Hello ^^ back again with another ch now we see how Sasuke takes the new now hope it goes well ^^ I don't own Naruto just my OC and perytons ^^

Slight warning of some lemon in here, please enjoy ^^

Italics are for inner thoughts

CH 12

The talk with Itachi and Sasuke went on for over an hour but it felt longer as it was just painful to hear it all again, but I know for Sasuke it must feel like a huge ton of bricks fell on him as he had a shocked on his face as he listens.

After it all was over Itachi kneeled and bows his head at Sasuke. Itachi"... I can never say sorry enough for all the pain I caused you... you were too young I couldn't tell you anything...I know it doesn't seem like it but I love you very much, little brother..."

I listens to this and was close to tearing up feeling all the pain and sorrow in Itachi's voice. Sasuke was still quiet as he was looking down as he hunches more as started shaking a lot as he was starting to breathe fast.

Itachi quickly sits up as he reaches for his hand to help Sasuke but was hesitant, not sure if it was his place to help him as he glances back at me for help I nodded and stepped closer and knees beside Sasuke and wrap an arm around his shoulder.

I use my other arm to pat Sasuke's head gently to try and soothe him." Shhh... it's ok...your ok Sasuke...deep breaths now..." I whisper to him n his ear in a calm tone as it was slowly helping Sasuke as he was starting to take some deep breaths.

Itachi watches this and feels a bit helpless but he wasn't so good at trying to comfort his brother. But, was grateful I was able to help with all the stuff that's happened between us and all the hurt Sasuke caused me.

I keep patting Sasuke's head as I glance at Itachi. " Don't be so down on yourself, I'm sure things would be awkward if you did, so don't worry I got this Itachi." I smile at him as he breathes of sigh of relief.

Itachi" thank you very much, Suki...would you like me to give ye some time alone?" he looks at me still a bit worried about leaving me alone with Sasuke but I give him a reassuring look as he nodded and got up and quickly left the room.

I look down at Sasuke as he had his head rested on my chest I pulled him closer to comfort him as I think."...ok I'm going to take off the restraints on your arms...so don't try anything Sasuke..." All he could do was nod slightly as his head was down I let him go to sit up on his own as I moves over to take off the restraints now.

Once they were off I moves to sit in front of him thankfully his breathing was under control and wasn't shaking anymore as I put a hand on his shoulder." you feel any better now... I know it was a lot to take in, but please believe Itachi does love you... it is ok to not know how to react just go at your own time ok..."

I look at him as suddenly Sasuke wraps his arms around me pulling me onto his lap as he buries his face in my shoulder. I gasp at this sudden move as I blush a bit but I let this knowing his going through a lot as I wrap my arms around his shoulders.

Sasuke"...let me hold you...just a bit more...Suki..." he mutters into my shoulder as I blush a bit more hearing him so close I nod as we stay like this as I rest my head on his.

I found this whole thing kinda relaxing but a lot a bit embarrassing as I was sitting on Sasuke's lap but I tries pushing those thoughts out of my head. "Clean thoughts...keep it to clean thoughts..." I keep telling myself in my head as I lift my head as Sasuke lifts him to look at me now.

His eyes were all red as he was crying into my shoulder I could feel how wet it was as he cried into my shoulder I put my hands on his cheeks drying his face with my thumbs gently.

"...hey I always thought your eyes only go red with the Sharingan Sasuke.." I smile and laugh a bit trying to make a dumb joke."...sorry I thought a dumb joke would help cheer you up... guess my dream of being a comedian is gone with the wind.."

I laugh at my way of me trying to be silly as Sasuke moves one hand and puts it on one of my hands on his face as the other stays on my back. He gently takes my hand and kisses it gently as I blush at this.

Sasuke rest his face on my hand for a bit then he looks at me. Sasuke"...Suki... I have been so cruel to you...I thought I cut my ties with everyone... I thought for sure I cut yours for good...so why...why are you still reaching out to me...I'm not worth all the trouble.."

I sigh at this as I take my hand his not holding as I move my hand up and flick him hard on the forehead as he whines at this letting my hand go as he holds his forehead in pain. Sasuke"...arghh...that hurt...but I guess...I deserve it..."

I look at him with an angry look in my eyes." yes you do and more, your so lucky I'm waiting till later to punch you, don't think you get out of that Sasuke...but I might leave your pretty face alone.." I chuckle at him as this caused him to blush ever so slightly as he turns his head away from me.

I chuckles at this reaction as I felt good that I cheered Sasuke up a bit as I thought crossed my mind. " oh yeah... I owe you some payback Sasuke.." I smile at him as he flinches and looks at me thinking I'm going to hit him.

But it was the opposite as I leans closer to him and gently kisses him on the lips. Sasuke was shocked as he froze up from this with a shocked look. But, after a minute he relaxes and shuts ups eyes and kisses me back now.

We kiss for just a minute more till I slowly pull back blushing more."...that's for the times you suddenly kissed me... and also theirs something else...that I think is long overdue...I love you Sasuke.." I smile at him still blushing hard.

Sasuke was speechless hearing this as he blinks in shock he wasn't sure if he heard me right but the look on my face says it all he then pulls me into a tight hug I smile hugging him back.

"...sorry I'm sure it's been long overdue...but for the times before id like to say... I have something called denseism...a very deadly syndrome...its able to be managed with proper treatment me I can a live a happy normal life...I guess...got diagnosis later in life...so yea... that's why I didn't know your feelings."

I could faintly hear Sasuke chuckling against me almost like a snicker from him as he pulls back to look at me. Sasuke" don't go making you being denser than a brick isn't something you can blame it on, your just dense Suki...but I still love you as you..."

I blush hearing him say it so smoothly as I grumble. " damn you for acting so cool in this situation...I can't say it without going red,... but hey I still caught you blushing so your not mister cool and calm anymore..." sticks my tongue at him as he just chuckles and smirks a bit.

Sasuke"...ill bite that tongue of yours Suki...you want me to?" I quickly put my tongue back in and shake my head leaning back." oh god no I need my tongue to talk right, how else can I yell at you, or say I love you huh?" I blush but smirk at him.

Sasuke sighs but just hugs me gently as I smile" say mind if I get off you now Sasuke...before I say something poking me?" I laugh as he flinches and quickly got me off and pulls the blanket closer to him glaring at you with a mad and embarrassed look.

" ahaha kidding I'm kidding I swear...maybe...ok ok ill stop...but for real...you doing ok?" I sit beside him now looking at him with a worried look. Sasuke sighs as he glances down. Sasuke"...I'm ok..considering everything...I just need some time to process it... but I do believe Itachi..."

I hold his hand gently to comfort him." that's ok it's understandable...he wants to do what he can, but he doesn't wanna overstep,...things are very awkward for ye... but I know in time it all be good...no need to rush it ok?"

I smile as Sasuke nods as he leans against me a bit. I was glad this went well as I felt better myself after, as ill tell Sasuke about my relationships later as I know now isn't the best time to dump that on him too.

We sit like this for a while as Sasuke gets tired I told him to lay down as he does but he ends up pulling me down with me and wraps an arm around my waist pulling me close as I blush at this.

"ah hey you need to rest Sasuke..." he nuzzles his face into my hair enjoying the sweet scent. Sasuke."...ill rest easy with you by my side...please Suki..." he moves his face down to my neck and nuzzles it gently leaving kisses on it as I shiver at each one.

" ah wait no.. that's tickly...wait Itachi might come back in...we can't..." just as I said that a sheet of paper flew into the room from under the door and flies over to us as I was able to catch it and reads it. It was from Itachi who was going to go away and get us some supplies as he is able tomorrow as I crumble the paper in my hand.

"ah damn you Itachi...wait till i-ahh.." I gasp as a moan escapes my mouth as I blush hard Sasuke ended up biting my neck a bit to get my attention now as he saw the note. Sasuke"...good...now it's just us...I promise to behave Suki...a little.."

he lifts his head and smirks as he leans down and kisses me now I can't help blushing at it as he has one hand on my waist and the holding my other hand beside my head as our fingers interlock.

"...screw clean thoughts for now...I think I can enjoy myself a bit...yea this won't end badly..." I shut my eyes as I kiss back and run my hands through Sasuke's hair now.

Meanwhile in a whole other place was a trio staying in a temple in a room to wait for their teammate to return to them as the girl of the group was getting very annoyed. Karin"...grr... I suddenly have a horrible feeling for my dear Sasuke-kun... I have this bad feeling his being seduced by some tramp!"

She holds her head and shouts more as one of the guys sighs at her as the other was talking to some small forest creatures. Suigetsu"..haha geez Karin...you must be going crazy, Sasuke does a bat an eye at any girl looking at him...no way his doing something like that..."

Karin glares and starts punching Suigetsu. Karin" shut up!... my Sasuke-kun needs me! if there is a tramp ill kill her, Sasuke-kun is mine!"

Alright ^^, well glad that all went well, what's going to happen next ^^ sounds like meeting Sasuke's teammates will be fun...maybe not for Suki oh well till next time, take care and bye bye ^^