Author's Note: Hey you guys, I am a little late on this update. My bad. It's been done but I was spending the week at my girlfriend's and didn't do any work. Now I am home and hopefully get some more done. Anyways I hope you enjoy the chapter and hope you guys are having a good week and continue too. -Makes heart-

Pairings: Sonya/Mandy and mentions of other pairings

Rating: T (might change later who knows)

I own nothing except for any OCs that I use and the story itself. All the other characters belong to themselves, obviously, and Impact Wrestling/WWE/whatever. This story is complete fiction. AU (Alternate Universe)

Sonya's POV

"Still eyefucking her from a distance instead of making a move I see." There was a smug voice that snapped my train of thought away from my best friend. That voice was familiar but I couldn't put a face to it at the moment. I turned around to see a brunette standing in front of me. She gave me a smirk while adjusting her glasses. A lump formed in my throat the second I was about to respond to her. I wanted to deny what she said but nothing ever left my lips. What was the point of admitting feelings for someone that I could never have. "Playing quiet mouse, huh? My son doesn't like that game very much. Those eyes tell a whole other story, she's got you hooked."

"I don't know what you are blabbing about but that's ridiculous. She's my best friend." Saying that last sentence hurt me so bad but it's the truth and I need to live with it. Amanda is worth everything to me and if I am only suppose to be her bestie, that's what I will be.

"I see." Her lips clicked together in an unconvincing fashion while her eyes looked elsewhere. Something tells me that I should come up with another excuse than that, she doesn't seem to buy it. Her body relaxed a box of equipment, her finger tapped against her chin. "I honestly thought there was something there, I must be mistaken. I guess that means that you would be okay with the moves that I saw Dori putting on her earlier. I guess that's where Amanda went off too."

"Dori was doing what?!" Dori was known to the WWE Universe as Ruby Riott, who was competing in a match later tonight against Ronda Rousey. There were always doubts lingering in my mind about her sexuality, I always assumed her and Liv were pretty close. Amanda and Dori do occasionally talk at catering together but it's what friends do, right? However the thought of someone like her putting her hand on Mandy makes my blood boil. Someone else hugging her, the thought of a woman kissing her and so much more. That's all I want. No one else can have her, especially another woman. I will be damned if I let that happen. So much anger was built up that I never realized that I screamed out that sentence.. It wasn't inside my mind. Daisy arched a brow, giving me another cocky smirk. "Fuck.."

The brunette turned around and took a couple steps down the hallway. She gave a nonchalant shrug of her shoulder, shaking her head from side to side. Ms. Sanders turned back to face me. "You and I are a lot alike Daria. Being that is the case, I am going to offer some advice. Come with me if you want said advice." The veteran twirled her finger instructing me to follow her. I nervously nibbled on my bottom lip which she noticed. What do I do? Would this help me win over the woman that I love? Or would this lead to disaster? After a couple seconds, I sped forward to catch up with the older woman. "Now tell me, are you in love with her?"

The blunt question caught me off guard at first, I had to deny my thoughts many times. Amanda was too special to risk losing but everyday the feelings grow. It's getting harder and harder to control these urges. The urge to kiss her, the urge to hold her and never let her go. "...Yes." I replied in defeat as that cocky smirk transformed into a warm smile. Her hand rested gently on my shoulder as I curiously looked over to Daisy.

"The first step is admitting it to yourself and now you had the balls to tell me. The last thing you have to do is admit it to the blonde bombshell that has your heart held hostage."

"You make it sound so simple but it's not." I was starting to get annoyed at her logic. What in the hell am I suppose to do? Just walk up to Mandy and tell her that I am in love with her. No. That wouldn't happen and wouldn't be the happy ending that I envision. "Was it that easy for you and your wife, Daisy?"

"No. At first yes, it was perfect but everything changed for the worst and we broke up. Those three and a half years without my Ria were worse than death. I had to battle a spider queen, an obsessed psychopath and a witch before I got my happily ever after.." Daisy trailed off, lost in reminiscing about the past. That smile never disappeared from her face. Their story made internet headlines back in 2007 whenever their relationship was outed on their own terms. Not long after, they broke up and the younger of the duo departed from the WWE. Despite being in an on-screen relationship with Randy Orton in her early career. She was the first female wrestler to come out as gay, and myself being the second.

"Wait.. is that last sentence suppose to be a joke?"

I am still trying to wrap my head around a 'spider queen', an obsessed psychopath and a witch. What in the hell that does mean? Witches don't exist. "Does it look like I am joking to you?" Her tone was dead serious as she gave me a glare.

"...No.." What does any of that even mean? She's not explaining things and it's bugging me. "Where is Maria anyways?"

"Bets the hell out of me. Probably hanging out with Mickie or with Mr. Kanellis.." She couldn't help but release a snicker at the mention of Mike Bennett with his WWE ring name. It confused me that she didn't care to know the whereabouts of her lover. Wouldn't you always want to know where she is and who she's hanging around with? Especially if one of them is her supposed 'husband', who she kisses on the regular. I can't imagine someone doing that to Amanda. I hardly ever want to leave her side. "But I don't need to worry about that, because I trust her unconditionally. I am the one that she comes home to every night. Maria has that same trust in me. I was gone weeks at a time whenever she was pregnant with our princess. Never would loyalty come into question minus well mood swings BUT we aren't counting those." That is a very valid point, their trust in each other is so deep. It's a beautiful thing. She held out her left hand to show a beautiful diamond ring. "She's my best friend. I fell in love and married my best friend. Anything is possible but that doubt lingering in the back of your mind is preventing it from happening."

"You sound so sure about that. How do you know that Amanda even likes women?"

"From first glance, would you think that my wife would be bisexual? Could you imagine her marrying someone like me back then?" Daisy countered my question with a couple of her own. Maria Kanellis was the exact opposite of her lover's character back then, one was a ditsy interviewer and the other was the prodigy of Lita. I wouldn't know about them outside their characters so that would be a flat no. I parted my lips to speak but the veteran wrestler cut me off. "Exactly. You are holding yourself back. If you don't at least try, you would be living in regret for the rest of your life wondering 'what if'. Once upon a time, I was a coward and ran away from everything including her. I didn't stay to attempt to work things out. Whenever we were reunited, I almost let her walk away a second time. But I refused to make the same mistake again, she was the one to ask me to be hers again. Not long after, my mistakes caught up to me and I almost lost her a third time. Don't make the same mistakes that I did, Daria. If you don't talk to her, it will only torment you. She might end up in the arms of someone else. Don't let that happen."

Hearing that explanation spoke to me on a whole different level, I knew that the older woman was right. She had a loving wife and a family of her own to prove that. All this has done so far was torment me. If I didn't act on it.. who knows what is going to happen. I don't know if my heart could handle seeing Mandy with someone else. I want her to be happy but I want to be a reason for her happiness. "Yeah. You're right. ...Wait a second, Rube really didn't hit on Amanda, did she?" My mind thought back to our early conversation all while the brunette gave me a smirk. The older woman didn't need to give me a verbal answer, that look along was confirmation enough. "Oh that's dirty."

"Congrats on the win. Have a drink for me and thank me later."

"You're not going out with all of us tonight?"

"Nah, I promised Ria I would give her break from the kids so she could have a night out." That's so sweet but I couldn't resist the urge to mess with her.

"So whatcha saying is that you are whipped?" I decided to tease which got her to arch a brow.

"I am not the only one, Daria. Your secret is safe with me." Daisy decided to wink at me before turning her heels and walking down the hallway. I wasn't expecting to have such a heavy conversation with someone that is merely a coworker. But there's one thing that has me curious now, am I really that obvious? Or is it because she has a hella good gaydar?

I shook my head, my eyes drifted down to the white strap of the title. Holy shit.. I can't believe that I have finally done it. No matter how many times that moment replays in my head, it seems so surreal. I did it with my best friend. The best friend that I am in love with. The thoughts flowed so much easier now, I wasn't as scared to admit it myself. This new found confidence was exactly what I needed. I am going to find a way to tell her tonight. How though? It needs to be perfect. But first things first, I need to go get this shoulder checked out.

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