After the girls arrived back home, Santana called the clinic to make an appointment, immediately receiving one for the next week and mentally prepared herself for it.
Santana sighs softly as she jogs down the stairs promising Susan and Brad to tell them about her check up at the hospital, knowing Britt told them she had another check up for her ribs after they both decided to keep it to themselves and walks out of the building the same time Brittany pulls up front in her car.
''Hey love.'' Brittany greets with a small grin as she slides in the car.
''Hey baby, how was training?'' She asks softly leaning over the middle console to kiss her softly.
''The girls decided that I had to suffer through killer training because I missed out on the one Johnson had planned the day we left.'' She rolls her eyes as Santana giggles and slaps her thigh softly. ''Shut up, you know Johnson loves to do those trainings.''
Santana just laughs and shakes her head. ''So she made you suffer?''
''Yep.'' Brittany grumbles softly as she takes a right turn. ''And right after I had to join the last half an hour of normal training, the girls just loved hearing me groan and bitch around.''
''Oh my poor baby.'' Santana coos through her laughter, knowing her girlfriend normally never bitches around. ''So your body is killing you now?''
''It does.'' Brittany whines pouting. ''The girls all just laughed.''
She glances over at her girlfriend as her laughter dies down the second she parks her car and reaches out to grab her hand, Santana breaths deeply through her nose, her mood immediately dampening and turns her head to look at the relative normal building only the name giving away what it is.
She turns back to Brittany after slowly exhaling through her nose and nods her head as brown orbs lock on questioning blue orbs. ''Let's go.'' She whispers softly.
They both slide out of the car, Santana's hand immediately finding Brittany's again as she walks around the car to join her side and allows her to lead her to the building after locking her car.
''Good afternoon.'' The lady behind the desk greets with a kind smile as they both walk in.
Santana bites her lip as they walk towards her and forces a small smile. ''Hi, I have an appointment at five.''
''Name?''
''Santana Lopez.''
''Ah yes, please have a seat Miss Lopez.'' The woman tells her with a kind smile. ''We will call you in as soon as the doctor is finished.''
Santana gulps thickly as she walks into the empty waiting room, sitting down into one of the chairs in the far corner hearing Brittany follow her in silence and leans into her side as she feels her right arm wrap around her as soon as she sat down.
''Can we just sit in silence?'' She pleads softly as Brittany opens her mouth, she places her hand on her strong thigh, feeling the tense muscles under her touch as she snaps her mouth shut just nodding her head and nuzzles her face against her shoulder as she watches her pull out her phone to scroll through her social media.
She bites her lip looking away from the little light up screen as a lesbian couple with a baby in their arms is shown in some kind of ad and glances around the room, she reads the front page of the several magazines laying around, all giving numerous tips about unexpectant pregnancies and licks her lips.
She glances over at the table beside her, feeling Brittany's hand slide down her back to curl around her hips and gulps thickly as she feels her fingers run gentle circles on her stomach.
Her eyes land on the little pamphlet the bold text Second thoughts? Capturing her interest and slowly shakes her head, turning back to look at Brittany's phone smiling as she sees her watching several highlighted clips from their team against Kansas.
Her eyebrows raise in surprise as she sees a picture of herself, with the little boy and dad that approached her during the game appear in the short video. A picture of Brittany handing the same little boy her shirt during the game right beside it and reads the text above.
Without our fans we wouldn't be as good as we are and our captains know that, the little boy on the picture is one of their biggest fans and asked for a picture, autograph or shirt on a self drawn sign.
That little boy received all three during our amazing match against Kansas, our captain Snixx, also known as Lopez took her time to take a picture with him and to sign a soccer ball he caught during the match even though she is on leave and didn't have to if she didn't want to.
Lopez also managed to make our Dragon also known as Pierce, aware of the sign the little boy made which resulted in her climbing up onto the stands and give him, her match shirt after the fourth goal she scored.
His smile on the pictures show just how much impact that made on his day, they definitely caused that little boy to jump around in excitement and to have a few new and amazing things to place in his room.
She watches the video continue showing the little boys smiling face during the whole match and bites her lip as she feels Brittany's fingers still slide up and down her hipbone and stomach.
''Is this right?'' She asks softly, finally facing the thought swarming her head after waking up to Brittany laying with her head on her stomach the last night in Big Sur, she gulps thickly as Brittany stops scrolling, slowly turning to look at her and bites her lip as she sees the confusion clear in blue orbs. ''Am I taking the right decision?''
Brittany opens and closes her mouth, trying to find an answer and just blows out a breath. ''What does your heart say?''
''To flee.'' Santana replies honestly.
''Your mind?''
''That this will be something, I will forever regret.'' She breaths out after gulping thickly. ''I stood behind my decision on the balcony, but it quickly changed over night.'' She confesses shakily
She bites her lip as Brittany frowns in confusion and exhales shakily. ''A crash of thunder woke me up in the middle of the night.'' She explains softly. ''After looking outside to see another flash, I turned to look at you to find out if it woke you up and found you cuddled up to me with your face nuzzled in my stomach and your hand placed over my belly button.''
She gently taps the hand placed on her stomach and gulps thickly. ''A bit like this.'' She slowly locks eyes with her girlfriend and swallows nervously. ''What is going through your mind right now?'' She asks softly as she sees an unknown depth in her eyes.
''I um..'' Brittany cuts herself off and shakes her head, she drops her head back against the wall with a soft thud, effectively breaking eye contact and swallows nervously. ''I don't know if this is the right thing either.'' She confesses softly.
''I tried so damn hard to not imagine the future including a little one right now, but somehow my mind took over control and made me vision things in my dreams.'' She whispers with a small sad smile. ''I think that is also the reason why you found me cuddled up like that the last night in Cali, because ever since that night all I dream off is cuddling up to you first but slowly moving down to cradle your bump.''
''What do you want?''
''Santana.'' Brittany whispers softly with a shake of her head. ''It is your decision baby.''
''Let me reword that.'' Santana murmurs just as softly as she reaches up to cup Brittany's cheek, she turns her head and bites her lip as they lock eyes again. ''What do we want?''
''I don't know.'' Brittany replies honestly.
''What would you say, if I want to leave?'' Santana asks softly. ''Right now?''
Brittany licks her lips, eyes locking on tender brown orbs and gulps thickly. ''Are you sure?'' She exhales slowly as Santana just raises an eyebrow and glances down at her stomach knowing it's still far too early to see something. ''What about those thoughts that bothered you?''
''I will talk to Emma but just like you said, I don't think I will hate.'' She gently covers the hand still placed on her stomach and glances down. ''It for how it happened, I can also call Alma and ask how she managed to overcome everything.''
''Most importantly though.'' She continues softly as she gazes back up at her girlfriend. ''I have you right by my side, so let me ask you again.'' She gently squeezes the hand she holds on her stomach and exhales shakily. ''What do you want Britt-Britt?''
''To get out of here quick.''
Santana stands up as soon as she hears the reply, she wants to hear and holds out her hand. ''Let's go.'' She whispers softly.
''Are you really sure Santana?'' Brittany asks as she takes her hand, pulling her into her arms the second she helped her up.
Santana pauses to pin point her feelings, feeling nothing but the unsettling feeling that started up the second they entered the building and nods her head. ''I am.'' She whispers as she leads her towards the door, pausing as she sees Brittany biting her lip. ''Are you?''
She hums softly as Brittany just pulls her close, dipping her head to capture her lips with her own and tightly wraps her arms around strong shoulders as the passion in the kiss warms her insides up almost immediately.
''Does that answer your question?'' Brittany murmurs softly against her lips.
''It sure does.'' Santana replies just as softly as she leads her out of the room, she walks up to the front desk keeping her hand intertwined with Brittany's and bites her lip. ''Excuse me?''
The woman behind the desk looks up and just smiles knowingly. ''Have a nice day ladies.''
''Thank you.'' They both reply softly as they walk towards the exit, they jog back to Brittany's car, sliding in as soon as she unlocked it and slide down their seats huge sighs of relief escaping their lungs.
''Are we really doing this?'' Santana asks after a few minutes of complete silence, both trying to get rid of the scary feeling that settled in their guts the second they walked into the building.
''Yeah, I think we are.'' Brittany breaths out turning her head to look at her, Santana bites her lip as locks eyes on glistening blue orbs and reaches over the middle console to intertwine their hands on Brittany's thigh.
''Do you know what this means?'' She asks softly.
Brittany cracks a grin and lifts their intertwined hands up the her lips to kiss the back of Santana's hands. ''That you will look even more breathtakenly soon.''
Santana blushes, tugging Brittany closer by their intertwined hands and leans their foreheads together. ''We are going to be parents.'' She breaths out in a warm voice.
''God I love you.'' Brittany whispers softly as she leans forward to kiss her softly. ''This is a totally unexpected turn of events but.'' She leans their foreheads back together and smiles lovingly. ''I can't wait.''
''Me neither let's go home, mi amor.''
She leans back in her seat after putting her seat belt on and clasps Brittany's hand on her thigh between both of her hands, slowly feeling the stone that settled into her gut vanish as they leave the street where the clinic is.
Both girls just enjoy the short ride, both lost in their own thoughts, imagining their future now added with a little one and glance at each other from time to time with small happy smiles planted on their lips.
''Hey babe?'' Santana asks as they jog up the stairs to their apartment after Brittany parked her car in the garage belonging to the building.
''Yeah?'' Brittany asks mid jog.
''What will we tell your parents?''
She bites her lip quickly reaching out to prevent her from face planting the door leading to their floor as she stumbles and gulps thickly as she sees all color drain from her face.
''Shit they are still here.''
''They practically live with us Britt-Britt.'' Santana whispers as they both sit down on the steps, she intertwines their hands as Brittany just covers her face with one hand the shock clear and gulps thickly. ''Do..''
''If you want to ask if I am thinking that it's a mistake, I will tickle you.'' Brittany threatens, she turns her head to look at her girlfriend and bites her lip. ''I won't second guess our decision baby, I just completely forgot that my folks are still here.''
''They will immediately see that something is going on.'' Santana whispers. ''Hell I am sure they know that we didn't have an appointment at the hospital, your mom just had a look in her eyes the second she told me to keep her updated.''
''Do you want to tell them?''
''Do you?''
''Babe stop replying to my questions with another question.'' Brittany grumbles with a sigh.
''They are your parents baby.'' Santana whispers softly as she squeezes her hand knowing she hates it whenever someone turns a question she asked back on her.
''They are just as much mine as they are yours.'' Brittany points out.
Santana just sighs and shrugs. ''I think I do, but I am afraid of their reaction.''
''They will be shocked at first.'' Brittany breaths out. ''But pa will probably crack a joke and ma will scold him and hug us asking a few questions.''
''Well let's find out what questions she will ask.'' Santana murmurs as she stands up tugging on the hand she still holds, she walks onto their floor, immediately walking to the far right door keeping her hand intertwined with Brittany's and unlocks the door.
''We're home!'' They both yell as they kick off their shoes.
''That went fast.'' Susan comments from the living room.
''Yeah.'' Brittany just breaths out as she walks into the living room, leaving her girlfriend to gather her thoughts for a few minutes. She leans down to kiss their cheeks, chuckling as her dad just continues watching soccer and sits down in the love seat.
''Where is Santana?'' Susan asks curiously as she eyes her daughter.
''Right here.'' Santana whispers leaning over the couch to kiss her cheek, she turns her head kissing Brad's cheek, laughing as he cheers the second one of the teams scores and shakes her head. ''We listened to the match on the radio yesterday, why are you cheering?''
''Because they scored.'' Brad replies chuckling, he turns to look at them, raising an eyebrow as he sees Santana practically hidden into his daughters side both facing the TV and reaches for the remote control to turn it off. ''What's going on?''
''Can you stop being so damn scary?'' Brittany asks as she turns to him with a nervous grin.
''How do you always know that?'' Santana asks at the same time.
''You are trying to hide yourself in Britt's side.'' Brad points out. ''You always do when you are nervous.''
''The both of you are also jittery.'' Susan adds, she locks eyes with her daughter and nods her head to her left leg. ''You are bouncing your leg and.'' She turns to Santana and nods her head to the hand nervously picking on a lint hanging off of her shirt. ''You are picking at things to keep your free hand busy.''
Brittany blows out a breath and shakes her head feeling the nervosity oozing off of her girlfriend. ''We are fine.''
''I call bull.'' Brad replies almost immediately. ''Out with it girls, we can't help if we don't know.''
''Did something happen?'' Susan asks.
''No.''
''Yes.'' Brittany and Santana reply in unison.
Susan just raises an eyebrow and chuckles. ''So did something happen or didn't something happen?''
''Mom.'' Brittany whines as she curls her arm around Santana, she places her hand on her stomach and sighs. ''Just dro..''
''I'm pregnant.'' Santana blurts out having enough of making up excuses.
Brittany closes her eyes as her dad drops the remote control still in his hands in shock and pulls her girlfriend closer as she hears her sniffle, her eyes shoot open as she hears a soft smack and blinks as she sees her dad throwing her mother a fake glare while she rubs her arm with a frown.
''Do you always have to be right?!''