Kyo: you sure the hell do (mournful eyes cast on Yuki, still crying in the corner)
Sweetyb: ok on with it
(Kyo's POV)
I slammed my door shut and locked it. I pressed my back to the door and slowly let myself slid down it. My heart was pounding in my chest; it was like a caged bird throwing its self against its bars. I pressed my hands against the beat, as if by shire will power alone I could still its urgency. With a sigh I slowly closed my eyes and leaned my head back against the door.
Why is he doing this to me? Why was it so hard to push him away like that? Why even now do my fingers and lips still tingle from his touch?
You love him, came a voice from nowhere and everywhere at the same time.
What?
You love him and he loves you, that's why it hurt you so much to hurt him.
No that's impossible; no one loves the cat, no one. Specially the rat, I mean we're enemies.
And why is that, because someone else told you, you were supposed to. You want to be loved; I know you do, so why are you fighting this?
Because I'm scared ok, is that what you wanted to hear? I'm scared of getting hurt. I'm scared of letting myself be vulnerable. I'm scared of how this will change everything. I'm scared of hurting Yuki when Akito locks me away. I'm scared of what will happen to him if Akito finds out. I'm scared of love, because I've never known it. And I'm just plain scared. How do you love someone? And how do you let someone love you? Those are the questions aren't they?
You are not the only one leaving themselves open to be vulnerable. And as you already know, you are not the only one who can be hurt by this. But he's willing to take that risk, are you. You can't stay up here forever, you can't avoid him forever. I have one thing to ask you, do you love him?
Well…um
Well do you?
Yes, yes I do
Then go do something about itI quickly shoved the tears from my eyes and picked myself up. I was determined not to back down this time. I took a couple of deep breaths before I turned around and slid my door back. Out in the hallway the house was quite. I stepped across the hall to Yuki's door and gave a quick knock. When I didn't get any reply, I decided to open the door and check inside the room. There weren't any signs that the rat had come back up to his room at all. He must still be downstairs in the living room. I made my way through the hall and down the stairs. When I got to the bottom step I could see that the rat was no longer in the living room. I made my way through the lower rooms, but still couldn't find him. God I hope my words didn't drive him back into the storm.
As I got close to the stairs to head back up to my room, I suddenly heard a sound coming from the kitchen. I couldn't hear it clearly at first; it was a choking muffled sound. As I got nearer to the sound I was able to hear it better, I soon realized what I was hearing. It was Yuki, he was sitting at the kitchen table with his face pressed in his arms, and he was crying. I'd never seen the rat cry before; usually he keeps his feelings to himself. It broke my heart to know I was the cause of his tears, it made me fell horrible.
I watched this scene for a moment before carefully making my way to the rat. Even though I was standing just on the other side of the table, the rat didn't seem to have noticed that I'd entered the room. I cautiously extended my hand across the table to lightly tap Yuki, but at the last moment his head suddenly snapped up. He trapped me with his eyes, just looking up at me with a sad stricken expression. Several minutes pasted before he finally released me, his eyes lowered back to the table and I let out a breath I didn't know I was holding.
" What do you want, you stupid cat" he asked in a harsh whisper, his eyes still fixed on the table.
" I just", I started but was quickly interrupted by the rat
" Just what, trying to explain. Well you don't need to, I think you made how you feel painfully clear, don't you think?"
" No, it's not like that." I hadn't noticed that while I was speaking that I had moved closer to him, reaching my hand out to him as if by touch alone I could make him understand. I didn't notice that is until he suddenly leaped from his seat, the chair fell back hitting the floor with a loud crash that echoed through the empty house.
" Don't touch me, you… you stupid cat" Yuki said moving a step back.
"Yuki"
" No I don't want to hear it" he started towards the door but I grabbed his arm spinning him to face me again.
" Let go," he said in a dangerously low whisper
"NO" I shouted
" You want to fight? Is that what you want you stupid cat? You want to get your ass kicked again."
All the time he was saying this he had been shoving me in the chest until he had backed me up into a wall. I had nowhere else to go, I couldn't run from this anymore, I couldn't run from him anymore. While I was thinking Yuki had continued with his ranting, he pounded his fists on my chest, by now his voice was high and tears ran down his face.
" What do you want from me you son of a bitch, what do you want…what?"
He slapped me, and then turned to leave the room. Before I know what I was doing, I had grabbed Yuki spinning us both around, and shoved him into the wall I had just been pressed to. I looked down in to his wide, angry eyes, my breath coming out fast and harsh.
" Let go of me you stu.." before he could finish his sentence I pulled him forward then shoved him hard back into the wall, stunning him.
" No, you asked what do I want, well here's your answer"
With that I pulled him forward once again by the front of his shirt and pressed my lips to his, I shoved him back against the wall again but this time I was attached to him. I pressed my body to his, grinding into him until he gave an involuntary moan.
(Yuki's POV)
The force of his kiss stunned me. What was happening? Was the cat really kissing me? I didn't respond at first, but soon I found myself kissing him back with as much passion as him. His hands ran deliriously over my body. I could feel his course fingertips run over my waist. He moved his body over mine, pressing me hard in to the wall behind me. I would of kept kissing him until the end of the world but unfortunately we needed to breath. We pulled back from the kiss, both of us still in each other's arms. When he was able to breath again he tried to say something, it took him several tries but he finally got it out.
" What I want… is you"
I couldn't breath past those words. Just this morning I had been fighting this feeling, and now all I wanted was this feeling, all I wanted was him. I rapped my arms back around his neck, tangling my fingers in his hair, and forcefully pulled his face down to mine. I started to suck on his lower lip, pulling it in to my mouth giving it soft nips here and there. I kept sucking on it until I grew tired of such tame things, I quickly pulled it into my mouth and bite down on it hard enough to register pain but not hard enough to draw blood. He gave a low moan as my teeth sank in to his lip, gasping from the pain after. That was all I needed. I used his gasp to quickly shove my tongue into his mouth. Our tongues fought inside our mouths, our hands clutched in each other's shirts each of us trying to pull the other closer. He pulled his mouth from mine, kissing a burning trail to ear. I could hear his labored breaths, as he grinded even harder in to me. I couldn't help it, a moan escaped my lips. He seemed to like this because; he continued to grind in to me harder every time forcing moans one after another from me. He nuzzled his face into the bend of my neck, his breath alone sending electric shivers through my body. I needed more
" Please" I whimpered out, I didn't care if in that moment I sounded weak or what ever. All I could think about was his lips on my skin.
" You want some more," he asked chuckling, my plea seeming to amuse him. He ran his tongue from the base of my neck up to my throat, making me moan even more.
" Yes, please Kyo, oh Kyo please"
He pulled his face back so that he could look me in the eyes, I was afraid he could see how much I wanted him. His eyes were searching but suddenly they softened, he slowly nodded his head and said ok. With that he returned his head to my neck, his tongue lapping t my skin like, well a cat with milk. That analogue was actually a good one considering how pale my skin is and he being the cat. With every run of his tongue, my breath came faster. He kissed his way down my neck until he came to the base of it; he then started to lap at the pulse in my neck, suddenly pulling it in to his mouth and sucking as if it were candy.
My mind was reeling, his mouth bringing whimpers from mine. I needed more, as if he could hear me, the cat suddenly bit down on my neck, making me cry out only half in pain. I stretched my neck out further to give him better access to it. He nipped his way up and down my neck, giving hard bites here and there. He ran the fangs he called teeth up my abused neck in one scrapping line until be reached my ear, he whispered something into it but I was to dazed to hear it the first time. He bite down hard on my earlobe making me cry out to get my attention, then repeated what he had said.
" Follow me if you want some more of that"
He quickly pressed his lips hard to mine, then quickly turned and left the kitchen. When he got to the stairs he turned one last time to look back at me, still standing where he had left me and crooked his finger at me, beckoning me to come along. With a devilish grin plastered on his face, the cat then turned and headed up the stairs.
Sweetyb: OK, all fixed, but there's more to come.
Kyo: like what? (Nerves expression on face)
Sweetyb: like what do you have in store for Yuki upstairs?
Kyo: (thinks about it then evilly grins)
Yuki: what are you thinking of (nerves about the cats grin)
Kyo: wouldn't you like to know my pet? (Grin only growing)
Yuki: did you… did you just call me your pet (blushes furiously but can't hide small smile at being called Kyo's pet)
Kyo: maybe (looks at Yuki suggestively, evil grin still in place)
Kyo & Yuki: (run off screen followed by moaning and Yuki panting out Kyo's name)
Sweetyb: well that's all for now but stay tuned, and give lots of reviews