AN = Okay, I am so so sorry! I mean it this time. I've been having a few personal issues and I've not been able to write due to my emotional state. But that's okay, I promise I'm fine now. I just finished writing this chapter; it took me around half an hour and it's 1709 words. I've been working on a new story and I really wanna post it soon. Anyway, this story isn't a Christmas one, unfortunately. So yeah, I hope you enjoy!
Disclaimer: I don't own iCarly. As sad as that is.
Warning: I'm pretty sure this chapter is Rated T. But yeah, I'm not too sure. It's also a little sad at some parts; I cried while writing most of it. Anyways, please enjoy!
January Third
It was January 3rd when I met you. We were both at the playground and I called a nub before pushing you over. I have to say, I used to think that day was the worst day of my life but now I'm sure it was one of the best: because I met you.
It was January 3rd four years later when I met you again. I was at Carly's apartment and you knocked at the door, saying you're her new neighbour. I knew it was you immediately; but I didn't say anything because I wanted us to start afresh. But that was also the day you fell for Carly. Again, back then it was one of the worst days of my life but now it's also one of the best: because I found you again.
It was January 3rd four years later when we had our first kiss. I apologised and knew I had to make it up to you. So I did. I kissed you on the fire escape. Our fire escape. We both promised that we'd never speak of it again and I knew that was a promise I couldn't break. I went home and jumped up and down with excitement because I got to kiss you. One of the best days of my life: because I kissed you.
It was January 3rd a year later when you jumped in front of the taco truck for Carly. I was broken inside. I went home and cried for hours and hours until I got a call from Carly saying you were back at your apartment. After Carly visited you, I visited you. Do you remember when you asked me if I was okay and I just ran out and you tried to chase after me before realising you couldn't? I cried then too as soon as I was out of sight from you. The worst day of my life: because I lied to you.
It was January 3rd two years later when I kissed you at the school lock in. You froze and I ran. I couldn't face the truth. I ran to the nearest place I could think of: Troubled Waters. I was distraught and when I got there, I broke down crying. Even though it was late, they sent me to a therapist straight away. I told her about you, about your chocolate brown eyes, about your dorkiness, about how much I love you. One of the best and worst days of my life: because I told you how I feel about you.
It was January 3rd a year later when I got a job at the Pearstore. It was Senior Year and I just wanted to spend as much time with you as possible before we floated off our separate ways for college. You were such a jerk to me for no reason at all. When you got fired, I chased after you. I found you throwing pennies into the fountain, making wishes that would 'never come true' as you told me. I asked what the wishes were but you never told me. That night, I went home and cried because I knew in a few months, I'd be without you. One of the worst day of my life: because I lost you.
It was January 3rd a year later when you asked me out again. You came to LA. You travelled thousands of miles just for me. You kissed me and told me you'd never let me go again. You apologised for being a jerk to me last year. You even told me you loved me. One of the best days of my life: because I have you back.
It was January 3rd two years later when we, umm, you know, for the first time. (I still hate that word.) We were at our new apartment in LA, the day we moved in. And I told you how much I loved you. One of the best days of my life: because I know you really love me.
It was January 3rd one year later when you proposed to me. We went back to Seattle for Christmas and you asked me to meet you on the fire escape. You kissed me and went down on one knee. My heart stopped beating from the shock. I said yes and we kissed until we were breathless. One of the best days of my life: because I knew soon you'd be mine forever.
It was January 3rd a year later when we got married. You said I was the prettiest women in the universe. You promised to never hurt me. You promised you'd never let me go. You promised you'd always love me. I promised the same and told you how I've felt throughout the years. The best day of my life: because I finally have my happy ending with you.
It was January 3rd a year later when I told you I was pregnant with our first baby. You smiled and told me how much you loved me and our unborn baby. You said you'd stick by me and help me through it all. I nodded and said to make sure the fridge is never empty. It was also the day we moved into our new house, big enough to start a family. One of the best days in my life: because I was starting a family with you.
It was January 3rd four years later when I was in hospital giving birth to our second and third kids. Two baby girls. It was our anniversary and I already knew the babies were late but I didn't expect them to be born that day. You were at Spencer's apartment and I was at the Groovy Smoothie with Carly. Carly got me to the hospital as quickly as she could. But you didn't answer your phone and I was sure you were gonna miss your daughters being born. When you finally arrived, you apologised continuously and you took my hand. The birthing process took twenty six hours; I was in pain for twenty six hours! The twins were actually born on the fourth, not the third, thankfully, because the third has always been our special day. I screamed at you, saying I hated you and that I wasn't going to go through this again no matter what you said. But you calmed me down and kissed me and told me how brave I was to go through with this all. The doctor said I was lucky to have made it through all twenty six hours. Two of the best days of my life: because I went through them with you.
It was January 3rd three years later when I told you I was pregnant again. You laughed and thought I was joking, especially after last time. I told you I was being serious and you kissed me. Then when we got home that night, Carly gave us the photo album she made for us. It was full of pictures of the three of us. Pictures of just me. Pictures of just Carly. Pictures of just you. Pictures of you and Carly. Pictures of me and Carly. Pictures of me and you. Even a few pictures of our kids were in there too. One of the best days of my life: because I went back in time with you.
It was January 3rd a year later when we had our first actual fight. You screamed at me. I screamed at you. We both said we hated each other and that we regretted our marriage. You stormed out of the house and drove off. I cried myself to sleep that night. Carly was luckily looking after the kids that day. Really late that night, I heard your car pull up in the driveway. I thought it was just my imagination but I went downstairs anyway. You were stood in the doorway, holding a bouquet of flowers in one hand and a box of chocolates in the other. You apologised to me and I apologised to you. We cried in each other's arms that night. I went downstairs in the morning for a snack and you came too. We danced around the kitchen in the refrigerator light. I felt like a princess just like when I married you. I forgot about our fight and I was happy to be with you. The worst day of my life: because I almost lost you again.
It was January 3rd three years later when we did a little iCarly reunion webshow. There were more viewers than ever before. Carly announced that she was pregnant, which came as quite a shock. We let our kids guest star on the show and they all danced around like crazy during 'Random Dancing'. Carly gave me my remote after all these years and it still worked fine. You and me went on a date that night to celebrate our anniversary and it was one of the best nights of my life. One of the best days not just of my life but of your life too: because I know my love for you will never die.
It was January 3rd a year later when we decided to renew our wedding vowels. We both said the cheesiest stuff to one another. You kissed me and I kissed you back with just as much emotion. Our family and friends came to watch and we had a massive party afterwards. We ended up dancing around the kitchen again. One of the best days of my life: because I know you still love me too.
It's January 3rd, today, five years later and I'm spending it with you. We're cuddled together beneath the big tree at the end of our garden. I know it's not much but I'm who I'm with not where I am. The kids are with Carly for the day and how grateful I am. It's our fifteen year wedding anniversary. I don't regret any of those years and I tell you that. You say the same before pulling me into a kiss. Today is one of the best days of my life and do you wanna know why?
It's because I'm with you, Freddie.
AN = What did you think? Is it bad? Is it Seddie? Did you cry like I did? Please review and tell me what you think. I appreciate criticism too; it helps me improve and I need all the help I can get to get back into the mindset of writing again. Anyways, thanks for reading and I'll talk to you soon!