-Chapter-9-
-Quinn pov-
Alright I have this planned out perfectly. I am going to step on the scale and step off. If I do this right I should get the perfect weight. I am going to be just fine I know it.
Everything is going to be just fine!
"Boo!" I jump onto the scale and get locked into place "Now we are measuring your weight and you can not run"
"This is not fair!" Rachel shrugs while getting her regression things "Rach help me out!"
"Rach help me and you can watch Blues clues!" Rachel's eyes go wide and I can see me losing "Exciting episodes on the DVR baby! I even recorded a musical episodes for you!"
"Well I could show you those too and even the Elmo episodes mean ol' Mom will not let you watch" I smirk at Santanas glare "I mean you could even breastfeed! We make a whole bonding experience if you just undo the cuffs"
"I already have enough people fighting!" Tears well up in her eyes as she takes off "Leave me alone!"
"Too far?" I nod and Santana lets me move "You gained weight and we are still here with you Quinn"
"I know that" I look at her and sigh "Lucy caboosey does not know that"
"Oh baby" I get pulled into a loving hug "We will always be there to make you both feel good"
"No-Bo-both?" I get met with Santana pulling back and raising an eyebrow "Who told you?"
"Quinn you are the top of your class and very forgetful on somethings" She reaches behind me and then shows a paper "I also found this 'discreetly' placed on my desk the other day"
"My mom has wanted me to tell people" I sigh and look her in the eyes "Rachel will not think I am crazy? Cause I feel crazy?"
-Santana singing-
I remember when, I remember, I remember when I lost my mind
There was something so pleasant about that place.
Even your emotions had an echo
In so much space
And when you're out there
Without care,
Yeah, I was out of touch
But it wasn't because I didn't know enough
I just knew too much
Does that make me crazy?
Does that make me crazy?
Does that make me crazy?
Possibly
And I hope that you are having the time of your life
But think twice, that's my only advice
Come on now, who do you, who do you, who do you, who do you think you are,
Ha ha ha bless your soul
You really think you're in control
Well, I think you're crazy
I think you're crazy
I think you're crazy
Just like me
My heroes had the heart to lose their lives out on a limb
And all I remember is thinking, I want to be like them
Ever since I was little, ever since I was little it looked like fun
And it's no coincidence I've come
And I can die when I'm done
Maybe I'm crazy
Maybe you're crazy
Maybe we're crazy
Probably
Uh, uh
"I get it ok?" We both laugh and then get serious "We going to get our little?"
She nods and we leave the office. I look at the number one last time and ignore it. So what if I am gaining weight again! It means I am finally overcoming a serious health and mental issue I have.
We walk through the house until we find Rachel. She is holding her teddy bear and sucking her thumb. She has red and puffy eyes which make me feel guilty. I go to one side while Santana moves to the other.
-Quinn singing-
When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face and I
Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face and I
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
"No one is fighting against you and for anything bad ok?" She nods while leaning into us more "We will be here for you ok? Santana, Lucy, and me"
"Lucy?" I take a deep breath before nodding "You have two people up there?"
"Yes in a way" I smile and kiss her forehead "This is a conversation for big Rachel ok? For now let's go watch your shows ok?"
She smiles brightly as we get up. I carry her while Santana gets some snacks. We get everything set up and the parents informed. They let us use the living room to relax and spend time together.
We will be fine moving sure I know it. Just need to take it one day at a time.