Chapter fourteen-

"You were born to dance to the beat of your own heart; to roam without cages; with the innocence of a child, and the free spirit of untamed horses; I hope you laugh without stopping, live with abandon, and love like that's all there is; stay wild, my wild, wild child" my mother wrote this in my baby book.

It was as if she took one look at me and saw me, saw my soul, she knew I was meant to be free and would give her and my farther a run for their money, and she happily accepted the challenge.

I couldn't tell you a time I ever felt good enough for my farther or accepted, it was like a I was a wild horse and he was supposed to be the master meant to tame me, it seemed like I was always getting under his skin, one way or another.

I always played to loud, got to dirty "why cant you be more like your sister?" he would grunt while glaring down at me with eyes filled of disappointment.

Even my eating habits annoyed him, I remember one time sitting at the dining room table, the rare times we all sat as a family.

Maria frowned apologizing as I seen the carrots on my plate, normally she would substitute with a vegetable I did like, seeing my farther was home this time, that wouldn't be happening tonight.

I had tried carrots and I like most vegetables I wasn't like most kids who would gag at the mere thought of them, I loved Brussels sprouts, broccoli, aspergurs, green beans.

Just peas and carrots I couldn't stand.

"Emily eat your food." my mother politely instructed me as I pushed the carrots around on the plate while my farther listened intently to Shane and Stephanie and the on goings of their live's, he never asked me about things that happened when he was away with me.

"You know Vince, Emily got honor roll again, oh and she made the volleyball team." she smiled proudly as I looked up, Vince glancing at me nodding.

"oh well-" he cleared his throat "that's good, good job." my mother frowned shaking her head sadly as I just hung my head.

"may I be excused?" I asked my mother, she started to say yes until Vince pointed his fork towards my plate "eat your carrots." he instructed.

I frowned "but I don't like carrots." I told him hearing him sigh "Emily eat them, why must you make everything so difficult?" he asked me.

I frowned, I tried to be a good girl, I didn't understand what I needed to do to make him love me and accept me, I got good grades, made sports, helped around the house, I even helped the help! And I still wasn't good enough for him, I wasn't Stephanie.

I sat at a table with my mother, farther, Shane, Stephanie, Paul, their girls, and Randy at my side.

"Emily, what are you plans for these days off?" Vince asked me, as I sipped my coffee, I really didn't want to come to this breakfast but Randy talked me into it saying it would be a good starting point to help bring my family to a healing point.

I smiled at Randy "Uh Randy's invited me to his place, since Raw's going to be there." I smiled at my family, as randy ran his hand reassuringly down my thigh.

I couldn't help but notice how no one seemed to thrilled with that choice, but wisely chose not to say anything.

"but Mommy I don't like this." I turned my head to see Aurora fussing over her veggie omelet Stephanie had ordered her.

Stephanie sighed "what about it do you not like aurora?" she asked her oldest daughter who frowned "the mushrooms, I don't like them."

"Aurora you haven't even taken a bite, try it." Paul suggested smiling at his daughter who frowned "I've had mushrooms before daddy and I don't like them."

"Well Aurora this is what you said you wanted." Stephanie reminded her.

I smiled over at my niece "Hey Aurora, why don't you just pick them out of your omelet?" I suggested making the little girl look at me "but then the taste will still be there." she pouted making me smile.

"I feel ya kid, I do, I don't know how many times Mimi made me eat carrots when I was a kid, and I hated them!"

my farther cleared his throat " Emily this probably isn't helping matters, Aurora you need to eat what your mother ordered you." I frowned feeling Randy squeeze my leg as I watched my nieces face fall in defeat, that same defeat I had felt so many times growing up.

I scrunched my face pushing the boiled carrots "But mommy I hate these." I cried.

"young lady you will eat them." Vince sternly ordered, I frowned looking down "They smell." I pushed at them again.

I jumped back when Vince slammed his fist against the table "Emily just eat your dinner!" he glared down at me sighing "why must you make everything so difficult."

I looked at my uneaten blueberry's crepes, which sounded and looked amazing "Aurora how about this one time I trade you." I told my niece making Paul look up and smile at me "if its OK with your mom and dad of course." I added quickly not wanting to step on some very thin ice.

"no its OK." Stephanie sounded relived as Aurora smiled happily as Paul and I traded plates across the table "What do you say to your aunt?" Stephanie asked her making me look at her shocked.

Aurora smiled happily, such a happy smile that made my heart swell with happiness "thank you aunt Emily."

"Not a problem kid, next time though ask what is in something before you order it, that way if something is in it that you don't care for, you can ask for it to not be in your meal." I advised my niece who nodded "OK!"

Stephanie looked over at me mouthing a thank you looking relieved at the help of her picky daughter, I nodded looking down at me plate, I didn't care for mushrooms myself, but I wasn't going to say that in front of Aurora, I felt randy kiss the side of head.

"Emily you cant always give children what they want." Vince told me as I tried to pick some of the mushrooms out of the omelet, I shrugged "and sometimes you must make a compromise." I looked at him raising my eyebrow as I took a bite of the omelet filled with the mushroom that I didn't care for, I chewed with a smile on my face as vinces face turned bright red. I smiled over at my niece and even though I hate the taste of the mushrooms "mm." she giggled taking a happy bite of my blueberry crepes.

"So, what are you two going to do in ?" my mother asked quickly changed the subject.

"Well Randy's asked me to uh, if I'd like to um-" I didn't know why I suddenly felt very nervous to tell my family I would be meeting my boyfriends daughter, but I was.

Randy took my hand squeezing it "I'm taking Emily to meet my daughter, and also over to my family's house, my farther said it's been ages since her seen her and demanded I bring her by." Randy smiled at me winking.

"Oh that's lovely!" My mother smiled, Vince just nodded "Lets just hope you don't share a meal, she may switch." I rolled my eyes along with Paul.

"Well as Alanias farther that'll be up to me." Randy spoke in a stern tone.

"So Emily are you nervous?" Stephanie asked I sighed nodding "Awe babe don't be, shes going to love you."

"It is a big deal Randy, are you sure you two are ready for this?" my mom asked surprising me it defiantly sounded like something Vince would say.

"Yes I'm sure."randy resounded almost with a protective tone in his voice "I wouldn't of asked her if I wasn't."

"So how do you feel about your wrestle mania this year?" Paul quickly changed the subject, when I looked up sipping from my coffee cup I couldn't help but smile when Paul winked at me as him and randy discussed wrestling, I looked over giggling seeing my nieces face covered in blueberries and whipped cream.

Stephanie shook her head as her youngest two smiled happily eating there pancakes they where cute girls and I was happy it seemed like Stephanie was going to let me get to know them as their aunt.

"Well let me know when you make it safe to Randy's." my mother spoke as we finished breakfast, I nodded hugging her as Randy stood by his bus, we where heading straight there from breakfast.

"i will."i smiled walking towards Randy "Please let me have a drag of that." I begged taking his cigarette taking a small drag handing it back to him.

I bit my lip as he lead me inside of his bus, I blew out a breath sitting down as he let his driver know we where ready to go "you OK?" he asked sitting down next to me, I shrugged looking at him "Do you think its too soon?" I asked him.

He sighed rolling his eyes taking my hand "we have been through this, you and I as a couple, fuck your family." I frowned looking up to him.

"you OK?" I asked him sitting back as he put his arm around my shoulders, we had a good four hours until we hit and was expected pretty much to be straight to his family's house.

"Do you think I did something wrong with Aurora?" I asked him curiously, he shook his head no looking at me "if your worried about me and Alana, I know what my daughter likes and doesn't like, and if she doesn't like something I would've done the same as you." he leaned forward lightly kissing me "stop worrying so much." he made a face at me making me laugh.

"I don't I just I remember being forced to eat things that literally made me gag and Vince would yell at me, always said I was difficult." I frowned.

"hey look at me-" Randy spoke as I leaned up looking at him "you are not difficult, your farther is a fool, and I love that you have your little quirks." he leaned down lightly kissing my lips

I laid my head on his chest as he turned on the TV settling on some documentary on Netflix as I drifted off to sleep.

"Hey beautiful we're here." Randy ran his hand soothingly up and down my back as my eyes slowly opened, I smiled seeing his face "did I sleep the entire trip?" I asked sitting up, Randy nodded "don't worry I drifted off too." he winked taking my hand helping me off his bus.

I couldn't help but gasp at his house, I know crazy right? The girl who grew up in a fucking mansion, but his home was beautiful.

We walked quietly in his house, as I took it in, we stood in the foyay where he helped the driver bring in our luggage in, he had a beautiful stair case and off to the left was a large living room. I took the small step in to it looking around.

It had a huge grey and black sectional with a large TV hung on the wall, the typical male living room, I smiled though in the corner was a bright pink princess table and chairs set, with a doll house and toys surrounding it.

I felt his arm wrap around my waist as the front door shut, I closed my eyes feeling him push my hair to the side and kissing my neck "how about I show you the bedroom?"

"Randy, we have to be at your parents." I giggled as he already started leading me up the stairs "Mm they can wait a little longer." he mummored as we walked up the stairs.

I shook my head laughing "look its going to be a busy busy day, I want some time with you." I smiled caressing his cheek as he opened a door.

I looked around this was his bedroom in the center was a huge California king four poster wood framed bed, across from it was a huge TV again hung up on the wall with a dresser underneath.

The room was massive in size but I didn't have much time to take it in as randy lifted me onto the bed laying me down, he climbed on top of me placing gentle kisses along my jaw line.

I giggled and rested my forehead against his. "I can't believe this." I smiled at him "Believe what?" He asked as he pressed his lips against my cheek.

"This, you, me, if you would have told me this a year ago, I wouldn't have been able to imagine it. I figured given everything, we would be done for good."

I tilted my head up and locked lips with him. My arms wrapped themselves around his neck, His tongue probed into my mouth, I slid mine smoothly cross his. He sighed with relief and pulled away. using his free hand to release his member from his jeans. He pulled down his pants and threw them on the floor.

I pulled at my top, pulling it off. Randy watched me and began attacking me as soon as I took it off. His lips ran over my upper breast as his hand worked on unhooking my bra, and true to Randy fashion in one swift motion he had manager to unhook it. leaning up kissing him I ran my hand over his boxers and gripped my hand around his member.

I pulled them down, revealing his long hard erection. I lowered my head onto him, I started with a slow lick to his erection. His eyes closed and his mouth opened. His arms moved behind his head, "Don't, don't stop." He hissed through his teeth arching his hips up slightly. I dipped down again and ran my tongue around the head. His eyes opened as he just watched me intensely, His hand ran through my hair.

This time, I took as much of his member I could into my mouth. I felt his body twitch with satisfaction, "Oh fuck-" he groaned gripping my hair tightly

"I fucking love you." He panted, falling back onto the bed again. I reached my other hand up and started to run it along his member at the same time. "I'm so fucking close." He moaned out as his grip on my hair tightened. I pulled away sitting back on the heels of my feet and continued to rub until he exploded. He closed his eyes trying to control his breathing for a moment.

I let out a squeal when he grabbed me by my hips flipping me onto my back, His mouth hovered over my breasts. Trailing his tongue around my nipple before sucking it hard into his mouth. I moaned when he began slinking down my body, kissing and sucking on my skin as he went.. I felt so wet, so ready for him. He kissed my stomach and looked up at me, lust clouding over his eyes, I bit my lip my throat feeling dry as every nerve in my body felt on fire.

He tugged down my panties causing me to take a deep breath and rest my head back against the pillow. I shuddered when I felt the wetness of his tongue slide up me. Randy's hands was resting under my ass, clenching me hard and lifted my hips up to give him deeper access.

My eyes shut and my jaw dropped at the suddenly pleasure caused by his warm and wet lips sucking and licking. My head rolled to the other side as I withered at what Randy was doing to my body. A sharp gasp escaped my lips followed by a low moan causing Randy to began flicking his tongue rapidly across my sensitive part. He pulled on my hips up roughly as he began sucking hard against me his fingertips gripping tightly into my hip bones.

My back arched up from the bed as I cried out unable to handle the pleasure Randy was giving me. My mouth was still wide open, My body started to tremble and I couldn't stop the twitching, Randy pulled his mouth away preventing my release to come "Randy-" I cried out in frustration as I panted heavily

"Oh im not finished with you yet beautiful, I've waited far too long to have you back here in my bed." He sat up on his knees, his eyes ran up my body with a satisfied smirk on his lips. I bit my lip as I tried to control the frustration my body was feeling. "Fuck, you taste so sweet." Randy mummored as he hovered over my stomach. He held the hand over his cock still as he tried to calm himself down. I just stared at him pleadingly, wanting the release I so desperately needed.

"Fuck, I love you, What are you doing to me?" He panted, sweat dripping down his forehead. He used his knees to part my legs as he hovered over me.

"Randy-" I said before he went in. "Condom."

He shook his head. "I need you." He said sternly.

"So do I, but-" I put my hand on his chest, stopping him from going in I stared back at him wanting the same thing. I nodded and ran my hands down his back.

He settled himself down between my legs and I cried out when I felt him slide in. A smile came over his face as his eyes half shut. "You're so beautiful." He let out and pulled himself back out. A second later, he pushed himself back in and then out. He started speeding up, pounding himself in and out of me unprotected. "You feel so good." He growled until he forced himself out and put his erect cock on my stomach. He stayed there for a few moments, trying to calm himself down. "Come on top of me." He ordered and moved so he was sitting down. His hands went to my hips and he lowered me onto his cock. He placed his hands under my ass and helped me move up and down. "Fuck-" He buried his head in my shoulder and gripped harder onto me before turning me back over onto my back.

He grabbed my wrists and pinned them above my head as he slid in and out. Feeling him go inside me, each time, felt like I was going to give out. Each pound felt like an orgasm ripping through me. "Fuck, Emily-" He closed his eyes as his mouth fell open. I lifted my hips each time to meet his thrusts and it wasn't long until I could feel him contract inside of me causing me to buckle in as well. His mouth trembled as he came before completely collapsing on top of me.

His lips came crashing on mine as I whimpered through my intense orgasm "I can't take my hands off you." He murmured on top of me still. He slid out of me after a few minutes and laid on his back, putting his arm around me pulling me closer into him.

I felt completely spent my legs felt like jello "we're going to be late." I told him, he shrugged "Randy." I turned around facing him, his eyes closed "just let me enjoy this moment, we'll shower and head out, I promise." he kissed the tip of my nose, I nodded laying my head in the crook of his neck as he wrapped his arm around me.

Later that afternoon we finally showered and headed towards Randy's. parents house after two calls from his mother, I felt bad, Randy told her we got stuck in traffic and was barely getting to the house when she called to help buy some time.

I felt nervous as we pulled in front of randys parents house, Randy chuckled "Babe you've known my family your entire life." he squeezed my hand.

"I know but just as vinces daughter, not as your girlfriend!" I blew a breath out, Randy smiled leaning over me he lightly kissed my lips "i love you." he smiled making my heart flutter.

I watched as he got out of his car walking around to my side and opening the door for me helping me out I straightened my shorts "you sure I look OK?" I asked randy who started laughing pulling me closer to him.

"you look beautiful as always, your fine, they will love you because I love you." he kissed the side of my head taking my hand in his and leading me into his parents house.

I could smell the bbq as soon as the door opened "MOM IM HOME!" Randy smiled calling out with a huge smile on his face, I smiled just looking at how happy he looked to be in his family home.

He held my hand tightly as he lead me to the kitchen "AWE! Come here!" his mother smiled happily as Randy let go of my hand to hug his mother "Let me look at you!" she held him at arms length, this was deffianlty different from a home coming in the McMahon house.

I felt like Maria was more happy to see any of us then out parents, her eyes slowly shift over to me as she gasped "oh my! EMILY! Sweetheart!" she pushed randy side making him chuckle as she hugged me tightly taking me off guard.

"I haven't seen you, since you where eighteen traveling with your family." my eyes glanced to Randy who offered me a reassuring smile "Here's the girl who stole my boys heart." she smiled at me making my face heat as I stood quiet.

Randy chuckled pulling me gently into him "OK mom don't send her screaming for the hills." he joked looking down at me winking.

"oh hog wash!, now here Emily. come sit sit, randy your farther and brother are out back, they been expecting you." she lead me into the kitchen and away from the comfort of Randy's side.

Randy winked at me before heading out back as I sat on the stool across from Ellen "its a beautiful home you have Mrs. Orton." I complemented, she smiled "Well thank you, not as fancy as Randy's." I shook my head.

"I love it, its simple, can I help with anything?" I offered as Ellen smiled handing me the stuff to make a simple salad, a lot simpler then what I could do, but I was happy to help at least, show I wasn't some spoiled rich girl.

I couldn't help but feel on cloud nine as I sat next to Randy listening to his farther tell old wrestling stories I was sure the family had heard a thousand times over, Bob shook his head smiling "you have deffnailty grown into a beautiful young women, you better watch out randy." I chuckled squeezing randys hand that was in mine, smiling at him.

"He has nothing to worry about." I winked at him

"Besides I'll just RKO any guy who sniffs around her." everyone at the table laughing.

"So whats your twos plans for the rest of the day?" Ellen asked, this was defiantly different from a meal with my family, so down to earth and relaxed, I was having a great time.

"I need to call Sam about getting Alana, then I don't know probably just a quiet night in, sleep in an actual bed!" randy smiled as I shook my head my nerves starting again.

"awe I bet Alana is just going to love you!" Ellen excitedly smiled.

"I hope." I sat back in my seat my stomach full from the large meal, Randy squeezed my hand reassuringly as him and his farther started talking about wrestle mania plans.

I smiled hugging his parents "everything was amazing, thank you for having me." I told Ellen and bob

"Any time sweetheart, don't stay away so long this time, Randy you take care of this fine women son, we'll see you all on Monday." bob hugged me tightly and shook randys hand as he led me out to his car.

I turned to look at him as we started to drive off "well that went well." I grinned at him making him laugh and put his hand on top of my knee "I knew it would sweet heart."

"I don't know maybe-" I shook my head shrugging "I'm happy it went good, just meeting your daughter needs to go amazing." I emphasized to him.

I felt the car come to a stop at the red light and seen randy look over at me "its going to go great."

I sighed "I hope so Randy I know im driving you crazy but it means so much to me that she likes me."

"And she will." the light turned green making Randy turn his head back on the road instead of on me "Hey-" I felt his hand nudge my leg making look at him "hm?" I asked him seeing him smile widely "Why did the duck get arrested?" he asked making me look at him confused "I don't know?" I answered him back unsure of what he was doing "because he was selling quack!" I rolled my eyes laughing, sitting back I shook my head laughing "that's so stupid, your an idiot!" I laughed smiling at him as I felt the car come to a stop.

RANDYS POV-

I smiled hearing her laugh at the lame joke I normally would save for my four year old I looked over at her watching her laugh at the dumb joke "That's so stupid! Your an idiot!" she laughed putting her hand on her stomach.

I couldn't help but notice how beautiful she looked in that moment, laughing at my dumb joke with a smile on her face "God damn you are beautiful." I whispered as if it was the first time I truly noticed her beauty, don't get me wrong shes always been beautiful to me, but this was different she had a light about her that she was just wow "I'm looking at you now and I think, wow. It's you. When I think of the girl I want to be with for the rest of my life or the girl I want to tell dumb jokes to just to make her laugh like this, or the girl I want to argue about nothing yet everything at the same time, I think of you, its you baby, its always been you." I told her as I pulled into my drive way.

Her eyes wide as she listened to my words, I leaned over the center counsel cupping her cheek with my hand placing my forehead on hers "I love you, im in love with you, you deserve me and you deserve everything I want to give you, you deserve to be happy." capturing my lips with hers kissing her slow and sweet.

KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK on my drivers side window, I frowned pulling away confused, I placed my hand safety on Emily. in case it was some crazed fan that managed to get through the gate, I slowly turned and frowned seeing Sam standing there, we weren't supposed to meet up until tomorrow

I quickly got out of the car shutting the door "Samantha what are you doing here? Is Alana OK?" I questioned as Emily. quietly got out of the car watching as my ex looked between us eyes widened "SAM." I questioned her making her look at me "what are you doing here?" again I questioned her my heart pounding hard against my chest as I tried to figure out why the hell my ex wife was in my drive way at this moment.