Fucking moron. You probably just scared her away for good; she's never going to be able to look at you the same, again." I might as well have just said 'forget our feelings for each other even existed and I'll watch you fall in love with my best friend over and over again, until I can't take seeing it anymore and then most likely do something rash that I'll regret'.
I'm so preoccupied with silently berating myself, I don't hear the soft footsteps on the balcony next to me. "This area of the castle is breathtaking," the small voice says next to me and it startles me. I look over at its owner and she is looking out over the rolling hills of the kingdom and she's never looked more beautiful.
"How did you find me?" I ask Lucy more harshly than what I meant to. She looks up at me, taken aback at the force of my words directed at her.
"I…I'm sorry, I…I'll just leave you be. I'm sorry I bothered you," Lucy replies timidly and looks down, turning around to leave.
"How did you find me, Lucy? No one but me and Drew knows about this spot," I ask her once more and she looks at me with sad eyes.
"I followed our connection, Randy. I've felt it since the beginning, I just never acknowledged it was there until just recently. But I'll leave you be, now. You clearly want to be left alone," she says softly, quietly and the defeat in her tone has me stopping her retreat.
"Lucy…wait. Don't leave…please," I beg her quietly and she looks over at me with confused and hurt eyes. "I'm sorry; I didn't mean to speak to you that way. I'm just pissed at myself for what I said back there. I thought I pushed you away because of the look on your face, so I figured it would have been easier if I just…" I ramble and Lucy grabs my hand, forcing me to face her.
"Randy, you didn't push me away. You just kind of took me by surprise. I've only ever been intimate with one man and for another to express they want the same thing with me, I was at a loss for words. I won't lie, ever since I realized I was gaining true feelings for you, I've entertained that thought in my head, I've thought of you in that way, I just never expected anything to come of it, well because you know," Lucy shrugs and I swear, I think I just felt my heart stop at her confession, but I don't get my hopes up.
"So what are you saying?" I ask.
"I don't know, Randy. I do want that with you. I mean, if you're anything like you are in my dreams," Lucy begins to say, but just hearing her say that she's had a dream about me and her having sex has me growling low in my throat and not to mention, growing hard. I grab Lucy by the waist and put her in between myself and the balcony barrier, pushing my body into hers, looking down at her with lust filled eyes.
Lucy gasps when I invade her personal space, letting my frame press against her's and lower my head so our faces are inches apart, "you've dreamt about us being intimate?" I growl in satisfaction and Lucy swallows hard, but her eyes possess the same amount of lust as mine do.
Lucy nods mutely and I hum contently, burying my face into her neck, breathing in her scent as I press gentle kisses to the skin there. She whimpers at my subtle attempt to seduce her, but I don't plan on letting anything happen; she gets to make that decision. "What did we do? In these dreams you've had of us. Did we have intercourse? Did I pleasure you with my mouth?" I ask, my voice raspy and Lucy whimpers at both of my questions.
"Hmm? Perhaps…both?" I groan against her throat, letting my tongue dart out to taste her skin. If she knew how much I'd make her mine for that one night. Make her forget everyone and everything else. To taste her most hidden treasure has me moaning painfully and it takes all of my will power, not to rut my hips into Lucy's.
"Randy," Lucy releases a breathy moan and pulls me in closer. I grumble in contentment into Lucy's neck before kissing my way up before capturing her lips in a heated kiss.
"What is it, baby? What do you want, Lucy? The call is yours; I won't force myself on you. I won't do anything without your consent," I breathe against her lips and pull back to look down at Lucy. Her eyes are closed as she tries to catch her breath, her cheeks tinted red.
Opening them up to look at me, Lucy replies, "Sheamus is set to get here tomorrow at the latest; a lot is going to be happening. I'm going to leave it at that and I hope you can connect the dots with the rest," she tells me and steps on her tip toes to press a soft kiss to my lips, "I love you," Lucy whispers and leaves the balcony and me to my thoughts.
Lucy POV
As I leave Randy and let him think about what I said, I travel to the place I know best and am most comfortable. I go to the stable and visit Blaze, since it's been a while. "Hi honey. Mommy needed to come see you; I know it's been a while. But I need someone to talk to who will listen and who can keep my secrets," I laugh lightly, petting him on his nose. Blaze snorts and nudges my hand. "You wanna go stretch your legs, boy?" I ask Blaze and he quietly whinnies, giving me my answer.
I chuckle because it's almost as if he knows I need to get away for a little bit. I know Drew and Randy are going to be scared out of their minds and tear apart the kingdom when they can't find me. I'll deal with the repercussions later, but right now…right now I want to just be alone with my own thoughts. Hopping on Blaze's back after strapping on his saddle, I kick his haunches and he gallops through the clearing and to the river that is nearby, but hidden by the surrounding trees.
After about a 15 minute ride, I dismount Blaze and tie him to a nearby tree while I sit close by, but nearer towards the river. There are hundreds of small yellow weeds that look like flowers all over and I pick one, gently playing with the petals as I think about both men in my life. I love them both with everything in me. I want to be with both of them, but I just don't know what to do. Drew has been nothing but good to me since day one of us crossing paths and has loved me unconditionally. But I don't have the connection with him like I do with Randy. Randy and I practically became best friends from the beginning. He became my protector and confident without even meaning to. I can talk to him about anything and in the process, I fell in love with him. I fell in love with Drew almost instantly as well, but I love both of them in different ways for different reasons.
Randy understands me. I don't have to explain myself or anything to him. He lets me be who I want to be, but at the same time makes sure I don't make foolish decisions. In all honesty, he knows more about me and what I do than Drew does. I can tell him things I could never tell Drew. Drew loves me and protects me, but he just expects me to obey and do exactly what he wants me to do at all times. Randy doesn't do that. He lets me be me and do what I want and he doesn't smother me, but he makes sure that I know the choices and decisions I make without making me feel like I'm obligated to know them. With Drew I feel loved, cherished, protected…wanted and safe but he can also sometimes be overbearing because he is too overprotective of me.
With Randy I feel all of that as well, just he lets me be free. He doesn't hover and make me feel like I need to second guess what I do. He encourages me and supports me in everything. Randy is letting me control what happens between me and him now that we both know how we feel about the other. With Drew, while he lets me have my way sometimes in bed, he pretty much takes control of everything we do. Drew is an amazing husband and lover, but he sometimes makes me feel suffocated.
That's the difference between them. I can be who I want to be with Randy, but with Drew I feel like I need to watch what I do and who I talk to. I just don't know what to do. I feel like I'm being unfair and unfaithful to one while I'm with the other. But for fucks sake I'm married to Drew. The king of Scotland and I love him with everything in me, but I also love Randy just the same and I want to be with him. I just don't know what to do. I've never had to deal with this before. I've been sheltered my entire life until I broke free and had two amazing men become such a huge and important part of my life that I don't know what I'd do without one of them.
With the more I get inside my head, I don't realize that my body reacts on it's own when it knows he's near before I even have the chance to realize it myself. That's how connected we are. But I don't realize he is as close as he is until he pulls me from my musings. I've been so deep in thought, I didn't even notice that it was starting to get dark or that I've been away for hours.
"Lucy! Thank fuck, I found you. You can't just ride off like that; you scared me and Drew shitless. We thought something bad happened to you," Randy expresses and hovers over me, his large body frame shielding the sun from me as it sits on the horizon. I look up at him with apologetic eyes, but I don't verbalize it. Instead, I look back out at the river and the different shades of color it holds from the setting sun.
Randy sits next to me, not taking his eyes off me as he assesses me."Lucy, what in the hell possessed you to come all the way out here? You could have gotten hurt," he tells me with worry and exasperation, but his tone is void of any signs of scolding. That. That right there is what makes him different from Drew. I know Drew would mean well, but he would berate my 'behavior' as careless and reckless. "Lucy!" Randy calls my name again when I don't respond and I look over at him and a look of concern crosses his face.
"Sorry," I whisper and look back down at my hands, playing with one of the wildflowers. "I didn't mean to make you angry," I add and hear Randy sigh.
Reaching over, Randy lifts my chin so I'm forced to look at him and I see the turmoil churning in his blue eyes, "I'm not angry at you, Lucy. You just had me so worried and afraid. If anything were to happen to you…I don't know what I would do," he tells me frantically and my eyes soften at his confession.
"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to scare you the way I did; I just needed to get away and be by myself. I needed to think," I reply and a look of confusion swims in his orbs.
"What? Why? Think about what?" He asks me.
Looking back out at the water, my eyes watch the ripples from a fish that just interrupted the waters surface. "You. Me. Drew." I reply quietly.
"And?" Randy replies just as quietly. Almost as if he's afraid to hear my answer.
"I don't even know, Randy. I want both of you…badly and I know I can't do that. I shouldn't do that. But my mind kept arguing with itself, comparing the two of you. You let me live, Randy. I can be myself around you, I want to be with you. Like really be with you, but I'm still married to Drew, Randy," I tell him completely distraught with my inner conflict.
Gently grasping my face in his large hands, Randy makes it so I have no choice but to look into his eyes, "Lucy, while I hate that you're married to him, I accept it because I know there is nothing that can be done to change it. But I'll have you, I'll take you any way I can get because I can't live without you. I'd rather have part of you than have nothing at all. I love you, Lucy Johnson and that's never going to change," he tells me.
Looking up into Randy's eyes, I see the stone cold truth behind his words and I lean in to press a kiss to his lips that he returns without hesitation. Pulling away and leaving only a small amount of space between our faces, I look back into Randy's eyes and bring him back in for another kiss. Only this one is different. I put everything I have into it and shift positions, but I quickly pull back when a thought crosses through my mind.
Randy looks at me with dazed, lust filled eyes, "what is it?" He asks me, completely confused as to why I ended our kiss and pulled away so quickly.
"Drew?" I ask him, fear coating my tone. Fear in being caught in a compromising position with his best friend.
Shaking his head, Randy replies, "he's back home. After everything that happened earlier, he decided it was best if it was just me who went to look for you. It's okay; we're alone," he tells me, his voice husky.
I nod my head and recapture Randy's lips before lifting my skirts to straddle his lap. My action pulls a surprised grunt, but quiet moan when he feels my heat against his crotch. "Fuck Lucy. Do you have any idea how many times I've fantasized about this happening? About us being in this position?" Randy groans quietly, his voice becoming raspy.
I kiss my way down Randy's neck, darting my tongue out to taste his skin along the way. Shaking my head, I whisper, "hmm, no. Tell me. How often have you thought about us being like this?" I take my hand, gently push his chin up, giving me access to his throat and run my tongue in the hollow of it, over his Adams apple and over his lips, capturing them in a soft but heated kiss.
"More times than I can think of to count," Randy breathes in a groan and I know he's enjoying the attention I'm showing to him. "Oh god, Lucy," he moans when I nip at his bottom lip and it grows louder when I grind my hips down onto his, "ohhhh fuck me. Lucy, you feel so fucking good," he breathes and grabs my hips, holding me in place as he thrusts his hips up into mine and it pulls a loud moan from me.
"Oh god, Randy," I whine and bury my face into Randy's neck as he continues to press his pelvis into mine. I can't help but rock mine in rhythm with his own, creating a delicious friction that has us both panting.
"I've dreamt so many times of hearing you moan my name like that, Lucy. You don't…oh fuck…know what it and you do to me," Randy grunts, rotating his hips up into me and he grazes my nub when I press mine back down into his.
"Ahh, oh Randy. You feel so…I'm so cl–oh shit," Lucy moans quietly and hearing that she's close, spurs me on to bring her to the edge.
"Feel me, Lucy. Tell me how I make you feel, baby," I groan out into Lucy's neck, placing wet kisses along it and gently suck her skin into my mouth, making sure to not leave any marks on her. I grind my hips up into Lucy's as I push her down onto me. "How do I make you feel, babygirl?" I pant in her ear, then run my tongue along the shell of it, earning me a low moan of my name from her beautiful lips.
"You make me…feel so good…so big. You feel incredible, Randy. You make me feel like a goddess. Like I'm more than just your queen," Lucy whimpers out and I have to hold back from cumming right then and there with her confession.
"Lucy," I growl low in my throat, "I need to you let go for me, baby. I'm almost there, but I need you to go first," I tell her, increasing our movements and the force of my hips rutting up into Lucy's.
I feel Lucy nod her head erratically as she buries her face into my neck. "No, Lucy. Look at me, baby. I need to see your beautiful face when you release. I NEED to see what I do to you. Please," I rasp out. Hearing the urgency in my voice, Lucy removes her face from my neck and looks directly into my eyes. They tell me a thousand words, but the only thing I see radiating through them right now is love and it's directed right at me.
Lucy wraps her arms around my neck and pulls our faces close, "touch me, Randy…I need you to touch me," she whispers, her voice husky and I can't hold it in any longer, her words trigger my release and I groan quietly, becoming embarrassed that I couldn't hold off for her.
"Lucy, I…" I begin, but she presses a finger to my lips, silencing me.
"Shh…it's alright," she whispers, before taking my hand and guides it underneath her skirts to her core and I moan at feeling how wet she is.
"Fuck Lucy, you're so wet," I rasp out and do as she asks, pressing my thumb onto her sensitive clit and begin to rub tight circles on it making Lucy cry out.
"Just like that," Lucy nods her head and I continue to pleasure the woman in my arms. I feel Lucy begin to buck her hips into my hand and before I can say another word, I feel Lucy come undone at my hands. She never breaks eye contact like I asked earlier and it made me fall for her that much more for doing something so intimate. Something so personal.
The second Lucy comes down from her release, I tuck a strand of her hair that fell out of her bun and press a soft kiss to her lips. "You are absolutely incredible Lucia Johnson; I just wish I could call you mine and mine alone," I tell her and she quiets me with another kiss.
"Shh, we're together now and that's all that matters, but the sun is just past the horizon and it's about to be completely dark. Let's get back home before Drew sends out the whole army to find us," Lucy jokes, but at the same time I know she's serious because she's not wrong when she says that. Drew would send out the whole goddamn army to find her.
"Yeah, I know you're right; I just wanted to have you for a little longer, my beautiful queen," I whisper the last part and press another kiss to her lips. "Can you get to your knees so I can get to my feet to help you up?" I request to Lucy and she nods, using my shoulders as leverage to raise herself up.
Getting to my feet, I hold my hands out for Lucy to take and I haul her to her feet effortlessly. Lucy squeaks out when she loses her balance and falls into me, but I catch her around the waist, holding her to me.
"I've got you; I'm not going to let you fall," I tell Lucy and she smiles up at me.
"I know you won't," she says, pressing a kiss to my cheek, "now, come on…let's go," Lucy adds and unties Blaze from the tree, hopping onto his back. I do the same with Storm and we head back to the castle.
I keep Lucy close with how dark it's become. If not for my sense of direction and knowing these ground like the back of my hand, alongside the full moon above us, I don't know if I'd have been able to get us home. But within thirty minutes, the castle is back in sight and we close the distance to the stable, returning Blaze and Storm to their rightful stalls.
Lucy is about to leave the stable until I call her name, stopping her in her tracks. "Lucy wait, come here," I say and she turns to me, closing the space between us.
"What is it? Is everything alright?" She asks me and I nod my head.
"Yes, everything is fine. I just wanted to give you one last kiss before we go back because I don't know when I'll get my next one in," I tell Lucy and pull her in by the waist, pressing a hard kiss to her lips, making her whimper in the process. Her reaction has me smiling into the kiss before I break it before saying, "Hmm, thank you, babygirl."
Giggling, Lucy replies, "you're welcome."
