p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;""Good luck."/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"You too"/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /Steela and Ahsoka sharply turned to stare at one another after the two women realized they had spoken in unison. Rex watched the whole exchange with interest, so both thought the boy had been talking to them…br / Rex wasn't particularly familiar with romantic drama. He'd never been interested in watching the holonet films with his brothers, but even he had been able to sense the tension of the last few days. His heart ached as he thought about the interactions between that child, never mind that he technically was a few years older than Rex, and his Commander. br / He had seen how she lit up when Bonteri came to meet them and he was clearly quite familiar with her as well. Despite his attempts to ignore the whole uncomfortable situation, he had also observed Ahsoka making efforts to be close to him whenever possible and he certainly had not missed the hurt on her face when she had been ignored in favor of /Of course the skug seemed to be playing the same game with the young rebel leader, talking about his adventures with the Jedi padawan whenever she was in earshot, and complimenting Commander Tano on everything she did./p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br / For the life of him Rex couldn't understand why two such strong beautiful women were letting this boy play them against each other, but he supposed to himself, romantic feelings aren't something you can just will away. Heaven knows he had /The clone Captain had been battling himself over whether or not he should say anything to Ahsoka about all the situation. General Skywalker already had, but that had been in correction not / Rex knew the kind thing to do was check in on his friends emotional well-being. And if he was being honest, he did want to know what he was up against… on the other hand, he really didn't want to hear her talk about her romantic feelings for another man. There was no way that wasn't going to be an uncomfortable conversation and technically he shouldn't be worrying about her personal life anyway. So he should just be a good soldier and mind his own business./p
p dir="ltr" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;" That resolve crumbled as he felt the waves of negative emotions coming off her as they split off from the pack to gather supplies. Well they were unlikely to get a better opportunity and he couldn't leave her so upset without at least trying to help. Steeling himself for what he had to do he asked,/p
p dir="ltr" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"Commander, do you, do you want to talk about it? Clearly there's a history between you and Bonteri that I don't know about"/p
p dir="ltr" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"He'd stumbled awkwardly over the question but she didn't appear to notice. He saw the stripes on her lekku darken as she debated an answer./p
p dir="ltr" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"Have I been that obvious?"/p
p dir="ltr" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"Just to me, and maybe General Skywalker."/p
p dir="ltr" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"She sighed deeply before responding/p
p dir="ltr" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"I know I shouldn't dwell on it, in fact I shouldn't even have anything to dwell on, but honestly yes I do."/p
p dir="ltr" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /Turning to smile at him she dove in,/p
p dir="ltr" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"Do you remember when Senator Amadala and I snuck into Separatist territory to meet with her friend?"/p
p dir="ltr" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"Of course I do, with both of you gone I got the brunt of Skywalkers ire."/p
p dir="ltr" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"Oh sorry! I hadn't thought of that. Anyway the friend she met with was Mina Bonteri"/p
p dir="ltr" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"Understanding dawned on Rex's face as he settled into the cart for the whole story./p
p dir="ltr" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"So while they were discussing politics I got to know her son Lux. He was the first separatist I ever talked to that wasn't a clanker, and I was convinced that everyone on the other side was irredeemably evil. Instead he was handsome, considerate and charming. After a bit he became very flirtatious. It's not something I've ever experienced before, to have someone want me for me. To be desirable."/p
p dir="ltr" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /Her voice dropped to a whisper and her whole face flushed. Rex concentrated on adding bricks to his mental wall, there was no kriffing way he was going to let her see how far that was from the truth. She continued,/p
p dir="ltr" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"Normally with the people in my life I'm seen as a Jedi first, or a soldier, not as a woman so there was something appealing about talking to someone who saw me first and foremost as just Ahsoka. Then when we were on Naboo, I ran into him again trying to kill Dooku. It was a very foolish plan and we ended up on a moon off Mandalor facing off against Deathwatch."/p
p dir="ltr" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"What! How have I never heard of this? Where was I?"/p
p dir="ltr" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /She chuckled slightly,/p
p dir="ltr" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"Calm down Rexter, everything turned out fine, you were recovering from your time with the Zyygerrians and it was supposed to just be one of those boring 'keep an eye on Padme' missions Anakin is always sending us on. Back to my current issue, when we were with Death Watch I was too annoyed with him to even notice if he was being flirty, but then we pretended I was his betrothed to keep me safe. At one point to keep them from overhearing anything incriminating he kissed me. It shouldn't of been a big deal, really it only lasted a few minutes, but to me it was important! I've never been kissed before and honestly as a Jedi there's a good chance I never will be again."/p
p dir="ltr" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /Her voice shrank a bit at that./p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;" Meanwhile Rex clenched his fists as he felt his stomach drop out from under him. A few minutes!? Unbidden the image came to his mind of her being held close by the dark haired young man as they engaged in a passionate kiss, hands wandering, chests heaving…br /Deep breaths Rex, deep breaths, he told himself. She's not yours to be possessive over, besides you knew this would be hard to hear but you are helping your friend and pounding that nerfherder into the ground would not be /With some difficulty he dragged his attention back to what she was saying/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"So then my feelings really got all jumbled up and I know it's foolish but I was hurt when he took an escape pod and left after everything we had been through. I thought I had put all of that nonsense behind me, yet here I am acting like a jealous schoolgirl. It's pathetic. but I don't know how to not let it bother me. Have you ever felt that way about someone Rex? what did you do about it?"/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br / She seemed completely unaware of his internal turmoil at that question. He wasn't sure if his wall was holding or she just wasn't paying attention but either way he was incredibly grateful. He didn't like to lie to her but he didn't see any way that he could share his unfortunately plentiful experience of unrequited love without her putting two and two together. Going with the safer option he said/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"Well kid, you know us clones are discouraged from any sort of romantic relationships so I can't really help you on that front, but I suppose the closest I've got was being jealous of my batch mates naturally dark hair. The Kaminoans did not appreciate my blonde mutation. Had it not been for Nala See I probably would've been recycled."/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /He had tried to keep his voice casual but at the mention of such a horrible prospect she had gasped and grabbed for his hand. He shrugged at her,/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"I know it sounds harsh but the Kaminoans genuinely see us as property, science experiments that happen to talk, if something doesn't meet the specific requirements then by their logic it's a failed / So when I was very young I wished I looked more like my brothers to avoid that scrutiny. To not be counted as a failure. Although now that I think about it, that scrutiny may have been what pushed me to be who I am today so I guess the moral is jealousy can serve a purpose if you let it?"/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br / He was pretty sure that was just nonsense but luckily she seemed to think it was helpful and she hadn't noticed his complete avoidance of her actual question./p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"Oh Rex, I can't imagine what that environment must have been like to grow up in! But that's actually a good point, thank you for sharing. I can use this weakness as an opportunity for growth, now that I'm aware of this insecurity and desire for a romantic partner I can combat it. Thanks for listening and being such a great friend."/p
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p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;" Even if she did want a romantic parter she had made it very clear what category he was in. It's fine, it's actually much better this way, he could never act on anything he may or may not feel anyway so this was good. / His mind may have been convinced but his heart sure wasn't and it lurched uncomfortably as she released his hand and reached up to run her fingers across his scalp, sending pleasant shivers all down his spine/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"I didn't realize you were a natural blonde with those dark eyebrows Captain"/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"a teasing note now resided in her voice/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"here I thought you were just fastidious with the bleach."/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br / Kriff how blatantly had the Bonteri kid been flirting with her if she thought stuff like this didn't count… still he was grateful for the subject change. That conversation had been more upsetting than he had been prepared for, so he was happy to steer the interaction into shallower waters./p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"Yeah I'm lucky that my identifiable feature came naturally, or I may have had to do something dramatic like Jessie and get a face tattoo."/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /Laughing they shared stories of increasingly ridiculously mods they had seen across the GAR until they reached the rendezvous./p
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p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"The next day as the Generals and Rex prepared to depart Onderon, the clone Captain overheard Skywalker checking in on his padawan again, seeing if she wanted to /Rex held his breath, had she mentally let go of Bonteri yet?/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"Yes I want to stay Master, I'd like to see this through."/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"Apparently not then. The older Jedi continued on reminding her to always put the mission ahead of her feelings /Rolling his eyes he resumed loading the shuttle. The commander could easily handle herself against the seppies, and emotionally, well if anything happened she'd probably tell him all about it he thought with a touch of bitterness./p
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p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;" Ahsoka had returned to the Resolute hours ago and Rex hadn't seen a trace of her, he'd assumed she was simply busy but the time for their usual Djarik and meditation season came and went without a word from /Probing their bond he encountered a cold wall he had never felt from her before. Panic gripped his chest as he realized that she had locked him out… what had happened after he left Onderon? Rising from his desk he strode from his office determined to find out./p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;" Ahsoka paced her quarters, frustrated with herself. She needed to meditate to process Steelas death, but was unable to meditate without thinking of Rex, which was exactly the topic she was mentally trying to avoid. She had stood him up and felt terrible about it, but since she still had no idea what she wanted to say it was easier to take the cowards /br / Watching Steela kiss Lux, Ahsoka had braced herself for hurt and jealousy but it surprisingly didn't come, she simply felt happy for both of them. Probing deeper into those feelings had led her to the distressing realization that, while she too would like to be kissed before a battle, the man she envisioned holding her close and wishing for her safe return to him, wasn't Lux, it was / The more she thought about it the more she realized that everything that had drawn her to Lux, his bravery, kindness, determination, sense of humor even his beautiful eyes and nice jawline were all attributes shared by her beloved clone Captain…br /Of course she appreciated Rex, she had told herself, he was her best friend and closest confidant, the person who's presence she most appreciated but that was all platonic right? Sure she made excuses to touch him whenever she could, reveling in the blushes he tried to hide but that was just teasing among friends wasn't it? 'You don't tease your other friends like that' a traitorous part of her had whispered 'just admit you have a crush, what's the worst that could happen?br / She had attempted to shove all that aside as the young Jedi had tried her best to help the rebels, but she received her answer to that question when she had lost her focus and failed Steela when she needed her /Looking down the cliff at the still figure far below Ahsoka had finally found a reason that made sense to her for why the Jedi code forbade attachments. Sinking onto her bed Ahsoka buried her head in her hands, lost in the confusing web of emotions that entangled her./p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"She was startled by a knock at the door and her surprise deepened as she heard/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;""Hey kid, it's me, I heard what happened to Steela, please let me in."/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /A tiny part of her was tempted to pretend she hadn't heard him, but she had been cowardly enough already and if she could take down a tank by herself she could certainly handle a conversation with the handsome man in her doorway./p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"Come in"/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /He crossed the room in three strides and pulled her into a bear hug. She froze in shock, he had never initiated anything like this before. Feeling her tense in his arms he started to pull back blushing/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"Oh I'm sorry commander, I didn't mean to overstep, I just thought you said you liked physical comfort and I-"/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br / He trailed off as she pulled him back in and rested her head against the cool plastoid encasing his chest. She could untangle her personal feelings regarding him later, right now she simply decided to appreciate his friendship and drop her mental /Rex felt a wave of emotions wash over him as she reestablished their bond. Anger, guilt, sorrow, confusion and gratitude all swirled together through the force./p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"Are you alright littl'un?"/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /He pulled back and looked down at the bandage on her shoulder/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"I know you think you should be able to save everyone, but you were shot Commander. Her death was in no way your fault I promise."/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"He swallowed hard as he watched tears roll down her cheeks/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"I lost focus and I missed the active turret Rex. If I hadn't been distracted I might have taken care of it before it could interrupt me and she would still be here! This is why the Jedi forbid attachment."/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /The last bit had been muttered but it still sent ice through his veins./p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"Oh so uh, you were focused on Bonteri then?"/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /He managed to force out. He had no idea how to comfort her if the rebel leader really was dead because Ahsoka had been flirting…/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"No not all at! He wasn't the distraction, not really, in fact I realized that I don't want anything romantic with him. I just want what he represented. As the battle ended I was thinking of myself and what I wanted from my life and I let my guard down too early. If I had been less self absorbed I would have scanned the perimeter first!"/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /Sinking back onto her bed she muttered to the floor/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"if I had been less attached like I'm supposed to be I wouldn't be so upset. If I didn't care about Steela then the dark side would have no power over me right now. So maybe the code isn't as wrong as I thought it was…"/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br / At this point it sounded more as if she was talking to herself, Rex waited with bated breath, there was so much to unpack here but he took the parts about not liking Lux and the possibility that she might want something romantic in the future and filed them away to be examined later. Right now she needed him to focus on the most important element./p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"Ahsoka"/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /He knelt in front of her so that he was at her eye level/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"Forgive my boldness, but that's bantha fodder and you know it. Your caring and compassionate nature are fundamental to who you are and are part of what make you such a good Jedi and the best Commander in the GAR. I can't pretend to know all the intricacies of the Jedi code but I do know that the times I have felt the dark side the strongest were always with those who were entirely detached from others. If Krell had maintained some connections to people outside of himself I don't think he would have done what he did."/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /She looked up at him in wonder, he had taken a bit of a gamble by being so honest but if it helped her than it was worth it./p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"I- I, think you're right, he wouldn't have. Thank you."/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /Heaving a deep sigh she continued,/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"I've been so conflicted Rex. The Jedi order is all I've ever known, I don't even remember my parents for kriffs sake but as this war has dragged on we have moved further and further away from the principles I was taught. When my parents sent me away it was to become a peacekeeper not an army commander."/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /Her voice shook slightly as she confided,/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"I was so convinced that we are the good guys but I keep finding evidence of heartache caused by us continuing to fight this war. But then let's say it ended tomorrow, then what?br /Things will still be complicated. What happens to you and all your brothers, or the Separatists who genuinely believe that the Republic is evil. Even if I could put all that aside and everything works out perfectly, the idea of traveling the universe alone as a Jedi knight fills me with dread. It's supposed to be what I'm looking forward to after all this and I don't think I can do it…"/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /She finally made eye contact with him and he was taken aback by the depth of feeling shining in her large blue eyes, reaching up to take her small hands in his large ones he focused on sending her comfort and strength through their bond as she had done for him so many times over the years, he felt a rush of affection spill over him but was unsure which of them if was coming from./p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;""Look cy-kid, I don't have the answers for you. I'm fact I've got my own doubts and questions about the Council and the Republic but all we can do right now is continue to help those in our care ok? Whether it's the men downstairs or civvies on a random planet, you can be source of goodness and peace in their lives. Do you think that will be enough for now?"br /She squeezed his hands and fixed him with a watery smile, ignoring his near slip./p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"Of course you're right. I just need to shift my focus outward. You know, despite all the heartache I don't regret my involvement in the GAR, after all it allowed me to meet you"/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br / She released his hands and wiped her face, trying to hide the blush that surely covered her lekku up to her /He meanwhile, was struggling to get all of his incriminating feelings at her pronouncement back behind his mental wall. She was too smart to not put together what his combined feelings of joy, love, surprise, hope and pride meant and he definitely couldn't have that. For heaven's sakes he had almost called her beloved!/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"Gruffly he said/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"Back at you kid. Well since I can't actually provide a long term solution to your problems, how does a distraction sound?"/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /Entering the combo on his comm the grainy Djarik board rose into view./p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"I left the nice one in my office but this still works in a pinch if you're up for it"/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /They began their game in silence, each concentrating on their respective strategies until she piped up/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"Do you want a family one day?"/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /Thrown off by her unexpected question, he missed her attack and lost a key part of his strategy. Giving her a suspicious look he replied/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"Did you just ask me that to throw me off and gain an advantage?"/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"Laughing she said with a wink/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"No it's a genuine question, any in game advantage it may have given me is just a nice perk. So, do you want a family after all of this?"/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /His ears had turned the adorable shade of pink she loved, and she thought for a bit he would refuse to answer, but finally with a sigh he said/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"Yes I think I do. I can't picture myself settling on a farm necessarily like Jango Fett, but having a wife and maybe kids definitely has its appeal. Would you want a family if things were different?"/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"Oh definitely. I agree that a farm isn't my style either but after these last few days I've realized how much I crave the love and companionship the comes from a romantic relationship."/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /Working hard to keep his voice neutral Rex asked/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;""But not with Lux Bonteri then?"/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"No. He's a great and all but I would want a man who's brave enough to always help those in need, smart enough to keep us out of trouble, and passionate enough to keep up with me."/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /Their eyes met and the air around them thickened with tension. It took all of Rex's self control to not lean over the table, kiss her deeply and tell her how he would like nothing better than to be that /Ahsoka managed to pull her gaze away first, although he could swear that her eyes had darkened and dropped to his lips…/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;""Well that's game"/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /she said in a slightly strained voice/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"I'm sorry for making you worry by not coming down tonight, but I'm really grateful you came up, I always feel so much better when you're around."/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /Ah why did she keep karking saying things like that? Ahsoka cursed herself. She had just decided that if he ever found out about her newly recognized feelings it wouldn't be until after the war was over but that wasn't going to work if she kept being so obvious with her regard! Quick think of something to tease him about….br /Before she could think of something to break the sincerity of the moment he stood and made him way towards the door/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"Improving moral is part of my job Commander, so I'm glad I was able to help. I'll see you tomorrow"/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /Throwing her a wink for good measure he shut her door and was /Laughing she settled into her meditation pose and gave herself over to the force./p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;" /p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;" Rex replayed their conversation over and over in his head as he settled back in his own quarters. Still glowing with pride at her telling him that he was the one who could always made her feel /br / He knew he had left rather abruptly but there were dangerous cracks forming in his wall that he needed time alone to patch before he did something he couldn't take /Something like pulling her towards him for a tender kiss, her soft lips moving against his own. Something to show her how there was nothing he wanted more in the galaxy than to be at her side. The temptation to let her how much better he would be to her than Bonteri, how he could provide everything she asked for, especially the passion if only she wanted him to was simply to strong to bear and so he had removed himself from the situation, manners be / 'You could only provide anything for a short while anyway' the snide voice deep inside him chimed in, 'how long do you think you can keep up with her since you age twice as fast? You'll be a decrepit old man while she is still in her prime. Don't kid yourself, you can't give her anything.'br /Sobered by that unfortunate truth he slumped down onto his bed with his head in his hands. Even if his wildest dreams came true and she cared for him in that way it still wouldn't be fair to her to be stuck with an old man. He could never ask her to sacrifice her youth on a disposable clone…br / He could practically taste the bitterness rising in him as the unkind thoughts rolled through his /So there was absolutely no point in analyzing that conversation for the fifth time in a hour. It didn't matter what hints and subtext he thought he may have picked up on from her because it could never / It was far better to lock that all away and focus on protecting her here and now so that after the war she would be alive and well to have her chance with someone /His heart ached as he resolved to do the noble thing and assumed his meditative stance in an attempt to release all his hopes and disappointments to the force./p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"You too"/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /Steela and Ahsoka sharply turned to stare at one another after the two women realized they had spoken in unison. Rex watched the whole exchange with interest, so both thought the boy had been talking to them…br / Rex wasn't particularly familiar with romantic drama. He'd never been interested in watching the holonet films with his brothers, but even he had been able to sense the tension of the last few days. His heart ached as he thought about the interactions between that child, never mind that he technically was a few years older than Rex, and his Commander. br / He had seen how she lit up when Bonteri came to meet them and he was clearly quite familiar with her as well. Despite his attempts to ignore the whole uncomfortable situation, he had also observed Ahsoka making efforts to be close to him whenever possible and he certainly had not missed the hurt on her face when she had been ignored in favor of /Of course the skug seemed to be playing the same game with the young rebel leader, talking about his adventures with the Jedi padawan whenever she was in earshot, and complimenting Commander Tano on everything she did./p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br / For the life of him Rex couldn't understand why two such strong beautiful women were letting this boy play them against each other, but he supposed to himself, romantic feelings aren't something you can just will away. Heaven knows he had /The clone Captain had been battling himself over whether or not he should say anything to Ahsoka about all the situation. General Skywalker already had, but that had been in correction not / Rex knew the kind thing to do was check in on his friends emotional well-being. And if he was being honest, he did want to know what he was up against… on the other hand, he really didn't want to hear her talk about her romantic feelings for another man. There was no way that wasn't going to be an uncomfortable conversation and technically he shouldn't be worrying about her personal life anyway. So he should just be a good soldier and mind his own business./p
p dir="ltr" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;" That resolve crumbled as he felt the waves of negative emotions coming off her as they split off from the pack to gather supplies. Well they were unlikely to get a better opportunity and he couldn't leave her so upset without at least trying to help. Steeling himself for what he had to do he asked,/p
p dir="ltr" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"Commander, do you, do you want to talk about it? Clearly there's a history between you and Bonteri that I don't know about"/p
p dir="ltr" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"He'd stumbled awkwardly over the question but she didn't appear to notice. He saw the stripes on her lekku darken as she debated an answer./p
p dir="ltr" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"Have I been that obvious?"/p
p dir="ltr" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"Just to me, and maybe General Skywalker."/p
p dir="ltr" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"She sighed deeply before responding/p
p dir="ltr" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"I know I shouldn't dwell on it, in fact I shouldn't even have anything to dwell on, but honestly yes I do."/p
p dir="ltr" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /Turning to smile at him she dove in,/p
p dir="ltr" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"Do you remember when Senator Amadala and I snuck into Separatist territory to meet with her friend?"/p
p dir="ltr" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"Of course I do, with both of you gone I got the brunt of Skywalkers ire."/p
p dir="ltr" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"Oh sorry! I hadn't thought of that. Anyway the friend she met with was Mina Bonteri"/p
p dir="ltr" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"Understanding dawned on Rex's face as he settled into the cart for the whole story./p
p dir="ltr" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"So while they were discussing politics I got to know her son Lux. He was the first separatist I ever talked to that wasn't a clanker, and I was convinced that everyone on the other side was irredeemably evil. Instead he was handsome, considerate and charming. After a bit he became very flirtatious. It's not something I've ever experienced before, to have someone want me for me. To be desirable."/p
p dir="ltr" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /Her voice dropped to a whisper and her whole face flushed. Rex concentrated on adding bricks to his mental wall, there was no kriffing way he was going to let her see how far that was from the truth. She continued,/p
p dir="ltr" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"Normally with the people in my life I'm seen as a Jedi first, or a soldier, not as a woman so there was something appealing about talking to someone who saw me first and foremost as just Ahsoka. Then when we were on Naboo, I ran into him again trying to kill Dooku. It was a very foolish plan and we ended up on a moon off Mandalor facing off against Deathwatch."/p
p dir="ltr" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"What! How have I never heard of this? Where was I?"/p
p dir="ltr" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /She chuckled slightly,/p
p dir="ltr" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"Calm down Rexter, everything turned out fine, you were recovering from your time with the Zyygerrians and it was supposed to just be one of those boring 'keep an eye on Padme' missions Anakin is always sending us on. Back to my current issue, when we were with Death Watch I was too annoyed with him to even notice if he was being flirty, but then we pretended I was his betrothed to keep me safe. At one point to keep them from overhearing anything incriminating he kissed me. It shouldn't of been a big deal, really it only lasted a few minutes, but to me it was important! I've never been kissed before and honestly as a Jedi there's a good chance I never will be again."/p
p dir="ltr" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /Her voice shrank a bit at that./p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;" Meanwhile Rex clenched his fists as he felt his stomach drop out from under him. A few minutes!? Unbidden the image came to his mind of her being held close by the dark haired young man as they engaged in a passionate kiss, hands wandering, chests heaving…br /Deep breaths Rex, deep breaths, he told himself. She's not yours to be possessive over, besides you knew this would be hard to hear but you are helping your friend and pounding that nerfherder into the ground would not be /With some difficulty he dragged his attention back to what she was saying/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"So then my feelings really got all jumbled up and I know it's foolish but I was hurt when he took an escape pod and left after everything we had been through. I thought I had put all of that nonsense behind me, yet here I am acting like a jealous schoolgirl. It's pathetic. but I don't know how to not let it bother me. Have you ever felt that way about someone Rex? what did you do about it?"/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br / She seemed completely unaware of his internal turmoil at that question. He wasn't sure if his wall was holding or she just wasn't paying attention but either way he was incredibly grateful. He didn't like to lie to her but he didn't see any way that he could share his unfortunately plentiful experience of unrequited love without her putting two and two together. Going with the safer option he said/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"Well kid, you know us clones are discouraged from any sort of romantic relationships so I can't really help you on that front, but I suppose the closest I've got was being jealous of my batch mates naturally dark hair. The Kaminoans did not appreciate my blonde mutation. Had it not been for Nala See I probably would've been recycled."/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /He had tried to keep his voice casual but at the mention of such a horrible prospect she had gasped and grabbed for his hand. He shrugged at her,/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"I know it sounds harsh but the Kaminoans genuinely see us as property, science experiments that happen to talk, if something doesn't meet the specific requirements then by their logic it's a failed / So when I was very young I wished I looked more like my brothers to avoid that scrutiny. To not be counted as a failure. Although now that I think about it, that scrutiny may have been what pushed me to be who I am today so I guess the moral is jealousy can serve a purpose if you let it?"/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br / He was pretty sure that was just nonsense but luckily she seemed to think it was helpful and she hadn't noticed his complete avoidance of her actual question./p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"Oh Rex, I can't imagine what that environment must have been like to grow up in! But that's actually a good point, thank you for sharing. I can use this weakness as an opportunity for growth, now that I'm aware of this insecurity and desire for a romantic partner I can combat it. Thanks for listening and being such a great friend."/p
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p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;" Even if she did want a romantic parter she had made it very clear what category he was in. It's fine, it's actually much better this way, he could never act on anything he may or may not feel anyway so this was good. / His mind may have been convinced but his heart sure wasn't and it lurched uncomfortably as she released his hand and reached up to run her fingers across his scalp, sending pleasant shivers all down his spine/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"I didn't realize you were a natural blonde with those dark eyebrows Captain"/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"a teasing note now resided in her voice/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"here I thought you were just fastidious with the bleach."/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br / Kriff how blatantly had the Bonteri kid been flirting with her if she thought stuff like this didn't count… still he was grateful for the subject change. That conversation had been more upsetting than he had been prepared for, so he was happy to steer the interaction into shallower waters./p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"Yeah I'm lucky that my identifiable feature came naturally, or I may have had to do something dramatic like Jessie and get a face tattoo."/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /Laughing they shared stories of increasingly ridiculously mods they had seen across the GAR until they reached the rendezvous./p
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p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"The next day as the Generals and Rex prepared to depart Onderon, the clone Captain overheard Skywalker checking in on his padawan again, seeing if she wanted to /Rex held his breath, had she mentally let go of Bonteri yet?/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"Yes I want to stay Master, I'd like to see this through."/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"Apparently not then. The older Jedi continued on reminding her to always put the mission ahead of her feelings /Rolling his eyes he resumed loading the shuttle. The commander could easily handle herself against the seppies, and emotionally, well if anything happened she'd probably tell him all about it he thought with a touch of bitterness./p
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p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;" Ahsoka had returned to the Resolute hours ago and Rex hadn't seen a trace of her, he'd assumed she was simply busy but the time for their usual Djarik and meditation season came and went without a word from /Probing their bond he encountered a cold wall he had never felt from her before. Panic gripped his chest as he realized that she had locked him out… what had happened after he left Onderon? Rising from his desk he strode from his office determined to find out./p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;" Ahsoka paced her quarters, frustrated with herself. She needed to meditate to process Steelas death, but was unable to meditate without thinking of Rex, which was exactly the topic she was mentally trying to avoid. She had stood him up and felt terrible about it, but since she still had no idea what she wanted to say it was easier to take the cowards /br / Watching Steela kiss Lux, Ahsoka had braced herself for hurt and jealousy but it surprisingly didn't come, she simply felt happy for both of them. Probing deeper into those feelings had led her to the distressing realization that, while she too would like to be kissed before a battle, the man she envisioned holding her close and wishing for her safe return to him, wasn't Lux, it was / The more she thought about it the more she realized that everything that had drawn her to Lux, his bravery, kindness, determination, sense of humor even his beautiful eyes and nice jawline were all attributes shared by her beloved clone Captain…br /Of course she appreciated Rex, she had told herself, he was her best friend and closest confidant, the person who's presence she most appreciated but that was all platonic right? Sure she made excuses to touch him whenever she could, reveling in the blushes he tried to hide but that was just teasing among friends wasn't it? 'You don't tease your other friends like that' a traitorous part of her had whispered 'just admit you have a crush, what's the worst that could happen?br / She had attempted to shove all that aside as the young Jedi had tried her best to help the rebels, but she received her answer to that question when she had lost her focus and failed Steela when she needed her /Looking down the cliff at the still figure far below Ahsoka had finally found a reason that made sense to her for why the Jedi code forbade attachments. Sinking onto her bed Ahsoka buried her head in her hands, lost in the confusing web of emotions that entangled her./p
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p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;""Hey kid, it's me, I heard what happened to Steela, please let me in."/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /A tiny part of her was tempted to pretend she hadn't heard him, but she had been cowardly enough already and if she could take down a tank by herself she could certainly handle a conversation with the handsome man in her doorway./p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"Come in"/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /He crossed the room in three strides and pulled her into a bear hug. She froze in shock, he had never initiated anything like this before. Feeling her tense in his arms he started to pull back blushing/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"Oh I'm sorry commander, I didn't mean to overstep, I just thought you said you liked physical comfort and I-"/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br / He trailed off as she pulled him back in and rested her head against the cool plastoid encasing his chest. She could untangle her personal feelings regarding him later, right now she simply decided to appreciate his friendship and drop her mental /Rex felt a wave of emotions wash over him as she reestablished their bond. Anger, guilt, sorrow, confusion and gratitude all swirled together through the force./p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"Are you alright littl'un?"/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /He pulled back and looked down at the bandage on her shoulder/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"I know you think you should be able to save everyone, but you were shot Commander. Her death was in no way your fault I promise."/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"He swallowed hard as he watched tears roll down her cheeks/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"I lost focus and I missed the active turret Rex. If I hadn't been distracted I might have taken care of it before it could interrupt me and she would still be here! This is why the Jedi forbid attachment."/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /The last bit had been muttered but it still sent ice through his veins./p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"Oh so uh, you were focused on Bonteri then?"/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /He managed to force out. He had no idea how to comfort her if the rebel leader really was dead because Ahsoka had been flirting…/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"No not all at! He wasn't the distraction, not really, in fact I realized that I don't want anything romantic with him. I just want what he represented. As the battle ended I was thinking of myself and what I wanted from my life and I let my guard down too early. If I had been less self absorbed I would have scanned the perimeter first!"/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /Sinking back onto her bed she muttered to the floor/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"if I had been less attached like I'm supposed to be I wouldn't be so upset. If I didn't care about Steela then the dark side would have no power over me right now. So maybe the code isn't as wrong as I thought it was…"/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br / At this point it sounded more as if she was talking to herself, Rex waited with bated breath, there was so much to unpack here but he took the parts about not liking Lux and the possibility that she might want something romantic in the future and filed them away to be examined later. Right now she needed him to focus on the most important element./p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"Ahsoka"/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /He knelt in front of her so that he was at her eye level/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"Forgive my boldness, but that's bantha fodder and you know it. Your caring and compassionate nature are fundamental to who you are and are part of what make you such a good Jedi and the best Commander in the GAR. I can't pretend to know all the intricacies of the Jedi code but I do know that the times I have felt the dark side the strongest were always with those who were entirely detached from others. If Krell had maintained some connections to people outside of himself I don't think he would have done what he did."/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /She looked up at him in wonder, he had taken a bit of a gamble by being so honest but if it helped her than it was worth it./p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"I- I, think you're right, he wouldn't have. Thank you."/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /Heaving a deep sigh she continued,/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"I've been so conflicted Rex. The Jedi order is all I've ever known, I don't even remember my parents for kriffs sake but as this war has dragged on we have moved further and further away from the principles I was taught. When my parents sent me away it was to become a peacekeeper not an army commander."/p
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p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"I was so convinced that we are the good guys but I keep finding evidence of heartache caused by us continuing to fight this war. But then let's say it ended tomorrow, then what?br /Things will still be complicated. What happens to you and all your brothers, or the Separatists who genuinely believe that the Republic is evil. Even if I could put all that aside and everything works out perfectly, the idea of traveling the universe alone as a Jedi knight fills me with dread. It's supposed to be what I'm looking forward to after all this and I don't think I can do it…"/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /She finally made eye contact with him and he was taken aback by the depth of feeling shining in her large blue eyes, reaching up to take her small hands in his large ones he focused on sending her comfort and strength through their bond as she had done for him so many times over the years, he felt a rush of affection spill over him but was unsure which of them if was coming from./p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;""Look cy-kid, I don't have the answers for you. I'm fact I've got my own doubts and questions about the Council and the Republic but all we can do right now is continue to help those in our care ok? Whether it's the men downstairs or civvies on a random planet, you can be source of goodness and peace in their lives. Do you think that will be enough for now?"br /She squeezed his hands and fixed him with a watery smile, ignoring his near slip./p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"Of course you're right. I just need to shift my focus outward. You know, despite all the heartache I don't regret my involvement in the GAR, after all it allowed me to meet you"/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br / She released his hands and wiped her face, trying to hide the blush that surely covered her lekku up to her /He meanwhile, was struggling to get all of his incriminating feelings at her pronouncement back behind his mental wall. She was too smart to not put together what his combined feelings of joy, love, surprise, hope and pride meant and he definitely couldn't have that. For heaven's sakes he had almost called her beloved!/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"Gruffly he said/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"Back at you kid. Well since I can't actually provide a long term solution to your problems, how does a distraction sound?"/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /Entering the combo on his comm the grainy Djarik board rose into view./p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"I left the nice one in my office but this still works in a pinch if you're up for it"/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /They began their game in silence, each concentrating on their respective strategies until she piped up/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"Do you want a family one day?"/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /Thrown off by her unexpected question, he missed her attack and lost a key part of his strategy. Giving her a suspicious look he replied/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"Did you just ask me that to throw me off and gain an advantage?"/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"Laughing she said with a wink/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"No it's a genuine question, any in game advantage it may have given me is just a nice perk. So, do you want a family after all of this?"/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /His ears had turned the adorable shade of pink she loved, and she thought for a bit he would refuse to answer, but finally with a sigh he said/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"Yes I think I do. I can't picture myself settling on a farm necessarily like Jango Fett, but having a wife and maybe kids definitely has its appeal. Would you want a family if things were different?"/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"Oh definitely. I agree that a farm isn't my style either but after these last few days I've realized how much I crave the love and companionship the comes from a romantic relationship."/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /Working hard to keep his voice neutral Rex asked/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;""But not with Lux Bonteri then?"/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"No. He's a great and all but I would want a man who's brave enough to always help those in need, smart enough to keep us out of trouble, and passionate enough to keep up with me."/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /Their eyes met and the air around them thickened with tension. It took all of Rex's self control to not lean over the table, kiss her deeply and tell her how he would like nothing better than to be that /Ahsoka managed to pull her gaze away first, although he could swear that her eyes had darkened and dropped to his lips…/p
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p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"I'm sorry for making you worry by not coming down tonight, but I'm really grateful you came up, I always feel so much better when you're around."/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /Ah why did she keep karking saying things like that? Ahsoka cursed herself. She had just decided that if he ever found out about her newly recognized feelings it wouldn't be until after the war was over but that wasn't going to work if she kept being so obvious with her regard! Quick think of something to tease him about….br /Before she could think of something to break the sincerity of the moment he stood and made him way towards the door/p
p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;"br /"Improving moral is part of my job Commander, so I'm glad I was able to help. I'll see you tomorrow"/p
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p style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.119999885559082px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; caret-color: #2a2a2a; color: #2a2a2a;" Rex replayed their conversation over and over in his head as he settled back in his own quarters. Still glowing with pride at her telling him that he was the one who could always made her feel /br / He knew he had left rather abruptly but there were dangerous cracks forming in his wall that he needed time alone to patch before he did something he couldn't take /Something like pulling her towards him for a tender kiss, her soft lips moving against his own. Something to show her how there was nothing he wanted more in the galaxy than to be at her side. The temptation to let her how much better he would be to her than Bonteri, how he could provide everything she asked for, especially the passion if only she wanted him to was simply to strong to bear and so he had removed himself from the situation, manners be / 'You could only provide anything for a short while anyway' the snide voice deep inside him chimed in, 'how long do you think you can keep up with her since you age twice as fast? You'll be a decrepit old man while she is still in her prime. Don't kid yourself, you can't give her anything.'br /Sobered by that unfortunate truth he slumped down onto his bed with his head in his hands. Even if his wildest dreams came true and she cared for him in that way it still wouldn't be fair to her to be stuck with an old man. He could never ask her to sacrifice her youth on a disposable clone…br / He could practically taste the bitterness rising in him as the unkind thoughts rolled through his /So there was absolutely no point in analyzing that conversation for the fifth time in a hour. It didn't matter what hints and subtext he thought he may have picked up on from her because it could never / It was far better to lock that all away and focus on protecting her here and now so that after the war she would be alive and well to have her chance with someone /His heart ached as he resolved to do the noble thing and assumed his meditative stance in an attempt to release all his hopes and disappointments to the force./p