Chapter five-
The year I turned nineteen, I decided I couldn't hurt my mom any more. She had done so much for me my entire life, she was the only one who ever just loved me for me, it hurt me how sad she looked when she would come to visit me All she wanted from me was to see me safe and happy.
She would beg me to just tell her the truth so she could help me, but I couldn't bare to add that type of pain onto her, and I had to protect Randy, I didn't want any of them going after him.
I couldn't help but keep tabs on him, he was having a hard time with drugs and injuries, it broke my heart and I would beg Marcy to please let me reach at to him, to talk to him, she wouldn't allow it.
I decided on my nineteenth birthday when Paul told me Randy had over dosed that I was going to do everything I could to get out of here, to get back to him, that I would take that sadness from my mothers eyes and replaced it with happiness and pride.
The next morning-
I sat at the little table in the apartment with my mom, she had bought coffee since this area didn't have a coffee maker, we where making a list of the things I would need.
"Well I just I know this isn't the idea situation for you sweetie-" she frowned I knew she didn't agree with this, but I understood it was easier for her not to argue with Vince "so I want it as comfortable as possible." she told me, I smiled.
"So whats your style?" she asked, I looked at her confused "You know like what kind of patterns materiel do you like?" she asked, I frowned shrugging "I don't know mom, they don't really allow you to decorate too much in the hospital." I smiled at her sipping my coffee.
She frowned "I am so sorry Emily." she looked so sad, I leaned over taking her hand "Mom its not your fault." I told her, she shook her head "No we should've taken care of you not just sent you off, I don't know why I let-" she shook her head "you deserved better then that."
I smiled, I knew it was my farther who sent me away, "I understand mom, its OK." I told her softly "I'd like a red couch." I told her changing the subject, she smiled nodding "I could see it, black furniture?" she asked, I nodded as we started brain storming of decoration idea's. I realized this was my mothers way of feeling better for something I placed no blame on her for.
a week later-
I found myself standing in the hall looking over mine and Chris's list of things that medical would be needed for tonight, I seen a cup of coffee placed in front of me and a kiss on the back of my head "good morning." came his voice making me smile as I bit my lip "good morning randy." I spoke picking up the coffee turning to look at him "thank you." I held up the coffee, he smirked "well I figured you'd need it." I had spent all night texting back and fourth with him, I felt my face heat as I looked down.
"yea I wonder why I would need this so badly." I joked winkling my nose at him making him chuckle, he looked around the hall seeing it was empty before grabbing my hand "come with me?" he asked, I bit my lip I needed to get back to medical but I found myself nodding as he lead me down an empty hall looking around as he lead me into an empty room, he locked the door behind us before cupping my face kissing me, I moaned as he put his hands on both sides of my face, I moaned kissing him back as he slowly pulled away "stay with me tonight." he asked, I sighed looking at him "no funny business I promise." I bit my lip.
"I don't know." I mumbled "Look we can order room service, talk, watch a movie, I swear no funny business, I just wanna hold you, i wanna wake up to you in my arms, please baby." he asked sweetly, I took a deep breath nodding "yea OK." I agreed making him smile "I'll text you when im in my room." he told me, I giggled nodding as he bent down kissing me again.
"Mm-Randy-I-really-need-to-go." I laughed between kisses, he nodded "OK." he nodded as I started to head towards the door, randy grabbed my hand pulling me back towards him making me laugh "Randy." I laughed "Just one more." he mummored cupping the side of face and kissing me one more time, I smiled as we pulled away, I seriously could stay and kiss him all day, but I had work to do, which would prove I was a capable adult "OK I gotta go." I smiled at him as he grabbed my hand again making me laugh "randy." he smirked giving me my cup of coffee "Thank you."
I turned around heading towards the door "I like those scrubs on you, can you be my doctor?, I think I have a strained muscle." I felt my face heat, hearing him chuckle as I walked out of the room shaking my head, oh lord help me with this man.
I bit my lip, when I first got back I was so scared to see him of what would happen, but now I was some what happy, I knew he and I had a lot of work a head of us but I felt confident we could do it. I wouldn't commit to a relationship with him telling him we needed to take things slow, I needed time on my own and I knew it would be a bad idea to rush into anything quickly.
I smiled at Chris "Good morning." he nodded to me "Just on time, here I want you to look at these." he nodded to the MRI's "tell me what you see." He nodded towards the MRIS "Well the one on the left has to be two maybe three months old, the one on the right looks better but not quite healed, I wouldn't medically clear someone for in ring action, how ever ring side or light duty stuff I would OK." I told him looking at him, he nodded "I agree and that's what you will be telling, Nikki Bella she's due in her soon." he told me as I sipped the coffee nodding, I smiled at the cinnamon vanilla tasting coffee.
"Mm I need coffee." I mummored rolling over in his giant king size bed, he smiled down at me "Well get dressed beautiful." he leaned over kissing me, I moaned as he cupped my face, something he seemed to always do, something that I loved "Mm or we can just stay here." he mummred making me giggle as I sat up "You got work to do sir." I laughed as I found my clothes on his floor.
We quickly got dressed, Randy moaned as he came up behind me wrapping his arms around my waist as I was doing my make up, I looked up and smiled at him "You don't need that junk." he mummored making me smile "your sweet babe." he chuckled "Don't tell anyone that." he winked as I finished and stood up staring at mine and his reflections in the mirror, we just fit, I didn't know how to explain it.
"Come on lets go get your coffee before I end up bailing on my appearances and keeping you in this bed all day." I smirked taking his hand as we head out randy grabbing his luggage, he always got a hotel away from everyone else when we where going to be together, that way no one seen us.
He took us to Starbucks making me groan and him chuckle "what do you want?" he asked me looking my way "I don't know just coffee." I smiled at him as he UN buckled his seat belt "OK ill be right back." he smiled leaning over giving me a small peck as we where in public before heading into Starbucks.
I sighed sitting back, I didn't want to sneak around anymore with him, I would be eighteen in two weeks and I wanted to come out with our relationship, I wanted to openly be with him.
He said to give it a little bit of time after I turned eighteen so it wasn't suspicious, I just was ready to move forward.
He got in the car handing me a coffee sipping from his own, I looked at him cautiously making him chuckle "Just try it." he told me, I nodded taking a small sip getting a taste of coffee, cinnamon and vanilla "Mm I like it." he smiled proud of himself "Knew you would." he smirked making me laugh and roll my eyes.
"Oh my god Brie!"i heard snapping me out of my memory as two women walked in smiling at Chris "Good morning ladies how are we doing?" Chris asked leaning against the counter as the walked in Nikki Bella shrugged "Good, hopefully better after we talk to you, oh John's coming so we have to wait for him." she spoke ignoring Chris look of annoyance.
"OK well Nikki this is Emily, shes my assistant, she's doing her internship and im going to have her present our findings, if your OK with that?" Chris asked, Nikki nodded "No problem-" she looked over at me smiling "No problem, hi im Nikki this is my sister brie." she held out her hand as her sister stood up holding out her hand as well, I smiled polite shaking both of there hands "I'm Emily it's a pleasure-" I was caught off by two males voices I knew all to well walking in.
"Sorry im late baby." John bent down kissing Nikki as he looked over at me smiling, John was the only person who knew about me and randy, who was standing next to him smirking down at me.
"Well damn girl, its been forever." he smiled hugging me as Nikki and brie looked on confused "How have you been? Hot shot Harvard medical." I smiled at my farther lie, even though probably not a far stretch as I did get accepted to Harvard medical, but I was looking at one closer to missior with randy.
"I am good, just doing my internship." I told him politely as he turned to face his girlfriend and her sister "This is Emily McMahon." I groaned not wanting people to know my last name, both women gasped "Oh wow we didn't know-" I shook my head smiling "It's fine, I took a different path from my siblings. Now are we ready to start?" I asked
"Sorry I would've been here sooner but caught up with Orton here, seemed lost leaving an empty locker room." I felt my face heat as Randy crossed his arms over his chest smirking as I looked down at the chart clearing my throat "ready?" I asked again making John smirk and nod looking to Nikki who looked between the three of us trying to figure out what she missed.
"Yea." she grabbed Johns hand, I nodded as Randy was watching me intently I cleared my throat as I showed them the MRIS pointing out the older one from the newer one "Now the bone has healed significantly, but unfortunately not enough to be cleared for ring work." I explained, Nikki frowned "I can clear you for light duty, nothing to much, ring side, no hits."
she sighed "I just want to be back in the ring." she pouted which annoyed me I sighed looking around seeing my plastic spoon and my lighter, I grabbed the items, "OK look heres your legs perfectly healthy-" she looked at the spoon as I stood it up putting wiehgt on it not bending "Now you took that hit in soccer and heres what it did." I lit it for five seconds softening it where you could see a bend "Now wrestling on this has done this." I melted it a little longer making it where it couldn't stand without melting more.
"So right now short term its tough and it sucks, but if we where to say OK Nikki looks good enough go wrestle your going to make this into a permanent situation, you look like a well kept women, your hair, your nails down to your toes is well kept, what makes your health any different from your appearance?" I asked her making the pout drop and her nodd as John smirked down at her and Randy didn't take his eyes off of me "OK your right, how much longer am I looking at?" she asked "I'm gonna say maybe minume another month." I told her as Chris nodded in agreence.
"Ok ok Chris you got me! im here, I told you I don't need to be checked out." came Jon's voice, he stopped looking around and smiled at me "Hey pretty lady." I bit the inside of my lip as I saw Randy's demeanor change "Hey Jon, how are you?" I asked, he flashed that sweet dimpled smile that had me a week ago, a week before talking to randy, a week ago when I was kissing him, "Well im good now that I've seen you." I rolled my eyes "Again Jon really, that's what your going with?" I asked trying to ignore Randy's glare, Jon chuckled "I know that one was kind of sleazy. I'll have to come up with something much better for you next time." I couldn't help but laugh shaking my head "Yea that was kind of lame." I nodded, Jon smirked "That's just plan A." he winked making my heart speed up, I couldn't help but fall into his hands like putty "oh yea and whats plan b?" I asked him.
He shrugged non chantely "oh you know just to take you hostage." he told me like it was nothing making me laugh and shake my head "your an idiot you know that?" I asked looking up at him smiling so he knew I was joking.
"Ok Ok Ambrose this isn't the love show." Chris spoke up, Jon smirked winking at me and Randy looked like he was about to lose it, I gulped grabbing my coffee and excusing myself from Jon.
I sighed finishing Nikki's paper work as Chris spoke with Jon over his latest scare
"Here Nikki just keep doing what your doing and we'll see you again at the end of the month, hopefully to clear you." I smiled at her, she nodded "Thank you."
"Sorry it wasn't what you wanted to hear." I told her truly wishing I could give better news, but I guess this was a good lesson in being a doctor.
"So Emily, would you like to go to lunch with me?" I heard Jon ask, I felt myself tense, before I had a chance to respond "She already has lunch plans." Randy spoke for the first time since entering the room, I looked up and seem him glaring and the whole room felt tense.
Jon smirked looking at me "Why don't you let her answer that for herself." I frowned "I uh is it lunch time already?" I asked giving a tense laugh as randy stared at me raising an eye brow his jaw tense arms crossed over his chest.
"Emily my office now!" My farthers voice boomed making me look up confused, why did he sound so grr I hadn't done anything! I looked between the two men "thought I don't know what I did wrong this time,I have never been happier to be called into my farther office." I spoke grabbing my purse and heading off, John Cena chuckled and shaking his head, I knew he'd be talking to randy after that little display.
I blew out a breath as I walked towards my farhters office my stomach in knots, I didn't know why he needed to see me, but I knew I was happy to get out of Randy's line of fire. I took a deep breath knocking on Vince's door before opening it "You wanted to see me?" I asked.
"Uh yea yea come in." he spoke waving me in, I sighed shutting the door seeing the room empty, this would be the first time in years he and I where alone.
I shut the door as he waved his hands "sit sit." I sighed sitting down as he sat at his desk staring at me for a moment, I bit my lip fidgeting with the rubber band that was on my wrist. He cleared his throat "uh I just wanted to check in, see uh how your adjusting?" he asked, I bit my lip shrugging "you know normal people ask politely not demanding when they want to check in on someone-" Vince narrowed his eyes at me making me shrug "I'm just saying, and I'm doing." I mumbled unsure of what he wanted by this.
"everyone treating you good?" he asked, I nodded "Yup." he sighed "Looki im trying here." he sighed, I laughed "seriously? How?" I asked him
"We gave you the apartment-"he started I laughed "No that had mom written all over it." he sighed "What do you want from me?" Vince asked
"My freedom, to live a normal free life." I told him he sighed "Look I get it, you don't know what it's like to walk into a room to see your child covered in her own vomit and blood, Emily, I just want to make sure your ok to have that freedom." he tried to reason with me.
"Don't play the concerned farther role with me Vince we both know you cared more about saving face then me!" I glared at him.
"Dad, I am your dad!" I laughed shaking my head "yea when?" I shook my head "you never took the time to find out what happened to me to get me to that point, you never took the time to notice the things that where happening to me that lead up to me doing what I did! I didn't just wake up and decide hey im going to take enough pills and drink enough whiskey to tranquilize an elephant and slice my wrist all to bloody hell. And I damn sure didn't have any intentions of losing my baby that day!" I snapped as tears burnt my eyes.
Vince cleared his throat keeping complete composure at my outburst, I needed him to hug me, I needed him to apologize, I needed him and he just sat there "You would clamp down every time we got to that point Emily!" I rolled my eyes turning my head to the side sighing "it wouldn't of made a difference, look if you feel this is the way to do it fine, just know I have every intention of in a year being gone and not turning around." I turned my head to look at him, for a moment his eyes dropped "Well that's not what im intending here Emily, look you wont understand until your a parent." I bit my lip, ouch that one hurt.
I nodded "well then I guess I'll never know, uh are we done here, I have work to do. I have to prove that im a capable adult." I cleared my throat standing up, Vince nodded looking some what saddened, he cleared his throat "uh yea maybe you and me, we could uh maybe have dinner tonight?" he asked, I shook my head heading for the door "I have plans sorry." I told him before quickly heading out of the room.
I covered my mouth feeling sick to my stomach as I dug around in my bag I needed to go outside, I quickly walked out to the roof as tears burnt my eyes, I grabbed a cigerate and my lighter I groaned as I shook my lighter and it again wouldn't light, I let out a frustrated scream throwing it across the roof, before turning around kicking the creates that where stacked behind me.
"Shh." I felt arms wrap around me as I turned into a chest crying "Shh." I felt a hand hold the back of my head "your OK." came Jon's voice as I sobbed in his chest, I felt my knee's buckle as everything started spinning out of control and I fell to the ground Jon falling with me.
"Breath kid, breath." he spoke in a calm voice as I sobbed "ah why cant he just love me." I cried into a man I barely knew chest, "Why does it have to be this hard."
I pulled away sitting back against the wall wiping my eyes, watching Jon as he dug through his pants pulling out a lighter and a cigarette, he lit it taking a deep drag handing it over to me, I took a deep drag, I closed my eyes and pulled my knees up "Its like this is all a game and I don't know the rule's, no one bother to tell them to me and im just wandering trying to figure it all out." I opened my eyes looking at him handing his cigarette back to him, I shrugged running my fingers through my hair.
"the worlds just so inhuman, I am so fucking lonely, why is the world so selfish, so insensitive, why is it if you don't meet a certain stranded on this imaginary scale of acceptance, you don't matter, I am not for this world." I looked up at him shrugging as he kept his eyes on me letting me say what ever I needed, handing the cigarette back to me.
I laid my head back on the wall behind us "Oh god im sorry, please don't tell my dad about this." I panicked staring up at him, Jon shook his head "I got you." he spoke as his eyes connected "you probably think im crazy." I frowned finishing the cigerate and letting out a breath.
Jon laughed "Aw darlin if you knew of my child hood, you are far from crazy." he smiled at me pulling me into him, I sighed laying my head on his shoulder as everything started to calm down.
"Why did you go back to him?" he asked, I looked up at him confused "Orton." I shook my head "I didn't, we're not together, we've talked, but we're not together I mean we are talking." I clairfied.
He nodded "so you wouldn't mind if I did this-" he tilted his head downwards capturing his lips with mine, I knew it was wrong, to kiss Randy and kiss Jon, I knew I was leading both men on, but I couldn't help it.
I reached up cupping Jon's face with my hand kissing him back I moaned as we both slowly pulled apart, there was no denying there defiantly an attraction between Jon and I, he licked his bottom lip staring at me as I stared up at him.
"YO JON!" I heard making us pull apart, Colby walked over seeing us, he gave a little smirk towards Jon "We gotta go." he told him, Jon nodded looking at me, he sighed "you OK?" he asked, I nodded watching him stand up, he held out his hand helping me up "I am thank you." he nodded.
"Anytime pretty lady, keep that chin up." I smiled at him watching as Colby nudged him and Jon shook his head walking inside the building. I let out a breath, one thing I did know, is I needed to figure that situation out and fast before I ended up hurting anyone.
Randy's pov-
"So that was interesting in there." John's voice broke through my thoughts, as we sat at the table his girlfriend Nicole sitting next to him look way to eager to know about Emily and I.
I shrugged "Ambrose doesn't need to be sniffing around her." I huffed shrugging, I knew she liked him from that night in the bar, I had sat back for a few minutes watching them play pool, the way she smiled and interacted with him. She was comfortable with him.
No he wasn't getting his chance with her, that I would make sure of.
"OK who is she?" Nikki spoke up, John smirked "yea, who is she randy?" I sighed rubbing my face, John was the only person who knew the truth, he always said her and I where meant for each other, even brought her up on my wedding day.
"Shes just Emily McMahon, she used to hang around a lot before she went off to school." I told her, wanting to roll my eyes at her eagerness to know about Emily.
"She's the one that got away from him."John butted in, I groaned, its not that I disliked Nikki but she tended to be a bit of a gossip and Emily didn't need that.
"Oh is that why you where ready to go to viperville on Ambrose?" Nikki asked, Randy sighed "Look not being a dick here but I really don't want to talk about it or her here, she has enough on her plate, she doesn't need meaningless gossip surrounding her." Nikki frowned "Randy I wouldn't, honestly, she seemed really nice and I just wanted to know more, especially since you where quick to almost take Jon's head off over her." Nikki smiled sincerely, I sighed sitting back.
"look shes just has had a rough few years, last time her and I saw each other didn't end to well, I guess im just protective when it comes to her." hell someone had to be and it sure as hell wasn't going to be her family.
John looked over at me smirking "you still love her." he commented, I rubbed my face that was the emotion I struggled with since the moment I seen her again, I looked over to my best friend in this business frowning "is it that obvious?" John chuckled "Like she said if you could have, Amrbose would be walking around with his head up his ass, question is, what are you going to do about it?" John asked.
I frowned sitting back, I had to move slow with Emily, she had been through so much and I didn't help adding to that pile of shit storm for her, but I knew with Ambrose sniffing all over her if I didn't lay my claim to her soon, he'd have a pretty good chance of claiming what should've been mine all these years.
"since when did we grow vaginas man." I joked shaking my head standing up "I need a smoke, see you guys." I spoke able to make my exit, truth was I wanted to go by Vince's office and see if she was finished yet with her farther.
EMILY'S POV-
I walked back inside the arena really not wanting to be here, I just wanted to lay down and rest I felt my elbow being grabbed as I was pulled into a room causing me to yell out "shh its me." Came randys voice he frowned looking at me "you ok?" he asked, I bit my lip shrugging "I needed a cigarette." I told him, he nodded opening the door and with his hand on my lower back and led me back to the smoking area.
He pulled his pack out handing me one I sighed "Thanks." I took a deep long drag as he watched me, I sighed "I just want to be me, fuck Randy I don't even know who I am, but I just want to find out." I told him shaking my head "He acts like he knows me and he doesn't, he doesn't know anything, he acts as if I woke up one day and said he im gonna take enough pills and drink enough whiskey to tranquilize an elephant and then slice my wrist up to bloody hell. Stephanie acts like I did it to purposely abort the baby." I let out a bitter laugh shaking my head.
Randy frowned pulling me to him, he grabbed my cigarette taking a deep drag before tossing it and wrapping his arms tightly around me.
"Come on, I don't have anything to do today lets just get out of here." he mummored, I knew I shouldn't of but I needed to, I nodded "yea let me talk to Chris, you sure?" I asked him, looking up at him, he nodded cupping my face "Yea." he mummored softly before lightly pecking my lips.
Randy and I found ourselves seated in a corner booth of a cute little mom and pop restaurant I smiled as Randy showed me pictures of his daughter and him from vacation "She's a cutie."i smiled up at him seeing his face full of pride of his daughter, he nodded letting out a breath sitting back "you uh ready for that?" he asked nodding towards the pictures, I looked at him confused "She's comes with me, im a packaged deal sweetheart. So if this turns into something more-"he explained, I blew out a breath sitting back, I hadn't thought of that.
I looked over at him as he watched me "I cant have children." I told him, he looked at me confused "I cant after I-" I blew out as the waiter dropped off our food, I smiled thanking him, as randy kept his eyes on me "After I miscarried-" I countied looking at him, he put his hand over mine "by the time they figured out that's what caused the bleeding, there had been significant damage, I have a lot of scaring on my uterus, doctors say it'd be a miracle for me to have a child and if I did get pregnant, I'd most likely not carry the baby full term, I guess that was a condition I had before the miscarriage, a hostile uterus." Randy frowned sitting back.
"Jesus Emily, im-" he shook his head "Look I never blamed you, I need you to know that, after what I did to you that day, I couldn't blame you, I was to blame, I caused you to do that." I shook my head wondering if we could really put so much serious history behind us.
"We need to discuss this I mean your right, your a farther, and well with my situation, am I the best person to bring around her" I asked, Randy's face turned deadly serious as my heart started to beat hard and fast in my chest.
"you uh still in that place?" he asked me, I shook my head no "I mean I get anxiety attacks, like the first time I saw you I had one, but normally I can go smoke and calm down." I expanded, he nodded "then if you don't do drugs and aren't going to hurt her, then yes you are, just a question of if you want to be, I can imagine it has to be a hard pill to swallow especially after what you just told me." he squeezed my hand, I nodded, this was a different randy then the one I was used to.
"Do I have to make that decision right this second?" I asked him, he shook his head no "No not right this second but for us to move forward, you'll need to." I nodded.
"I know and its something I'll have to figure out over more then just lunch." I told him, he smirked nodding "I know but its something we do need to figure out, eventually."
"Another thing is, I don't want to hide us again Randy, like what happened today in medic, I felt so uncomfortable." I told him, his jaw tensed "hey stop it." he rolled his eyes "Ambrose damn near got his ass kicked today." he spat out making me shake my head and nudge him
"But no I didn't like that either, I have no issue laying my claim to you-" he smirked over at me as I shook my head "How does that work for you?" he asked, I shrugged " I mean the whole point of this is to see if I can survive in the outside world on my own, dating is apart of that right?" I asked, he nodded taking my hand "yea, do you want to do that?" he asked making me look at him confused "i thought that's what we where talking about?" I asked him making him chuckle.
"No sweetheart do you want to date other people? Before jumping into something serious with me i'm at a point in my life where I don't want to waste my time with games, so if you want to play around, which I can understand, just tell me so I don't expect more then what your willing to offer." I smiled shaking my head "Randy the entire time I only thought of you, I only have ever wanted you, I don't need to jump from shitty relationship to shitty relationship to know that." he nodded "OK then."
"is this what you want?" I asked as we started eating our food,he looked at me taking a sip of his iced tea "I wouldn't talk to you about possibly being involved in my daughters life if I didn't, I just need to know that's what you truly want." I nodded that being all I needed, I felt good about this we laid a lot out on the table, so to speak, now just needing to tell my family, not that I really cared what they said or thought but I didn't want my dad to have the power to take this away either.
I deiced I'd call Marcy and see what she has to say about all of this and the best way to approach it, in the mean time I was just going to enjoy this moment. We spent the rest of lunch on smaller talk.
"you feel better now?" he asked me as we walked hand in hand to the hotel that was down the street, I nodded "Thank you, im sorry for my outburst." I shaded my eyes from the sun looking up at him "its fine, what happened?" he asked, I shrugged "I uh-" I sighed when randy and I stopped talking "I never told them, my family, about us, about what he did to me, so all they know was I miscarried and tried to kill myself."
Randy frowned "why didn't you tell them? All these years?" I shrugged "i didn't want to drag you into it, and the other stuff-" I shrugged "what would've it had helped?" I asked him, he frowned "maybe you wouldn't be on this bullshit guardianship, they could've seen big picture." he told me, I shrugged "I really don't think it would have made a difference Randy." I bit my lip really not wanting to talk about this any more I wanted to keep my mind off my past and family drama.
"You think she'll like me?" I asked making him look at me confused as we made our way into the hotel parking lot "Your daughter." I giggled making him smile, he nodded "I think she'll love you." I ;.smiled at him shrugging "Shane and Stephanie wont allow me near there kid's, I guess im a bad example." I mumbled right when we got to the entrance of the hotel, I seen Randy frown before pulling me to him, he cupped my face "Then there the bad examples Em, it pissess me off how much they put you down and you allow it, I will be honored if you choose to meet my daughter." I shook my head letting out a laugh.
Randy looked down at me confused "what's funny?" he asked, I smiled reaching up caressing his face "where is the randy before? The immature womanizer?" I asked him with more fear in my voice "I don't know to believe this randy is true."
Randy chuckled "Ah I lost the women I loved due to that immaturity and womanizing, and I had a daughter, I want to be the example she holds all men too."
I bit my lip nodding "your wife?" I asked him, he shook his head looking at me "you, Emily I lost you." I stared up at him, I leaned up no longer caring we where in the middle of the hotel lobby where people could see us, I don't know if he was just saying all the right things because he meant them or if he had altior motives, but right now I didn't care.
I bit my lip pulling away "lets go to your room." I told him softly, he cleared his throat nodding re claiming my hand with his as we walked to the elevator.
"Mm what happened to taking it slow?" Randy asked, I giggled as we sat in the middle of his bed in his hotel room, we across from each other cross legged eating Chinese take out, I smiled at him shrugging "You've made the past co2
uple of weeks amazing, and today was great." he smiled at me causing my stomach to do flips, I didn't understand how I could be this attached to him all over again after so many years apart.
He leaned forwards capturing my lips with his "Its been my pleasure beautiful." he chuckled as I felt my face heat, he moved the container from my hand pulling me into him "what am I going to do with yo?" he asked, I smiled up at him shrugging "I don't-" I turned to where I was straddling his lap, his hands moved down to my hips "know love me?" I bit my lip, he moaned bringing his right hand up cupping the side of my face his thumb caressed under my eyes "I have to meet John at the gym." he muttered "Oh OK, you want me to go back to my room?" I asked him unsure where we went next with this.
He shook his head no "No No I like the idea of you being here when I come back." I bit my lip nodding "unless you want to come with me." he smirked, making me laugh shaking my head "No I think im good, got a pretty good work out in earlier." randy chuckled as I laid down in the middle of his bed, his huge shirt covering me.
Randy groaned his eyes ranking over my body "your making it very tempting to ditch John." he spoke as he got up getting his gym clothes on, he sighed leaning over placing a gentle kiss on my lips running his hand over my cheek "get some rest sweetheart." he mummored before grabbing his gym bag and heading out the door.
My heavy eyes closed before the door even closed, my body and mind exhausted from the days events.
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