AN: I know the opener was short but I didn't want to give too much away. I was a big TDI fan back in my teen and college years, it was awesome to watch a few episodes. It's not a full lemon scene in this chapter but a lime.

* Flash back *

Courtneys POV

4 Years Earlier

Camp Wawanakwa

8:00pm

After all the insane,wild and crazy adventures of total drama island all the campers finally got to have the well deserved fun and long awaited party they were in need of.

It was definitely time to cut loose and enjoy it before everyone went their own ways or if god forbid participated in another TDI series.

All campers were currently enjoying themselves with loud music, food ( not the kind chef would make ), drinks and a little trouble.

" PARTY ON DUDES!!!! " shouts Geoff holding his cup in the air while one arm was around Bridgettes shoulder, " babe calm down " she giggles at her boyfriend.

Everyone does the same raising there cups in the air as the party continues even Chris had joined the party even when he was thrown into the water after the show was over.

" This party is insane " said Leshawna while dancing to the music with Beth and Cody.

" PARTY TIL THE SUN RISES " shouts Owen doing his signature move he did on the first episode after the screaming gophers had they're first victory.

I couldn't help but smile and laugh seeing everyone having a good time even myself, yes I was known for being uptight about everything and I know everyone was tired or annoyed of me saying " I was a C.I.T " but I had lots coming after this was over amongst was getting ready to go to college followed by law school to pursue my dream of becoming a lawyer.

" Courtney come here " called Gwen standing with Lindsey, Izzy, Caitie and Sadie by the refreshments.

Making my way over to them I suddenly get pulled back by a pair of familiar arms only to get me laughing " Duncan what are you doing? " I giggle looking up at him smiling that at first I couldn't stand to now loving it.

" We still gotta dance princess " he said taking me to the dance floor.

Normal POV

As Duncan took Courtney to the dance floor from the refreshment table both Caitie and Sadie couldn't help but gush over the couple.

" Oh they look so happy together " said Caitie smiling " I knew they were going to be together I just knew it " comments Sadie smiling.

" They do make a nice couple who knows maybe Duncan might change a bit " replies Izzy before taking a sip from her drink. " Aw I can't help looking at Doug and Connie " gushed Lindsey only to get weird looks from the others knowing well she wasn't the best with names.

Just then Trent came over towards Gwen smiling, " shall we dance? " he asks offering his hand to Gwen only to make her cheeks turn red " okay " she giggles walking away with him.

1:00am

The party was just ending most of the campers called it a night or some still mingled around a late night camp fire, but a certain couple wandered away to a quieter spot near the beach.

Holding hands Duncan and Courtney made there way by only the light of the moon as there guide to the beach where they could have time to themselves.

Duncan's POV

As much as the party was a blast and we could all have fun, what I wanted most right now was some much needed time with my princess. I brought along my sleeping bag so we could sit somewhere.

Holding her hand in mine I tighten my grip a little as we walked along the beach together, " it's a nice night " I said looking up at the sky, " yeah it's beautiful " answers Courtney smiling only to make me stare at her.

Who would of thought that she would be the one to make me get soft.

I was always a trouble maker growing up no matter when or where all through out middle school to high school til I eventually ended up in juvenile or youth correctional facilities.

By the time I was 16 I had already been in so many problems with people and the law, I thought for sure at anytime I'd be in trial as an adult. My parents on the other saw different views on me my mom was there for me ( even showing up to court ) and dad well we both aren't exactly on the same page nor good terms, if anything he reached his limit with me long ago. It wouldn't surprise me if he said I should get locked up.

Deeply sighing I stopped walking, " hey are you okay? " Courtney asks looking at me with concern, " kinda just thinking babe " I answer lightly kicking the sand, " talk to me " she said placing her other hand over our joined hands.

Inhaling deeply I look down at the sand...

" I ain't perfect you know that and I manage to piss people off or do things I shouldn't do but I do it anyway " I start explaining " princess my juvi record is permanent I don't know if it'll ever disappear or if I'll be able to make something of myself someday and if you don't want to be with me one day cause of it I understand " I add unsure of what her reaction might be to what I just said.

Feeling the warmth of her hands are on the sides of my face turning me to face her so that we're looking at each other...

" No one in life is perfect but you telling me this is good Duncan deep down I know there's some good " said Courtney smiling her beautiful smile, " even though you keep a tough guy front inside there's something else " hearing what she said this time made my heart was racing fast. " And I want to be with you if you'll have me " she finishes.

Dropping my sleeping bag that I was carrying I wrap my arms around her small waist I press Courtney right up against me as close as I can, making her giggle. " Your probably the only one who might see anything good in me" I said bringing my hand up to rest on the side of her face " I've seen you do something nice once and that says a lot" she answers resting her forehead onto mine.

Knowing she meant when I was caught finding DJ a new rabbit.

" Just keep it between us I'm not comfortable letting others know " I sighed only to feel warm lips on mine for a second, " I will " she whispers only to feel a chill go up my spine, hearing that tone of voice from her was hot.

Unable to resist I kiss Courtney again only this time more passionately her arms were secured around my neck to have me closer, slowly I slip my tongue against hers only to feel hers do the same, damn if I knew she frenched kissed like this I would of asked her out long ago. This heated make out session is pretty freaking hot moans were heard between us and I was getting turned on by this.

When we finally parted for air our breathing was heavy and heated, " that was quite the kiss " breathed Courtney looking at me with this lustful gaze.

" Yeah...I gotta confess I'm a bit surprised if I knew you kissed like that I would of teased you sooner " I admit leaning towards her lips again only to get stopped " then don't stop" breathes Courtney.

My eyebrows went up hearing what she just said, " let's get a little comfortable

shall we" I said rolling out my sleeping bag before continuing where we left off.

Courtney's POV

What was happening?! I can't control myself I'm kissing Duncan like I've never kissed him before ( even though I have ) but something is different. All I know is that my feelings for him are more than beyond friends and that I even want him in another way.

Taking his free hand I guide it and place it over my breast, making him stop momentarily along with his eyes opening up.

" Wow, I knew they were nice but they feel nicer " said Duncan lightly rubbing his thumb over it and making my cheeks go red, " please can you keep doing that " I breathed enjoying the sensation Duncan was giving me.

" Is this turning you on babe " he whispers keeping his green-blue eyes on my dark brown eyes " yes...yes Duncan " I whimper before biting my lip, " what else do you want me to do to you? Duncan asks his gaze so focused on me.

Trying to control my breathing and this new sensation I was feeling from just his touch, " please I want you " I begged only feeling my urges getting more out of control, " make me yours " I said before kissing him in a more deeper manner.

Before long we had shredded one another of our clothing, our skin was against one another under his sleeping bag nothing mattered to us at that moment but each other, the heat for each other was becoming unbearable.

" Oh Duncan " I moaned as his lips were licking, rubbing and sucking my breasts, " please make me yours " I pleaded feeling myself going crazy by the moment the more his lips and hands were on my body the more I wanted not just him but for us to be one, " are you sure Courtney? " Duncan asks his eyes looking into mine while holding my face.

It wasn't just the intense lustful and heated sensation between us but a deep feeling knowing that I couldn't go on without him.

" Yes I want you and only you Duncan " I breathed knowing well.

Momentarily resting his forehead onto mine he takes a moment, " I promise this will be the only time I hurt you " Duncan whispers looking into my eyes while he brings my legs up so that they can wrap around him waist. I slide my arms under his as I try to relax, " I know you'll be gentle " I whispered before kissing him again .

As our kiss intensified I suddenly feel a sharp piercing pain between my legs causing my body to shudder knowing the barrier that once kept me a virgin was now broken. Tilting my head back tears slid down the sides of my tightly shut eyes as the pain continued, " I'm sorry " Duncan whispers knowing there was so turning back from what we just did.

Taking a few breathes I look at Duncan putting on hand on his right cheek while slowly breathing, " don't be sorry I wanted this with you " I sighed smiling bringing his face closer to mine " I love you Duncan " I confessed seeing him smile, " I love you too Princess " answered Duncan before kissing me along with a passionate night.

We made love til the sun slowly started rising neither of us wouldn't forget let alone let it just be a memory...

End Of Flashback

* Present Time *

6:00am

Coming out my thoughts from that night 4 years ago I quickly look out the window of the moving bus I saw that my stop was coming up, pushing the stop button to notify my stop.

Not long after the driver stops and I get off the bus.

Thankfully I reacted in time to see or it would of sucked having to have missed my stop.

A few step away is the decent and unkept apartment complex I lived in. After what I had to endure moving out of my parents house was my only option, it wasn't or hasn't been easy but I couldn't stay with them anymore especially when dealing with there constant criticism and judgement. I thought I had gotten use to it but I wasn't. Now that I had my freedom from them all I had was to focus on myself and the many responsibilities I had.

Approaching my door I took my key out to get a few hours of sleep before my day really started, before I even put my key into the slot it opened revealing my former killer bass team mate Bridgette. " Good Morning " she greeted with her bag in hand, " good morning " I greeted smiling " was everything okay? " I asked as while walking inside and Bridgette stepped out, " yeah everything was great " she answers patting my shoulder.

Before I could say anything else I let out a yawn, " I'm sorry to have asked you for this last minute but they needed help at the club" I said trying to stay awake, " its okay honestly it's no trouble " replied Bridgette " try and take care of yourself too " she added smiling at me.

Smiling back at her I nod, " I will once again thank you for coming and say hi to Geoff for me " I sighed feeling exhausted.

" I will have a good day " replied Bridgette waving before going home.

Sighing heavily I close and lock the door to my apartment followed my tossing my heels to the side along with my sneakers. My place was decent enough to call home and suitable for what I needed for now. I was going to college part time and classes were started again soon even though I could only take 3 and not a full semester like I had hoped I wasn't able to, I had to work, pay expenses and most importantly...

" Mommy " said a shy little voice the one that kept me going.

Turning my head I look to see my hope...

" Hi honey why are you up? " I asked smiling as my little 3 year old daughter who was an exact replica of me when I was small walked over to me in her purple onesie with star print while holding her blanket, " I wanted to see you " she answers reaching me as I kneel down to her level, " aw thank you Serenity I greatly appreciate it " I said picking her up in my arms before we go to her room.

Walking into her bedroom we go straight to her bed, " were you a good girl for auntie Bridgette? " I asked bringing the blanket up, " yes we played a lot " yawned Serenity feeling her eyes get heavy. I couldn't help but smile at my little girl as she was slowly going back to sleep, everyone always kept saying she resembles me exactly but the only thing was her eyes they were the same blue - green like her dad.

Once Serenity was back to sleep I kissed her forehead, " I love you " I whispered before going to my bedroom to get some much needed sleep before the day started.

As soon as I changed out of my dress and into some loose pj's I finally got into my bed to sleep. I just need to keep going not only for myself but also Serenity.

AN: Chapter 1 Duncan is next