Bella

The moment my eyes met those golden eyes of hers the world stopped, everything around me ceased to matter and blended into an unrecognizable blur the noises of my surroundings dampened everything ceased to matter except her. Heart hammering in my ear, my breathing sounding unnaturally loud, and me closing in on her even though I know for sure I'm not moving.

Just before I thought I was completely lost, Rosalie stood up from the chair she sat on, its legs scraping against the cafeteria floor, making an unpleasant sound and gaining the attention of everyone in hearing range. Her eyes burned into mine with an intensity I haven't seen before, emotions running through them, I haven't seen before. Then she turned on her heels with more grace and speed than I thought possible and left.

Watching her leave her table and storming out of the door hurt more than I care to admit. Because even though I just met her, deep down there is this feeling that it was me who caused her to act the way she did.

My gaze now on the other occupants of the Cullen table. Seeing them eying me, all with different expressions and emotions. The one Jessica fancies Edward I think his name was looked at me with eyes full of intrigue, bafflement, and if I didn't know any better hope.

Why would he look at me with hope, better question why would anybody do that

Moving to the next person of relatively small stature, Jessica said her name was Alice, right? Her face was the most expressive joy, unadulterated joy, but why?

Next to her is a handsome, lean guy with honey blonde hair that must be Jasper. His face was more passive than that of Alice's, but you could still see that it was adorned with a small smile.

The last one of the lot was a big, muscular dude. Are they playing football in Forks his expression was nearly identical to that of a child who got a new toy for Christmas why is he looking at me like that, it's creeping me out a little?

''Wow Bella didn't know you've already had the joy to make the acquaintance of our local Ice Queen Rosalie, did you soil her shoes, or why did she make a run for it as soon as she saw you? Jessica asked curiously while poking her food with a fork.

''Yeah that was one mean look'' added Angela

Finally returning my attention to our table again, ''what?'' I said to Jessica's question my voice for some reason taking a sharp edge, why does Jessica being mean to Rosalie getting me so riled up? I haven't even spoken a word to her yet.

Jessica, seemingly having heard the tone of my voice, eyes widened a fair bit '' whoa didn't know you and she were friends''

''We aren't'' trying to think of something to add that could explain my answer. '' it's just I don't like when people make nasty remarks behind the backs of others'' not exactly untrue but also not completely the truth I'm not a saint

''alright'' she answered skeptically afterward going back to eating

Looking back to the Cullen's I now noticed that the big guy is gone. The rest of them seem to be whispering amongst themselves while occasionally glancing at me.

Why are they all acting so strange, naturally not getting an answer to my question. I, too, began to eat my meal.

Rosalie

Running, I am RUNNING! Away not from another vampire or one of the stupid mutts, no, a human girl That looks just like her. Vera

I won't accept it, no she is not my mate

Trees rush past me as I sprint through the woods looking no, searching for a place far away from any human where I can clear my head from this cruel joke fate is playing on me. Coming to a halt on a cliff, the sea wind blowing in my face, I closed my eyes and took a deep breath despite not needing to anymore.

This human can't be my mate, my other half a knot is forming in my throat and if I were human I know for sure tears would be staining my cheeks

And having said that, flashes of thick long brown hair and chocolate brown eyes appear in my mind combined with pictures of a long-lost love stop please

*crack * my fist lodged itself in a tree pulling it out of it reveling not even a scratch on me, I will fight it

Hearing footsteps behind me, I didn't even have to turn around to tell who it is. What does he want?

''Hey Rosalie is everything alright'' Emmett asked trailing off towards the end most likely seeing my handiwork on the tree

Not hearing me give an answer he continued ''I'm sorry'' now looking at him '' I mean we're sorry we should have told you'' they KNEW!

''You all knew?'' I asked, taking a step forward, my voice dangerously low. Emmett, having noticed the shift in my behavior, tensed.

''Yes ah I mean kinda Alice had a vision, we just knew that you will meet your mate today at school. We didn't know however who it was or the circumstances of the meeting'' he stammered out quickly, fearing me to lash out at him.

And if he was someone else, I would have done so, but Emmett more often than not acts first and thinks later.

Turning around again and straightening myself, I said softly ''leave''

Taking a step towards me, ''Rose'' he said apologetically

''LEAVE!'' I screamed loud enough that the branches of the three vibrated. The next thing I heard was the fast retreating footsteps of Emmett.

A mate as if that is a thing I need, I lived more than 70 years just fine without one, and I especially don't need a 17-year-old human girl, Not if she looks like her. The pain that shout through my cheat and heart thought otherwise, but I ignored it. It's not the first time, after all, I chose to ignore it.

Author note: So this was my fifth Chapter, sorry guys for the delay, it was a long few days, and could really find time or motivation to write. But now everything should be back to normal again maybe later today I will release another one who knows. ;)