Lupine

Disclaimer: I do not own Haikyuu!.

Warnings: Hurt/Comfort, Drama

Pairings: Hinata x Bokuto, Bokuto x Akaashi, Akaashi x Kuroo, Hinata x Kozume, Hinata x Miya Atsumu, Hinata x Miya Osamu, Hinata x Miya Atsumu x Miya Osamu, Haiba x Yaku, Kozume x Kuroo, Kuroo x Tsukishima, Kuroo x Bokuto, Kuroo x Akaashi x Bokuto, Sugawara x Sawamura, Iwaizumi x Oikawa, Sugawara x Sawamura x Iwaizumi x Oikawa, Oikawa x Hinata

Plot: Tsukishima shares his feelings with Kuroo. Oikawa confides in Hinata.

Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics


Ch 10: Arouse

Kozume exhaled a soft sigh, blinking open his eyes and trying to make sense of where he was, his gaze drifting across the ceiling. A hand smoothed over his chest, and he smiled softly, nosing into Hinata's bright orange hair, the omega purring as he pressed closer, arching up for a kiss. Kozume kissed him gently, breathing softly against his lips as Hinata pushed himself up to hover over Kozume's shoulder, his kisses growing deeper and more demanding as he shifted to straddle Kozume's waist, tangling his fingers in the beta's messy caramel tresses. Beside them, Bokuto was still asleep, breathing deeply with his back to them, leaving Hinata and Kozume to themselves while the omega coaxed the beta into arousal.

"Shouyou…" Kozume whispered, smoothing his hands along Hinata's thighs, the smaller boy humming and licking into his mouth, teasing across his tongue, his chocolate irises glinting with a hint of mischief in the early morning light.

"I love you." Hinata purred softly, kissing Kozume again. "I love you so much. I want you inside me."

Kozume shivered pleasantly at his whispered words, arching up against him while rolling onto his side, changing their positions so he was pressed between Hinata's legs, grinding down against him, the omega clinging to his shoulders and gasping softly as he arched against his touch.

"You want me?" He whispered gently, Hinata humming and smiling up at him fondly, his cheeks dusted with pink. Kozume titled an ear towards Bokuto, listening to his breathing, then he dipped down to give Hinata another slow kiss. "You're sure it's alright?"

Hinata nodded, cupping Kozume's cheek, tracing along the curve of his jaw and whispering, "I want to be with you. I want Koutarou to watch."

Kozume's expression softened at that, and he nodded lightly, smoothing one of his hands up Hinata's taut stomach beneath his shirt before pulling back and stripping off his sweater overhead, his hair settling around his cheeks and nape as he looked down at the omega beneath him. After a moment of silent admiration Kozume reached down for him again, petting along his sides reverently, Hinata arching up a bit to help Kozume tug off his shirt and toss it aside before the beta descended upon him once again, kissing along his chest and shoulders sweetly.

Hinata bit his lip, closing his eyes and whining softly as Kozume kissed across his exposed skin, his heartbeat fluttering within his ribcage as he reached over and smoothed his small hand down Bokuto's back, rousing him slowly. "Baby? Sweetheart, will you c'mere and give me a kiss?"

Bokuto's ears flicked and he inhaled slowly, yawning as he rolled over and blinked down at Hinata tiredly, still half-asleep. It took him a few moments to realize what was happening, his eyes widening a bit as he watched Kozume continue kissing down Hinata's stomach, the beta glancing up to meet his eyes, Hinata petting Bokuto's jaw and coaxing him closer sweetly.

"Kiss me?" Hinata purred, Bokuto meeting his boyfriend's eyes and dipping down to give the omega what he wanted, listening to Hinata's happy purrs and reaching out to smooth his hands across Hinata's rumbling chest, the omega sighing against his lips while teasing him with little licks between kisses.

Bokuto chuckled softly, searching his eyes, carding his fingers through his unruly, vibrant hair. "You sleep well?" He asked gently, Hinata nodding and tugging him down for another kiss, the Alpha purring softly as he pressed closer, enjoying Hinata's touch.

"I did, did you?" Hinata asked, Bokuto nodding and turning to kiss at his fingertips, his golden eyes trailing down Hinata's petite frame to settle on Kozume, the beta kissing just beneath Hinata's navel while petting across his hips, his ears pivoting towards Hinata and Bokuto as he glanced up from the omega's waist.

"Yeah…" Bokuto breathed, searching Kozume's eyes for a moment before returning his gaze to Hinata, asking gingerly, "Is it okay that I'm here?"

"I want you here." Hinata purred, grinning and tugging Bokuto down again. "I want you to watch us together. Does that sound appetizing to you?"

Bokuto's cheeks flushed as he searched Hinata's eyes, breathing shakily against his lips. "Y-Yeah, yeah I umm…" He blushed a shade deeper as he looked down to Kozume, letting out a soft, embarrassed peal of laughter before finishing, "I've always wondered what it would be like to watch the two of you together. You're both so beautiful…"

Kozume blushed faintly, a soft smile teasing his lips, arching up a little to settle between Hinata's legs once more, close enough that his shoulder brushed against Bokuto's broad chest. "I'm comfortable sharing this with you, so long as it's consensual and mutually desired by all of us."

Hinata nodded eagerly, giggling and biting his lip, glancing between Kozume and Bokuto. "Oh it's definitely consensual for me."

Bokuto nodded, smiling affectionately and dipping his ears back a bit, nuzzling Kozume's shoulder before offering, "I'm more than happy to watch you with Sho, I just don't want to make you feel uncomfortable by watching…"

"You won't." Kozume reassured gently, searching Bokuto's eyes. "I'm a voyeur and an exhibitionist, and Shouyou always enjoys being watched." Kozume grinned as Hinata arched up against him teasingly, laughing softly before leaning up to nuzzle Bokuto's cheek, nosing at his jaw. "Don't worry. We'll treat you to a good show."

A shuddering breath escaped Bokuto and he nodded eagerly, Hinata pulling him down for another kiss before allowing Bokuto to withdraw, the Alpha propping himself up on a few pillows before laying down beside them. His heart was fluttering wildly, unable to hide his creeping blush as he perked his ears towards them curiously, waiting for what was to come.

Kozume and Hinata watched him for a few moments before returning to one another, the omega humming and arching up against the beta, petting over his shoulders and nape. Kozume kissed him gently, teasing his fingertips over Hinata's hips before tugging down his waistband, sliding down his underwear and wrapping his fingers around Hinata's twitching cock while licking into his mouth. Hinata moaned out to him sweetly, kissing him hotly and whining when Kozume pulled away to finish stripping off his underwear, then discarded his own. He returned to Hinata moments later, breathing against him in soft, trembling breaths while slicking his cockhead between Hinata's lips, taking a few moments to simply hold him and kiss him before drawing back a bit, starting to press inside. Hinata whined and grasped at his nape eagerly, crying out while quickly wrapping his legs around the beta's hips, locking his ankles against the rise of his ass as Kozume slowly started thrusting.

Bokuto watched them with a heavy gaze, licking his lips and panting softly, reaching down to palm himself through his boxers, Hinata whining and glancing over at him, shifting one of his hands from Kozume's shoulders to lace his fingers with Bokuto's.

"I love you." Hinata whispered, searching Bokuto's eyes, Kozume moaning softly against his neck and quickening his pace, Hinata squeezing Bokuto's fingers and holding onto Kozume tightly, rhythmic wet squelching sounds emitting minutely between them.

"I love you too, Shouyou." Bokuto whispered heatedly, dipping down to kiss at his palm, lapping at his wrist and nosing into his scent gland, a low growl starting in his chest. Kozume perked his ears towards the sound but didn't look up from Hinata's neck, simply grasping the omega's hips tighter and quickening his thrusts, the wet sounds between them growing more noticeable as his pace grew into something feral and rough.

Hinata cried out eagerly, curling his toes and keening as he dug his nails into Kozume's shoulder, the omega panting unevenly and whining until Kozume pulled back a bit, kissing him messily while kneading against his hips and ass, squeezing tightly as he further quickened his pace. "Love you, baby…" Kozume moaned against Hinata's tongue, "You feel so good, darling. You're so wet for me…"

"Kenma! Kenma!" Hinata gasped needily, whining and arching against the sheets, his legs trembling as he squeezed Kozume's hips tightly. "Oh, fuck Kenma! Right there!" He gasped and arched his back again, Kozume groaning and tucking his face against Hinata's shoulder, the omega's gaze drifting towards the ceiling as Kozume fucked him roughly, his brow pinched as he held onto the beta above him desperately. "Oh fuck baby! Yes! Yes, I'm gonna cum!"

Bokuto's growling deepened and he leaned closer, catching Hinata's eyes and whispering encouragingly, "You gonna cum for us Shouyou? That's it, yeah that's right. You're such a good boy for us, aren't you Sho?"

Hinata whined and nodded quickly, searching Bokuto's eyes, "Kou, Kou I love you! I love you so much!"

"I love you too, sweetheart." Bokuto chuckled deeply, his growl resonating in his words. "Cum for us. Come on, baby. Cum for us."

Hinata held Bokuto's eyes while Kozume kissed at his throat, moaning and canting his hips in rough little jerks just the way Hinata liked, groaning with satisfaction as the omega's breath hitched and he tightened up exponentially, clenching down around Kozume's cock. Hinata cried out for them sharply as he came, Kozume smiling and lapping over his racing pulse lovingly, reveling in the sensation of his nails cutting into his shoulder, his locked ankles digging into his lower back, his full-body convulsions as he was overwhelmed by the intensity of his orgasm.

"Good boy, Shouyou." He heard Bokuto whisper, and then the soft sounds of their kissing, Kozume trembling as he bucked into Hinata a few more times before allowing himself to spill. He groaned deeply, still thrusting through his orgasm, Hinata's ankles unlocking, his legs slowly settling on either side of Kozume's hips as he rolled his body against Hinata's, pulling back just a bit so they could kiss as well, Bokuto watching them with an affectionate smile. He shivered lightly as a large, warm palm smoothed up his spine, glancing towards the Alpha watching them and giving him a little smile, Hinata purring and tugging the beta back down for soft kisses, Kozume rolling his hips slowly, the omega still clenching tightly around him.

Once Hinata was satisfied with Kozume's kisses, he turned his attention to Bokuto instead, arching up and whining softly as the Alpha kissed him slowly, Kozume gradually working him back up again. Hinata and Bokuto kissed lazily for a while before eventually parting, Kozume taking the opportunity to redirect the omega's attention, catching Hinata's eyes and whispering gently, "Roll onto your stomach for me?"

Hinata blushed and nodded eagerly, allowing the beta to withdraw before rolling onto his side then settling into a comfortable position on his stomach, blushing and looking over at Bokuto as the Alpha laced their fingers again, Kozume's hair tickling over his back as the beta kissed down his spine.

He gasped and moaned as Kozume slowly descended, kissing down the slope of his back, nuzzling into the dip of his spine before kissing at the rise of his ass, the beta moving to grasp his plush cheeks and knead teasingly before lapping between them. He teased Hinata slowly, flicking his tongue over the omega's tight pucker before drifting down lower, lapping between his wet lips, curling his tongue as he pressed inside of Hinata's crux and started moaning purposefully. Hinata whined and rocked his hips back, spreading his legs wider to give the beta more access, blushing brightly and squeezing Bokuto's fingers, panting against the sheets.

Kozume pulled back after a moment, licking his lips and glancing towards Bokuto, nodding towards the headboard lightly. "Pillow?"

The Alpha crooned approvingly, reaching for one and offering it to the beta, who kissed at Hinata's lower back and coaxed the omega's hips up, shoving the pillow in place before Hinata relaxed again. The pillow propped up Hinata's hips in a more elevated position, giving Kozume better access, the beta smoothing his hands over Hinata's ass and thighs, resuming his position and sliding his tongue deep inside the omega, Hinata crying out needily.

"K-Kenma! Ah Kenma, please fuck me! Please…"

Bokuto's heart was fluttering wildly, his stomach twisting with heat as he watched the two of them together, his cock twitching against his palm, a damp spot slicking the front of his dark boxers. As he continued to watch them his growling deepened once again, and he bit his lip, exhaling roughly through his nose while leaning closer to Hinata, searching his eyes before whispering heatedly, "Can you slip into submission with Kenma? Has he ever pushed you under before?"

Hinata blushed a shade brighter, searching Bokuto's eyes. "I-I haven't ever slipped like that, not with a beta…"

Kozume hummed as he pulled back from Hinata's crux, licking his lips and meeting Bokuto's eyes. "Betas do not have the pheremones required to coax omegas into true submission. However, having you here…" He smoothed his hands along Hinata's trembling thighs, kissing at one of his plush cheeks while murmuring heatedly, "If you were to help him slip into submission, he could easily experience such a thing with me."

Hinata nodded lightly, humming his agreement, "There have been many times with Kenma where I've felt close to submission, he knows how to lead me to the edge, but only an Alpha can truly force me under." He bit his lip, his cheeks rosy as he reached up and pet Bokuto's cheek, shivering pleasantly and whispering, "Do you want to put me under? Do you want me to submit for you?"

Bokuto's expression was soft, his eyes glinting with desire as he rumbled gently, "I want that, more than anything. I want to command you, I want to feel you submit beneath me…"

Hinata whined softly, shivering again and curling his toes, the Alpha's tone searing through him like wildfire. "I want that too, I want to be good for you. I want to please you, Alpha…"

Bokuto crooned softly, smoothing a hand over Hinata's back and cupping his nape, leaning closer and breathing hotly against his ear, "You're such a good boy, Shouyou. Such a good omega. You turn me on so much, being so obedient, so willing…" He nipped at his boyfriend's ear teasingly, glancing over and catching Kozume's eyes, the beta giving him a knowing grin before shifting his position, hovering over Hinata and framing his small hips with his own.

He kissed across Hinata's shoulders and nuzzled against the rise of his spine before sliding between his quivering thighs, teasing his cockhead between Hinata's lips and purring softly as he started pressing slowly inside. "Good boy, Sho. You're being such a good boy for us…"

Hinata whined and gasped, arching his back and rocking his hips as Kozume gave him more of his cock, Bokuto growling and whispering against Hinata's ear, "That's my good boy. Such a good omega. You smell so sweet, you're so worked up aren't you baby? You're so fucking wet you're soaking the sheets…"

Hinata curled his fingers in the messy sheets beneath him, whining and canting his hips in time with Kozume's thrusts, the beta moaning and bucking into him quickly as Bokuto continued whispering against his ear, praising him, reassuring him, guiding him into the mindset he needed to be in to fall into submission and give himself completely to his partners. Kozume was kissing at his shoulder, panting against his flushed skin while Bokuto tilted up his face and kissed him slowly, teasing him with his tongue and stealing his breath, his deep growls vibrating through Hinata, the omega melting into Bokuto's touch.

After a few long moments Kozume's breath suddenly hitched, and he moaned out while deepening his thrusts, his brow arched and his eyes wide as his entire face flushed brilliant crimson. "O-Oh fuck. Oh fuck he's-" He grit his teeth, inhaling sharply and moaning out again, thrusting into Hinata deeply and meeting Bokuto's eyes, his voice trembling as he gasped out, "He's clenching around me so tight. I've never-" He found one of Hinata's hands, pressing his palm over Hinata's knuckles and lacing their fingers from behind, groaning and choking out another high-pitched moan while quickening his pace, his entire body tense. "Fuck is this what it feels like? To have an omega submit to you? I can't-" He arched his back, his features twisting with overwhelming pleasure as he panted shakily, "Holy fuck, oh god Shouyou you feel so good!"

Hinata didn't respond, simply panting against Bokuto's fingers as the Alpha tilted his face up again, claiming another kiss, watching his boyfriend's hazy expression and marveling at the way his eyes dilated as his entire body relaxed, crooning softly and nuzzling him gently. "Good boy, Shouyou. Good boy, sweetheart…"

Kozume's rhythm stuttered as he quickly ascended to the edge, crying out desperately as he buried his face against Hinata's shoulder and came inside him, releasing in hot, sticky bursts. His legs were trembling as he moaned out uncontrollably, his entire body shaking as he relaxed into afterglow, panting heavily against Hinata's sweat-slicked skin, a small, satisfied smile teasing his lips. "Holy fuck." He whispered, turning to kiss at Hinata's shoulder before beginning to withdraw, inhaling sharply and freezing in place, blinking in confusion before looking up at Bokuto with wide eyes, his ears ducking back a bit.

Bokuto noticed his sudden tension, tilting one of his ears to the side and asking gently, "Kenma? Are you okay?"

"Yeah? Yeah, I'm-" He tried to pull away again, but shivered and returned to his original position, wrapping his arms around Hinata's waist and rolling him carefully to the side, curling up behind him and nuzzling into Hinata's neck, exhaling shakily and glancing up to Bokuto once more. "My barbs are extended. I'm...I'm trapped inside him for now. That's...never happened before. Not with Shouyou. It typically only happens with other felines…"

Bokuto blinked in surprise, frowning a little and dipping back his ears, searching Hinata's expressions carefully. "Your barbs? Are you sure? He isn't acting like he's in any pain…"

Kozume hummed softly, nuzzling into Hinata's hair and inhaling deeply, petting over his fair skin and rocking his hips gently. "Yeah, I'm sure. I've felt this before. It must be because an omega typically submits to an Alpha during breeding, and when I felt the change my body responded in kind." He perked his ears up a bit, searching Bokuto's eyes. "When you and Shouyou are together like this for the first time, you'll have to be very careful with him." His expression was soft as he returned his attention to Hinata, whispering gently against his shoulder, "My barbs are notably smaller and less abrasive than an Alpha's, so when considering that factor, and the fact that you also have a knot…" He glanced up, searching Bokuto's eyes. "You'll be locked with him for quite some time. It would be wise to try to keep him under submission if you can, so he's completely relaxed and isn't in any pain."

Bokuto nodded slowly, perking his ears up as Hinata let out a shaky exhale, the omega blinking slowly as he started to rise, Kozume purring softly and petting along the curve of his hip and side, trailing his lips over his neck sweetly.

"Easy, sweetheart. Shh…"

Hinata shivered and pressed back against Kozume's chest, tilting his face up as the beta leaned over his shoulder to kiss him, Hinata purring softly and reaching out for Bokuto, the Alpha drawing closer to share his warmth. The three lay together for a while, sharing a pleasant silence, and eventually, once the fire between them had cooled, Kozume shifted upwards slightly and gingerly withdrew. He was careful of his barbs as he slipped free, and once he was certain he wasn't causing Hinata any pain he rolled away slightly to rest on his back, the omega pressed against him letting out a deep, sated sigh. "That felt...amazing…"

Kozume hummed his agreement, closing his eyes as he shifted again and returned to spooning Hinata, nuzzling into his hair while trailing his fingertips over the omega's stomach tenderly. "Thank you for that. That was beyond anything I could have ever expected." He looked up and met Bokuto's eyes, offering him a warm smile. "Thank you, for sharing this with me."

Bokuto arched his brow, blushing and chuckling softly, Hinata giggling as well and tugging the Alpha closer, purring and tucking his face under Bokuto's strong jaw. "I mean, I feel like you two are the ones who did all the work here. I'm just glad I got to watch the two of you together. It was…" He bit his bottom lip, exhaling a soft laugh and shaking his head a bit, unable to find the right words. "It was an unforgettable experience. I would be happy to share this with you again, if that's what you wanted."

Hinata sighed dreamily, nodding against Bokuto's throat. "I loved it, being able to be with you both. I want to be like this, the three of us together, always."

Kozume hummed softly, petting over Hinata's stomach gently, kneading just below his navel while asking hesitantly, "I didn't hurt you, Shouyou? My barbs…"

Hinata tilted his face towards the beta, arching his brow a bit and letting out a soft snort of laughter before rolling over to face him. He searched his eyes, wrapping his arms around Kozume's neck, arching up and kissing him slowly, carding his fingers through his tawny hair. Kozume sighed and relaxed beneath his touch, tugging Hinata closer and kissing him back gently, the omega eventually pulling back and searching Kozume's eyes, pressing their foreheads together while reassuring gently, "It felt amazing. Really. I might be a little sore later, but it was absolutely worth it."

Bokuto chuckled softly, wrapping his arm around Hinata's waist, his hand resting lightly against the curve of Kozume's hip, the Alpha and beta exchanging a glance before Kozume nodded and gave Hinata a tender look, dipping down to kiss him once more. He trusted Hinata to tell them both what he wanted, and he knew Hinata well enough by now to know when the omega was lying, and about this he was most certainly, enthusiastically, telling the truth.

Bokuto closed his eyes, nosing between Hinata's ears while starting to purr deeply, Hinata quickly harmonizing with his vocals, Kozume smiling and lacing his fingers with the omega's, purring softly as well.

They lay together, sharing their scents and basking in one another's warmth, sunlight drifting over their frames from the curtained window, the sound of Atsumu and Osamu in the kitchen eventually greeting their ears. They lingered in bed for a while longer before Hinata pushed himself up from the middle of their pile and sniffed the air, humming appreciatively, coaxing his partners out of bed for breakfast.

They had the rest of their lives to spend together.

Hinata didn't want to waste a single moment of it.

-x-x-x-

Iwaizumi purred softly, leaning down to nuzzle Oikawa and petting along his side, the sleepy brunette humming and stretching out slowly, blinking up at his bonded. He smiled and reached up to card his fingers through Iwaizumi's dark hair, coaxing him down for a kiss, the younger beta hovering over him lightly, careful to keep his weight off of Oikawa.

"Morning." He whispered gently, searching Oikawa's caramel eyes. "How are you feeling?"

"Mmh...a little sore." Oikawa whispered quietly, still carding his fingers through his bonded's hair, teasing along the edge of one of his ears affectionately. "Nothing a hot bath can't fix." He chuckled softly as Iwaizumi leaned down to nuzzle him again, scenting him gently, rubbing his jaw and cheek against Oikawa's face while peppering soft kisses across his nose and cheeks. "I think I want to paint today. Would you mind dropping me off at the studio?"

Iwaizumi hummed quietly, nodding and shifting up from the sheets, helping Oikawa out of bed and holding his waist while they walked together to the bathroom, the younger beta leaving him for just a moment to begin filling the deep soaking tub with hot water. Oizawa stretched again, yawning sleepily while stripping off his oversized nightshirt lazily, padding towards his mate's side and rubbing over his strong back and shoulders soothingly. Iwaizumi met his eyes, smiling and leaning over to kiss his forehead sweetly, offering Oikawa his hand to assist his bonded as he stepped into the large tub.

Oikawa sighed pleasantly as he settled into the hot water, the soaking tub deep enough that the water reached just over his shoulders, steam curling against his cheeks as he rested his head back against the padded lip of the tub. Iwaizumi watched him quietly for a few moments longer before reaching down and petting between Oikawa's ears, asking gently, "Would you like some breakfast? Some juice, maybe?"

Oikawa hummed his approval, smiling and casting his gaze towards the younger beta, kissing at his fingers gently. "Grapefruit sounds lovely."

Iwaizumi hummed softly, nodding gingerly, lingering for just a moment longer before stepping away, leaving his bonded by himself to enjoy soaking in the hot water. Oikawa listened to the sounds of his mate's footsteps slowly fading to silence as he headed downstairs to the kitchen, one of his ears twitching slightly towards the sound of water dripping from the faucet.

As soon as he was alone, Oikawa's expression fell, his ears ducking back and his arms wrapping around his middle, hunching over into the water and letting out a choked sob. "Damn it." He hissed vehemently, gritting his teeth and ducking his head below the water, letting out a rush of bubbles as he screamed.

His entire body was in pain. There was nothing he could do to soothe it away aside from medicating himself to the point of being numb. He didn't want to live like that, he didn't want to spend the remainder of his days doped up in bed or confined to a hospital wing. He just wanted to spend whatever time he had left with the people who loved him. He wanted to paint and create beautiful things and experience everything this world had to offer. Each sunrise and every sunset, and all the beautiful, fleeting moments in between.

At least at his studio, he could paint out of sight of his partners. At least at his studio he didn't have to desperately hide that he was in pain. It was the one place he had left where he could truly be himself. He thought about his final project, the one he had been working on for the past several months, the one he was determined to finish before his time ran out. By focusing on the task at hand, it gave him the determination to continue on. He didn't want to leave anything unfinished. He wanted to gift his partners a piece of himself that they could cherish forever, once he was gone.

He pushed back his emotions, taking a few more moments to sob quietly before dunking under the water again, scrubbing his face, ensuring there were no traces of tears lingering against his cheeks before Iwaizumi returned again.

He closed his eyes, forcing himself to relax, ignoring the sharp pains that twisted within his stomach and chest, fighting back his discomfort and putting on a serene expression to mirror the smile he had worn before. He gripped the edge of the tub until his knuckles turned white, inhaling deeply and exhaling slowly, listening intently as his mate's footsteps ascended the stairs again.

He wasn't sure exactly why, but a vivid splash of orange was bright against his mind's eye, the bubbly laughter of the small omega he had met before drifting through his ears. He wondered fleetingly if Hinata would be able to soothe Sugawara and Akaashi as they mourned. He wondered if Hinata would become the catalyst that would allow his dear friends to be at peace again after his death. There was so little time left. So little time.

Oikawa sighed quietly, perking his ears towards his mate as Iwaizumi entered the bathroom, giving him an affectionate smile and sitting up a bit to accept the small plate of grapefruit, the dark-haired beta kneeling down beside him to keep him company while he soaked. He wondered if Hinata would want to spend time with him again. He wanted to know more about the small omega that had unexpectedly entered their lives. The more he thought about it the more he realized he wanted to paint Hinata, too.

There was a part of him that was worried it might hurt Hinata, if Oikawa reached out to him, his expression thoughtful and hesitant as he met Iwaizumi's eyes and spoke.

"Hajime, would you mind texting Koushi and Keiji for me?" He took a bite of grapefruit, chewing quietly for a moment before adding softly, "There's something I'd like to do."

-x-x-x-

Kuroo smiled and waved as Yamaguchi answered the door, the freckled beta taking a step back to allow the Alpha inside, Kuroo ducking back his ears a bit and offering his thanks before kicking off his shoes and padding down the hall, perking his ears towards Tsukishima as the tall beta glanced up from the couch.

"Hey, Kuroo." Tsukishima greeted calmly, glancing away from the Alpha and returning his attention to the video game flashing across the large flatscreen, the beta's controller clicking minutely as he shifted through various menus before finding what he was looking for, resuming his gameplay a moment later.

Yamaguchi stepped around Kuroo's side and tugged at his wrist gently, offering him a place beside Tsukishima on the couch, Kuroo giving him a bright smile and nodding, finding it was warm from where Yamaguchi had been sitting before. Tsukishima didn't comment on the Alpha's sudden closeness, Yamaguchi humming to himself happily as he left them to return to the kitchen, fetching a drink for Kuroo before taking a seat at Tsukishima's other side, picking up his tablet and resuming the show he was watching once again.

Kuroo smiled and rested his arm across the back of the couch lightly, watching Tsukishima for a moment longer before turning his attention to the game, content to watch him play for a while longer until the blonde was ready to engage with him further. It took a while for Tsukishima to complete the next level, but once he was finished he saved his progress and set the controller aside, Kuroo perking his ears up as Tsukishima caught his eyes, the blonde shifting minutely closer, resting his shoulder and back against Kuroo's arm.

"Did you want to watch a movie or something?" Tsukishima asked quietly, his expression indiscernible, Kuroo watching him closely while tilting one of his ears to the side, taking a moment to process how he wanted to respond before opting to speak.

"Actually, I was hoping to continue the conversation we started last night, if that's something you're comfortable with?"

Tsukishima inhaled silently, letting out a soft breath as his ears flicked towards Yamaguchi. The beta was smiling down at his tablet, not paying any attention to their conversation, thoroughly immersed in his own entertainment, simply content to rest against Tsukishima's side. Tsukishima considered for several long moments before nodding subtly, brushing his fingers along Yamaguchi's side, his roommate glancing up at him curiously.

"Kuroo and I are going to my room for a bit. I'll fix something for lunch after?"

Yamaguchi hummed softly and nodded, Tsukishima nuzzling his ear affectionately for a moment before slipping from the couch, padding towards his bedroom, glancing back at Kuroo purposefully to ensure the Alpha would follow.

Kuroo gave Yamaguchi a little wave of his fingers before following after the tall beta, closing his bedroom door behind him. He paused briefly before stepping closer to the bed, tentatively taking a seat beside Tsukishima, the blonde huffing softly and flicking one of his ears towards the Alpha for a moment before starting to speak again.

"I'm not sure how comfortable I am with continuing that conversation." Tsukishima admitted softly, a light frown turning down the corners of his lips. "It wasn't really my intention to bring it up so suddenly. It just sort of...slipped out." He pinched his brow a bit, meeting Kuroo's eyes hesitantly. "I should have gone to sleep instead of texting you. I know we were both still tipsy from having drinks at the restaurant, and I…" His voice trailed off, and he glanced away again, letting out another sigh and reaching up to card his fingers through his hair absently. Kuroo could tell despite his every effort to hide his nervousness, Tsukishima's shoulders were trembling.

"Hey." Kuroo said gently, reaching over and offering his hand, waiting to see if Tsukishima would accept it or push him away, ensuring the beta was watching him before he continued to speak. "It's okay if you don't want to talk about those things yet. I am perfectly fine with waiting for however long it might take for you to get to the point where you feel comfortable enough with me, and trust me enough, to confide those sorts of things with me." He flexed his fingertips against the air lightly, searching Tsukishima's eyes. "That being said, I am definitely interested in the subject we breached last night, and should you decide you are interested in pursuing something more with me, I would be happy to explore with you."

Tsukishima held Kuroo's eyes for a long moment, then exhaled softly and nodded his understanding, glancing down and away slightly before returning his eyes to Kuroo's once more. "It's...stupid, really. I don't fully understand it myself, exactly. The feelings I have for you. The...desire you spark within me, whenever you're close." He glanced down at Kuroo's hand, finally reaching out and brushing his fingertips over Kuroo's warm palm, the Alpha clasping his fingers lightly, Tsukishima murmuring under his breath. "I don't know if it's just a fleeting crush, because you're giving me attention, or if it's something more than that. Something real."

Kuroo smiled gently, tracing his thumb back and forth across Tsukishima's knuckles, asking hesitantly, "How long have you felt like you had a crush on me?"

Tsukishima frowned a little, a light blush dusting his cheeks, the beta dipping his ears back a bit and glancing away again. "I don't know exactly. I suppose it started around the time we first met."

Kuroo's eyes widened and he pressed a little closer, crooning softly as he asked, "This whole time? You never said anything?" He laughed breathlessly, adding gently, "After knowing that I was into you, you never gave me any indication that you were actually interested in me, too?"

Tsukishima blushed a bit brighter than that, and Kuroo could feel his pulse fluttering in his wrist, the Alpha chuckling softly and leaning closer so he could nose between Tsukishima's ears, inhaling against his soft blonde hair. The beta reached up with his other hand, gliding his palm up Kuroo's strong chest before pushing him back a bit, meeting his eyes.

"I've never done this before." He said quietly, mirroring the words he'd text to Kuroo the night before. "I've never...been romantic, or intimate, with anyone. Aside from Tadashi, there's never been anyone who I felt I could trust on that level. Someone that I could truly be myself with, that I could let my guard down around, and trust wholeheartedly. Someone I honestly believed that would be there for me no matter what." He sighed softly, his brow pinched again, trying to find the right words. "I thought for a long time I was asexual and aromantic, like Tadashi. I thought that was just how things happened to be, and that I would never desire to be in a relationship, or be romantic or sexual with someone. But you…" His frown deeped, his ears ducking back a bit. "You...get to me. You make me feel...different. It's confusing."

Kuroo watched him quietly, listening patiently and absorbing everything Tsukishima was saying, shifting minutely closer and reaching up to cup Tsukishima's cheek, tracing over the shadow just below the curve of his glasses. "It's okay, Tsukki. It's alright to be confused, and to take however long you need to sort through your feelings. I don't expect anything from you, I don't want you to feel uneasy, or pressured in any way. We don't have to be alone together if it gives you anxiety, absolutely nothing between us has to change. I value our friendship, and I want to be there for you in whatever capacity is most calming and comforting for you." He offered Tsukishima a smile, his expression soft. "We can be friends, whether your crush fades or not. We don't have to date. We don't have to be in a relationship. If you want to explore with me, romantically or sexually, I'm open to that. But it never has to happen. For now, I'm leaving that decision up to you."

"For now?" Tsukishima repeated softly, searching Kuroo's eyes.

The Alpha chuckled impishly, pulling back a bit and glancing away for a moment before clarifying gently, "I promise I'll give you some time to make a decision on your own, but I can't deny my own feelings towards you. I've wanted to court you. I've wanted to get to know you, intimately. But only if that was something you truly wanted to experience with me, too." He tilted his head slightly, searching Tsukishima's eyes, a smile teasing across his lips. "Now, knowing you've had a crush on me this whole time, I can't say that I will simply stand idly by and let this opportunity slip through my fingers. I want to be with you, Tsukki. I want you to want to be with me, too."

Tsukishima's cheeks were rosy as he nodded gingerly, glancing down and tracing the edges of Kuroo's fingers before pulling away, letting out a soft sigh and casting his gaze across the room, taking a few minutes to sit in silence before he finally replied.

"Would you be open to starting things off slow? Should I decide I did want to pursue something sexual with you?"

Kuroo perked his ears up as Tsukishima met his eyes, the Alpha arching his brow a bit and chuckling while nodding, squeezing his fingers gently. "Yeah, of course I would be. I'd let you set the pace, however slow or fast you'd like for it to be."

Tsukishima watched him quietly for a long moment, then asked, "If I decide I am not comfortable with the idea of having sex with you?"

Kuroo crooned softly, giving him an impish grin while replying teasingly, "There are plenty of other things we could do aside from penetrative sex, Tsukki."

Tsukishima hummed thoughtfully, holding Kuroo's eyes for a moment longer before adding, "If I decide I want to try being the one in control?"

A pleasant shiver passed through him at Tsukishima's tone, the Alpha nodding and squeezing his fingers again. "Yeah." Kuroo replied breathlessly. "Yeah, I'd be open to that too."

Tsukishima blushed a little bit brighter at Kuroo's tone, humming and glancing away, closing his eyes and nodding his head. "Okay." He said softly, holding onto Kuroo's fingers, almost as if he was afraid the Alpha might let go. "Okay, I'll consider it. Give me some time to think it over one last time, and I'll give you my answer once I've made my decision."

Kuroo crooned softly, squeezing Tsukishima's fingers and replying gently, "Take all the time you need. I don't want you to rush this decision. It's a big deal for me, knowing you trust me enough to even consider the possibility. Thank you for telling me about your feelings. It means a lot to me, Tsukki. Really."

Tsukishima let out a soft breath, smiling faintly and nodding, holding onto Kuroo's fingers tightly. They lingered in bed for a while longer before Tsukishima slowly withdrew, standing from the bed and padding towards the door, glancing over his shoulder as Kuroo came up behind him, turning to face the Alpha and reaching out to touch his chest, Kuroo perking his ears towards the beta curiously.

"Would you do something for me?" Tsukishima asked hesitantly, and Kuroo nodded, offering him a bright smile.

"Yeah, of course Tsukki. Anything."

Tsukishima blushed a bit brighter, reaching up to guide his glasses up the bridge of his nose, letting out a shaky breath and asking tentatively, "Will you kiss me? Just...something small, and gentle. Just so I can understand how it will make me feel."

Kuroo's eyes widened in surprise, and he chuckled heartily, nodding his consent and taking a step closer, reaching up to cup Tsukishima's face once more. "Alright. Just a little one. Here." He leaned in, tilting his face ever so slightly and connecting their lips, kissing Tsukishima for just a few moments before pulling back slowly, meeting his eyes, smiling at the warm blush that was highlighting Tsukishima's cheeks. He crooned and petted across his cheek, searching his eyes, Tsukishima reaching up and tugging at his hand, Kuroo watching as the beta held his wrist and turned his nose to press against the Alpha's pulse, inhaling his rich scent. Kuroo's expression softened, and he allowed Tsukishima to do as he liked, the beta breathing against his wrist for several long moments before allowing Kuroo to pull away, the blonde perking his ears up and meeting Kuroo's eyes.

"Thank you." He said quietly, and Kuroo smiled and nodded, watching as the beta opened his door and stepped out into the hall. The Alpha lingered in the doorway for a moment longer before taking a deep breath and following after, re-entering the living room to see Yamaguchi had sprawled out across the couch, still watching his tablet. The freckled beta was smiling and nodding at something Tsukishima had said, the tall beta stepping away from the couch and walking towards the kitchen, Kuroo deciding to give him some space and return to the couch instead. He let out a deep sigh, taking a seat on the floor at Yamaguchi's side, perking his ears towards the show he was watching, Yamaguchi shifting a little so Kuroo could better see the tablet.

"What are you watching?" Kuroo asked, signing as he spoke, Yamaguchi grinning and propping the tablet against the arm of the couch so he could sign back his reply.

[Some new medical drama. I can't help myself, I'm obsessed with them! Tsukki hates them, so I typically watch them by myself so he doesn't have to listen.] He laughed merrily, glancing towards the kitchen briefly before meeting Kuroo's eyes. [So? What were you talking about with Tsukki?]

Kuroo laughed and shrugged, signing back, [Just continuing a conversation we had last night.] When Yamaguchi quirked a brow, Kuroo added with a teasing grin, [I'm sure you'll know about it just as soon as I do. He needs some time to think. I told him not to rush anything.]

[Well at least he finally told you.] Yamaguchi sighed, rolling his eyes and glancing towards the kitchen again before signing, [You're the first person he's ever expressed interest in dating. It's a big deal for him. He's worried about ruining your friendship.]

Kuroo's expression softened, and he nodded. [I understand that. It's a valid concern. He doesn't have to worry about that with me. Even if we try something and discover the feelings aren't there, we can still go back to being friends. I'm not going anywhere.]

Yamaguchi smiled at that, nudging Kuroo's shoulder with his own. [Good. You'd better not. We like having you around.]

Kuroo chuckled and nodded, nudging Yamaguchi's shoulder gently and glancing up as well, catching Tsukishima's eyes as the blonde glanced towards them, frowning a little, one of his ears twitching before he returned to gathering ingredients to prep for their upcoming meal. Kuroo smiled to himself, resting against the couch and watching the medical drama over Yamaguchi's shoulder, giddy excitement fluttering in his chest.

Tsukishima hadn't said anything about their kiss, but even such a small, simple press of lips had given Kuroo butterflies. He could only hope Tsukishima had felt the same. There was so much more Kuroo wanted to experience with him. So much more Kuroo was eager and willing to give.

He wanted Tsukishima Kei to be his boyfriend.

-x-x-x-

Hinata frowned a little, checking the address on his phone one more time before stepping closer to the large warehouse, reaching out to the handle of a massive sliding door and tugging at it gingerly, surprised when it opened so easily despite the rusted exterior, revealing the brightly lit studio inside. Sugawara glanced up when he heard the metal door shifting, perking his ears towards Hinata and giving him a warm smile, stepping over to him and giving him a light hug, the smaller omega glancing around in wonder as he padded inside and Sugawara closed the door behind him.

"Hinata, thank you for coming!" Sugawara sighed happily, brushing his fingertips along Hinata's wrist before taking his hand and leading him towards the series of large spotlights highlighting the left wall of the studio. Akaashi was sitting in the center of the focused lighting, his back arched lightly as he reclined back against a large plush chair, his lean limbs and lithe body wrapped in layers of pretty pastel chiffon. The dark-haired omega was perfectly still, glancing over towards them with just his eyes as they slowly approached, Akaashi smiling softly as Oikawa snapped another series of photographs, coaxing his model into another similar pose once he was through.

Sugawara and Hinata waited patiently for the beta to finish, finding seats to the side and watching the photoshoot quietly, Oikawa completely focused on his work. It took some time before the beta was satisfied, finally lowering his camera and perking his ears towards his partner, noting the petite omega sitting at his side. He gestured to Akaashi, and the dark omega rose from his place and stepped closer to Oikawa's side, the beta leaning in and nuzzling his cheek affectionately before stepping closer to Hinata, kneeling down before him and searching his eyes.

"Now then." He said gently, a soft smile teasing up his lips. "It's your turn." He glanced towards Sugawara, the pale omega nodding and standing up, Oikawa rising to lean against his side. "I'm a bit sore today, so if it's alright with you Koushi will help you change while I help Keiji undress." He nodded towards the giant standing closet nearby, the doors parted slightly to hint at the multitude of garments nestled within. Hinata inhaled softly as Sugawara took his hand and guided him closer, the younger omega biting his lip and blushing lightly, wondering what sort of outfit Oikawa had picked out for him.

Sugawara helped him undress, then lifted the garment above Hinata's head, guiding the creamy, soft fabric over his shoulders while Hinata carefully slid his arms into the patterned opaque silk. It fell around him in tiered waves, accenting his curves and pooling around his bare feet, Hinata smoothing his hands over his waist and marveling at the texture, shivering pleasantly as Sugawara smoothed his fingertips along Hinata's elbow and upper arm.

"You're beautiful, Shouyou." Sugawara whispered gently, and Hinata's breath caught in his throat, blushing vibrantly as he glanced up and searched the older omega's eyes, Sugawara watching him with a gentle, kind expression.

"Thank you…" Hinata whispered shyly, allowing Sugawara to guide him back towards the spotlights. Oikawa and Akaashi were standing side by side looking through the photographs Oikawa had taken before, the beta glancing back when he heard footsteps approach, a pleased sigh escaping him.

"Enchanting." He whispered reverently, stepping closer and reaching up to smooth the fabric along Hinata's throat and the curve of his shoulder, tracing down his clavicle and over his breastplate before humming appreciatively, giving the omega a soft, affectionate smile. "Is it alright if I position you?"

Hinata nodded, his heart fluttering lightly as Oikawa handed Akaashi his camera and then led Hinata under the bright lights, gesturing for him to sit and then rearranging the pillows around him. He took his time, ever thoughtful, propping one of the omega's legs up at a higher angle so Hinata was resting back against the nest of pillows with his legs swept up, as if he were tumbling backwards over the arm of the chair, mid-fall. He smoothed his fingers over Hinata's stomach and waist, then down his legs gently, squeezing lightly at his calf before meeting his honey-brown eyes, giving him a reassuring smile.

"Alright, now hold that position for just a little while longer, and I'll come rearrange you momentarily. Alright, darling?"

Hinata nodded lightly, and Oikawa shifted to cup his cheek, repositioning him gently and carding his fingers through his bright orange hair, rubbing at the curve of his ear gently before withdrawing, Hinata letting out a shaky, fluttering breath.

Oikawa retrieved his camera from Akaashi, and once the two omegas watching him had taken their seats Oikawa stepped forward, crouching down and snapping a few shots before changing his angle, coaxing Hinata to look towards him without changing his positioning otherwise. He praised the petite omega gently, reassuring him and drawing a little closer to change certain aspects of his pose before withdrawing again, taking another series of photographs before setting his camera aside and approaching Hinata once more, leaning over him and tugging loose a few pillows before resuming the session again.

Hinata wasn't sure how long he played the model before Oikawa finally stepped closer and crouched down at Hinata's side, showing Hinata several of the pictures he had taken, the omega's eyes wide as his breath hitched and he reached out with trembling fingers, tracing against the edge of the display window in awe. "That's...that's me?"

Oikawa hummed approvingly, offering Hinata a warm smile and leaning closer to nuzzle his cheek, purring softly while replying, "It is most certainly you, Hinata Shouyou. You're beautiful, dear one. Simply precious." He reached up and petted Hinata's bright hair, searching his eyes and whispering, "Thank you for letting me capture you like this. It means a lot to me, you agreeing to be here with us."

Hinata searched Oikawa's eyes for a long moment before realizing how close they were, blushing as his breath hitched and he let out a burst of bright, bubbly laughter, nuzzling Oikawa's cheek and hugging his neck gently. "No, thank you for letting me be here. Your studio is amazing. I thought I was lost for a moment, when I realized the taxi had dropped me off at a warehouse. The work you do is absolutely breathtaking, Oikawa."

"Toru. Please." Oikawa said gently, planting a soft kiss against Hinata's cheekbone. "My work is only as beautiful as my subjects. You, Keiji, and Koushi. You are the most precious, beautiful people I have ever known." He traced his fingers against Hinata's nape and along the side of his neck, feeling the steady beat of Hinata's pulse. "It is a privilege to have shared my life with you, no matter how briefly it may have been."

Hinata's brow arched a bit, and he searched Oikawa's eyes, his expression falling. "I…" He shivered a little, a breath of cold passing through him unexpectedly, chilling the warmth that had been there moments before.

Oikawa watched him with a calm, patient expression, then leaned close once again, his lips pressed to Hinata's cheek as he whispered gently, "Come with me. Let me help you undress."

Carefully he set his camera aside, then helped Hinata to his feet, holding the omega's hand gently as he led him to the large closet, Hinata trailing quietly after him. It was different like this, out from under the bright lights of the elevated platform, away from Sugawara and Akaashi's eyes. When Oikawa smoothed his hands along Hinata's waist and sides, drawing him gently closer, Hinata couldn't help the tremor that swept through him, his blush hot against his cheeks. Oikawa watched him quietly, a small smile teasing up his lips, and as he tugged the silken fabric up over his head Hinata lost all sense of direction for a moment, gasping softly as he realized Oikawa had pulled him closer, the beta's breath hot against his lips.

He kissed Hinata gently, slow and careful with his movements, giving Hinata every opportunity to pull away. Hinata didn't want to, didn't even think of it. He simply reached up and wrapped an arm around Oikawa's neck, tugging him closer gingerly, Oikawa breathing softly against his lips and kissing him deeper than before, kneading against the curve of his small waist tenderly.

They kissed for a few lingering moments before Oikawa broke away, searching Hinata's eyes and chuckling softly, giving him another small kiss before turning away, busying himself with the silken fabric for a few moments before hanging up the garment and tucking it back into the place it had been before. Hinata watched him silently, wondering what Oikawa was thinking, perking his ears towards the beta as he drew closer and offered Hinata his discarded clothes, the omega thanking him quietly, tugging back on his long-sleeved shirt and then his hoodie, hiding away his body from Oikawa's wandering eyes. The beta waited patiently until he was completely dressed before reaching out to him again.

"Is it alright if I call you Shouyou?" Oikawa asked gently, and Hinata smiled and nodded, blushing lightly.

"Of course." He whispered, his voice warm and soft, the omega reaching out and lacing their fingers gently before Oikawa stepped out of the closet and back towards the stage lights, finding Sugawara and Akaashi speaking quietly to themselves as they flicked through Oikawa's most recent pictures, Hinata stepping closer and watching them shyly.

Oikawa hummed to himself for a moment before tugging at Hinata's fingers, leading him towards the opposite side of the studio, Hinata looking towards the right wall and letting out a soft breath in awe, perking his ears towards the giant canvases stacked against the wall here and there. He stepped gingerly closer to one of the large paintings, realizing after a few moments they were oil paintings, and many of them were of Sugawara and Akaashi, along with two dark-headed boys Hinata didn't recognize. Oikawa noticed his lingering gaze, stepping closer to one of the paintings and reaching out to brush his fingers along the edge of the canvas.

"This is my bonded, Iwaizumi Hajime." Oikawa clarified, Hinata noting the dark-haired beta's olive-green eyes and slightly slanted irises, Oikawa casually gesturing to another painting nearby. "This is Sugawara's bonded, Sawamura Daichi." He reached out and touched the Alpha's dark-brown eyes, tracing over the curve of his strong jaw, smiling affectionately at the painting. "They're both very beautiful, aren't they?"

Hinata nodded, watching as Oikawa shifted a few of the canvases aside, peering down at several unfinished paintings that had a hybrid of the four of them together, in various poses and different arrangements, though none of them appeared to have been worked on recently. For the most part it seemed that Oikawa painted each of his partners as solitary portraits. The beta frowned a little, his expression thoughtful, then he glanced over and met Hinata's eyes.

"Can you keep a secret, Shouyou?"

Hinata's ears perked slightly, and he nodded eagerly, smiling and glancing back across the studio towards Akaashi and Sugawara before returning his attention to the beta once again. Oikawa gave him an impish smile, pressing a finger to his lips and giving Hinata a little wink, the omega following after him dutifully as the beta disappeared around the corner into a small office space, revealing several canvases with fresh paint drying before a large bay window, the glass glinting with brilliant sunshine and casting a warm glow around the private room.

"I never let anyone come in here, not while I'm working on things." He beckoned Hinata closer, smoothing his palm against Hinata's lower back and revealing the project he was working on. It wasn't nearly finished, more outlines than full color, but it was distinctively four different figures side by side together. Hinata could tell that their fingers were entwined, and each figure was slightly resting against the other. The only part of the painting that was truly finished so far was the background and poses, and the vivid details of four sets of eyes.

"It's beautiful." Hinata whispered breathlessly, Oikawa smiling and humming softly, leaning down to nuzzle between Hinata's ears.

"It will be, once it's finished." The beta sighed, flicking one of his ears towards the doorway before confiding quietly, "It's my last project. The last thing I will paint before I leave this world."

Hinata tensed a little, his ears ducking back and his expression falling again, Oikawa watching him carefully before gently gliding his fingertips under Hinata's chin, tilting his face up gently to meet his eyes.

"You don't have to stay, Shouyou." Oikawa whispered kindly, petting over Hinata's soft cheek. "I understand if this is too much for you to bear. I don't want to cause you any distress, or be the reason for your pain." He held Hinata's eyes, whispering gently, "This is enough, you being here like this for me, even if it's only just this once."

Hinata blinked back tears, arching his brow and letting out a soft sound, shaking his head and taking Oikawa's hand, squeezing his fingers lightly. "No I...I don't want to go. I want to stay here with you. It's just…" He glanced down a little, his voice torn as he spoke. "I only just met you, and the thought of losing you so quickly, it's just…"

"It's overwhelming, isn't it? The thought of watching someone as they're dying. The reality of death itself. It's horrible to think about." He sighed softly, offering Hinata a small smile. "It's not something anyone should ever ask of you. It's completely selfish for me to enter into your life knowing that my memory will only cause you heartache once I'm gone."

He leaned a little closer, pressing a kiss to Hinata's forehead, murmuring against his brow.

"I understand if you change your mind, as it grows closer to the end. Death isn't pretty. It's dark and ugly, and unbearable to watch." He sighed and closed his eyes, confiding in a hushed whisper, "I wish Koushi and Daichi and Hajime would remember me as I am now, instead of the sick, wretched thing I will undoubtedly become before I leave this life behind. I don't want them to see me like that. I don't want that twisted shade to be the last images they have of me. Their last memories of me, little more than a carcass, wasted away to nothing." He laughed softly, a sharp hiccup of breath. "It terrifies me, thinking of them caring for me while I'm like that. I don't want them to see me in pain. I don't want them to see me miserable and desperate for death as I draw my last breaths."

Hinata whimpered softly, pressing closer to Oikawa's chest, hiding his face against the beta's neck and clinging to him gently, shaking his head. "I can't imagine everything you must be going through. I am so sorry this is happening to you, all of you. I am so sorry, Toru…"

Oikawa smiled and let out a soft, broken sob, hiding against Hinata's hair. "I keep thinking to myself, one last project to finish before I greet death. One last painting for them to remember me by. All of us, the four of us, together." He squeezed Hinata tightly, crushing the omega against his chest as he sobbed, "I'm so scared to finish it. I'm so scared because I know what will happen once it's done."

Hinata whimpered softly again, hugging back Oikawa tightly, whispering gently, "You don't have to be afraid. We'll be with you. You won't be alone. We'll be right by your side. None of us are going anywhere."

Oikawa sniffed and pulled away at that, wiping his cheeks with the heel of his palm and giving Hinata a soft, sad look. "You don't have to promise me that, Shouyou. Really. I'm sorry for spilling to you like this. I never...I don't talk about how I'm feeling. I'm always too worried about upsetting my partners, and so I just keep it locked inside. I don't want to hurt them any more than I already have, any more than I know I will before the end…"

"You can confide in me." Hinata whispered, grasping Oikawa's hand, the beta blinking down at him in surprise, Hinata watching him with a determined expression. "You can tell me everything, all those things you're too afraid to say to them. I'll listen, I won't judge you. You can trust me. I promise."

Oikawa watched him quietly, a few stray tears slipping down his cheeks. He let out a shaky breath, then he laughed softly, a sweet, bubbly sound that had Hinata's heartbeat fluttering in his throat. "You're too sweet, Shouyou. Thank you for saying that."

Hinata blushed and glanced away shyly, murmuring softly, "Of course. If there's anything I can do to help you…"

Oikawa hummed and wrapped his arms around Hinata, carding his fingers through his bright hair and cupping the back of his skull, breathing against him shakily until his tears quieted, and a soft purr started within his chest. Hinata smiled and started purring as well in reply, nuzzling against Oikawa's neck and holding his slim waist, closing his eyes and enjoying his warmth.

There were only a few months left before Oikawa would draw his last breath. Hinata wanted to ensure the beta was able to work on his project in peace, and confide in him if he needed to. It was the least Hinata could do to thank Oikawa for letting him into his world.


Thanks for reading! More to come!