Alvin's POV:

I have a feeling for Simon I cant get off my chest. Weve been together for like since we were a child but I only got this feeling. I know it's wrong. I'm trying hard to stop it. But I can't.

Brittany would be in my mind to help me get rid of this feeling...maybe..

I was running through the halls to find her till I bump into someone

"Aw will you watch where you-"

I paused as I saw it was Simon.

My heart was beating fast, I froze as he stood up and looked at me annoyed.

"Alvin, you should be the one looking where your going. No running in the halls remember."

I stood up and glared at him.

"

Whatever nerd." Then ran away.

I went into the boys restroom and calmed myself down.

"There it is that feeling again." I mumbled to myself and went out to find Brittany carrying papers.

"Hey Britt." I went and walk by her side.

"What do you want Alvin, if this is about helping you get away from trouble I am not in." She said.

"Pfft no.. I just wanted some help for uhm." I was looking at the floor and was about to look at her when Simon and Jeanette walked by.

He smiled at her so cutely. I knew I wouldn't have a chance when Jeanette makes him so happy. Then Brittany suddenly waved her hand infront of me.

"With what?"

I looked at her and shook my head.

"Nevermind Brittany, I'll head to class now." I said while running backwards and into the other hall.

"Weird..." Brittany mumbled while opening the principal's door and entering.

I entered the class to find out I was 5 minutes late. "Alvin your late again" Miss Smith looks at me and turns around back to the board.

"Nevermind just take your seat. I cant deal with this right now."

I took my sit and brought out my book and opened it to the page we stopped at.

My eyes were on the book for a second and went into the brunette boy sitting next to me. I always admired his eyes, maybe they would look better without his nerdy glasses. Then his eyes slowly turned to me, I looked away immediately and looked at my book.

The bell finally rang. I was eager to get out of the boredom, I took bag and was about to leave until i felt a soft hand held my shoulder from behind.

"Alvin..." I looked and it was Simon. My heart was beating fast again.

"What's up Si?"

He looked at Miss. Smith who was the last one to leave.

"Alvin. I realized Jeanette wasnt the one who wrote the letter."

My heart started beating faster, I forgot that happend. Yet my feelings were still there.

"What do you mean Simon. Wasnt she the one who wrote it?"

"No Alvin." He looked me. "Jeanette doesnt call me "Si." He said while he pulled out the letter and pointed at the "Si" word.

Flashback:

I had to tell him, I need to tell him somehow. I thought while walking in circles in the room. Maybe a letter would be great right? But I have writing. Or I'll just it instead.

I opened my laptop and started to type.

"I like you."

Hmm no. I erased it.

"Si, you've been such a great person these years while you were with me. I started to get a feeling everytime I was with you. I feeling I cant describe but I know its definitely love."

Bleh this is cringe. Atleast his nerd mind will understand it.

The door suddenly opened as I shut my laptop as fast as possible. Simon walked in.

"Hey Alvin, its dinner already." He looked at me confused.

"Oh uh ye I'll go." I went out the door and went downstairs to the kitchen. Simon followed a few minutes ago.

Skip to when they get to bed*

I waited for Simon and Theo to sleep. I made sure Simon was sleeping by trying to talk to him about his password of his lab. He told the password meaning he was definitely asleep. I opened my laptop and printed it out.

Next day*

I slid the paper to Simon's locker and pretended I was finding something in my locker as he came. He opened it as the paper fell to his feet. He picked it up and opened it. He opened it as I saw his eyes reading it. I smiled and hugged the letter.

"What? Does he like me back?" I thought. Then he closes his locker and walks to the library. I was confused so I followed him.

I saw him hugging Jeanette and saying "Yes Jeanette I return your feelings for me." As Jeanette hugged him back. My blood was boiling. How could he think Jeanette wrote that letter? I walked out of the library and went to class. It was 15 minutes early so I just head rest and thought of it.

I didn't put my name didnt I? Ugh how could you be so stupid Seville. Then I heard Brittany's voice talking to ome of her girl friends,

"Oh my god havent you heard? Simon returned his feelings for Jeanette. And it just happend today."

"Oh my gee really? Lucky girl got her crush to crush her back."

"Ikr." Then I heard them seat down. "Why are you early Mr. Seville." I didn't answer since I knew if I would then we'd probably start a fight which I'm not in the mood to.

"So silent treatment I see."

I raised my head and glared at her and went to the bathroom.

"C'mon Alvin, there are alot of good looking girls out there like Brittany. But who am I kidding, Simon is way more smarter, good looking, hotte- Get urself together Seville!" I thought as I washed my face.

I heard the bathroom door open to see Simon come in.

"Alvin! I've been looking for you everywhere. I have such good news."

"Uh-hu ye whatever, just get to the point."

He smiled at me with joy saying, "Jeanette had a crush on me and she just confessed to me today! And now were dating."

My heart was broken to see how much this made my brother happy, "Wow... congrats ig." As I was about to open the door,

"You dont seem happy." I turned to him "Excuse me?"

"Cant you atleast be proud of me?"

"Si, pls can we talk about this another time? I'm going to be late for class."

"You dont care about being late Alvin."

"Well is it not okay for a man to change?"

"You're hiding something from me again."

"Ugh Simon pls." As I was about to grab the door knob he pulled my hand.

"Alvin, if theres something bothering you, you know you can always tell me."

I pulled my hand back,

"Alright you want to know? What if Jeanette wasnt the one who wrote the letter?" I opened the door and left immediately after I said that.

"Alvin wait..."

Skip to lunch*

I sat down in an empty table and was about ot start eating but Simon came.

"Mind if I sit here?"

"You can have it." I left and went into a different table

Simon POV:

What the hell is wrong with Alvin, first be was acting weird and shut his laptop so fast when I entered the room, second he cared for being late for class, third he tells me what if Jeanette wasnt the one who wrote that letter and is now avoiding me.

Did I do something wrong?

"Hey Simon" Theodore came and sat beside me holding his tray.

"What's up Theodore"

"Why is Alvin seating alone? Did you guys fight

again?"

"I dont know too Theo, he probably just wants privacy."

"Oh uhm hey guys, mind if I seat here?" Jeanette came smiling at me

"Jeanette! Of course you can seat there. Besides you're my girlfriend now."

"Thanks Simon, so what's Alvin doing there seating alone?"

"I think he just wants some privacy"

"Oh I see"

Skip to dismissal*

Alvin's POV:

I was walking alone going home since I didnt want to be picked up by Dave and ride the ae car next to Simon.

"Ugh how could you be so stupid to say that Alvin" murmured to myself thinking of what I have just said to Simon. "But it was me who wrote the letter. Not Jeanette. But who am I kidding. He looks so happy with her. Maybe he is right, I should have been more happy to say congratulations to him then being pouty." I was thinking as soon as I felt a hand rest on my shoulder.

"Hey Alvin..." It was Simon.

"S- Simon? But I thought Dave was going to pick you up?"

"Oh ye I was suppose to wait but I decided to walk with you instead."

Great the person I was avoiding followed me

"Shouldn't you be walking with Jeanette?"

"Miss Miller picked her up already Heh."

"Oh okay."

I avoided eye contact with him or staring a conversation.

"Alvin I- Look if theres something wrong I did to you pls tell me. I dont know what I did wrong but i want to know what i did."

Should I tell him? No, he'll be embarrassed after he knows it was Jeanette who wrong the letter, he seems more happy with her.

"Oh no that was just me being off the mood. You did nothing wrong" I said while I smiled at him.

"But you dont seem like everything's okay."

"Its personal problems. I dont want you to get involved so best to stay out of it."

"If you say so."

We reached the house and I tossed my school bag on the floor went up to my bedroom and just lay down.

Today was stressful, atleast I made someone happy right?

"Alvin we have homework so you should better start doing it now."

"Whatever nerd..."

Simon POV:

I need to concentrate on my homework right now but all I can think of is about what Alvin said. What if Jeanette wasnt the one who really wrote that? What if- ugh Simon stop over thinking. Atleast I got the girl right?

It has been 2 months me and Jeanette are dating now. But something feels off. Like my relatives with Alvin isnt like how it use to be. We use to play video games almost everytime he was free but now he goes out more often making excuses to not play with me or spend time with me.

Everytime I talk about Jeanette he seems uninterested but would also try to support me. It's weird to see him act like that.

Hes laptop... I remembered the time he quickly closed it when I walked in to the room. What was he hiding?

Buzz* *Buzz*

"Hey darling"

"Hi Love"

"So what's up?"

"Well I was uh thinking if you uhm wanted to you know, go to the park with me today?"

"Of course Jeanette, what time?"

"1 hour from now"

"Alright bye sweet heart"

"Bye..."

Hangs up*

An hour later*

I came to the park to see Jeanette sitting on the bench

"Hey sweety" I sat next to her and kissed her cheek.

"Hey Simon."

"What's wrong Jeanette? You voice tone doesnt seem right?"

"Oh! Uhm well theres something we need to talk about."

These words made my heart beat faster because these words were mostly said if a couple is going to break up.

"Sure what is it?"

"Well remember when you said I wrote a letter as my confession that day?"

"Ye?"

"Well, it wasnt me okay?! It was someone else and, I feel bad Simon."

"What-? What do you mean it wasnt you?"

"Look Simon, I do like you but I wasnt ready that time to confess, then you came and hugged me saying you returned my feelings."

"Then?"

"Then I thought someone must of told you or you figured ot out yourself since you're smart. But I was wrong. I heard you talking to Kevin that I gave you a letter, which I didn't."

"So that means you werent the one who wrote the letter?"

"Yes Simon, and now I feel bad for that person who did."

"You know who wrote it?"

"No, but i bet that person is crying every night knowing you fell.for the wrong person."

"But Jeanette-"

"Simon. I think we should end our relationship. I dont think I'm really ready and I want to focus on my studies first. I'm sorry Simon."

"I- I understand Jeanette. Although I will wait for you."

"No Simon, you deserve someone better. Go where you're heart wants to go."

She smiled and patted my shoulder then left.

I came home sad that she had to end our relationship. I was still curious who wrote the letter. I couldnt help it but to cry when I got to my shared bedroom.

I sat on my bed crying then Alvin entered.

"And Alvin- Si?"

He rushed over to me and cupped my cheek

"Si? What's wrong? Why are you crying? Are you hurt? Did someone hurt you?"

"We- we broke up Alvin..."

"Its okay Simon, I'm here" he said as he pulled me into a hug.

"Its okay Si, let it all out."

I hugged him tighter and cried more

A few minuses past and I stopped, my eyes were reddish and I felt sleepy, Alvin pulled out of the hug and played my head on my bed.

I didnt want to let go of him so I held his hand.

He carefully removed it and lay down next to me.

" It's alright Si, I'm just here."

I heard those words before I slept.

I woke up to find myself hugging Alvin.

Could it be?

I moved a little and he suddenly woke up.

"Oh your awake" He moved to get out of bed but I didnt want him to leave yet.

"No I still want to sleep." I said as I pulled him and hugged him tight.

Alvin's POV:

He hugged me tight making sure I wouldn't leave

My heart my racing and I was sure he could hear it.

Simon's POV:

As I hugged him I could feel his heartbeat racing, I've hugged him multiple of times but this time i felt something else.

This time I definitely knew it was him.

...

A week has gone by and me and Jeanette are great friends, although we dont plan to be in a relationship together again since she really wanted to focuse on her studies and I wanted to focus on someone else.

As he walked by, hes crystal blue eyes looked at us but I dared not to look at him this time. For today is the day I'd confront him.

I caught him staring at me in class, I slowly turned my eyes to him and his eyes goes to his book.

Present time*

Alvin's POV:

"Look Simon, I did write that but if its bothering or disgusting you, I can try to stop this feelings I promi-"

I stopped and my lips were sealed with his. I couldnt believe what was happening. My heart was racing, I felt joy at that moment and kissed back.

He pulled away some time after and said, "Alvin, I was blind to not see your feelings for me. I do like you Alvin,

I was just confused and I put them aside."

He hugged me afterwards and I hugged back.

"Simon... you do not know how long I've waited for this."