Loved, lost and found
January 18th, 2005
Rosalie
I hated it, I hated everything about it going to school the first few times it was fine, sometimes even nice being able to do things humans can do even though we ourselves aren't anymore.
But doing this for around seventy years on end, well you grow tired and sick of it. But with that mindset, I'm alone in my family, apparently.
''Rosalie come on we don't want to be late'' said the irritating happy sing sang voice of Alice, for some reason she's extra happy today. I asked her before what got her so extra chirpy today.
'wouldn't you like to know' was her infuriating answer sometimes I like to just throw her through a wall, but I guess Esme wouldn't like that very much thus as much as she is annoying sometimes, she is my sister in everything but blood
''Yeah, Yeah'' I sighed I can't wait to be done with school, so I can work on my new project again a beautiful Mercedes-Benz 300 SL it just needs a bit of restoration
''Rosalieeee are you even listening?'' Ugh, maybe Esme will forgive me one time
''No chance Alice the only thing in her head right now is her new project 'what kind of interior should I use' or 'maybe a nice chrome paint would suit it well''
Looking at my idiotic and melancholic brother sharply, my eyes narrowing, ''What did I tell you about reading my thoughts''
Holding his hands up in mock surrender, ''Wait, please! You know I have no control over it and your thoughts were rather loud there'' fine you get off this time.
To that, I saw him breathe out a sigh of relief
''Now enough diddling or else we'll be late'' No we're not you drive like a maniac even by our standards
Arriving at school and pulling into the parking lot, I realized again the reason why I even put up with it all in the first place. Well, the first and obvious being because of my family, but the one I'm referring to are the looks of awe and envy the humans are giving us.
I know it sounds petty, but when you're immortal and live forever, you're starting to appreciate even the petty things. It's a flaw I've seen most of my kind have, we like to show off. I mean, our house and cars don't quite say, small-town family.
''Well then you're the only one'' said my melodramatic brother Edward, reading my mind again. The reason being is the things pubescent teens are thinking as if you need to be a mind reader to hear them, stupid idiot, I'm going to trash your piano once we're getting home.
Now looking positively scared and horrified ''I can't do anything about it'' He shot back in panic
''That may be but then read someone else's mind not mine'' I grit through my teeth bad enough that because of our enhanced hearing we have little to no privacy with him even your mind is not safe.
I feel kind of bad for him, because of that most of us but Alice usually don't spend much time with him
''Why are you so focused on me today, to begin with, normally you try to avoid reading my thoughts at all cost?'' I asked him, suspicion lacing my voice.
Turning away from me ''I'm not, it is just that your thoughts are exceptionally loud today''
Not quite believing him but also not in the mood for a prolonged argument, I dropped it
''Enough arguing let us go Rosalie'' Alice said while pulling my arm with nearly enough force to send me flying
''Alice'' I hissed ''what has gotten into you today'' She's more annoying than ever and strangely focused on me, and she's hiding something from me something she saw in one of her visions I just know it
''That's a surprise you just have to wait until lunch'' Oh how I hate it when she does that in times like this I envy Edward's gift and wish I had it
''Believe me, it's more of a curse than a gift you don't want to know what everyone thinks, especially hormone controlled teens'' He said with a small shudder combined with disgust on his face
''Now there Rosalie no need to get angry, she's just happy for you'' said Jasper in a calm voice while absently trying to stop his mate from running off. How he handles her no idea.
''Whatever'' I huffed walking towards the school
''Wait up Rose'' I hear Emmett call
Stopping a moment to let him catch up to me and starting to walk again once he has
''So what do you think the surprise is, maybe it has something to do with the new girl? Maybe she can become our friend like a mascot, you know?'' He said thoughtfully.
Looking at him strangely, ''No, I really don't know''
The new girl apparently chiefs the police chief's daughter if the rumors of teens are to be given any belief, from what I'm hearing some guys are already talking about how cute she is I'm nearly sorry for her
''I really don't care they will talk about her For a few days, then she will just be forgotten. And now she will not become our friend or mascot whatever that means'' that's how it should be, and always will humans have no place with us, Emmett needs to understand that.
The first few steps into the school were the same. As always obnoxious chatting about how hot he or she is and cheap deodorant invading my nostrils that's the worst part, but there was also something else there, something I haven't smelled before. A strange, calming smell consisting of cinnamon combined with roses and a hint of something else I can't quite identify, but already love.
The smell caught me so off guard that I stopped walking, the humans splinting around us like a river would around a rock.
''Rose everything alright'' Emmett asked looking at me with worry in his eyes
''Yeah, why'' what is that smell?
''Cause your eyes are nearly black, I thought you went hunting before school?'' what!
Pulling out a small pocket mirror I noticed to my surprise that indeed my eyes are nearly black, strange I don't feel hungry at all
Closing my eyes and trying to focus, I opened my eyes again to thankfully to my relief see that the darkening has receded good
''Everything is fine, don't worry'' I said with a wave of my hand while closing the mirror with the other one and stuffing it pack in my pocket
''If you say so'' He said skeptically while eying me worryingly
As if the day couldn't get any more irritating throughout the class, I got this annoying feeling this sensation that I need to be somewhere, and it annoyed me to no end. So much so that I couldn't stop fidgeting what is wrong with me, I'm behaving like a newborn just without the thirst.
After the end of class, Emmett came to me smiling his typical huge lopsided grin ''What up Rosie''
Closing my locker a little bit too harshly, I turned to him, ''What!''
Taking a step back from me ''Woah who steeped on your shoes'' He said jokingly, but his eyes held a seriousness untypical for him
Finally, calming down a little ''sorry what is it Emmett?''
Seeing that I have calmed down for now ''nothing major just it's time for the cafeteria were finally seeing the new girl she's the talk of the school at the moment''
honestly I get why Emmett is so excited, a new student is equal to a celebrity here in Forks
*sigh * ''alright let's get this over with''
Meeting up again with the rest of my family, we started to move towards the cafeteria.
The worst part of the school day, it smells like a giant compost
Stepping into it as always all eyes are on us again, well I guess this makes it a little more bearable
''Ugh, maybe the reason you don't have a mate is that you can't love anyone more than yourself''
Edward muttered under his breath
I growled lightly, ''I don't need to hear that from you mister eternal virgin''
Before our bickering could get any worse, Alice intervened
''Stop you two the surprise is nearly there'' Alice said excitingly nearly jumping to our table better said gliding who we aren't found out already because of her is a mystery to me
Sitting down at our table I noticed the smell from this morning again only much stronger, unconsciously I stared looking for the source in the cafeteria
''Who is that blonde girl?'' I heard a feminine and strangely calming voice ask.
Looking around the room, I found it, and it belonged to the most beautiful creature I have ever seen. Chocolate brown eyes you could get lost in, a heart shape face, and nearly flawless pale skin, so much, so you could think she was one of us if not for the heart that beats so wonderfully in her chest. Her hair, long straight dark brown, hair I would love to run my fingers through.
The dropping of cutlery pulled me out of my daydream and to my senses
Looking to my right I was treated to Edward's shocked face who dropped it and also Jasper and Alice smiling faces, so now I realized with growing dread what the surprise was.
''No that can't be true just no'' I said with a wavering voice Vera no she died
Author Note: So this was the third Chapter of my story, I hope you liked it and a review is always appreciated