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''Ms Lopez?'' Dr Knight asks as she walks into the examination room Santana sits in, Santana gulps the second she hears her tone and raises an eyebrow.
''Did you find something bad?''
''I..'' Dr Knight cuts herself off glancing at the nurse beside her and swallows nervously. ''We um..''
''Doc you are scaring me.'' Santana whispers.
''There is no easy way to say this.'' Dr Knight grumbles softly, she runs a hand through her hair and blows out a breath. ''Do you remember the pill we gave you during examination?''
''Yeah the morning after pill right?''
Dr Knight nods her head and gulps. ''Yeah exactly, Santana..''
''No.'' Santana breaths out, her heart stopping as she realizes what can cause her doctor to stumble over her thoughts. ''No.'' She repeats shaking her head.
''I am so..''
''No.'' Santana mutters as she continues shaking her head, she slides off of the bed and gulps thickly trying to push back her tears. ''I-I have to go.''
Dr Knight just nods her head in understanding and holds out a stack of papers. ''Please take these with you.''
Santana runs out of the Hospital after taking the papers from Dr Knight and sprints down the boardwalk towards the apartment completely forgetting all about her angst going out alone now that a whole other kind of angst entered her life, she takes out her phone mid run and dials the only number she knows she can call any time of the day.
She holds her phone up to her ear, slowing down as she nears the park around the corner of the apartment and collapses down onto a bank ignoring the tears stream down her cheek.
''Hola Santanita, long time no talk.'' Alma's cheery voice greets.
''Abuelita.'' She breaths out through a sob.
''Santanita? What happened querida?'' She hears her ask in concern after calling out for Miguel.
''I-I.'' She cuts herself off with a sob and shakes her head.
''Santana, what's wrong darling?''
She just covers her face as Miguel's concerned voice booms through the phone and breaths out a sob. ''I-I'm pregnant.'' She hiccups.
''No!''
She closes her eyes hearing both of their surprised yells and sniffles. ''Not caused by what you think.'' She whispers brokenly as she hears the barely covered anger.
''No.'' She hears Alma breath out sadly.
''Santana.'' Miguel whispers sadly. ''When?''
''Almost two months ago.'' Santana sobs out.
''Does Brittany know?'' Alma asks softly.
''About what happened, si.'' She whispers. ''But not about this, I just found out.''
''You have to tell her querida.'' Alma tells her softly.
''I know.'' Santana cries out. ''But I'm scared, what if she lea..''
''No, no.'' Miguel breaths out before she can finish. ''That girl loves you to death Santana, you can't think like that.''
''What should I do?'' She whispers brokenly.
''You have to talk to your girlfriend, querida, talk to her alone and decide together.'' Alma breaths out. ''You know that the both of us know how you feel, but the decision is only yours to take in the end but you have to tell your girlfriend.''
Santana just hums, tears still running down her cheeks knowing that Alma was assaulted to and that they decided to keep the baby, who is now their successful son. ''I know.'' She whispers. ''I will go home and talk to her.''
''You can always call us querida.'' Alma whispers soothingly. ''Te amo.''
''I love you too.''
She ends the call, scrolling through her contacts and taps on Quinn's name.
To Q: Babe can you please invite Susan and Brad over for lunch and maybe invite them to stay the night, please Q, I need to talk to B alone.
She sniffles as she immediately reads it and gulps thickly.
From Q: Ames will call them now and beg them for some time together, what's wrong babe?
To Q: Will tell you later, I just need some time alone with B now.
She exits Quinn's chat as Susan sends her a text and smiles slightly through her tears as she reads it.
From Susan: Hey sweetheart I hope your check up went well and you are enjoying watching the girls train, Brad and I are on our way to Ames and Q, Ames called us and begged us to join them for dinner and a movie sleepover so we will be back tomorrow enjoy your night together San, Love you.
To Susan: Hey Susan, awe have fun and give them a hug from me, love you too!
She exits the chat knowing she ignored most of it and taps Quinn's name.
To Q: Thank you babes, love you.
She wipes her face as she sees the time, knowing her girlfriend will be home soon too and slowly stands up on wobbly legs. She slowly walks the short distance home, taking her time to make sure Susan and Brad really left and unlocks the door.
She frowns in confusion as she hears the TV playing and kicks off her shoes, dropping her keys into the bowl behind the door. She walks into the living room after hanging her jacket up and gulps thickly as she sees her girlfriend lounging on the couch with wet hair, she forces a smile as blue orbs slide over to her and bites her tongue trying to push back tears as she sits up with a grin.
Don't fucking cry Lopez. She thinks to herself.
''Hey baby, how was your check up?''
She just shakes her head, the tears that welled up in her eyes immediately streaming down her cheeks and covers her mouth as a sob escapes.
Welp that didn't go as planned. She thinks again inwardly rolling her eyes.
She collapses into Brittany's arms as she immediately jumps up the second she notices the tears and tightly wraps her arms around her shoulders, leaning her full weight in her hold.
''San?'' She hears her whisper in concern.
''Just hold me.'' Santana chokes out through sobs.
She closes her eyes tightly as Brittany moves them over to the couch, immediately curling in her lap as she sits back down and hides her face in her neck sobs wrecking through her body.
''Everything will be alright baby.'' She hears her soft murmur into her ear, she just tightens her hold around her shoulders, repeating her words in her head like a mantra and shakes her head.
''I don't think it will.'' She whispers brokenly through her sobs.
Brittany's eyes slip close, her heart breaking as she hears the pain in her voice and just tightens her hold around Santana's waist, her right hand sliding up beneath the shirt she wears to run soothingly along her spine. ''I am sure it will.'' She whispers confidently trying to keep the tears out of her voice.
Santana just shakes her head and sniffles, she slowly pulls back, sliding off of Brittany's lap into a standing position and walks to the window. ''I am sure it won't.'' She whispers brokenly, thoughts running through her mind.
''What happened Santana?'' Brittany just asks softly as she notices her girlfriend trying to shut her out.
Santana wraps her arms around her midsection, hugging herself and breaths out a heart wrenching sob. ''I am giving you an out Brittany.''
''A what?'' Brittany asks shocked as she jumps up.
''An out.''
''No!'' Brittany chokes out. ''Don't shut me out Santana.'' She pleads.
''It's for the best Brittany.'' Santana whispers keeping her eyes trained on the people walking on the side walk minding their own business.
Brittany shakes her head slowly walking up to her and gulps thickly. ''How can you say that?'' She whispers brokenly.
''Because it is.'' Santana whispers in the same tone, she closes her eyes as hot tears stream down her cheeks and breaths out a sob. ''I will only ruin your future further.''
''You are my fucking future Santana.'' Brittany exclaims tears clear in her voice. ''Can't you see that?!''
''I can.'' Santana whispers turning on her heels, she walks past her, avoiding to look at her and sniffles through her tears as she enters their room. ''That is why it's the best right now.''
''No.'' Brittany whispers confidently tears clear in her voice as she plants her hand against the door before she can close it, she slips inside and leans back against the closed door. ''I won't let you push me away, what the fuck happened Santana?''
''It's nothing that concerns you Brittany.'' Santana whispers as she walks towards their window overlooking the park.
''I am your girlfriend.'' Brittany states sadly. ''Somehow it does or you wouldn't be thinking about calling it quits to spare me for something.''
She walks over as she sees her fiddle with the promise ring on her left pinky, her heart breaking as she notices what she is trying to do and slowly reaches out to place her hand on the small of her back. ''Please don't.''
Santana freezes the second she feels her warm touch, accompanied by the plead filled with hurt and looks down at the ring. She closes her eyes not wanting to take it off at all and covers her mouth as a heart broken mix of a gasp and a sob escapes her throat causing her to choke on air.
Brittany quickly wraps her arms around her waist from behind as she sees her legs buckle and collapses down on the ground with her, not finding the strength to hold the both of them up.
She leans her forehead against her spine as heart wrenching sobs escape the Latina's little body, not able to push back her own tears and just tightens her hold around her girlfriend trying to take some of her pain.
''What happened?'' She asks sadly after they both calmed down a bit.
''I don't want to…''
Brittany just shakes her head turning Santana in her hold and leans back against their bed, she grabs the left hand adorning the promise ring and holds it up for the both of them to see. ''With this little thing I promised you something Santana.'' She whispers sadly. ''You are stuck with me for better or worse, please don't push me away.''
''Well it definitely turned to worse quite quickly.'' Santana just chokes out with a shake of her head.
Brittany just tightens her hold on her left hand, bringing it back down in her lap and bites her lip. ''Wha…''
''I'm pregnant.'' Santana blurts out before she can question her again, she drops her head as a sob escapes her lips feeling the way Brittany's whole body tenses and shakes her head. ''That is why I am giving you an out.'' She cries out. ''I don't want to ruin your future hell your whole life with..''
She cuts herself off with a sob, close to hyperventilating and just shakes her head. ''With this hell.''
Brittany blinks away the shock as she feels Santana trying to pull back and quickly shakes her head shoving all thoughts swarming through her mind in a small compartment to be dealt with later, she curls her arm around Santana's waist as she tries to stand up and just pulls her closer the force of the pull causing Santana to slide onto her lap, both legs on each side of her hips.
She cups the back of her head as it instantly drops on her shoulder, hot tears soaking through her shirt and turns her head to place her lips against the side of her head. ''I am not going anywhere.'' She whispers finality in her voice, she pulls her legs up, supporting Santana's back with her knees as she feels her whole body tremble with sobs and just holds her close nuzzling her face in her dark locks as tears stream down her own cheeks feeling all the hurt and angst oozing off of her girlfriend.
She slowly stands up after half an hour, still holding Santana close after they both calmed down a bit and moves them onto the bed as she hears her sobs die down to a sniffle. She kisses her forehead as she just scoots closer to her, practically laying on top of her and wraps her arms tightly around her waist.
''What will we do?'' Santana asks sniffling keeping her face hidden in Brittany's chest, hearing her fast heartbeat against her ear.
''I don't know.'' Brittany whispers her own voice cracking with emotions. ''But we will figure it out together.'' She adds as she hears Santana's fast breathing. ''You are and will never be alone Santana.'' She promises as she kisses the top of her head. ''I am right here.''
''I'm sorry.'' Santana sobs out tears once again breaking through the second she hears the love and care in her girlfriends emotion filled voice.
Brittany just shakes her head keeping her lips placed on the top of her head and smiles sadly. ''Let's talk when we both calmed down a bit baby.'' She whispers softly. ''I just want to hold you now.''
Santana just hums with a soft snuffle, scooting closer into her girlfriends embrace and tightly wraps her arms around her waist allowing the sound of her slowly calming heart rate to calm her.
She closes her eyes, her hand sliding up Brittany's abs to cover her heart beneath her head as she feels it return back to the soft calm thud and licks her lips glancing at their intertwines hands on her hip.
''What are you thinking?''
She swallows thickly as Brittany's soft voice breaks the silence and shrugs. ''I think we need to get out of here for a few days, I need to clear my head and I know you need to do that too.''
''Where do you want to go?''
''You up to cross the States?'' Santana asks softly knowing exactly where they need to go.
''Big Sur?''
She hums softly and bites her lip. ''It calmed our minds before the big tournament in LA, think it will help now too?''
''Let's find out, I will call coach and book our tickets tonight.''
''I will call Emma.'' She turns her head rubbing her face against Brittany's shirt and swallows thickly. ''I feel so helpless right now, I just don't know what to start with myself.'' She groans softly as Brittany moves to sit up and frowns as she leans against the headboard after grabbing her phone. ''What are you doing?''
''Why wait another day?'' Brittany just asks with a sad smile. ''Let's pack and leave, I will search for a last minute flight.''
''Are you serious?''
Brittany nods her head, looking up from her phone and sighs sadly. ''You need to get out of here quick baby and I am on the verge of changing into Dragon outside of the field.'' She mutters sadly. ''We both need a time out and we need it now.''
''I will start packing.'' Santana whispers softly as she slides out of the bed, Brittany just nods her head.
''Wait.''
''For what?''
''You forgot something.'' Brittany just mutters.
Santana frowns in confusion as Brittany scoots down to sit in front of her and tilts her head. ''What?''
''This.'' Brittany whispers leaning up to kiss her softly, she smiles slightly as Santana just hums and pulls back to look at her as she feels her hands come up to cup the back of her neck. ''I love you Santana.'' She mutters as she gazes into sad brown orbs. ''We will figure out what to do together.''
Santana drops her forehead against Brittany's as she sees the depth in her dull blue orbs and hums softly. ''I love you too Britt-Britt.''