Chapter?-

I groaned stretching my arm over trying to reach over the table for the box of paper's my dad had sent me to get Just as I brushed my finger tips on top of the box, I felt a hand smoothed down my lower back until curving under my ass, giving it a little squeeze. I smiled to myself goofy, knowing full well who it was.

"You shouldn't be doing that, Randal." I slowly turned around, my eyes flickering around to make sure no one saw us seeing the coast was clear,unable to control the goofy grin on my face He gave me his signature grin making me bit my lip for a moment

"You're the one that doesn't want to get caught right now, until your more cemented in the company." I replied,"So until then-" I gave a small little shrug and turned back round leaning trying to get the box

This time, I wasn't able to reach the box as I was swept away. Randy's arm reached out around my waist and pulled me against his chest. His lips finding their way to the exposed area on the back of my neck. I leaned my head back to rest on his shoulder as he kissed the spot right below my ear. "Randy, we shouldn't-" I mumbled. "Not here."

"You smell so good, you always smell so good." He mumbled against my hair. He continued to kiss my neck until he found my sweet spot, his arms held me firmly in place. I felt him suck hard on my sensitive spot.

"You're going to give me a hickey-" I giggled quietly wiggling out of his grasp shaking my head, I turned around grinning up at him, his eyes dancing mischievously.

"Good that way everyone will know you're taken." I rolled my eyes at his possessiveness "Yea and how do I explain that one to my farther? Hmm?" I smirked up at him.

His lips crashed onto mine his way of admitting defeat on his plan to lay claim to me, not that I would mind coming out and everyone knowing, would defiantly be easier with the divas who like to talk about him and take bets on how big his, uh package was, but I understood why he wanted to hold off, he was just starting this new line with Hunter and didn't need to piss my dad off and can his carrier before it got going.

I moaned kissing him back my hands on his chest, him placing his hands on top of my hips as he relecuntly broke the kiss "Come to my room tonight." he placed soft kisses on my lips back down towards my neck

"I can't." I breathed out. "I'm supposed to have dinner with the family, discuss the wedding." I rolled my eyes

"come after dinner, then." He smiled, dipping his head down again to catch my eyes which had casted downwards. His fingers then gripped my chin, returning to his full height whilst tilting my gaze up "Fine." I smiled.

"Good." He bent down and caught my lips again. "I'll see you tonight sweetheart." I giggled watching him jog away, looking back at the box, shit I should've had him grab that while he was here, I huffed putting my hands on my hips "fuck it." I mumbled walking away deciding to get bitched out by my dad for my like of height.

End of flashback

We where heading into the last two weeks before Wrestlmania, I honestly couldn't wait, I couldn't wait to be done with all of this and finally be able to put it all in my rear view mirror.

I couldn't wait for Randy to no longer work with Jon, he'd been a miserable dick since he started working with the shield, but this last week its gotten worse, each man taking jabs at one another the hits getting harder and harder, Stephanie informed me they had to limit Jon's and Randy's on screen time with each other so neither would hurt the other.

Lilly and I still hadn't made up, and I was barely speaking to my Vince or my mother, what I had hoped would be an easy last two weeks of this chapter in my life had just turned to shit.

"Hey Emily are we still on for tomorrow?"Nikki's voice broke me of my thoughts "Hmm?" I asked confused as to what she meant "Tomorrow, going to pick out hall of fame dresses." she reminded me, I nodded "Oh yea, shopping, Yay." I held up my hand making Brie laugh. Nikki rolled her eyes "oh its not that bad."

I shrugged "Yea we are, its just been quiet the week, Randy's been an ass all week." I mumbled sitting back in my chair the twins frowned at me "Working with Jon."

"Oh yea, doesn't help that Jon keeps reminding Randy that you and him where hooking up before you and Randy got back together."Nikki informed me causing me to frown taken back by this new information rubbing my face this was ridicules by both men.

"Well we gotta get going, we'll meet up in the lobby, don't be late." Nikki obvious to the information she just dropped one me, Brie on the other hand seemed to immediately picked up on my mood change, placing her hand on my shoulder "it'll all work out Em.'' she tried assuring me, patting her hand I nodded "Thanks Brie." I truly was taken back by my friendship with these two girls.

Six months ago when I first got here I would not had pictured being friends with anyone here much less the Bella Twins, in the last three months that had completely changed, they have become pretty good friends of mine "yea I'll see you two in the morning." I smiled up at them as they walked out of medical.

Sighing I sat back in my chair grabbing my phone "Are you at the arena?" I texted Randy biting my lip, I wasn't sure what I was more upset with, the fact that Randy kept this from me, or the fact that Jon was using it to taunt and torment Randy with.

I bit my lip, no response from Randy most likely meant he was still in his signing with Big Show and Shamus, however I knew the shield was here "Fuck it." I mumbled.

Walking through the arena I was surprised at how many people waved hi to me or seemed to somewhat know me stopping at there door taking a deep breath raising my hand up knocking on the door my stomach in knots as I waited.

"Hey baby girl." Roman's face smiled from the other side, I've come to like Roman he was a sweet guy, definitely one of the good ones "Hey Joe, is Jon around?" I asked seeing Lilly come towards the door, she let out a snort "oh did Randy let you off your leash?" I rolled my eyes "Get off of it Lilly." I snapped sick of her snide comments, Roman making an O shape with his mouth smirking

"Excuse me?" Lilly glared back at me, I rolled my eyes "I'm sick of it ok, Randy's not a bad guy and im sick of your comments, sorry your cousin tried to make a move on me after I told him I was with Randy, god forbid that makes Randy a little bothered." I snapped defending my boyfriend.

"Well maybe if a week before you decided to go back to Randy you didn't have my cousin in your hotel room half naked he wouldn't of thought it was OK, or making out with him on the rooftop the day you went and slept with Randy." I bit my lip

"Or are you just jealous that either way, you're still second place." I knew that was mean of me and I knew by the look of hurt the crossed her face that I succeed in hurting her "I don't want to fight with you Lilly." I sighed rubbing my face tired of it all.

"well maybe if you didn't have you head so far up Randy's ass and was an actual friend." she shot back with, I rolled my eyes not wanting to do this anymore, I knew how bad it could get with Lilly.

"You know what Lilly, you are not even worth it-" I turned back to Joe who had stood quietly with a shocked expression on his face as my former best friend and I went back and fourth "Let Jon know im looking for him please."

"I'm right here pretty lady." his voice came from behind me causing to turn around and glare at him, he held up his hands "Whoa, you look like your sister right now." I shook my head "I need to talk to you, privately.'' I did not want to do this in front of Lilly, if she said one more thing I didn't know if I could keep taking the higher road as Marci suggested to do with Lilly right now.

Jon nodded "lets go smoke.'' he nodded tossing his bag into his locker room "I'll be back." leading me to the roof top, I sighed taking in the fresh air "Why in the hell do you keep tormenting Randy?" hearing the anger in my own voice at this moment, I frowned when Jon started laughing "Please tell me your boyfriend isn't going crying to you because he cant take what he fucking dishes out?" he replied with amusement causing me to frown "What are you talking about?" Jon laughed lighting a cigarette nodding "of course he didn't tell you that part."

"He didn't tell me anything, this is what other people have told me, so will you please tell me what the fuck are you talking about!" I snapped no longer in the mood for these games "why don't you ask your boyfriend." I sighed "Again im asking you Jon, why are you being so shity towards me right now? You wont even look at me." last time him and I spoke he was kind, no issues, now he wouldn't answer my question and barely looking at me.

"Look pretty lady, your boyfriend cant handle it, he shouldn't dish it out, and he shouldn't send you to take care of his dirty work." he tossed his cigarette heading towards the door, I quickly reached out grabbing his arm "Jon he didn't send me down here, he hasn't said shit to me, literally he barely talks to me since this line started between you two" I informed him causing him to frown "im sorry to hear that Em I really am, but maybe you need to be discussing this with him instead of me." he repeated, I frowned "what is your deal Jon? Why are you treating me like this? I thought we where at least friends!"

"You wanna know why I don't make eye contact with you anymore?" he asked me, I shrugged "why?" I asked him catching my curistoy.

"Because every time I looked at you, I feel this unknown feeling rise from my stomach to my throat, feelings I shouldn't feel , feelings I have no right to feel! It makes my throat scratchy and my stomach turn, I see you and my fucking hands get clammy like some god damn Junior high school boy! Eye contact with you is a very dangerous thing, all these feelings I feel when I look into your eyes scare me, all of it scares the hell out of me." he admitted to me making my heart pound hard in my chest

I stared at Jon confused "what? What are you saying Jon?" I asked him confused he blew out a breath "Why are you back with him? He cheated on you, he told you to kill your baby, how the fuck can you just forgive and move forward with him that should tell you his character." Jon argued, I bit my lip looking down.

"It's not like you pursued me, yea we kissed twice, hung out a couple of times , why do you care?" I asked, he sighed stepping closer to me taking my hands "I got fucking scared, I have never felt towards a girl the way I felt towards you immediately , I didn't pursue you like I fucking wanted to because I could see that you weren't ready for that, you needed more time to heal, the thing is-" he cupped my face "I fell for you, hard and quick and it scared me." he told me strongly as tears fell down my face "Just give me a chance and I'll give you everything." he caressed my face as I cried "I've really missed you." he whispered

I nodded as I looked up at the sky "I wish you would've said all of this sooner." I gave him a half smile, he nodded taking my hand "I know, I know horrible timing, I just-" he sighed "I cant stop thinking about you and then Lilly tells me your leaving after mania, I knew, I couldn't sit on this anymore."

i shook my head running as he ran his thumb over my lip "you cant do this! not now, I've been- I'm with-" I let out a frustrated sigh frowning at him "I'm with Randy, We're building a life, im in love with him, madly completely in love with him."

I frowned at the crushed look on his face as he blew out a breath "Oh, well." he scratched the back of his head, I sighed kicking the concrete with the tip of my converse "why couldn't you tell me this six months ago." I held my arm out in the air.

"I know" he said taking my hand "trust me I fucking know, better then you can imagine watching the two of you the past six months, Em-"He stopped his hands gripping the back of my hair as he put his forehead on mine "I know baby, I know, I will do whatever it takes, whatever you need, I promise you." he begged placing light kisses on my lips I closed my eyes feeling that warmness I always felt with him, that contentness, "Please darlin, give me a chance." his thumb caressing the bottom of my lip before his lips came crashing on mine, I knew this wasn't right, I knew I should push him off of me, I wasn't a cheater! But god his lips on mine felt amazing, I felt myself pulling him closer into me moaning into the kiss.

It was if something hit me, a strike of lighting as I realized what I was doing, I pushed him away slapping him hard across the face making him whip his head back "ah Jon no, we cant!" I cried covering my mouth "I'm with Randy!" he nodded hanging his head rubbing his cheek where the red mark had already appeared.

"Emily, I get that, I do, you don't think I don't know that fact? Hell everyone knows you and Randy are together, he fucking makes sure, I wanted you more then you know, I listened to everyone else, all my friends, and yours to stay away, and I regret that."

I felt a wave of anger over take me as I glared at him "but you didn't, see that's the thing Jon you choose to not pursue me, you listened to everyone else instead of doing what you felt what needed to be done!" I shook my head fighting the tears that burnt my eyes as I swallowed the lump in my throat, after all these months why was he doing this now?

"Yea I guess so." Jon ran his hand over his mouth taking one more glance at me before walking back inside, I blew out a breath I hadn't realized I had been holding in leaning back against the wall, Randy was going to explode when I told him this, I frowned should I wait to tell him? Why would Jon do this?

Ding frowning I pulled out my phone seeing Randy finally replied "Just pulling in to parking, everything OK?'' I bit my lip he was always telling me he couldn't fix things if I didn't talk to him, he was always telling me I needed to talk to him more when things where bothering me "not really, can you meet me on the roof?'' I typed out my reply pausing for a moment before pressing send. I blew out a breath I would want him to tell me right away.

I walked around for a moment before sitting on creates, wishing I hadn't quit smoking right now, stupid hospital non smoking policy, I bit my lip waiting for Randy to come, even though he didn't reply I knew he'd come, and at that moment the door opened revealing my boyfriend with a worried look on his face as he rushed over to my side "you OK? Whats wrong?'' his hand wiping away the tears from my cheek, I closed my eyes shaking my head.

"i was going to ask you the same thing Randy, you barely talk to me lately and it really sucks, and why didn't you tell me what Jon's been saying to you?" I questioned him not holding back.

He rubbed his face sitting next to me "you scared the shit out of me, like Vince wasn't signing or something happened to you, and all over because Jon is shit talking in the ring? Cenas got a big fucking mouth one, two I didn't tell you because its not a problem I can handle shit talking, we all do it." I nodded "except its put a wedge between you and i-" I held up my hand when he went to interrupt me "don't say it hasn't because it has randy." I snapped at him.

He nodded looking down "yea I guess it has." he shrugged "i cant help it, it drives me crazy that his kissed you, that you where that comfortable with him to let him get that far with you, it makes my skin crawl, it was easier to not deal with it until this line started and I have to deal with him weekly." I frowned sliding off the create and standing in between Randy's legs.

Reaching up caressing his cheek with my hand, he closed his eyes leaning into my touch "Randy I don't know how many times I have to say it, but I'll say it one more time only I am yours, I choose you and no matter how much the universe tries to tear us apart im not going anywhere, im all in." leaning up I placed my lips on his before moving away "no one compares to you Randy, your my home, I love you."

Randy nodded leaning in kissing me placing his hands on my hips "I love you." I sighed laying my head on his shoulders "don't push me out you don't like it when I do it to you, remember we don't do that to each other." I reminded him, he nodded "i gotta get ready for the show beautiful." he mumbled still holding me close to him.

"Jon kissed me." I blurted out, Randy looked at me confused "yes we've well established that." I shook my head "no today, here on the roof, I went to ask him why he was tormenting you and we got into it, he said he has feelings for me and has since he met me, that he fell for me and he kissed me." I blurted out watching Randy's face

Randy pulled away from me as if my touch burned him, he frowned for a moment before looking at me, he laughed covering his mouth as he stood up "Im sorry-" my heart pounding loudly in my chest as he monitored his hand in front of me "I thought you just said he kissed you today, not talking about the past, but as in current, present, today." I bit my lip watching carefully as he started to pace.

"ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME!?" he yelled kicking over a pile of wooden pallets making me jump back and cover my mouth "WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THAT GUY?"

"Randy I let him kiss me, I pushed him off and slapped him but not right away." I was just as wrong I couldn't let all of this be put on Jon, I covered my mouth "im so sorry Randy I was just thrown off and that doesn't make it right." his jaw tensed as he stopped pacing and looked at me "Please fucking tell me I mis-understood you!" he quickly moved to over to me glaring "SAY IT!" he yelled making me jump he stared at me for what felt like forever before walking past me causing me to jump when the door slammed hard behind me.

I blew out a breath before turning around following through the door my I hope still boyfriend just stormed through, I knew right now to just let him have his space if I didn't want him to explode on both Jon and I.

Later that night I still hadn't heard from Randy, I didn't know what to do so for now I sat with Brie, Nikki, John and Daniel watching the shields match against Randy, Shamus and Kofi "So Jon just put it back on Randy?" Nikki asked me, I left out the kissing me and confessing his in love with me part, randy didn't need that around, I didn't want it around.

"I told you not to repeat it." Cena glared at his girlfriend, she rolled her eyes looking back at me for an answer "Yea he did." I shrugged " I honestly don't know why I went down there." I shook my head it just seemed to have made things way worse and I should've just left it alone, Nikki nodded Brie putting her hand on my arm, I blew out a breath wanting this match over so I can go meet up with Randy and hopefully make this right tonight.

"Holy shit." Daniel and John yelled out making me look to the screen to see Randy holding the back of his head "Is he OK? What happened?" I asked standing up "Shit, I gotta go." I knew Chris would want to see Randy in medic immediately.

I quickly walked back to medic "What are you thinking?" Chris asked, I frowned "I don't know I missed exactly what he did, but the way his holding it still, I wouldn't be surprised if his not concussed." I frowned biting on my nail "we want medic out immediately." my dads voice came through the walkies talkies, I frowned he rarely called for medic to come out.

I followed Chris as we headed down the side ramp crunched down as to not be seen by the fans my dad instructing we just watch if we felt randy needed to be pulled to pull him, I frowned seeing Lilly across from us in the same crunched down position as ring crew stayed out by the ring in case of anything.

"Hmph." Randy groaned landing next to us after giving Roman an RKO, again his hands instinctively going to the back of his head "Hey Randy." I called out making him open his eyes and look at me "how you doing?" I asked him checking out his eyes "Im good." though he kept wincing and holding the back of his head.

I frowned looking at Chris "I think we should pull him." Chris nodded "Dont fucking pull me."Randy gritted out glaring at me, I frowned this was first time my job and our relationship collided "Randy you cant get back in that ring." he glared over at me a look I know all too well, I wasn't sure over me wanting to pull him from his match or our relationship stuff, but right now personal didn't matter, his health and safety mattered more "This isn't up for debate randy." I dug my heels in "Randy man we're just trying to help you out here."Chris tried to interfere making Randy turn his glare onto Chris "piss off." I shook my head.

DING DING DING rung out making us look up to see the shield with there arms raised in victory, Kofi out in the ring, Shamus against the barrier on the floor "there match is over lets go." Randy slowly stood up stumbling closer to the ring "dammit." I muttered watching him as Chris called back to my dad letting him know Randy wasn't coraptting with us, I rubbed my face looking up to the ring seeing Jon staring down at me. I squinted my eyes glaring at him, this was all his damn fault, I frowned hating this situation all around.

"your dad wants you to get him to the back." Chris told me, I rolled my eyes of course, Randy's not going to go with medic to the back, his not going to show Jon any weakness.

I walked over to the ring where Randy was leaning against "Can you please let me get you to the back?" I asked softly, he stared at me before walking off past me towards the ramp.

I blew out a breath of relief at least he was heading towards the back, and not exploding on Jon in front of thousands of people, I went up the side of the ramp towards the back to meet up with him and Chris.

I frowned feeling nervous walking into medic seeing Chris already checking Randy out, I just stood watching, listening to all the questions Chris asked him, his eyes connecting on me as he answer "well I don't think your concussed, but im pulling you from everything this week, to be safe especially so close to mania." Randy rubbed his face "yea fine couple house shows big deal." Chris looked back at me raising his eyebrow, I shrugged though I knew what was really bothering him.

"OK I'll see you two Monday." I frowned looking at Chris "Im good for the rest of the week, I want you to just relax while you can, working in a hospital is way different then here, you might actually learn to miss this place." he winked walking out.

I snorted "I doubt that." I muttered "what your not going to miss your boyfriend?" Randy spat angerly, I sighed "yea, you." I walked up to him taking his hand, I found it comforting he didn't pull away from me that's good right? "Randy im sorry, I was shocked and that doesn't make it right." he sighed "Im sure you where."

"I don't want to have a repeat of last time which is why I told you immediately." Randy ran his hands over his face nodding "I don't either, and I believe you, but I gotta know, do you regret coming back to me?" he asked, I quickly shook my head no "Baby you are one of the only good things that came out of me coming back here, I love you so much." I assured him "Im so madly stupidly blindly in love with you, I only want to be with you, I only want you, there's no question about it for me." he blew out a breath nodding pulling me into him wrapping his arms around me "OK." I frowned confused "OK?" I questioned looking up at him, he nodded "OK I don't want a repeat of last time either, and I only have two weeks of having you all day every day, I don't want to spend it fighting."

I smiled up at him "me neither, im sorry." I apologized again, Randy bent down capturing my lips with his quickly deeping the kiss "your fine, we're fine, I'm fine, Jon's a dead man, but we're fine." I just nodded "Hey I have an idea, since your pulled the rest of the week, and im off why don't we fly to ST. Louis relax, see Alana, check out my townhouse." I grinned at him "Mm I like that idea, I like it a lot."

TWO DAYS LATER-

Randy's pov-

Emily had to run out to sign for her town house, I was waiting on Sam to bring Alana by since she'd just be coming on the road with Emily and I, Sam giving me an extra week which made me stoked, and Emily would bring her back when she came home.

I shook my head I didn't think this day would come her calling St. Louis home, her finally being free of all of this bullshit, I couldn't wait to start this new chapter with her, I was going to miss having her with me every day but this was exactly what she needed.

DING DONG, I grinned walking towards the front doors, quickly frowning when I opened it expecting to see Sam and Alana, instead stood Linda McMahon.

"Hello Randy, is Emily here?" she asked politely looking around, I shook my head "No she had to go sign some papers." I told her "would you like to come in and wait for her? She should be home soon." she frowned nodding "Yes please if I can come in, I'd like that." I nodded stepping aside to allow her in.

"coffee?" I offered my girlfriends mother as her eyes glanced through my house, landing in the living room. I couldn't help but chuckle at the mess of blankets and sheets from the fort Emily insisted we make to watch horror movies that she ended up passing out within ten minutes of and, though I was paying for it today that's where we slept last night, inside her sheet built fort.

Linda looked back at me nodding her head, her face unreadable as she followed me into my kitchen, I smiled of last night in here with Emily cooking dinner together, it felt so right with her "Yes please."

"Have a seat." I waved my hand towards the bar stools in front of the breakfast island "Cream, Sugar?" I asked pouring two cups of coffee "both please." She responded still in politeness, I nodded handing her her cup before leaning against the counter watching as Linda took a sip of her coffee "so Linda how can I help you? I know this isn't a business call." Linda nodded setting the cup down.

"No its not, its about Emily." She watched as my face changed, what about Emily? I felt on alert now "And you, and your two's relationship." I scrunched my brows in confusion "what about it?" I asked on guard now.

"well Vince signing off on her guardianship, and her suddenly wanting to work at the teaching hospital here, live here." She nodded towards my house, I sat my coffee down crossing my arms over my bare chest nodding, where was Linda going with this "Look I'll just jump to the point Randy, don't you think you two are moving way to fast?"

"with all due respect, how is that your business? My relationship with Emily is our business, no one eles's." I was getting sick of people sticking there nose in my relationship with Emily, first her little friend Lilly fucking Ambrose and now her mother who in my opinion has zero ground to stand on, Emily may not agree but she is just as wrong as Vince for leaving Emily in that place, for not seeing the torment her daughter was going through.

Linda nodded "Randy, she hasn't had a chance to be on her own, she got sent to the hospital at barely eighteen, which come to find out you played a big role in that, she barely gets out and is right back with you, now you two are discussing her moving out here to be closer to you, the few days a year your home, how is that fair to her? She never got a chance to be on her own, to be her own women, and if she does this she never will." I frowned Linda didn't realize that this was all Emily's choice.

I blew out a breath reminding myself this is my girlfriends mother and also my bosses wife so I needed to tred this carefully "First off I know better then anyone what I did to her, no one can make me feel worse then I already do, secondly this was her idea to come to St. Louis as she told you at breakfast Sunday, she's always wanted to work for this childerns hospital as it is one of the best pediatrics teaching faculty in the world, yea I had a part in her decision, how ever the program she's approved for would sky rocket her carrier and I'd support that no matter the location." I watched Linda closely trying to chose my words carefully.

"we'd make it work no matter where she chose to go, and if ANY of you actually talked to her like she's a grown women capable of making her own decisions, you'd know she's actually at an appointment to look at a townhouse right by the hospital, and if you're done here I'd like you to leave now." My temper slowly rising, Linda smartly nodded standing up pulling the strep to her purse closer to her sighing "I do like you Randy, and I can see how much my daughter loves you and you her, she deserves this opportunity to not be tied down with an already made family, you know im right, otherwise you wouldn't be getting so defensive with me right now." I ran a hand over my mouth turning my back to her as she showed herself out.

I blew out a breath placing my palms on the kitchen counter, looking back to see she left "Fuck." I muttered her hitting ever worry I had, what if she was right? What if I was holding Emily back from being everything she can and taking away oppruionties she deserved to have and was robbed of?